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annqer · 3 months
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“I have sinned,” he said, “for I have betrayed innocent blood.”
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squuote · 7 months
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no context for these, i just drew them a while back when i was feeling like shit and it made me feel better lol so i colored it. hands you these and runs
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Remember how it took a Skill bond with Fitz for the Fool to realise that Fitz actually loved him and hadn't just been humouring him all these years out of pity I'm gonna fucking vomit
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godbirdart · 4 months
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finally home which means it is BATH TIME for The Rat
soggy beanssss
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lotus-pear · 5 months
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bsd fic authors i understand yalls pain SO well right now why is it so fucking HARD to write dazai. like i have a whole fucking spreadsheet dedicated to tireless analysis i have done on my part so i can accurately characterize him but he is such an unpredictable and morally gray character that it's hard knowing his limits and boundaries and where he draws the line for himself.
#i hate when ppl make him out to be a sadistic villain with no remorse. like did we read the same manga 💀#but at the same time he is NOT crying abt all the ppl he sent to the grave. he sleeps just fine at night knowing he committed atrocities#yes he feels remorse? but he isn't like kunikida to weep at someone's grave for failing to save them#and then we have his emotions themselves#dazai isn't emotionless. far from it. he has difficulty expressing affection but yk he finds someone endearing when he trusts them#trust is very important to dazai and is one of the aspects of human emotion that he can fully grasp#but like everything else is in a hazy gray area that he does not feel like exploring. he feels alienated from his humanity bc of this#AUUUGHH can someone help me with character analysis PLEASE#I WASNT PAYING ATTENTION TO THIS MF UNTIL RECENTLY SO I MISSED OUT ON A LOT OF IMPORTANT DETAILS#see i would go and reread a few light novels but like i don't have time for that#and this is for dazai specifically. i am very well versed on his relationships w other charcaters#but just like asigiri himself said: it's very difficult to write dazai and write him WELL#so yeaaa i have a lot of smart ppl following me pls help#bsd#ALSO MY FRIEND STILL HAS NO LONGER HUMAN UUUUGHHHHHH I NEED THAT BACK BC I TABBED IT A SHIT TON#FOR LIKE CONNECTIONS TO YOZO AND BSD DAZAI AND WHERE ASIGIRI DREW INSPIRATION FROM YOZOS CHARACTER FOR DAZAI#THAT WOULD BE SUCH A VALUABLE FUCKING RESOURCE BC I DID SOME ANNOTATIONS IN THEM TOO BUT MY BOOK IS ANOTHER FUCKING STATE#I HATE IT HERE FML
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serafimo · 7 months
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Whence comes this melody constantly flowing? Is it rejoicing or merely hallooing? Are you discussing, or fussing, or simply dreaming?
MARIA BILBAO as JOHANNA BARKER in the 2023 revival of SWEENEY TODD: THE DEMON BARBER OF FLEET STREET. @theriddletrades' master.
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m340700 · 2 months
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found an old thing
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dirtmouthed · 2 months
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sooo like so like. do we think about how many people haymitch has lost within his life. assuming that his father dies sometime within his childhood because haymitch bares no mention of him and the lack of a father goes unquestioned, that's one. within the 50th with maysliee's death, that's two. 2 weeks post-games, his mother, brother, and girlfriend all are killed. five deaths. from the 51st hunger games and onwards it's racking up to 51, considering that each and every mentee minus katniss and peeta die. (being 46 in total.) so before katniss & peeta are in the picture he's already grappled with that many deaths. so it makes sense that he's so contorted by memories and blood and anguish.
hence why i cannot believe that his family's deaths were the tipping point to start his addiction because there's so much burden to come further within his life. it's a steady journey of hope into despair and desperation and trying so hard to forget. and with these deaths he's so adamantly this embodiment of an overly-empathetic persona. he does anything and everything to keep both kids alive, despite the personal sacrifices. he has such a huge saviour complex and it stems from loss and failure. failure to win, to truly survive. and yet he keeps surviving despite.
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sparrowposting · 5 months
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Anyway pentiment be like. This is an inescapable tragedy. This is incredibly beautiful. This is unspeakably mundane. This is going to have you lying on the floor thinking about art and the soul and life's calling and, above all, love.
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campgender · 5 months
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Jacqueline looked confused. Then she laughed till tears streamed down her cheeks. “Honey,” she’d start, but she was laughing too hard to continue. “Honey. You can’t learn to fuck from reading Popular Mechanics. That isn’t what makes a butch a good lover.”
This was exactly what I needed to know! “Well, what does make a butch a good lover?” I asked, trying to sound like the answer didn’t mean all that much to me.
Her face softened. “That’s kinda hard to explain. I guess being a good lover means respecting a femme. It means listening to her body. And even if the sex gets a little rough, or whatever, that it’s what she wants too, and inside you’re still coming from a gentle place. Does that make sense?”
It did not. It was less information than I wanted. It turned out, however, to be the information I needed. It just took thinking about it for the rest of my life.
Jacqueline took the rubber cock from my hands. Had I been holding it all this time? She placed it carefully on my thigh. My body temperature rose. She began to touch it gently, like it was something really beautiful.
“You know, you could make a woman feel real good with this thing. Maybe better than she ever felt in her life.” She stopped stroking the dildo. “Or you could really hurt her, and remind her of all the ways she’s ever been hurt in her life. You got to think about that every time you strap this on. Then you’ll be a good lover.”
I waited, hoping there was more. There was not. Jackie got up and puttered around the kitchen. I went to bed. I tried to memorize every word that had been said to me before I fell asleep.
Stone Butch Blues by Leslie Feinberg (pg 28-29)
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chanstopher · 5 months
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Bang Chan Seasons Greetings inclusions 🖤
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fastcardotmp3 · 4 months
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“Fuck ‘till death do we part,” Steve presses their foreheads together hard enough to feel the wrinkle in between Steve’s brow, “we’re long past that, baby.” 
Eddie laughs a watery, startled sound from deep inside of him, stale around the edges but true in nature just like the rest of it. 
“‘Till afterdeath,” he grins, the slip of tears down his cheeks transferring onto Steve’s when he kisses the corner of his mouth, nuzzling in so, impossibly close.
» sequel fic to METAMORPHOSES  » rated E | 7.9k words | steddie
read 'TILL AFTERDEATH on ao3
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barawrah · 6 months
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modern au 💜 commission for @neurodivernon
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what-the-daredevil · 2 years
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oh so matt and jen are like…actually together now
cool. awesome. great. i can be normal about this (lie)
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Soooo, yeah no i caved to my cookie run oc urges- I've got another one in the works but all I had the energy to draw was one of them
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Meet Weeping Angel Cookie (i, made an attempt at drawing in the cookie run style without reference- nuke me please i don't think i did good) They look, really lack luster to me but it's fiiinnneee- I'll, learn eventually how to properly make a cookie run oc- but for now, here we are- I'm relatively happy with them even if they didn't come out how I wanted them to
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baeshijima · 2 months
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since maintenance has (i think...?) just begun. . .
MAY ALL ARLECCHINO WANTERS BE ARLECCHINO HAVERS !!!
MAY ALL LYNEY WANTERS BE LYNEY HAVERS !!!
MAY ALL WANDERER WANTERS BE WANDERER HAVERS !!!
MAY ALL BAIZHU WANTERS BE BAIZHU HAVERS !!!
HAPPY 4.6 EVERYONE AND HAPPY ARLECCHINO IS FINALLY OUT OF THE BASEMENT PATCH 🫶🫶
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