#//pls love them kyun

[blizzardfluffykpop]

Look no one prepared me for the fact that we're getting rocker kihyun again this era-- and like I'm going to lose my mind-- every time his rocker version comes out my sanity crumbles just that bit more.

Anyways-- I'm vv excited for their cb-- and pls tell me why all of them look fine-- Pls i've been a mbb for 7 yrs and they never give us a break--.

I was discussing with my friend how your bias has the capability to wreck you even tho you bias them?! And I just find that fact so wild-- because it's so correct?! Now here i am as a Kihyun ult being absolutely destroyed-- Pls someone send an ambulance or sth- cause this cb is going to crush my heart-.

(I have so many thoughts on this and we haven't even gotten the highlight reel yet--).

[synthetickitsune]

hiii could you pls do a hwiyoung smut where he just ravishes the reader <3

hey~ i hope this is okay!

Hwiyoung (SF9) | Distraction smut | 0.9k | f!reader A/N: about that one part in the fic - i kid you nod, i picked up the book i'm reading and this is what i see...

You’re set on keeping your full attention on the book in front of you. It doesn’t matter that you’re not even sure anymore what the title is, nor that you’ve lost the ability to read the moment Youngkyun crawled over you and buried his face into your neck. You tried to keep the pace of turning the pages as natural as possible, but you don’t know how many of them you’ve turned, only the number of sweet love bites he marked your neck with.

“Please,” you breathe, involuntarily, betrayed by your lust. It doesn’t help that he’s clearly as needy as he’s made you.

“Please what?” he hums against the sensitive skin on your throat. Like he doesn’t know. Like his head isn’t full of ideas, judging by the way his hips shift against yours.

“Anything,” you give in. Finally you allow your head to fall forward on the open and long forgotten pages in front of you.

The sound he makes is full of happiness that is the exact opposite of the emotion in your whine when he pulls away completely. Before you can miss him for long, though, he’s lifting your hips and pulling off your pants and underwear. He props you up on your knees so he can lie down and slide under you easily. As soon as his mouth latches onto your clit, he needs to hold you up.

Your mind blanks out at the sudden pleasure. You turn into a puddle, at mercy of Youngkyun and his tongue as he alternates between lapping at your folds and sucking on your clit. He gets you right where he wants you - weak and so desperate you’ll do anything to keep him where he is, doing what he is.

“Read to me, baby,” he murmurs between messy kisses to tops of your thighs, “Read to me and I’ll make you cum.”

“Kyun, no, please,” you whine. You know it’s pointless, but still you try.

“Wanna hear your voice,” he pleads, and you can’t tell if he’s serious or the longing in his voice is some kind of persuasion tactic. Either way, it works.

You force yourself to lift your head and get your eyes to see the printed letters, let them form words, connect into sentences in your mind. And you curse your choice of literature.

“I-it was absurd trying to-” you swallow, try to get your breathing under control as the title of the chapter - The Moaning Creature - mocks you from higher up on the page, “differentiate wind-blown reads-s from those rattled by some force more specific,” it was also absurd trying to ignore the desire to simply enjoy Kyun’s tongue and yet here you are, “of sloshing through the muck and mire without breaking an ankle or getting stuck.”

You make a mental note to get back at him later. To put him through the same torture. See how long he can play with his friends or practice his lines with your mouth on him. It almost feels like he wants to reward you for each clause, which makes reading a whole sentence even harder. Still you try.

His lips close around your clit after each whole sentence, his hands stroke your thighs to reassure you when you stutter and lose breath. Like he’s not the one causing you distress in the best way possible. You keep reading, and it’s a rollercoaster. Just as you think you can focus on reading, let it help take the edge of pleasure off, he finds a way to shatter that thought. 

“I-I shone the flashlight ngh-” you shut your mouth to stifle the moan as you feel his tongue flick your clit repeatedly with just the right amount of pressure and speed, “On the creature’s head.” You wonder how he’s not suffocating. 

He keeps up his assault on your cunt, purposely teasing you when you read too slowly or when you stop to catch your breath - or simply get too lost in the pleasure to remember what you’re supposed to be doing. Needless to say, you’re a mess and you don’t remember a thing you read. All you remember is the wet swirling of his tongue, the slurping sound he makes to throw you off. His hushed praises and moans.

You feel your muscles tighten, your body buzzing under your skin. You’re right there and still he makes you read or he’ll deny you your hard earned climax.    

“P-perhaps this was w-weakness. Perhaps-s this was just fear-eurhg,” you half-whisper, half-growl when finally, finally he lets you cum, pulling you to his face so you can’t pull away from the pleasure. He encourages you to move your hips, use his tongue as you need to ride it out and then some. When you turn to pleading is when he stops, not really pulling away, only shimmying further under your body and trailing wet, sticky kisses up your stomach to your chest.

You’re too weak to move, so you let him do all the work. But you do slap his shoulder when he maneuvers you so you lay on top of him, your book safely placed aside. He chuckles, kissing the top of your head as he cradles you to his body. You’re not oblivious to the hardness you feel under your core, though. You know this is just a short break so he can wreck you all over again.

[binniesoob]

Third ask, I swear it's the last one, I'll stop after this, it's just because I forgot something 😭

Also because I missed you a lot here Jo, hope you'll take a break after Friday really, I swear don't you dare to push yourself oooooor...I'll be sad 🥺

First thing, MONSTA X AREN'T LETTING ME CATCHING A BREAK 😭

I couldn't recover properly from both Jooheon and Kyun that Hyungwon and Shownu went "We're gonna debut as a sub unit, lol" and I'm like LET ME BREATH FOR A SEC PLS 😭

Do you have any thoughts about it? I wonder if Hyungwon will produce all the songs here this time, I love so much the stuff he made so far and I think he's ready for a full mini album this time. I can't wait honestly, there are so many things I want to see like Papa Nunu performing again after centuries 😭

Second thing, Soobin on Instagram. That's it.

Third, I think Sweet's title track is giving hints about the MVs timeline. Idk hearing Magic, I Know I Love You, GBGD is making me feel that maybe we're getting a new piece on the puzzle. Also the intro and the outro. You can't call the outro Falling PLS, you really want me to think about the I Know I Love You (Japanese version) MV aren't you?! 😭 And it's so hilarious that Spotify recommended me Farewell, Neverland after the album like...my brain collapsed. We got another little piece for the entire "Love Storyline" imo

Last thing... thoughts on the TxT X Jonas Brothers Collab? :3

i... i thought i already answered this one too and only the srr jap ver ask was left... 🤡 i am so sorry 😭

glad to say i took a month off studying and i'm reborn so don't worry 😌

HYUNGWON AND SHOWNU SUBUNIT IT'S EVERYTHING WE DIDN'T KNOW WE NEEDED‼️ the songs are great, they look amazing, hAVE YOU SEEN THEM PERFORMING WHO DO YOU LOVE AT KCONLA?? LIKE 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

yes SOOBIN MADE AN INSTAGRAM AND I'VE BEEN GETTING MORE&MORE DELULU SINCE

like???? stop giving us so much boyfriend material i'm not gonna survive???

on a serious note, did you found put about Odi passing away? 🥺 it broke my heart... the pictures he uploaded in july with him were actually a goodbye and we didn't know ☹ i'm so sorry for soob 🫂 he talked about it on weverse live for the first time some days ago so he had time to process and grieve, he's doing better now :( ❤‍🩹

oh when i saw that the Outro was called Falling‼️ ALSO LISTEN TO THIS:

i started bawling me eyes out when i realised. it's basically the circle of txt childhood and time in magic island closing i-

DO IT LIKE THAT IS SO SILLY AND FUN I LOVE HERRRRR 🧡 it was so cool seeing my childhood/teenage years and my early twenties collide through it 🥹 il multiverso esiste! but i also NEED the studio version of the txt only version they performed at lollapalooza 😭 what do u think about it???

[convenientalias]

I'm becoming a Yoo Sun fan. At first I really liked her playing Han So-ra in Eve but I figured it was just my weakness for rich bitches. But now I'm watching Queen of Masks and everyone's a rich bitch and Yoo Sun's Yoon Hae Mi is still the most compellingly acted--even though objectively, she's the least involved in the main plot! That's how good at having a mental breakdown she is. Alas I don't think she's as femslashy in this one but I do very much ship her with her young and handsome ex-host husband. It's funny bc they're both like "ooh, we've been involved with a bad crowd, lots of sex and drugs and maybe we're just using each other, who knows~" but then they're actually the most compellingly loving and supportive couple in the show (while also being a hot mess. both of them. what the fuck) and also have such a lot of moral crises going on. Like genuinely this show brought me a woman on a revenge quest, a woman trying to regain custody of her daughter from her villainous ex-husband, and a woman being deceived by her husband and wanting to be willfully blind, and Hae Mi is STILL outdoing them for sheer "I would watch this woman watching paint dry, especially if she was watching it dry with her husband." Anyway it's actually quite nice to see her with a male love interest I can actually ship her with bc her relationship with Kang Yoon-kyun in Eve was Not That Interesting tbh, even if the femslashiness in that one was great.

Anyway. Oooh you wanna watch Eve and Queen of Masks so bad... (actually, if you have watched either show, pls come talk to me about them! especially if you are also a Yoo Sun fan. but also I am only on episode 10 of Queen of Masks so no spoilers.)

[mahisblog]

•BANJARE KO GHAR•

A couple was shown arguing with eachother and we could hear yelling and it was increasing with each second

"I wish I never met you" The boy angrily said and leaves the house smacking the door hard

"I wish I never met you" This words roamed in the girl's head and a tear escaped from her eyes

"Na jaane humari bhul kya thi, unse pyaar karna ya unki parwah karna"

She tried to calm herself but that was not enough, tears were falling down her cheeks without any hurdles

She remembered the time she met him for the first time and found her self falling for him

“Tumne jo dard diye the usske sahare jeete hai

Ye dard ko hum yun Haas ke sehte hai

Na jaane tumse ishq karna sahi tha ya galat

Tumse pyaar karke bhi tumse sab chipate hai”

It was first day of college and ofcourse she was worried about it, soon she reached the college gate and took a deep breath and walked in with a smile

"Bela, you here in Mumbai?" a shocked voice called her

"Hii Vish, yeah I got admission here" she replied with a small smile

"Wow!! I'm so excited, you know I missed you so muchh" as soon as the words were left, Bela was caged in a tight, breath taking, hug from her childhood bestie

"Vish, I- I can't breath and I missed you equally"

"Hehe, sorry"

"Btw how is uncle and aunty?"

"They are great and where are you living?"

"At my place, dad bought it some year ago and after his dead this place was transferred to my name"

There was a long but comfortable silence between them, Vish side-hugged her and squeezed her shoulder lightly

They both got to know that they have only 2 lectures with each other, first and second and after that they have all different lectures

Bela was in the classroom, sitting in the corner just when the lecture was about to start, a boy came and sat beside her

"Hi, I'm Mahir, Mahir Sehgal" and forwarded his hand

Bela shaked hand with him and replied, "I'm Bela Sharma"

Both nodded at each other and focused on the lecture

Few months passed like this and now Bela and Mahir was close friends, in the meantime they got to know that Vish is in relationship with Mahir's younger brother, Yuvraj Sehgal

She had 2 more friends, Darshan Raval and Anu Mittal they both lives with each other as they are childhood sweethearts

They were happy for YuVish, they were a perfect couple as Yuvi can be reckless sometimes but only Vish can make him responsible man, meanwhile Bela was also feeling something for Mahir but choosed to ignore the feeling coz it can affect her friendship with him

"Darte reh gaye hum kuch

keh na paaye,

Unke aache dost banke reh gaye, Ishq na ban paaye,

Mohobbat ki khata bhi aasa na thi, naa to hum unke the, nahi unko hum apna bana paaye,

Unko na paane ke aas mein aur khone ke daar mein hi hum ek tarfa ashiqui kar paaye"

Few weeks later they got to know that there is singing competition between college and nobody knows that Bela loves to sing expect Mahir and right now he is requesting her to take part in it

"Pls Albela take part na, you loves to sing then why you aren't participating?"

"Mahi I'm not good enough"

"Nonsense, you are talented enough to be a professional singer"

And they continued to argue about this for half an hour and finally Bela said, "Okay baba I'll take part"

Mahir hugged her tightly and smiled

Soon the day came when the competition was held on, Bela practiced song written by herself

Not even Mahir, YuVish or DarshAnu knew the name or the lyrics because Bela said that will be surprise for them

It was Bela's turn to sing,

"Umm... Hey! I'm Bela Sharma from XYZ college and I'm going to sing a song written and composed by me only, hope you'll like it"

"What is the title?" one of the judge asked

"Ohh it's called Banjare Ko Ghar"

"Okay you may start now"

Bela nodded at them and closed her eyes and opened them, looking at Mahir and the gang and smiled at them

"Jise zindagi dhoondh rahi hai

Kya ye woh makaam mera hai

Yahaan chain se bas ruk jaaun

Kyun dil ye mujhe kehta hai

Jazbaat naye se mile hain

Jaane kya asar ye huaa hai

Ik aas mili phir mujhko

Jo qubool kisi ne kiya hai"

She remembers the day she meet him and found unknown peace in his presence

The times when she was close to breaking down and Mahir was the one to console her

"Haan...

Kisi shaayar ki ghazal

Jo de rooh ko sukoon ke pal

Koi mujhko yun mila hai

Jaise banjaare ko ghar

Naye mausam ki sehar

Yaa sard mein dopahar

Koi mujhko yun mila hai

Jaise banjare ko ghar

Hmm..."

He was a beautiful sin for her, she knew he wasn't going to be hers yet she didn't let her hopes down and wished for him to be hers

"Jaise koi kinaara

Deta ho sahaara

Mujhe wo mila kisi mod par

Koi raat ka taara

Karta ho ujaala

Waise hi roshan

kare woh shehar"

He was the Sunshine she wants to protect, she remembered the time when an party's decoration was going on and Mahir was helping them without taking rest and doing almost work alone

"Dard mere woh

bhula hi gayaa

Kuch aisa asar huaa

Jeena mujhe phir se

woh sikha raha"

She forgot her pain when she was with him

There was a time when she decided to commit suicide but now she feels like there is a reason to live and that is Mahir

"Hmm.. Jaise

baarish kar de tar

Yaa marham dard par

Koi mujhko yun mila hai

Jaise banjare ko ghar

Naye mausam ki sehar

Yaa sard mein dopahar

Koi mujhko yun mila hai

Jaise banjaare ko ghar"

She remembered his pranks on her and him pacifying her

"Muskaata yeh chehra

Deta hai jo pehraa

Jaane chhupata kya

dil ka samandar

Auron ko toh har

dum saaya deta hai

Woh dhoop mein

hai khada khud magar"

Now Mahir remembers her selfless works, even if she was in hurry she never let anyone down who asked her for any

type of help

She is the mystery he wants to solve

"Chot lagi hai usey,

Phir kyun mehsoos

mujhe ho raha hai

Dil tu bata de kya

hai iraada tera"

Even if Mahir was the one who get hurts but Bela was the only who feel pains

"Main parinda besabar

Tha uda jo darbadar

Koi mujhko yun mila hai

Jaise banjarey ko ghar

Naye mausam ki sehar

Yaa sard mein dopahar

Koi mujhko yun mila hai

Jaise banjarey ko ghar"

She longed for love, not friends' love but a lover's

She wanted someone to rely on, someone on whom she can trust with her life

"Koi mujhko yun mila hai

Jaise banjare ko ghar

Jaise banjare ko ghar..

Jaise banjare ko ghar...

Jaise banjare ko ghar...."

Bela opened her eyes and looked at the audiance, her group were the one cheering most, she made an eye contact with Mahir and smiled, she had decided to confess to Mahir through this Song as after meeting Mahir, Bela really thought she found home

But guess what? Mahir had a surprise for her, introducing her to his girlfriend, Bani Singhania

Bela compared herself to her and found that Bani is above her in each category and she will be best for Mahri though she didn't let this affect her friendship with Mahir and was as close as before

But someone was not happy with their bonding, She wanted them to be separate, she tried to create misunderstanding between them but nothing worked

Few days later, Bela found Mahir drunk at her doorstep

She made him sit inside and was about to go when Mahir held her hand and made her turn towards him and hugged her, resting his head on her chest

He was crying, and murmuring things like, “Why she did that?” “Wasn't I enough for her?” “She wanted to separate you from me, separate me from my albela”

Bela was shocked but got to know that Bani cheated on him and she was the one who tried to create misunderstanding between them

Bela called Darsh and Yuvi and asked them to take him home carefully

Next day when she goes to him home, she found YuVish and DarshAnu there sitting with sad face, she asked them what happened and they told her that Mahir went to London for forever without informing anyone just leaving a note

She was so sad that he went without saying anything, she was again turned into the quiet girl

She remembered why they were arguing

"I love Ruhi" Mahir said those words looking directly into her eyes

"Why?" that was only question that was able to come out of her

"She treated me like I was somebody" he whispered

"But will she love you when you will be nobody?" she silently asked him

"No one loved me when I was nobody" he yelled

"I did" she almost screamed

Mahir was taken back by it and stood stunned

"Before the money and before the fame, before the success and before everything" Bela couldn't hide it anymore, he needs to know

"I loved you Mahir, when you were just yourself not any arrogant CEO, when you used to be careful and you used to come to me when there was any problem not drinking so much that you don't know what happened last night, when you used to be a gentleman who respect women, not a Playboy who use woman as a tissue!

You don't know how much it hurts to see you with someone else, how difficult it is to behave that we are just friends when my feelings for you are more than just friends"

Mahir didn't said anything for good 5 mins because he was so shocked to say something

"You.... You are lying, right?" He stammers

"Why would I Mahir? you became my world, you were the one I thought I would rely on, the one who would never judge me, and then you also disappeared!"

Bela was not stopping she was saying all the things she wished to say him earlier

"What was my fault Mahir? Where was I wrong? I did everything to make you happy from saving you from professors to being there whenever you were down! But you didn't hesitate to leave me, you never care Mahir, never!"

Now she was a crying mess, she was letting her feelings flow which she hided for years but not now

He needs to know what she suffered when he left her all alone by herself

Here Mahir was getting irritated because of her crying because it somehows still effects him, so to make her stop he said something which he knew will broke her completely

"I wish I never meet you"

Back to Present

"Tum bhi ye galti na kar na jis galti ke liye humein nazar

andaaz karte ho,

Kisi din aake ye na keh dena ki ab tum bhi humse pyaar karte ho"

Bela stopped crying and goes to washroom to wash her face, her eyes fells on something and she smiled sarcastically, she picked it up and it was razor blades

She puts her selves up and turn on that, she again looked at it and cuts her arm, she felt satisfied after seeing the blood oozing from the their

There were faded scars on their arms, she made 4-5 more cuts and puts the razor blades down, there were no sign of hurt or anything like that on her face, it was just pure satisfied smile

She has changed very much, it was the first thought of Mahir who came back to Bela's apartment after knowing what he meant for her and what he had done, it brokes his heart to see her in this condition, he can't see his love hurting herself

Yeah his love, she was her first love which he didn't realised earlier, he realised his love and missed her when he was in London, yes earlier whatever he said in the argument he was forced to do that

He is now a businessman and he have many enemies behind him who can hurt her, he didn't want her to get hurt that's why he wanted her to hate him

And it wasn't like his wanted to leave her at first place, he was forced by Bani to leave her or else she will leak some pictures of Bela taken from the wrong angles and some photoshopped pics of her kissing different different boys and then Bela's reputation will be gone

Earlier when Mahir stromed out of the apartment, he got call from Darshan

“Hello Mahir did you met Bela?”

“Yes, I met her”

“Don't tell me you hurted her again?”

“.....”

“Means you hurted her, didn't you? Are you fool Mahir??? Can't you see that stupid loves you more than herself, you don't know what she went through without you”

“Then tell me what did I did???”

“You left her when she needed you most! She was suffering, she lost her last living family after 2 months you left her, left us. She was already in the state is going to depression because of you and when she learnt that her grandfather left her for forever she was broken beyond repair”

Mahir was speechless, he can't imagine what pain she went through

“After 3 months we found out that she is in depression and started to hurt herself and had attempted suicide 2 times, we somehow managed to made her love herself again”

Now Mahir had no words left, he is ready to fight any enemy and anyone for her. Non can hurt what is his and Bela was born to be His

She is his angel and now he have to save her and win her trust again and prove himself worthy of her

He goes inside with the first aid and holds her hand and make her sit on the table

She looked at him as if he is just her imagination while he was doing her bandage, a tear escape from his eyes and he looked at him

“Khayal nahi rakh sakti apna? Ye kya soch ke Kiya tumne haan?!”

(“Can't you take care of yourself? What did you thought before doing this!?”)

“Why you cares? You left me, go I won't mind you going away again”

And she pushed him and gets up to go but Mahir holds her wrists

“Leave me”

“.…......”

“I SAID LEAVE ME! GO AWAY, GO TO YOUR RUHI WHOM YOU LOVE AND YOU HATE ME NA, THEN WHY ARE YOU HERE??”

“SHUT UP!”

Bela stood stunned and immediately shuts up, then Mahir calms himself down and said

“I never said that I hates you, I don't love Ruhi, Bela…..

I love you, only you, this sher loves his albela only”

And he continues to say why he left without any msg and all

Bela just hugged him tightly and let herself lost in his arms, Mahir holds her tight, close to himself

1 years later

“Bela fast come na”

Mahir was ready in a formal suit and was waiting for Bela to come with him somewhere, throughout the year Mahir worked hard to gain Bela's trust back and with the help of his friends he managed to get Bani arrested for blackmailing him

Bela who forgived him long ago, but she was still hurt by him so she wanted to make him pay for that

“Coming”

And when she came, she was the most beautiful women he had ever seen

He smiled at her hold out his hands for her, Bela smiled back and took his hand in hers and walks wherever he was leading her to

Few moments later,

Bela had blindfold on her eyes and Mahir was taking her to a beautifully decorated place, it was simple yet elegant

“You can remove that blindfold now”

Bela romoves her blindfold and got shocked, she covers her mouth with her hands and her eyes were widen, she can't believe this was happening

It was like her dreams coming true

Mahir was on his knees, with a open ring box with a beautiful ring inside it

"Bela I know I'm not the perfect one and the one who deserves you but trust me in all this year there was not a single moment I didn't thought about you

Your pain became mine, I started to feel your pain and you became my home

I swear I'll never let you go away from me, I'll protect you with my life

I Love You So Much Bela Sharma, more than anything else”

Bela was a crying mess now but with happy tears, he continued

“So miss Sharma will you marry me and make me the happiest man in the world, I'll never control you and force you for anything”

Bela was in so much happiness that she was unable to answer and Mahir started to think that he did wrong step by proposing her and should have waited for few more months

“Okay, I understood your answer, it was my mistake but as I said I'll never force you for anything, take you time”

He said in disappointed tone and stood up and turned around to leave, when he found Bela holding him from behind, back hugging him,

“Are you going to leave me again?”

Mahir turned and hugged her tightly

“Never again”

“So why were you leaving before listeningy answer, so Mr. Mahir Sehgal I'll marry you”

Mahir looked at her with smile and teary eyes

“I'll never allow you to leave me, you are mine & only mine and in this lifetime you are stuck with me”

Mahir looked into her eyes and slowly leaned towards her, asking her permission he kissed her passionately, pouring all love he had for her

[ikjun]

AHHHH!! yes mx + suits 💓💗💓 we love to see it. Also, Shownu with his suit croptop has really awakened something in me but shhh this is between us. You are so right. The cohesiveness of how mx look on stage without being a carbon copy of each other is great. The stylists are amazing. Now that is awards season, what has been your fave mx awards performance? OR your ult groups awards performance. I love watching live performances so if you have any recs pls 🤲🏽🤲🏽🤲🏽 -🎄

I'm sorry for bombarding your inbox but I have a lot of feeling. THAT KYUN RED LEATHER LOOK AH! did you see the bts footage of Kim Shinyoung's radio show from the same day and changkyun was having a hard time tying up the bow 🥰 I love all of your choices. I just don't like for some lapels for their button up shirts are unnecessarily large. But big yes to everything. For Kihyun, I like for their j-promos, they dress him up like a Youth Pastor or Substitute teacher. idk i kinda love it🤫🤫 -🎄

they really are just a dynamic and always well-fitted group on stage! with their recent tour(s) and the more royal / uniform looking jackets those also were whole ass looks. like damn they really carry the mantle of the kpop men™️ so well and never put on a bad look or show anymore! and the way it's always individualised too (like kihyun and changkyun and their cropped jackets .... sorry for being the shortest) which makes them fun to look at by themselves! also same with their j-promos, i always enjoy that they are a little bit of an antithesis to the whole mx brand in sk and how there's a bit more freedom to the styling! also love the japanese alligator styling, who let them out of their p.e session / the local fila store?

my definite favourite award show performance from mx was their beast mode / love killa performance for mma's 2020! the whole team of 'love's madness'. red lights and hyungwon's intro, their live vocals and rapping through both songs, the table and props, the dramatic editing, the whole vibe ... it was just top tier across the board! no notes! and another, though not really an award show as a year end show, was the shownu / mingyu / yugyeom collab stage. my heart for monsteen 7 ❤️‍🩹

besides that my fave award show performances are svt's getting closer at the 2018 mama's + their fear performance in 2019 + their left & right / home;run in 2020. they just always bring it. and then of course the iconic shinee sherlock performance from the gda's. an evergreen! another fave is taemin's door performance in 2017 and his and sunmi's shared stage in 2019.

those would be it i think! what are your ult groups / fave mx performances, anon? i hope you have a great week! ☺️

[imaginiko-blog]

@heartsguide [x]

       To say Niko was intrigued was an understatement. Wide pink eyes fixated on the girl’s green hair with wonder. He had never seen such a shade before! How pretty! 

      “Woooow...” Niko breathed in awe. “I love your hair!”

[freckledbeom]

Hello my love. Can I pls have a kyun car sex fic. Can b like friends who have a thing for each other but neither of them know or established relationship

hi love, i wrote this fic while i was feeling a little blue so im sorry if it’s a little drawn out. hope this is what you wanted! ~

car sex w/ kyunnie [18+]

side note before you all read this fic, i just wanna say how grateful i am. sometimes i go on hiatuses or don’t update in a timely manner but i still get so much love & for that im truly grateful. it’s all love here, ill be here for you all like you’re here for me <33

warnings; 18+ content, suggestive scenes

listening to outta time by bryson tiller ♪

it wasn’t unlikely for changkyun to call you at late hours of the night, he was usually studio bound at this time anyway. what was unusual lie in his simple, but daring request.

“come downstairs.” he barred a monotone voice through the phone.

his puzzling request struck curiousity in your bones; you couldn’t not meet him downstairs now. grabbing nothing but a spare pullover and sliding into your house shoes, your heart fluttered in your chest. what could he possibly want?

after finally reaching your destination, changkyun turned around, your eyes meeting.

he almost looked the same as you, dressed in not much but a pair of sweats and a loose hoodie. although you would probably never tell him, his appearance was one of the many factors that drew you in.

stepping foward, changkyun cracked a slight smile. “you didnt take long.” he joked, tilting his head to the side a little.

“neither did you.” you replied, smiling back at him. “are you here to just look at me or did you have something you wanted?”

he paused a little before responding, licking his bottom lip. that was enough to fuel the fire between your legs.

“what if i wanted to just look at you?” his breath hitched a little.

your heart was beating so fast you were sure changkyun could hear your excitement ready to leap out of your chest. you were even more sure of this since the dialogue between the two of you had ceased.

“kidding.” changkyun hit your arm a little, as if he was knocking you back to reality. “i do miss you though, you wanna go for a drive?”

right. he didn’t see you in that way. of course, this was expected since he had many other things in his life; you would be the last on his mind.

the walk to the parking garage was a brisk, but quiet one. your interactions weren’t usually this awkward, today was an especially off one. from kyun suddenly showing up at your apartment, to this odd tension that appeared, you could hear the silence.

opening the door for you, changkyun walked around to his side and got in.

“your car smells nice.” a pathetic attempt to crack the silence.

“it smells like me.” changkyun answered affirmatively, looking directly at you.

rolling your eyes, you gave your attention to the moon in front of you.

you could feel his eyes drawing in on you, lasered into the side of your skull. turning so you made eye contact, you tilted your head a little.

"staring contest?"

changkyun scoffed jokingly. "i'll win but sure."

you didn’t know what was stranger about this night; the way he looked at you or the way his looks kindled the fire between your legs.

"why do you keep looking at me like that?" you choked out, palms growing sweaty in the process.

"it's a staring contest." changkyun retorted.

"no i mean-"

his lips didn't allow you to give further explanation, his tongue lay bait for you to fall under. your breaths hitched and stilled. his hands wandered every which way until one landed on your chin, tilting it upwards.

if this was bliss then the second he pulled away was sudden death, leaving you puckered & red.

leaning back in with your noses just touching, changkyun bit his bottom lip. "i can kiss you like that right? is that ok?"

this time you opted out of verbal response, answering him the same way he did you.

changkyun's hands moved from your face to your bottom, pulling you over on the driver's side so you could sit on his lap. instinctively, you reached to the side and lowered the seat back.

his hands wandered underneath your sweater to fondle your breasts. the friction from your lower bodies and the way he touched you was enough make you bellow out a shallow moan. you could feel him growing beneath you, leaving you soaked.

bringing you down towards him, changkyun lifted away your top to give him full access to your nipples. unknowingly, your hips ground against his crotch.

changkyun let out a breathy moan, latching harder onto your breast.

“changkyun...i want you so bad...” you whined out, his brows raising at your request. tilting his head with his mouth now removed from your chest, changkyun bit his bottom lip.

“say it again for me.” his breath hitching a little.

with no hesitation, the words stuttered out of you. “i want you so bad.”

a part of you imagined that he got a kick out of hearing your desperation crawl out of itself. so much so that every reedy whine from you earned a bite at your neck or a grope to your backside.

this time you had earned the feel of his manhood, not a cushion but a slab of pure concrete, stiff under you.

playing with the hem of your shorts, changkyun met with your eyes for direct contact. “we don’t have to take these off.”

and you didn’t, with him pushing them to the side just enough to give access to your bare middle. finally, you could catch a glance of his lower. it sat up high, thick & gleaming with precum; it was as if it was waiting for you.

steadily, you sunk down onto changkyun, biting your lip carefully to not cry out. changkyun pulled your upper back forward so that you were chest to chest, keeping another on your bottom. slowly, you rocked your lower half on his throbbing member. the two of you kept eye contact, while his hand that was once on your upper back was now on your face.

out of the many faces changkyun had showed you, the one he was giving me at this particular moment had you ready to climax then and there. cheeks flushed, changkyun bit down on his lower lip, never breaking away from you.

a harsh slap to your ass made you whine even louder. “right there....it feels so good right there...”

speeding up your pace, you sat up a little so that both hands could sit flat against his chest. with one hand on his shoulder and the other on this chiseled chest, you bounced on his lap, sounds from your sopping middle filling the air.

changkyun reached a hand up to steady your thigh, with his mouth now agape. “fuck, did i get you this wet? huh?”

in a shallow attempt to conceal your moans you bit your lip, only for changkyun to catch on rather quickly.

his palms took grip of your ass, giving him full access to thrust himself into you. you only cried out, falling back onto his chest while he took you from under

times like this there was nowhere else your mind wandered except how he made you feel.

“mmm…changkyun…” every time you began a sentence it seemed as if you blacked out.

joining his rhythm, you brought your your hips back down onto him. it only took a few more strokes to have you, once again, calling out to him.

“i think im gonna come.” your grip on his shoulders tightened so that you could straighten up and look at him.

“yeah?” he answered, his eyes saturated with eagerness.

“mhmm.”

changkyun gave a harsh slap to your rear while biting his lip.

“go ahead…fuck…go ahead and come on me.”

you surrendered, riding him until your legs and core gave out. trembling, you stilled your movements only when you heard changkyun announce his orgasm.

panting, you look at the mess you made of him. although the garage was dimly lit, you still could share gaze with him.

“is this what you called me out here for?” you questioned.

he chuckled, licking his bottom lip. “does this count as a confession.”

“not at all.”

[cooltulips]

reposting in hopes it shows up in tags

hello, discord roleplayers !

i am looking to write some kpop ships and kdrama shows listed below, so if you’re interested, like this post or reach out in the dms ! i prefer m/m ships at the moment.

( bold is the faceclaim i want to write as )

seonghwa / wooyoung * ( woohwa )

jungwoo / jaehyun ( jaewoo )

the devil judge ( yohan / gaon ) aka ji sung x jinyoung *

beomgyu / yeonjun * ( beomjun / yeongyu )

taehyung x cha eunwoo

soobin / beomgyu * ( soogyu )

true beauty ( suho / seo joon ) aka eunwoo x hwang in yeop

cha eunwoo x sf9 rowoon

svt mingyu / exo kai ( kaigyu )

lee do hyun / park solomon

song kang x kim soo hyun

enhypen sunghoon / txt hueningkai

svt mingyu x park solomon ( solgyu )

beomgyu / hueningkai ( beomkai )

anything inspired by the reply series — reply 1997 , reply 1988 , reply 1994 !!

gong yoo x lee dong wook ( goblin : the great and lonely god )

mingyu x taeyong ( yongyu ) *

park solomon / seo in guk

johnny x jaehyun x jungwoo ( johnjaewoo )

bae in hyuk x lee minho

yeo jin goo / ji chang wook

lee dong wook x im siwan ( saw them in strangers from hell and they're a certified hot pairing )

enhypen sunghoon x sunoo ( sunsun )

kim seon ho / yeo jin goo

woo do hwan x kim min jae

the king : eternal monarch ( lee minho / woo do hwan )

lee do hyun x kim soo hyun

sf9 rowoon / taehyung ( taewoon )

yeo jin goo x seo in guk

lee dong sik / han ju won or han joo won however you wanna write it ( beyond evil bc damn that shit be on the top #1 homoeroticism with the devil judge )

song kang x lee minho

soobin / mingyu ( soomin )

yeo jin goo x lee do hyun ( aka younger lee dong sik )

shin ha kyun x yeo jin goo ( canon beyond evil pair )

lee minho / woo do hwan *

park bo gum x kwak dong yeon

kim soo hyun / park hyung sik

enhypen sunghoon x ?? ( i dunno i adore him a lot even tho i only recently began joining the fandom — i relate to him in a few ways tbh )

kang haneul x yeo jin goo

exo sehun x kai ( sekai / kaihun )

yeo jin goo / park solomon

lee do hyun x gong yoo

park solomon / bae in hyuk

exo kai / taeyong ( kaiyong )

anything inspired by isekai / historical / fantasy / transmigration manhwas !!

exo kai x nct mark lee ( kaimark )

seonghwa / yeosang ( seongsang )

gong yoo x kwak dong yeon

park solomon / kim min jae

wi ha joon x lee dong wook

song kang / park bo gum

kim jungwoo x jung sungchan ( woosung )

svt hoshi / lee soo hyuk [ horanhyuk — lmao you know why 😂 i love it ]

park solomon x lee minho

gong yoo / kim minkyu

ryeon x hwang in yeop

choi hyun wook / park solomon

jung sung il x lee do hyun ( the glory )

lee minho x hwang in yeop

yeo jin goo / jung sung il ( also a hot pair )

choi minho x park hyung sik

lee minho / kim soo hyun

woo do hwan x jung sung il

hwang in yeop / park solomon

cha eunwoo x choi hyun wook

gong yoo / jung sung il ( zaddy fest gimme pls )

wi ha jun x ji chang wook

nam joo hyuk / jung gun joo

woo do hwan x lee sang yi ( such great chemistry and adoration fr )

kim soo hyun / woo do hwan

woo do hwan x ji sung

park hyung sik / sf9 rowoon

kim soo hyun x gong yoo ( gimme pls !! )

hwang in yeop / woo do hwan

park hyung sik x gong yoo

ji chang wook / kim soo hyun

kim seon ho x kang haneul ( basically hometown cha cha cha x when the camellia blooms )

gong yoo x park bo gum

lee minho / seo in guk

taeyong / johnny ( johnyong )

johnny x haechan

anything inspired by kdramas !! such as — moon lovers : scarlet heart ryeo , beyond evil , the devil judge , it's okay to not be okay , the heirs , kill me heal me , love in the moonlight , goblin , my id is gangnam beauty , my roommate is a gumiho , the king : eternal monarch , vincenzo , school 2015 : who are you , extraordinary you , because this is my first life , go ahead ( 2020 cdrama but so good !! ) , coffee prince , strangers from hell , hometown cha cha cha , when the camellia blooms , the glory , tomorrow (2022) , cheer up (2022) , sh**ting stars , record of youth , doctors , legend of the blue sea , chief kim , hotel del luna , flower boy next door , love alarm (justice for hwang sun-oh), pinnochio & more !!

jungwoo / haechan ( hyuckwoo / junghyuck )

taeil / haechan ( sunmoon )

seo in guk x jung hae in

johnny / jungwoo ( johnwoo )

jungwoo x yuta ( yuwoo )

apo nattawin / choi minho ( ft. shin mina as the sister )

lucas x jungwoo ( luwoo )

minhyun / sf9 rowoon

lee jong suk x jung hae in

ji sung / park bo gum

sehun x baekhyun ( sebaek )

seonghwa x soobin ( soohwa ) * [ hear me out it's such a fine pairing y'all i need them to interact and make their dating rumours canon bc i just KNOW they would get along really well ]

san x seonghwa ( sanhwa )

jung sung il / shin mina ( our blues kdrama ) — not their characters but their pairing !!

yeonjun / wooyoung ( yeonwoo / woojun )

wooyoung x san x seonghwa ( woosanhwa )

yeonjun / soobin / beomgyu ( yeonbingyu aka txt's choi line )

any m/m pairing inspired by when the camelia blooms ( haneul's cop character / the single parent )

ji sung x kim min jae

taehyung / svt mingyu ( mintae )

ji chang wook x park bo gum

anything inspired by harry potter series ( esp. the weasley twins , kriggory , wolfstar — remus lupin x sirius black ) i love as well !

park bo gum / hwang in yeop

seonghwa x haechan ( hwahyuck )

kwak dong yeon / ji chang wook

hoshi x seonghwa ( shihwa )

lee minho / jinyoung

svt mingyu x song kang

kang haneul / song kang ( when the camellia blooms' hwang yongsik x love alarm adult hwang sun-oh pls they are so open & unrestricted with their love :")

byeon woo seok x song kang

wooyoung / seonghwa / san / yeosang ( woohwasansang )

jung hae in x song kang

hwang in yeop / kim seon ho

seonghwa x sf9 rowoon ( rohwa )

ryu jun yeol / go kyung pyo

yunho x yeosang ( yunsang )

park bo gum / svt mingyu

svt jeonghan x s.coups

seonghwa / svt mingyu ( gyuhwa )

svt junhui x jungwoo

lee do hyun / ji chang wook

song kang x sf9 rowoon

kim ji woong ( bl actor & boys planet ) x anyone

hwang in yeop / song kang

svt mingyu x jeonghan

hwang in yeop / lee do hyun

seonghwa x cha eunwoo ( seongwoo )

ji chang wook / park solomon

beomgyu x nct sungchan ( gyuchan )

jungwoo / sf9 rowoon

jeno x haechan ( nohyuck )

kang haneul / lee do hyun

mark lee x haechan ( markhyuck )

svt mingyu / kim ji woong

park solomon x kwak dong yeon

taehyung / park bo gum

mark lee x jungwoo ( markwoo )

park solomon / park bo gum

song kang x lee do hyun

woo do hwan / kim min jae

lee do hyun x woo do hwan

svt hoshi / mingyu

byeon woo seok x park bo gum ( record of youth's won hae hyo & sa hye jun )

svt mingyu / jungwoo ( gyuwoo )

kang haneul x kim minkyu

enhypen sunghoon / beomgyu ( hoongyu )

svt mingyu / park solomon ( gyumon )

lee minho x song kang

woo do hwan / kang haneul

lee do hyun x lee minho

song kang / kim seon ho ( characters — love alarm x hometown cha cha cha crossover )

park solomon / sf9 rowoon

seonghwa x park solomon ( hwasol )

seo kang joon / kwak dong yeon

lee minho x seo kang joon

sf9 rowoon / svt mingyu ( gyuwoon )

park solomon x cha eunwoo

kang haneul / wi ha joon

seonghwa x kim ji woong

song kang / park solomon

kim ji woong x jungwoo

jung sung il / song kang

park solomon x jungwoo ( monwoo )

kim ji woong / kdrama actor

svt mingyu x jungwoo x sf9 rowoon ( aka the tall bf brigade )

( actor ) ji soo x park hyung sik

park solomon / jung sung il ( hottie & zaddy )

kim ji woong / kwak dong yeon

( actor ) ji soo x nam joo hyuk

bae in hyuk / kim hyun jin

kang haneul x park solomon

yeo jin goo / song kang

ha do young / moon dong eun ( the glory s1 & s2 ) — lbr the seduction, chemistry and tension between jung sung il / song hye kyo is fire af !! i either need the character pairing or fc pairing. tbh i want them to fall in love irl too , they're so hot . new zaddy in town .

moon dong eun x joo yeo jung ( the glory s1 & s2 ) — lee do hyun the noona collector along with cha eunwoo saying “ i will be your executioner, i'll join your hunt. i'll join your sword dance. who can i kill for you right now? ” this fucking line omg the i love you replacement is 10000x hot.

park ji hoon / choi hyun wook ( weak hero class 1 ) — not the characters but their dynamic and pairing !

jinyoung x another male kdrama actor ( inspired by reborn rich )

lee soo hyuk / jinyoung

song kang x another male kdrama actor ( bc he was too cute too precious and hwang sun-oh deserved so much better in love alarm )

kim ji woong x enhypen sunghoon

open to many more pairings !!

21+ only writing partners for long term and those who understand muse can vary / life is busy so sometimes headcanons & text rp > actual full length rp.

»   some plot au & dynamics to consider — downton abbey, old hollywood, mafia, hogwarts, enemies to lovers, reluctant allies dynamic, forbidden lovers, royal x servant, 80s italian summer ( think ' call me by your name ' but the age difference is legal ), 1920s to 1990s, rivals dynamic, crime / on the run au, difference in social status of some sort, bridgerton s2 kathony but make it gay, supernatural verses, knight x servant, vampire au, single parent, hannigram, kpop stars in the same group, detectives / sherlock and watson type private investigators, twilight au, noble x noble, sugar daddy, fake dating, college au, medieval era, modern day actors falling in love, lawyer / murder husbands, fantasy, pokemon au, hamptons / rich kids au, werewolves, legal age gaps, ceo / secretary, time travel ( twinkling watermelon kdrama ), victorian era, amc interview with the vampire au, royal x knight, vampire / werewolf, enemies in love, omegaverse, roommates, businessman au, vampire clans, detective partners, bodyguard, slice of life. also transmigration /reincarnation / historical royalty / manhwa like operation: true love, inso's law, and more!! / isekai manhwa inspired stuff (example. death is the only ending for the villain, raising a black dragon, surviving as a maid, a false confession, remarried empress and more!) — open to a variety of isekai and non-isekai manhwa.

but that said, i don’t ghost, it would be preferable if the writing partner didn’t as well. communication is key !

[tellywoodtrash]

channa mereya 18 - 20.10.22 lbs

18.10.22

adi finds ginni standing in dhaaba glaring at that payal

and is like babe u ok?

she's like I tolddddddd you someone set it on fire and this payal is proof

once again, that could have been left by anyone sis

anyway he's like do whatever you need to I love and support u

good this is the only energy we need from men

supportive huggies

lmao chotu singh aa gya to cockblock

and adi huffs and puffs at him like a cranky dragon and chases him off

taayiji doing dramey about needing AC and god stfu bitch

supreet smoothing over sitch and honestly, this woman needs to be paid for the amount of emotional labour she's doing for this shitty fam

ginni sees Sam and is glaring and moving to her

demon dad ki phatt rhi lol and he's like chalo chalo rasm shuru karo

rasm rasm blah blah

ring exchange ho gya

adi happily sighing at his ring lmao what a simp I love him so much

ginni dgaf about romance at such a moment tho, max relatable girl

sees Sam going into a room

where she sets up some camera ringlight shit for vlogging? idk

full fam is dancing

Goldie sees the payal and is like oh this is sam's we been looking for it

lmaooooooo oh boy ginni ke head mein kill bill sirens

seedha went to kitchen and picked up kerosene ka dabba

remembered dhaaba jal-ing, adi risking his life in the fire

and stormed into room where Sam is

STARTED THROWING THE KEROSENE AROUND

kheench ke one thappad

and asjfjdjsshsh haath marod diya

sometimes violence is the answer 😌😌😌

ginni is screaming truth bombs

damn she throwing Sam around like a ragdoll

Hulk smash her ginni, hum tere saath hain

Sam asking for proof and ginni is like bitchhhhhhhhhh

she's like first you should know how it feels to be on fire

continues throwing kerosene all around

Sam screaming for help but everyone's too busy dancing

ginni like why you screaming for them when you did the mistake alone

and imma burn with you coz I made mistake of letting you do this

maachis is out!!!!!!!!!!!

screaming tell the truth or imma burn this shit down

Sam doing pls I'm preggo naatak

but ginni is like lol fuck youuuu

God I love her

maachis jala di

Sam finally admitted

she's like I wanted to burn you and your fam and that damn dhaaba

alllllll cozza you my life is ruineddddd

blah blah

no matter how many times you make that dhaaba

I'll burn it down

nice go-getter spirit Sam

ginni lit maachis and threw it

it wasn't kerosene lol

blue paani tha shayad

fam like where ginni and adi has no clue but is covering for her

saying mujhe bataakar gayi thi #justdesithings

ginni came and told everyone truth

everything moves too damn quick in this show

lmao the demon dad like arre yaaaar itni jaldi baazi har gye

adi like chalo let's call the cops

gulaabo ji like fuck the cops this is my daughter's wedding I'm not letting em ruin this l fix Sam myself, you two stop ruining this wedding day pls

MUMMY JI PLS, KUCH TOH PRIORITIES RAKHO SHAADI KE UPAR

ginni is like how the fuck i supp to celebrate shaadi when that bloody arson bitch is right here

let me call the damn cops pls

and tells adi to call cops

Goldie still defending

my god how good is this chick's 🐱game

ke itnaaaa deewana hua hai tu

like even taayiji is team ginni on this matter

so you know shit is outta handddd

ginni says pls bhai banke vyaah mein shareek baad mein hona

jis baap ki wajah se duniya mein aaya hai uska toh hoke dikha

Teri meri ragon mein ek khoon hai, toh tera khoon kyun nahi kholta

coz he's a useless fuckin dheent

19.10.22

police did come. but coz Sam called. and put domestic abuse charges on ginni

ginni getting arrested instead lol

adi going into Hulk smash mode

full fam having to hold him back

ginni gave kasam and stopped him

poor babie boy he's more devastated than she is

police about to take her

when ginni remembered Sam was vlogging

adi took sam's phone from her

gave to ginni

ofc it's been deleted, and sam smirksssssssssss

adi millenial jo hai is like, she deleted from gallery, not from the other places

retrieved the video in a sec lmao

chalo jiiiiiiiiiiii

police yelled at Sam and left

and boy oh boy

adi is like agli baar ginni ya uski fam ke paas dikhaayi di

toh kerosene asli hoga

aur aag main lagaaonga

aise hi nahi kaha tha maine isko Star Bharat ka Vincenzo

he likes burning shit since first ep

ginni threw her out

Goldie running behind

fuckin goldie

mom is like ouff laanat and said fuck you aaj se teri maa tere liye marr gyi

i don't think he cares, mummyji

ginni growling at Sam some more about how NEXT TIME she'll go to jail

the fuck

why is there gonna be a NEXT TIME

y'all are dumb af

anyway closed the door

adi is like enough is enough I don't want more problems

i'm marrying my girl tomorrow so help me god

dad is like oh no shit but................

supreet says don't worry about it, it'll be done

supreet honestly you're too nice to these fuckers

only ginni and akash deserve your good heart here

sam roaming the streets

and demon dad is here to gloat and break alliance

Sam still glowering and saying I'll get herrrrr

dad saying you do this right and I'll give you one crore

Ghar pe sangeet happening

akash wants to make paper planes

adi tells him go to storeroom there's old books there go make from them

Sam has snuck in to do bakheda ouff annoying

dad standing in corner and plotting

adi asks what's up any problem

blah blah small talk

offers adi a drink

adi says no I don't drink anymore, jabse ginni……

she enters all decked up looking pretty

and man is lost 😍🥰🤩😍🥰😍🥰😍🥰🤩😍😍😍

doing ishaara ki she looks 🤩👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥💯💯💯

20.10.22

akash found papaji ki diary in storeroom

started tearing pages and making his planes

this why you don't just leave kids unsupervised

neeche sangeet mein adi back to his chichori harkatein

ginni like yeh koi jagaah hai chedne ki

he's like ok then come lets go to the jagaah which is for chedna

chacha ji came to ask kuch chahiye toh nahi

adi pointing at ginni and saying jo chahiye tha mil gaya

ugh I wanna slap him for how adorable he is 👋🏼👋🏼👋🏼👋🏼👋🏼

chachaji left

romance shuru nahi cousins are here

"kuch khaoge aap log?"

"Haan khayenge na; haddi waala kabab."

lmao man got no chill

Sam is here in sardarji disguise to fuck shit up

OK BUT WHERE IS GOLDIE DURING ALL THIS

na family ke paas hai

na simran ke paas hai

itna sab hone ke baad bhi ainvayi awaara kahin ghoom rha hai

Sam spiked ginni ka drink

lotsa lame adi flirting cheesyass i can't watch its too cringe

anyway it made ginni laugh, so good

honesty time

soft heart eyes

"i promise main hamesha tumhe apni jaan se bhi badhkar rakhoonga"

👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌shit right👌👌there👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do saү so my self 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠOOOOOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀 👀 👌👌Good shit

lol achcha moment ban rha tha both of them gaaaazing into each other's eyes lovingly

and akash ka paper plane hit him in the head

ginni about to get her spiked drink

but dhol waale aa gye and distracted

daarji is back

oh boy naach gaana fwding

demon dad is pissed that now diary has to be hidden from ginni AND daarji lol

anyway daarji blessing kids and adi like you came back quick for our wedding??!?!?!

daarji says there's one more reasonnnnnnn

asked for gurleen's hubby

taayiji somehow covering up

God y'all are all doing gurleen so dirty, fuck I'm livid on her behalf

more naach gaana blah blah idc

Sam and demon dad convene in kona and she's back at trying to get ginni to drink the spiked drink

daarji thinking about his secret repentance mission

oh I think he wants to tell ginni the truth

oh shit demon dad got one of the paper planes

and saw it's from that diary

akash told him store room mein se liya paper

adi asks for something to drink for ginni

Sam making her movesssssss

ginni noticed waiter is shady af

mooch nikal rhi thi side se

ginni followed her and recognised

she pushed ginni and ran away

adi ginni chasing behind

split up to find her

meanwhile dad got diary

and is about to burn it

went to throw it in fire

aaaaaaaaaaaaaand daarji stopped him

saved the diary

and said its only ginni ka right to even touch this book

ki what did you think, if you burn it truth will never come out? sach kabhi nahi chupta blah blah

daarji laying the guilt on thiccccc

saying he's gonna tell the truth to ginni before the wedding

dad trying to convince daarji, that they did it all for the family and the business

ok toh jo bhi paap kiya tha dono ne milke kiya tha

daarji is like nope I wanna do paschataaaap

precap: ambar burns the diary anyway

ginni comes running

[badedramay]

arylie ki pasoori - 24/02/22

ek toh someone take Sakhi Re out of my damn mind. jabse Atif ne promo sneak peeks post ki hain IG story pe mere toh dimag se gaana hi nahin nikal raha.

JUST GIVE ME THE PROMO ALREADY!!!???? WTF????

the entire fd’s halat yesterday:

did you guys know that last night some random account on twitter (beda garak ho uska maaf nahin karungi main usse :@) posted this totally fakeass written update for the new “promo” where apparently Aryan does sindoor bhari maang on Imlie to save her from Aditya’s manhandling? and the entire fandom had a breakdown over it AS THEY SHOULD cuz bhayee kuch bhi karlo, ML kitna bhi amazing kyun na ho...never underestimate the power of Gul Khan fucking over her heroes for the sake of drama :D

offscreen drama aside, let’s focus on the canon here.

ARYAN MF’IN SINGH RATHORE MERE DIL PE BULLDOZER CHALANE KA SHUKRIYA!!!!

I didn’t Pasoori yesterday (....or the day before) so a brief touch on that as well alongside today. it is important to do so as a reminder to MYSELF that the Aryan that we have been getting so far in the show has been quite consistent about where he stands in Imlie’s life. and that is - NOWHERE :D 

no seriously how fucking heartbreaking was the Yeh Dooriyan sequence?

EK TOH BC YEH DOORIYAN KON BAJATA HAI AUR PHIR EXPECT KARTA HAI KE HAAN SEH LENGE HUM?! KUCH CHEEZEN HUM NAHIN SEH SAKTE UDAY BHAI!!

Right.

So when it comes to Imlie’s apne, Aryan always stays away. he said to his mom and Didi that he’ll bring Imlie with him and that they could go ahead first but before he could say a word to Imlie, Aditya was already there. and then without missing a beat, Aryan turned around and walked away (phir main rona shuru hogayi)

and as Imlie watched him go, his position in her life became clearer still. she’s obviously affected when he leaves but still not enough for her to want to not have that happen. when her emotions are in an upheaval like they were in that moment, her priority isn’t Aryan. it’s not like she’s incapable of having someone else override all her own personal emotions (pls the babusaheeebbbbb jaaps remain fresh in my memory) I think it was OKAY for her to not get up from where she was sitting to want to stop Aryan. it is laying out a verryyy delicious base for some future conflict. conflict which Imlie has spelled out twice in these two episodes.

her trust on love, her trust on marriage - it has all died. 

very high claims for a young woman her age but it makes SENSE. it’s a classic defense mechanism. completely deny the chance to an emotion or experience to even come close to you by shoving them away because the idea of being hurt by them again itself is just so painful. 

Yeh Dooriyan as a song selection brought both depth and foreshadowing to Aryan’s gesture of walking away. 

Aa raha paas ya Durr main jaraha Jaanu na main hun kahan pe

Aryan doesn’t know where he stands in Imlie’s life. The closer he gets to her, the more she appears distant. But my favorite lines from the song have always been the chorus. 

yeh dooriyan in raahon ki dooriyan nigaahon ki dooriyan humrahon ki dooriyan fanaa ho sabhi dooriyan.

this word ‘fanaa’ here just does things to my heart. it doesn’t mean simple erasure, it means total obliteration. something ending in a way that not a speck of it remains. it’s a wish, it’s a prayer...it’s the desperation of a lover who just wants to be with their beloved but are unable to do so because so much separates them. and like everything that we have been unofficially and officially told about Aryan’s emotions - it’s passionate.

which brings us to today.

Jal bin machli ki tarah tadapta Aryan just waiting for Imlie to come back home but unable to call her lest he troubles her WHILE keeping a desperate look out for her calls. he’s just so darn affected by both her presence and absence it’s an actual wonder for me HOW this man will ever survive sanely if Imlie was to leave his life?

Narmada...kind, sweet, wonderful Narmada...the one person I give the MOST credit to for Aryan being who he is...reminding Aryan that choosing to be alone is not a show of power but a sign of self-punishment because it also means to be locked up in a cage. a cage of our emotions that will suffocate us one of these days. so gently she reminded Aryan that he need not always be alone. that him opening up to someone is something the should allow himself to do. because that is what is meant to be a human. we need that human connection with others not for anything else but simply just to make this burden of existing a little more bearable.

and Aryan...sigh. this man. Aryan after years actually talked to god. not for himself...but for Imlie.

AND HE SAYS INTEREST NAHIN HAI THAPPAD MAAR DENA HAI MAINE ISS GHAMAD KO KASAM SE :@

can I say he talked to Devi Maa because he has seen Imlie have conversations with Her? you know when your friend is out of touch and you are concerned for them but you don’t know where and how to reach them so you approach a friend of a friend that you happen to know and ask them about the wellbeing of your friend? isn’t that what technically Aryan did here? xD can’t approach Imlie himself toh chalo, uski Devi Maa se puch lete hain xD

SubhanAllah @ how he kept teesri baat udhaar with a god as well :))))))))))))

lol. he didn’t need to. shakal pe saaf zahir tha what’s this teesri baat he’s keeping udhaar from HIMSELF even xD

enters Imlie.

disheveled. shaken. exhausted. every limb of her body heavy as an aftermath of the very emotional day she had had (THIS WAS ALL IN ONE DAY?!??!? THE BROTHEL THE FIGHT THE DYING THE SURVIVING THE PARDAHFAASH?!?!?!?!? ADKJAEHWAKJEAWAKSJAW) and just one look at Aryan has him in his beast mode! ordering the house-helps to bring him clean towels and water because HIS GIRL WAS NOT LOOKING GOD AND ARYAN SINGH RATHORE WOULD BE DAMNED IF HE DOESN’T IMMEDIATELY FIX THAT!!!

wrapping Imlie up in a towel..crouching in front of her...cleaning the dirt from her face, from her hands, from her arms all the while keeping a steady stream reprimands going on like how stupid could she be for pulling his stunt and does she not have functioning braincells anymore and is she a fool for walking home alone as if he had stopped existing and could she not call him once to prove she’s not an absolute gadhi?!

and he completely missed the way she looked at him.

Oh, Aru.

AND OH IMLIE YOU TOO. WHO HAS FUSSED OVER YOU LIKE THIS EVER!?

my heart doing jiggy wiggy at the fact just how comfortable Imlie was with Aryan’s touch VS her utter disgust when Aditya tried holding her hand in yday’s epi? HAH.

and then my heart having a proper breakdown at how Imlie now THANKS Aryan!!! ARYAN! SHE THANKED HIM!! ARYAN WHO WAS READY TO HEAR HER SAY THANKS TO THE AIR TO THE ROAD TO HER CHAPPAL BUT NEVER HIM BECAUSE THAT’S HOW MUCH HE’S USED TO HER BERUKHI (Allah ki shaan yeh banda sharabi shayar banne se ek step durr hai cuz he has a classic mehboob that just don’t careeeeee for him!!) GOT TO HEAR HER SAY THANKS TO HIM FOR EVERYTHING HE’S DONE FOR HER! FOR TREATING HER WITH RESPECT. FOR SEEING HER FOR WHO SHE IS INSTEAD OF WHAT HER BACKGROUND WAS. FOR HELPING HER SELFLESSLY. FOR SUPPORTING HER TIRELESSLY. FOR JUST BEING WITH HER WHEN SHE HAD NO ONE.

SHE THANKED HIM FOR EVERYTHING.

I CAN NOW DIE IN PEACE!

yehi mujhe iss bandi se sakht complain hoti thi how she doesn’t ACKNOWLEDGE Aryan’s actions and takes all his favors like a selfish asshole. trying to hide it under the guise of “dosti mein thank you nahin hota” just doesn’t work because basic human decency demands you to be thankful when someone, ANYONE, helps you and apologetic when you wrong someone, ANYONE! I get that maybe the writers didn’t want Imlie to lose any power to Aryan and get burdened by his ehsaan so they made her be so aloof about his contributions but that just doesn’t work ya know. when you see ALL Aryan has done for her...continues to do for her...the barest minimum is for her to at least acknowledge it.

Khuda milayi jodi Gadha aur Gadhi ki cuz she’s thanking him and he’s all no you don’t have to do I didn’t do anything out of ordinary just looking out for my eMplOyeE cuz it’s a sign of gOoD mAnaGemEnT. but Imlie had NONE of it and was all stfu bitch let me thank you :@

they are idiots but they are MY idiots!!

urgh they have come such a long way i could CRY.

lol. i DO cry.

oh lord she said for her both him and his Mrs. Lambigaadi are special. 

HE SMILEEEEDDDDD WHEN SHE SAID IT!! 

HOW DO I NOT CRY????

MAIN KEHHHHHHHHHHHH RAHI HOON YEH SHARABI SHAYAR BANN JAEGA CUZ SHE’LL DO THE BARE MINIMUM AND JAZBAAT MEIN BEH KE HE’LL START WRITING GHAZALS FOR HER.

then came the heart-drop moment.

she tells him that with her marriage...a huge part of her died as well. the part that trusted in love, the part that trusted in the sanctity of relationship that are supposed to be all about love had died in the process. and while she cannot bring back those dead parts back, she can at least focus on her reviving her almost dead dreams and achieving them. isn’t that what he’s taught her?

yes, he’s been teaching her to focus on herself and her dreams and instead of wasting her energies into relationships and people that bring her no joy, no growth, no development she should instead focus on herself because that’s where she’ll get all these things. last time Imlie had gone through such an emotionally taxing ending of relationship with Aditya, she had told Aryan that she would shut off all her emotions like he has done and move on. that was the wrong conclusion of his teachings. this time she doesn’t tell him that she will stop feeling altogether but that she would now feel more strongly about her own dreams than the emotions she once shared with someone.

the irony here is that now Aryan wishes she would share those emotions with him.

i think it’s a wonderful conflict that’s been set between them. an Imlie who has loved and lost and doesn’t want to go through it again with an Aryan who has lost but is now beginning to love. what makes it more interesting is that Imlie sees Aryan as this selfless fella in her life who doesn’t have ulterior motives behind helping her so she’d be right to never suspect that his emotions for her run deep. khud bhi toh GADHA PEHLE NUMBER KA keeps using the “you my employeeee~” wali tune to justify all his actions.

gah i won’t even get into the stupidity of that again.

so yes, once again a very brilliant conclusion to one more track for AryLie that has brought them closer and maybe apart too than when whey were before this situation. next up is the SHAADI and UFF! I am so intrigued about how THAT’S gonna play out! 50-50 partners for life? but how?

dekhna padega. 

[simplycurlz]

This is the second and final chapter of this two part short story. I have not read the book by E L James mentioned in the story so I am just using it as reference for a book from which a couple may take ideas to spice up their amorous lives...whether Arnav and Khushi are into those things I cannot say...I would like to credit@phati-sari for the lines "mine..mine..mine" I have picked them straight from her works This Story was meant to be a short, funny OS about the misunderstanding regarding a book Khushi gifts Arnav but I am not sure what it is anymore and how many will read it...but if you do...pls let me know how it was...any feedback will be highly appreciated. There are slightly mature themes and innuendos in the chapter.

Chapter 2 Lost is translation The one with books and ideas

It was the tinkling of her anklets that alerted Arnav to Khushi’s arrival. He turned and the world stopped…everything just stood still and raced simultaneously…his gaze first fell on her feet…the dainty golden sandals and travelled up, taking in the black churidar…She is wearing my colors, was all Arnav could think...his eyes travelled up the all black anarkali and finally landing on her face heavily kohled eyes and a tentative smile on her lips…she was stunning and Arnav was stunned…mine ..mine …mine ...was the mantra in his head....the look of pure unadulterated awe and wonder on Arnav’s face brought a rosy smile on Khushi’s…she fidgeted under the onslaught of his gaze and then took a few steps towards him…they were lost in each other’s eyes…everything around ceased to exist… All coherent thought had left Arnav’s brain…and his unabashed staring and a coy smile made Khushi smile back. As she raised her lowered eyes, their eyes met the and whooosh ... the “Hi” hovering on Arnav’s lips just melted away…he was completely floored by what she had done and how she looked…all his yearnings, hopes and dreams wrapped in a breathtaking obsidian package. The concierge approached and asked Khushi about their reservations and it was her softly spoken "Khushi Kumari Gupta Sigh Raizada” that brought Arnav out of his stunned daze…he loved hearing her name…had loved it from that first day …the “Singh Raizada” marking her as his even at a time when nothing else was making sense these five words always righted his world…

They were led to their table and Arnav pulled out a chair and gestured her to sit with a flick of his eyebrow and a nod. She sat but immediately got up and rushed to do the same for him…it touched something deep in him as he got what she was trying to do…this was her attempt to be a part of his world…how she managed to disarm him each time is something he will never understand but always appreciate…

Finally, they were alone and he had his thundering heartbeat under control he uttered the words he had thought of the moment he saw her

“Hi!” said Arnav with a lopsided grin.

She smiled back with “Hi” of her own

“Khushi …” his voice dropped a few decibels, “yeh rang” he paused echoing words from Akash’s sangeet and she gasped “Hawww” anticipating a backhanded compliment, mouth open, eyes wide with mild outrage.

“Khushi…ye rang to mera hai ..toh tumne kyun pehna”

“Toh..!Hum bhi toh apke hi hain” She said incensed and then realizing that she fell for his ploy gave him a steely stare whose effect was ruined by her smiling eyes.

“Really” asked Arnav with his eyebrow raised and the lopsided grin that never failed to set her nerves on fire.

“Koi shak...” she replied joining in the spirit of the banter.

“Khushi ..ye rang tumpe bahut acha lag raha hai..you are beautiful” he whispered leaning over the table slowly moving his hands towards hers as he continued “tumne isliye pehna because it’s my favorite color” stated Arnav with a cocky grin.

“Nahin, humne isliye pehna kyunki aj hum Arnav Singh Raizada hai” she replied, taking her hands off the table and putting both of them on her waist, elbows bent in what she thought was an ASR imitation.

“WHAT!!!!” blurted Arnav perplexed, all thought of flirting wiped out of his mind.

“What nahin, What the!!!” she replied cheekily.

Arnav sighed and taking her hand in his and asked gently, “Khushi, ye kya kar rahi ho tum?”

“Ap hamare liye itne badal gaye, Arnav ji... sab parampareyin dil se nibhayee, ritee riwaz se sab karne ke liye man gaye, mandir aye, itne tohfe diye humein..toh hum bhi apke liye kuch karna chahte the..agar ap hamare liye itna kuch kar sakte hain to hum bhi aisi mehengi jagah akar dating kar sakte hain” Khushi explained.

“Okay!!! said Arnav a little gobsmakced and then smiled feeling the emotion behind all that has happened today..."So what’s the plan…order karien” he asked opening the menu. Khushi nodded, opened her’s and gestured the waiter to signal that they were ready to order. Noticing her confusion with the menu Arnav was about to offer his help when he hears her tell their waiter to bring in “Number 4, 6 and 8”. Arnav read the dishes corresponding to those numbers and was surprised to see that they were all his favorite dishes and a warm feeling washed over him. She chose an Italian restaurant, a cuisine she is not fond of, and is ordering his favorite food. All his adult life he had been surrounded by family who have loved him, unconditionally …Di, Nani, Mami, Mama, Akash…all of them accept who he is but have never tried to be a part of his world and constantly question him and his tastes… that Khushi was embracing his choices without losing her essence touched him in places he didn’t even know existed in his heart till now…

He was unsettled, he was staggered, overcome with a tide of ....never had anyone gone to so much trouble for him....he was the one who gave surprises to people he cared for...was he blushing...NO...clearing his head with a shake ..he took a sip of water and looked up to Khushi with a teasing smile “So you have done your homework, haan, Italian restaurant, my favorite dishes, aur kya surprises hain Khushi?” he asked, his voice a tad husky and raw

She blushed prettily, then shaking her head to regain composure stared right into his eyes and said in clipped tones “Aranv Singh Raizada ka har kaam perfect hota hai” then falling back into Khushi mode “who kya kehte hain…top notch ..top notch”

Arnav is mesmerized by the tinkling of her jhumkas as she moves her head in sync with her to hand signify a top notch arrangement…and it is top notch…the waiter arrived with their food followed by a bottle of Champagne. Khushi popped the bubbly perfectly, poured it and offered him the flute. He was so engrossed in simply observing her that it took him a moment to accept it and ask, “Tum nahin logi?”

“Haan lenge na, bilkul”

“Khushi tumhe Arnav Singh Raizada banne ki koi zaroorat nahin. Maine woh sab cheezein ki kyunki I don’t have a probem with them, but you don’t have to do anything that makes you uncomfortable… I love you just the way you are…”

Her eyes glisten at the emotion in his voice, “Hum, wo bas apke liye kuch karna chate they, par hum samjhte hain ki aap kya keh rahien hai…waise bhi hum advitiya hain..zyada badalna nahin chahiye” a teasing tint appeared in her stance.

“That’s true…You are unique”

“hawww …ap kab se inti hindi samjhne lag gaye” she asked surprised.

“Ab thoda KKGSR toh main bhi ban hi sakta hoon” he replied smugly and then gesturing towards the forgotten food he asked “shuru karein?” but as she was about to dig in he stopped her, added seasoning to her serving and in response to her startled “What the?!!!” replied gently “Trust me, It will taste better this way,” and her “mmmmmmm” with eyes closed as she savored the first bite was all he needed to feel utter bliss and contentment. Watching her enjoy her food has always been a double edged experience for Arnav, he loves the unabashed joy that lights her up when she eats something she likes and he can just feast on that sight all day but the little moans of appreciation stir another hunger in him, he aches for her, he burns for her…

“Arnav ji”

“Hm!!?”

“Dekh kar hi santushti kar lenge ya khuch khayenge bhi... lijiye na?”

Unable to deny her and unable to look away from her, Arnav ate his food distractedly as she excitedly talks about the upcoming days and tells him about the plans she has made and he just takes her all in, he has had her all to himself after a very long time... his smile broadened with each passing moment and he reaised... He was Happy...

As their table was cleared up Arnav handed over his card to the waiter but Khushi stopped him her hand on his arm, “Nahin!!! hum denge, nyota hamara tha na Arnav ji”

“Khushi, mujhe karne do” and he handed over the card a little anger seeping into his mien.

“Aap aise kaise kar sakte, hum paise de rahe they na” she asked, hurt.

“Biwi ho tum meri, main bhi de raha tha” realizing his tone, Arnav reigned in his anger and softly cajoled “Khushi, it’s the least I could do, aur agar tumhare liye itna imprtnat hai, toh next time you pay”

“Pakka?” She asked, mellowing a little.

“Sure” he replied and then got up to help her out of her chair and they walked out of the restaurant holding hands “Seedhe ghar, ya thoda drive pe chalien?”

“Mmm... apse kuch bat karni hai, toh lambe raste se cahlte hai..drive bhi ho jayegi”

They get into the car and Arnav sees her fumbling with her seat belt and leans over to help…her aroma invades him and he is hit by wave of desire …he looks up to see her eyes reflecting the full force of what they both are feeling…she is ready but he knows with all that he has felt today, it will take just a caress for him to unleash the full force of his longing and he will not be able to stop. So he tries to lighten the heavy expectation floating in the air by muttering

“Ye gadi change karni padegi, iski seat belt hamesha tumhe pareshan karti rehti hai”

“Khabardar!!! ye gari shuru se hamari choti si duniya rahi hai..ap isse hath bhi mat lagaiyega” she warned, turning towards him index finger raised.

“Tabse?” Arnav asked smilingly, eyebrow raised, head titled , his index finger pointing back over his shoulder, reflecting the question but understanding the meaning behind her words and love hidden in them,

“Tabse” Khushi answered with a smile of her own and interlocked their fingers together. He turned towards her, looked down shyly and then back up, "Arnav ji, Chodiye na" he said in a poor imitation of khushi...and then a teasing smile appeared on his face.

"Hamari awaz aisi nahin hai" huffed Khushi in mock affrontry.

"I know" winking at her he started the car. The stopped on a clearing overlooking a ridge which showed a beautiful visual of the city.

“So, kya bat karni thi?” Arnav asked after a while looking over at her

“Who, apne humein choodian di thi aur, phir abhi kuch din pehle bhi itne sare tohfe, toh hum bhi apke liye kuch laye hain, kitaab hai” she said handing over a neatly wrapped, beribboned package.

“Ek aur Car maintenance manual hai, seat belt nahin theek hogi use” he asked, incredulously.

“I just want ki tum jaldi se ghar wapis aa jao, bahut papad belne pad rahein hain, You are all the gifts I need, Khushi”

She leaned over and put her hand on his chest, looked up and whispered coyly “Toh sochiyega ki ye hamare liye gift hai, bahut dhoondne pe mili aisi kitab, isme kafi ache sujhaav hain, agar ap unme se kuch try karenge to humein bahut acha lagega”

“Okaaaay, lemme see” he wrapped his one hand around her and pulled her closer to gently place her head on him and with the other tried to open the wrapping.

“Nahin” Khushi got back up and stopped him “Abhi nahin, ghar jake kholiyega..hum nahin chahte ki ap soche ki hum apko badalna chate hain…bus kuch sujhav hain, unme se jo apko achein lagein ap azamiyega... toh humien bhaut acha lagega, who kya kehte hain… it will spice things up”

Now very intrigued, Arnav couldn’t wait to see what she had chosen for him… “Okay…mmm.. Khushi ..Thanks…for tonight…” he looked down and then back up his throat clogging with the some unnamed feelings about how she had gone out of her comfort zone so he could be comfortable. Something no one had ever done for him.

“Hum samajhte hain, apko kuch kehne ki zaroorat nahin, but agar thank you bolna hi hai toh, please inme se kuch try kijiyega” she urged, pointing towards the book.

“Okay” he started the car and drove towards Laxmi Nagar.

As Khushi got off, this time the seat belt gave her no grief, something she regretted immediately, she turned to wave him off “Bye Arnav Ji, aur ramnchi mat kariyega..ghar jake hi kholna”

“Okaaaaaayyy…bye”

He drove off speeding a little in his hurry to reach home and for a moment decided to open it now but then dropped the idea... he did say he will wait till he was back home and Arnav Singh Raizada was a man of his word.

Arnav ripped open the gift paper as soon as he entered the room and what he saw made him go week in the knees…Fifty Shades of Grey by E L James…”Whaaaat” he is freaked out...he was flabbergasted…

He goes from super excited to super angry and back to thrumming anticipation in a matter of seconds

“She wanted to me try this stuff?”

“How the hell does she know about this book? ”

“She did say, it will be a gift for her”

“Who told her about this book?”

“She said she would like it”

All this yo yoing had him light headed and he thought it best to call her. She picked up the first ring

“Hel…”

“Ye kya kiya tumne? “he interrupted her mid greeting, his voice dangerously low

“Arnav ji, sirf sujhaav they… nahin ache lage to rehne dijiye”

“Aur agar ache lage toh” he asked filled with anticipation

“Mmmm dekha humein pata tha aise ho hi nahin sakta ki apko hamara tohfa pasand na aye” she said in self-congratulatory tone.

“Khushi, tumhe pata hai ki iss book me kya hai” He asked, just to be sure

“Isme pata hone wala kya hai Arnav ji, naam se hi clear hai... aur agar apko nahin samjh aye toh photo bhi toh bani hai…” she replied matter of factly.

“Photo... what photo?” Aranv was enraged that Khushi might have seen something she might not like and then intrigued that she did say she liked it

“Ohho, lagta hai hamare sath reh reh ke apki English khrab ho gayi hai…Fifty shades of Grey, Arnav ji...apke sabhi suits ek hi rang ke hain, toh mujhe laga is book se apko alag alag shades ke ideas mil jayenge…zada rang biranga to ap pasand nahin karenge, isliye bas thoda sa change…bola toh tha it will spice things up”

Arnav was speechless and then just kept on laughing...shoulders shaking, uncontrollably... laughing out loud...something only she had the ability to make him do.

“Isme hanse wali kya bat hai, hum jante hain apka apna fashion hopuse hai par, ap kaha wahan se ideas lete hain... isliye hume apko di ye book..wo mmmm... han inspiration ke liye…aur tie aur suit ki photo toh bani hain uspe..itna simple hai….”

Arnav bit his lips and shook his head to control his mirth and said “OH Yeah!!!... pretty straight forward”

“Aap karenge na” she asked softly, a little unsure...

“Tumne kaha i toh karna hi padega...Saadi ke bat dhekta..saat me decide kargenge...OK?" he replied hopeful, teasing and happy

"Arre wah" Ye theek rahega" she said totally oblivious of the roller coaster Arnav just went through.

"Thanks Khushi …mujhe tumara gift, aur aj ki ye sham dono bahut pasand aye…”

She smiles into her phone and he sense that she is about to say something so he adds

“Ab so jao..kal sangeet me milte hai…good night and Khushi..”

“Hmm”

“I will wear some shade of grey as a gift for you…” he promised smiling wickedly imagining the fun he will have teasing her sometime far away or may not so far in future about the suggestions she wanted him to implement

She smiled and went to sleep with dreams of a Arnav who was happy because of her.

He stayed awake smiling whole night, he couldn’t wait to start the rest of his life…with his wife.

The pic has been taken from www.amazom.com

You can find the first chapter here

[eternalmx]

anon requested : Hello angel! can i request a changkyun fluff where he invites s/o to a slow dance? Hehe u can decide the storyline!

🦋a/n : I was so happy to get this request like fjdjdj I've been wanting to write something like this but didn't know how to go about it and NOW?!? UGH THANK YOU🥺💕 I hope this makes you happy and warm and fuzzy!

warnings : THIS IS FLUFFY PLS🥺❤️ I AM CRYING STILL....

You Are The Reason.

{9:15𝖕𝖒} The lights at your sister's wedding were beautiful. The air was nice. The air filled with laughter, glasses clinking, smiles, kids running around. You were sitting at a table in the corner waiting for him to get back from the bathroom.

"Hey beautiful" he says, as he sits next to you. His arm sprawls across the back of you chair. His dimples on full display.

"Hey handsome" you say, leaning in to leave a kiss on his cheek. He smiles and grabs your hand as he begins to stand up.

"Where are you going?" you asked, about to let his hand go but his grip tightens.

"I want a dance with my beautiful girlfriend before everyone around us gets completely trashed and ruins the dance floor" he says, slightly tugging at your hand.

"Kyun... I" you say, avoiding eye contact.

"You invited me to come to your sister's wedding and won't even dance with me?" he said, titling and his head to look at you. His hand lifts your chin so you're looking into his beautiful brown eyes.

"Only one." you says, sighing and standing up.

"That's enough for me, babe" he said, taking your hand and leading you to the dance floor. "Hold on one second!" he says, leaving you in the middle of the dance floor, alone. You looked around awkwardly. He came rushing back and placed his hands on your hips.

"What's wrong?" you asked, frowning a bit.

"Nothing, I just requested a song for us to dance to, that's all." he said, as it starts playing.

As the song starts play, he guides your hand to his shoulders and his hands rest on the small of your back. You both begin slowly swaying. The dance floor quiet empty with only a few couple. It felt like it was only to two in the room.

"It's so beautiful, don't you think?" you ask, him resting your head against his shoulder as you sway.

"What you? Yeah, you look beautiful but that's nothing new" he says, pulling back a little to look at you. His eyes were sparkling with the string lights illuminating in them.

"No, not me. The wedding" you say, playfully pushing him. You put your head back on his shoulder and he kisses your neck softly.

"Ours will be even better" he said, his hold on you getting tighter. You smiled into his neck.

"Ours?" you asked, picking your head up to look at him while dancing.

"You heard me. I'm not planning on letting anyone else in this world have you" he said, shooting you a wink. His long black hair in his eyes as he tried to shake it out of the way. He was beautiful as always. His black suit looked so wonderful on him. You reached up to touch his cheeks and pushed his hair back a bit. Leaving you hand in his cheek he leaned in and kisses your palm.

"Who says I wat to get married?" you asked, challenging him and raising an eyebrow to him.

"C'mon babe, I know you, I watched you the whole ceremony. You had that look in your eyes that said 'i can't wait for this to be mine'" he said softly. You shook you head softly.

"You should've been watching the ceremony" you said, softly smiling. The song was slowly down and you listened to the lyrics.

'I'd climb every mountain, I'd swim every ocean.Just to be with you,and fix what I've broken. Cause I need you to see that you are the reason'

"Why'd you pick this song?" you asked, looking at him in his brown eyes.

"I love you. After all these years, tours, fights, and the many good things too. Here we are. You're still here with me. You didn't leave when things got difficult. You didn't leave when I got difficult. You stayed with me and for that I love you." he says, his cheeks growing red from the confession.

"Im Changkyun....." you says, softly, looking at him as you both stopped swaying.

"Wait, let me finish please. I know it's not the place but I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want to have people congratulate us for making it. For being in love. I want to see you happy every day. I want to wake up next to you and fall asleep next you every day and night. I want to be with you and love you like you deserve to be loved. I want to be your husband. I want to have kids someday that look like you and I and we tell them stories about how you and I met, when we broke up and didn't think we'd be here right now, together. I want to complete this love story that is ours. I want to start a new book. I love you, will you marry me?" he asked. He didn't get on one knee and no he didn't have a ring. Not because he wasn't prepared or it was last minute but because this was your thing. You never wanted the glitz and glam of his lifestyle. You were never with him for money in the first place. Only for him. The man you loved.

"Yes, I will marry you Im Changkyun" you said, throwing yourself in his arms. You kissed him as he lifted you up of the floor a little bit and smiled into the kiss.

"I am so in love with you" he says, hands pushing your hair out of your face.

"I am so in love with you" you say back. You sister walks by and smiles as the song finishes. Nobody else noticed but she did. It was just a moment between you and changkyun. ' Congratulations!' she mouthed to you as she took her seat in the middle of the main table.

🦋a/n : I AM IN TEAR I AM DEVASTED FJFJD. I REALLY WROTE THIS THROUGH TEARS IM- anyways, first off just to clarify this one thing, he did propose but this is also s/o's sister wedding so it wasn't a huge official proposal etc because I'm y'all should not be getting engaged and taking the spotlight off the couple of the day. But her sister knew and yes they did get engaged🥺❤️(part 2 anyone??? 👉🏼👈🏼)

[kvgehiras]

can i request sleepover hcs with trickstar (separate)? i feel like they would be so much fun to be with... the new shuffle unit really woke up my inner trickstarP 🥺 (hope it's not too much to request all 😭)

HELLO !!! nd no it's ok !!!! it took me some time bcs i didnt . rlly know how to start out hokuto's part BUT IT'S DONE NOW !!!!!!! (also i hope u meant it in a setting where y/n nd the members r in a relationship (separately ofc) bcs that's how i wrote it so ye) hope yall like it ~

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

AKEHOSHI SUBARU

• he probably brought up the idea while u were accompanying him on a walk w daikichi

• u were talking abt how u brought these glow-in-the-dark stickers nd they remind u of him

• "it would b so nice if u could see it omg!!! but .... it's the best when u watch it right before u go to sleep.....nd ur probably busy :(("

• "????? LETS HAVE A SLEEPOVER THEN!!!!!!! W ALL THE SPARKLE SPARKLE STARS!!!! AAAAA IT WOULD LOOK SO PRETTY!!!!!!!!"

• nd ur just like :0 bcs u cant believe this dumbass . he has a live to perform in day after tomorrow but he's gonna have a sleepover........what

• "dw abt my live !!!!!!! ill tell hokke nd the others that i can't come today but i'll practice extra hard tomorrow !! they'll understand dw (*・∀-)☆"

• they didn't.....actually...but he cut the call on hokuto before they could get him to attend so uh-

• "anyways!!!!!!!! ^^^^^^"

• yall bring daikichi over too. it's not even a question daikichi is literally yalls child at this point but anyways

• he probably looks for board games for a good hour or two while u get some food for daikichi nd then get some food for subaru nd urself

• (he doesn't find it)

• u peek at the doorframe bcs for a while u keep feeling like someone has been watching u for a while now nd then boom . u see the other baby (read : subaru . main baby is daikichi, ofc!) pouting at u

• u laugh nd wipe ur hands on ur apron before ruffling his hair nd he goes

• "i can't find the board games :((((( y/n :(((((("

• surprise guessing game : whos the actual puppy? akehoshi subaru or his actual dog daikichi??????? it remains a mystery

• anyways u help him look for them nd after u hand him over the thing u get food for the both of u nd force him to eat atleast a bite bcs this bitch is too busy trying to win against u in snakes & ladders 😭😭😭

• "subaru.....pls....the food is getting cold....."

• "no i Know im gonna win!!! the sparkly stars r my good luck!!!! i know it!!!!!!"

• he.... doesn't win .....for the 5th time....

• so manz just gives up, noms all the sandwiches visible (aka his portion bcs u alrdy finished urs an hour ago JDJDKDN)

• nd then sleeps, still sulking

• yes it ends up in u guys cuddling under the glowy stars

• nd subaru thinks that mayb losing against u isn't that bad after all (´꒳`)

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

HIDAKA HOKUTO

• unlike subaru, this was actually a planned one

• u both had homework to do, u especially had a test tomorrow nd subaru just ditched the rest of trickstar to go hang out w someone else instead of their practice so ┐(´∀｀)┌

• hokuto appears at ur doorstep around 6:30pm, as discussed earlier

• "right on time!!!!!! so true hokke (´∀`)ｂ"

• he chuckles a lil as he closes the door behind him nd takes off his shoes

• "(y/n) u keep sounding like that masked pervert whenever u say smthg like that pls"

• u laugh it off nd then get him to the living room, where u two get ur books out nd then start studying

• hokuto asks if uve studied any material before to which u quietly reply no nd hokuto just goes

• "oh, that's ok… i think it will be good practice for me too if i taught u all this, right? so let's start, hm?"

• HOKKEEEEEEE ๐·°(৹˃̵﹏˂̵৹)°·๐

• sasuga hokuto kyun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

• anyways !! u guys (finally) start studying now!

• except…..except ur alrdy falling asleep……

• hokuto doesn't even realise this till he looks over to his shoulder bcs wow it suddenly feels heavy! wonder why!

• nd then boom ur face is an inch away from his

• poor hokuto his face gets all red and his ears r burning nd when he realises that ur sleeping he just . freezes

• doesnt even move fucking muscle

• mentally too manz just checks out NDNDNDJDJKS

• BUT IN HIS DEFENCE WHEN HE CAME TO UR PLACE HE DIDNY EXPECT THIS!!!!!!! HE EXPECTED TO STUDY ND THEN GO HOME YK!!!!!!

• poor guy he can feel how hard his heart is beating nd hes praying that u dont hear it nd wake up

• thank goodness ur a heavy sleeper……..nothing, nd i mean not even if boulder is dropped on u, can wake u up

• sasuga…..y/n……?

• anyways !!!!!

• u wake up at like . 2 or 3 am nd u find hokuto just closing his eyes shut, cheeks still bright red nd. WHYS HE SO CLOSE-

• o u fell asleep on his shoulder lol-

• U FELL ASLEEP?????

• u jerk back up nd apologise a million times for falling asleep even tho hes so desperately trying to teach u nd hokuto just tries to hard to explain that it's ok !!!!!!! (bcs he actually kinda . liked it . aaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAA)

• after much thought u guys just decided to go to sleep bcs ur too tired anyways so it's not like u would retain this info anyways

• nd it was a good decision bcs after waking up in the morning nd going thru his notes instead u actually aced the test !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so true y/n !!!!!!

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

YUUKI MAKOTO

• this one….. it's like . neither planned or accidental?????

• it just happened????? yk?????

• he called u suddenly in the evening bcs he went to this new game shop that opened near his place right

• nd hes just like !!!!!!! y/n!!!!!!! uve got to check this game out !!!!!!

• nd so u go to his place to play the game nd u see that he just has everything prepared so u get the snacks that u got for both of u on a plate nd get some juice from his fridge nd start playing the game

• nd the game is rlly good !!!!!

• from the graphics to the boss music, makoto rlly knows ur taste

• (he blushes nd thanks u all flustered too hehe)

• nd after switching consoles nd playing the game for over 3 hrs, yes it's a pretty huge game, u finally reach the boss battle!!!!

• nd this . this scares u

• uve seen ppl on the net say that this battle will absolutely End u . periodt

• u never rlly understood why but holy shit u now do

• uve been trying to win against this bitch for AN HOUR at this point . why cant he just die

• poor makoto is just cheering u on in the bg bcs u refuse to let him help

• "y/n….(;´Д`)...... it's ok bb…...i'll finish this up for u…. it's like 4am we have class tomorrow- wait no it's actually today-"

• "makoto No u always help me in games let me finally win smthg for u !!!!!!"

• nd u point at his forehead nd poke it several times as u make ur point

• "ill win for u !!!!! ok!!!!! this stupid boss can never be as strong as my love for u !!!!!! (*｀へ´*) 彡3"

• nd hes just . looking at u all worried but he . he trusts u . so he lets u do it urself

• yes u lost even more times nd cried a lil out of frustration

• so at one point, instead of directly helping u, he just starts giving u directions nd at this point ur too tired nd exhausted to say anything so u just follow him

• (u also have ur head on his lap nd hes combing thru ur hair nd looking down at u like :') lmao what a lovebird)

• but when u actually beat the boss, finally, nd the screen says "win!" in huge yellow letters ur eyes go O.O

• nd u jump out of his lap, while he's still spaced out, combing ur hair nd hug him v tightly

• nd hes like ????? huh ???? wh wh wh ?????????

• nd u explain that u finally won nd u guys just rejoice lol

• then immediately fall asleep. both of u

• (u guys were late to school next day . sigh)

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

ISARA MAO

• unlike the other three, this man was actually dragged to ur place

• why? u might ask

• WELL THIS DUMB RAT IS BURNT OUT !!!!!! HE DOES TOO MUCH WORK ND HE DOESNT REALISE IT !!!!!!!!!!

• so after u guys r done w school, nd when u check in w his fam too that hes gonna stay at ur place (nd also that he has almost no work today, ofc) u drag him to an arcade nd hes like ???

• "today is a rest day!!!!!! so no work at all!!!!!!"

• u said this while pouting a bit so mao mostly thought u were joking

• but even after going to the arcade, going to the shopping mall nd getting snacks, going to the fast food place u guys visit alot nd getting food from there, his brain doesnt catch on that ur indeed not joking

• until it's been 3 hours at ur place, ur having the dinner that u guys had bought from the fast food place while watching a random movie that was airing on some channel that his brain suddenly went

• 'i know they were saying that this is a rest day nd ur not allowed to work probably as a joke but bro…. i dont think it's a joke anymore'

• this is so sad f in the chat for mao lol

• but also he doesnt bring it up bcs ur forcing him to watch musicals w u (some of ur favs) nd he... actyally likes it?

• he hasn't felt so ….relaxed in a very long time now that he thinks abt it

• nd he has to thank u for it yk

• nd so after the musical marathon ends, as he thanks u, he kind of just goes on a rant yk

• abt how he's feeling

• he never expected for this to happen but u tell him it's ok yk

• nd while he shouldn't burden himself w so much work, ur always open to listen to his thoughts, opinions, random bs, anything !!!!!!

• for hours u guys just have a very deep talk abt how guys have been doing nd mao feels like hes so so glad that u did smthg like this for him

• yall also go to bed early bcs mao alrdy has a bad sleeping schedule (so let's not make it worse!!!!)

• nd in conclusion, it was a v good day! now yall do this whenever either of u r feeling down or get burnt out lol

[bobateastay]

tagged by @donghyucksbutterfly <3<3<33

the rules: answer 20 questions and tag other blogs you want to get to know better

name: L

pronoun(s): they/them but anything is cool

zodiac: aquarius

height: 5’8

nationality: english, live in sweden

fave band: the front bottoms (stray kids if it’s kpop <3)

fave artist: ....takayan & lil peep

when did you create your blog: 2nd of february

last thing you googled: my ao3 account lmao

lucky number: i like 11111 and 222 in particular, but they’re not lucky

other blogs: no <3

why you chose your url: i wrote my first kpop fic and wanted to post it as quickly as possible so i just chose the first thing i thought of

how many blogs do i follow: i don’t know

how many blogs follow me: same as above

average hours of sleep: not consistent enough for an answer

any musical instruments: piano and guitar

currently wearing: old ass bring me the horizon shirt and velvet pyjama shorts

dream trip: japan or just hanging out back home

fave food: yakiniku beef

fave song: rn "when you see my friends" by mayday parade, of all time "get cool" by stray kids

tagging!! (pls don't feel obligated to participate) @sailorhyunjinz @yunhofingers @yungisstar1117 @pipiripi @yunsangoveryonder @eonghwa @gummygowon @lovely-ateez @kyun-toast

[chanluster]

top ten biases tag!!

thanks for tagging sexc cracker @bruh-changbin 😼😼

rules: list your top ten biases and answer the following questions 

my top ten biases :

chanchanchanchanchanchan (skz)

hyunjin (skz)

beomgyu (txt)

yeonjun (txt)

jake (enhypen)

donghyuck (nct)

jeno (nct)

changkyun (mx)

seungcheol (svt)

jayb (got7)

between #1 and #4 who would you rather kiss?

oh my GOD CHAN COME HERE I WILL GIVE YOU A FAT KISS 👄👄👄🤚🏼 okay but this was very low-key hard because yeonjun this season is coming for my ass big time i haven’t forgotten ur harley quinn look asshole

between #2 and #7 who would be your best friend?

uhhhh again this is low-key hard 💀 i think probably hyunjin cause i wanna punt my best friends all the time and hyunjin i wanna punch in face 😋😋‼️

between #5 and #10 who has a better voice?

help im gonna say jay because I still can’t recognise Jakes voice sometimes when I listen to their music 💀💀💀 but jayb’s voice is so sexy i could never turn him down

between #1 and #8 who’s the funniest?

LMAO both of them got really different types of humour cause chan is goofy and kyun just hella shady 💀 but because im super biased im gonna say chan anything that comes out of his mouth makes me laugh

between #6 and #9 who would you date?

BROOOO CHEOL CHEOL CHEOL I love hyuck so much but this man would do my HEAD IN if I dated him however cheol is peak dilf he’d treat me like a goddess 💆‍♀️

between #9 and #10 who would you collab with?

have yall LISTENED to jayb’s music he’d make me the finest sex song and then we’d make love to that collab in the background pls jaebeom hmu

between #4 and #8 who’s the better dancer?

sorry kyun but YEONJUNS DANCING 😰😰😰😰 this man is unbeatable his moves live in my mind rent free yeonjun best dancer

between #3 and #5 who are you more likely to marry?

I mean both are the dumbest fucks but idk I gravitate towards beomgyu so much this man is a brat but he’s my brat i will be his wife who puts up with his stupid shit 🤲🏼🤲🏼

between #1 and #7 who would you nurse when they’re sick?

jeno got jaemin he’s a nurse in disguise whereas chan never takes care of himself I WILL VOLUNTEER TO BE UR NURSE UR CARER UR WIFE

between #2 and #3 who has a better smile?

shut the fuck up 😀

between #6 and #8 who would you vacation with?

hyuck for sure because after watching a bit of 7dream he’d be so fun on holiday this man would drag me out to do everything!! hyuck ibiza! au when 😐🙏🏼

tagging @hyuckworld @kookings @soobmint @honeyju @aliceu and anyone else who wanna do it!!