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faaun · 6 months ago

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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally

#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months #to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them #in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought #i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are #and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it #its worth missing i think #i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over #(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think #i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat #they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand #how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much #i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around #something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode #arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully #last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing #and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets #and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably #have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused #blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like #i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much #my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to #music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads #i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says #what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.

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winryrockbellwannabe · 10 months ago

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ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

that's it, thank you for coming to my TEDTalk

#sad girl hours #exam season is crushing my soul #basically i just got my grade and it wasn't as good as i was hoping for. like it wasn't bad. but it wasn't good wither #*either #idk im just so sad about it #but i have another exam tomorrow and now im so lost and i can't make myself study after getting this grade #idk #sorry for the rant #aj rambles

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spikrock · 6 months ago

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bro i love the language spanish but my fucking spanish teacher is actually insane shes fucking crazy shes so RAHHHH she makes me so MAD ive never hated a teacher as much as i hate her shes SO BAD YOU GUYS I SHOULDVE TAKEN FRENCH

#ITS SO WILD BECAUSE THE FRENCH TEACHER IS THE EXACT OPPOSITE OF HER #i know the french teacher i had a non french class with her once #my spanish teacher had a test planned for tuesday but she wasnt there so it was supposed to be TOMORROW but shes not gonna be there either #so shes making the ENTIRE CLASS come AFTER SCHOOL next wednesday AFTER MY STATE TESTING #I DONT WANT TO DO THAT?!?!!!!!!!!!!!!#JUST MOVE THE TEST THE WEEK AFTER???? WE HAVE A NORMAL WEEK?????#but nooo cus she has ANOTHER TEST THAT WEEK TOO on TOP of our FINAL EXAM #SHES SO INSANE #ALL HER TESTS ARE LIKE A MILLION PAGES LONG TOO #I HATE YOU MS JOHNSON PLAGUE BE UPON YE #rant

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cheekblush · 9 months ago

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january ♑

#☁️#now that i finished my last exam and got time to rest here's a belated january recap 🫶🏻#it was a lovely month very grateful for the birthday trip i got to take 🥹🩷#minus the last week that was very stressful due to studying for my final exam january was truly gentle with me 🎐#and the past few days after my exam have been wonderful as well #had burgers and fries right after the exam with 2 classmates got a beautiful flower bouquet from my dad ate pizza and ice cream #celebrated the completion of my studies with my family with delicious food got another beautiful flower bouquet from my brother..#there's a lot to be thankful for 🤍#and today i'm just taking it slow before i go back to work tomorrow #january #💌

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justxaxstrayxkid · 2 years ago

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Small and low quality Mizuchi ft smol baby Yato

It's been a while. I miss these posts :(

#noragami #mizuchi #yato #Noragami spoilers #i'm thinking of coming back to this blog #like posting frequently like i used to #not everyday but hopefully at least once a week #life has been so hectic #firstly i think last year i lost commitment for this blog cuz i was hyperfixating on a visual novel series #and that series literally took my attention away from everything i swear l #and then this year happened oh dear lord school is beating me to a pulp every damn week #started at a new school in november & it took me long to make friends #and on top of that most of my classes are ultra boring and the teachers pile on work like crazy #i have to push myself so hard and burn out at the end of every week to get every assignment turned in #only got a month left of school so yea but also nay cuz there's sm left to do #got a damn eoc exam tomorrow and then a physics exam the next day #i have a performance for my asl class which im so not prepared for in a few weeks #and then finals like the week after the performance i think?#oh and my algebra teacher said she's giving us another exam before the final #very fun!! i love being a high schooler XD

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anglerflsh · 1 year ago

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when will this bloody exam be over with I want to go to uni already!! Good Lord

#[.txt]#looking over at my history course. At the monastery I'll be hosted in. At the medieval city I'll be moving to. Can it be september already.#I cannot emphasize enough how much i don't care about my final grade for this exam. 20% of it is math and my teacher was terrible #so it's not as if I can hope to get a good grade anyways! And the money prize is only for 110/100 marks so who cares about it going well.#I just want it gone and passed with a 60. Please. It's a useless exam in any case.#literally it was just made so private schools could give out the same qualifications and there has GOT to be a better way to do that.#OR. Or just have an exam at the end of each year. Why only on the last. man #tomorrow I have the essay (20%) and the day after math (another 20%) and my final interview for another 20% is on the fifth of July #and I already have a full 37/100 credits so I just need 23 points. Which between the essay and the interview I'm sure to get. let me outttt

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miodiodavinci · 9 months ago

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#on the one hand i am dying because i am not catching on in this new internship placement #all whilst my professors are already asking me to have my ducks in a row and send them like.#a detailed plan of what i'll be doing for my big final exam #when i don't even know what the schedule is around here or what's already been done and what still needs to be done #on the other hand my brain is so so desperate for goofing around time after spending basically the whole break working #(i took like a week off to be sick in december and then another 5 days to be sick in january)#(and then i Meaningfully took three or so days off to just. relax. in between stages of this other project)#but now i really just want to like. slack off entirely for a whole week.#(i can't do this)#(i need to start writing planning documents and making progress towards my big final exam thing)#so essentially i am weeping and dying #but at the very least a cool thing should be coming around either tomorrow or wednesday so #be on the lookout for that w #a a a a a a a a i hope it goes over well #a friend and i have been working really hard on this since last june . . . . .#(with a huge break in the middle on account of the internship hell)#but wauuughghgh save me from the hell i reside in (burn out from last semester is now following me into this one waughgh)

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shrews-things · 6 months ago

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I don't draw well enough for masterpieces but I do draw well enough to make hundreds of portraits of my love over the course of a lifetime and I think I can make peace with that

#this morning stumbling out of the bedroom with sleep in my eyes still seeing blurry from it #and seeing them leave for work in a hurry of silver morning light on freshly dyed hair and orange clothes and silver jewelry #it was so beautiful I couldn't stop thinking about it until I painted it #and I already have so many sketches of them and finished paintings and unfinished ones #and I just think I can live like this for so many decades #and I'm not good with words but I am somewhat good with colours and maybe not good enough to #perfectly convey it #but good enough to try again and again and again because maybe the next one will get closer to looking like what I see and what I feel #that's it thank you for listening <3 #I might post the painting after it's fully finished! it's just in sketchbook with graphite and watercolour #in unrelated news I have another end-of-uni exams tomorrow and I've studied so much today my brain is fried dgjdhdkd #pls wish me luck :D #ramblings #personal

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bluebelledmoon · 2 months ago

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worked for nearly 7 hours straight today… i love the school semester

#i love it when i come home after spending the whole day studying at the library and coming home and working for another two hours at home #and then my dad asks me “so what kind of doctor are you gonna be #can i #breathe #at all #bluebelledmoon babbles #i have three exams in the next week #one in tomorrow #i’m going to go do some practice for that #see you guys

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faaun · 5 months ago

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man the perpetual all nighters have been doing wonders for my skin

#they have not . its the worst its been in like 2 yrs. anyways #the perpetual all nighters r so entirely my fault like #i keep procrastinating doing the absolute bare minimum content (not even revision) for super important exams #like 80-100% of the module . WHICH MAKES NO SENSE idk why my brain is doing thatb? i feel biologically compelled to not study #even tho i care so soso much abt academics etc #unmedicated adhd doesnt help #anyway its 5AM #lets do this exam #personal #AND ALSO i started my period today and it has not helped the skin situation #ok update it is 8:23 am #i have one question left #i have . A Really Bad Fever #literally came on in the last few mins ?? idk #we have an hour left kings can we do it #these questions r supposed to take an hour each but theres a reason why this is a 24hr exam #AUUGGHH IM SO SLEEPY #all nighter means today is technically sleep day bc no way i can keep studying after this exam my brain is fried #and then tomorrow i have another exam #but i dont have today to revise for it . hhh anyway anyway #BACK TO WORK

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forgotten-daydreamer · 5 months ago

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Took twice the max dose of melatonin before the final revision for tomorrow’s exam, I’m shitting my pants and I genuinely don’t know anything as thoroughly as I should but if I sleep less than 4 hrs before it I just know I’m gonna do even worse somehow