#//I'll try to answer as soon as I can//

[valdotpng]

yea so um. hello everybody!!!!! looong time no see. im alive and very sorry for the radio silence this past half of a year. i Really didnt think my hiatus would last that long but then bad stuff just kept happening again and again and again n all of it was really difficult to process/start coping with. honestly im still not in the best shape (both physically & mentally) to this day.. but i thought that i might as well come back online, even if i end up posting little-to-no art

[seelestia]

got accepted into dream uni!!! ૮ ˶ˆ꒳ˆ˵ ა

[collectors-tablet]

Would the Archivists consider releasing the Maine Coon to roam around the archive?

Not a lot for a cat to eat here, anyways.

[Part 4]

[storytellering]

You ignore some asks?

Not generally! (unless it's just pointless hate/an anti yapping, in which case sometimes I answer for a quick dunk if it's stupid enough to be funny, but most of the time I prefer to not glorify that kind of message with an answer and just block the anon/account.) If it seems like I'm not answering an ask, I either didn't get it, or I couldn't formulate an answer right away/needed some time to think on what to say, and thus am saving it for when I'm gonna be able to answer properly!

[buglaur]

trying to rebuild the reshade preset after the gshade catastrophe 

i miss her

[bloo-the-dragon]

Would bloodmoon be considered an Eclipse?

VERY INTERESTING YOU SHOULD ASK THAT i'm actually working on a oneshot where Bloodmoon and Eclipse (ruin) talk about this!

No spoilers for now but my moots on discord know the one i mean ;D

[danieyells]

?????? Why did he tell me everything was fine if my insurance requires me to have been on hormones for 2 years to approve the procedure. . .why didn't he say they won't approve it if that wasn't the case. . .is that outdated information???? Maybe we can lie????

Am i seriously about to have all of my fucking hype crushed???? Maybe I can convince my doctors to lie for me or we can say I was doing it DIY for a few years. People ask how long I've been on hormones a lot because my voice is pretty deep and I look pretty masculine surely we could get away with this???

I feel really fucking beaten down now. Why not stop the discussion and go 'hey they require X amount of time on hormones'. . .I really hope I can convince my providers to fudge the truth for me a little or i'm going to lose my mind i seriously don't know how well i'm going to take it if i can't get this done???? Like I already feel so anxious at the thought. Please everything about me needs this. I am going to go fucking insane if this can't happen this year.

[conkers-thecosy]

Quick reminder: There’s no new chapter of BTTW this week!

Next update will be June 21st!

Thanks for your patience! 💛

[honeydots]

I would like some teasers about that Xander - Soleil father-daughter support fic please 💖

HEHEHE that'd be my pleasure~~!! i'll put a couple things under the cut c:

the fanart nattie drew for me is from their c-support!! the gist of it is that xander's employing a similar punishment to soleil as he did to laslow for excessive flirting :3 but as they're working in xander's office, they both end up falling asleep, hence the little scene in the art <3

the rest of the support is about soleil lying through her teeth about how she totally isn't flirting anymore so she doesn't get in trouble again, and xander completely seeing through her lie and doing a dad-thing of trying to make her come clean herself instead of directly calling her out !!

[solenstelluna]

What accessories do Mace and Suzy prefer?

You know, I've never really figured they'd be FANS of certain accessories. But if they had to pick one over anything else, Suzy is always gonna go with a long scarf. She'd say you could never beat a good, well made, fluffy scarf.

As for Mace, I don't think HE cares about accessories at all too much. He'll put on what he ends up finding a kinship with, whatever it is that he comes across.

He's just like that, I'd say.

[hakusins]

i should not have scrolled through twt looking at pretty art while drawing bcs now i feel bad abt mine 😭😭😭

[ruelpsen]

If I had to choose between cutting off my hand and redoing grad school apps, I'd seriously consider the hand. Be gentle with yourself, it's a fucking slog. What kind of program are you looking into?

Thank you for the reminder to be gentle. This shit has been stressful, and having for various reasons only about a month and a half to actually do focused work on applying has SUCKED. Not looking forward to potentially having to do this again in the future (it's complicated but I'll explain why in a sec), but I am SO looking forward to two weeks from now when these applications are in and it's out of my hands, as much as the waiting game itself sucks in its own way.

As for programs, I don't want to get too specific. I was a double major in undergrad, and I'm not exaggerating when I say I've literally never met anyone else with those two specific majors. (Ftr one is a STEM field and the other in the humanities.) I want to keep studying both in some capacity in the future, but to make a long story short I'm stuck in a position where I have to hold off on applying to the program in the humanities for now.

As annoyed as I am about the 'long story' part of that, I'm totally fine with prioritizing the program in STEM for now. Hell, in some ways that's a good thing given the limited amount of time I have to work on applications. But at the same time, I've greatly limited the number of schools I'm applying to so I can focus on creating well-tailored applications for their specific programs and faculty, and that means each potential rejection would leave me with a far smaller share of options. It's a bit of a risk, but damn it I'm trying my best to show how strong of a student I've been and that I would work well with their specific people. Hopefully things work out in the end.

I hope your own efforts have paid off too, wherever life has taken you.

[arkhammaid]

sorry for being dead to the world rn but i got sick the moment i was officially free from college hell

[yellowloid]

hello! I don’t want to be annoying or weird, I just want to tell you that I couldn’t stop thinking about you fic all this time and I just wanted to know if you had left it permanently or if something had happened. I miss it so much

awwww don't worry you're not being annoying or weird, i actually appreciated this ask so much 🥹 it warms my heart that there's people out there who still love that fic and are patiently waiting for an update </3

i'm so sorry it's taking so long, i actually deserve jail for that. i'm fully aware. however the past few months have been so busy and draining and i honestly haven't had the time or energy to focus on posting new chapters. i haven't abandoned the fic, i've slowly been making progress with writing the next chapters, i'm just missing a few + editing and believe me when i say i can't wait to share the rest of this fic with my lovely readers. i promise an update will come sooner or later!!

[omghallucinations]

why do you ignore asks and answer so dryly to long ones

hey this ask made me really sad. i genuinely am trying my best to engage as much as i can and produce as much as i can (which is not as much as i want), but it's really hard for me unfortunately. i have a chronic illness and my body/brain sux a lot of the time; right now i have really bad tremors so typing is insanely hard. sometimes a "dry" response is all i can do. sometimes i'm holding an ask in drafts bc i'm drafting a longer response to it (ex. if someone asks me to look at an idol, usually i'll draft the analysis in the response unless i've already started a draft for that idol as a a separate post). a lot of the time an analysis will take me over a week or even longer bc chronic illness and disability are unpredictable. i'm also a 2nd grade teacher so as u can imagine especially with my disability during the week i am: either so busy i don't even have time to pee or so drained after work i can't make a coherent sentence lmao.

what is your intent with this question? like what is your ideal result, what would you want to change after this interaction? if it's like, i wrote a long ask and getting a short response feels bad, hopefully this context helps--i assumed it was better to get a response quickly even if it's short, but if that is not the case let me know and then responses will be much slower but could be longer. if it's, i wrote an ask and you didn't respond and that feels bad, ok, then say so and i can make the analysis in a separate post and respond to the ask separately. i really like interacting and having conversations with people about astrology, so please feel free to message me if you want to have more of a conversation. my autistic ass interprets asks as like, closed letters, rather than a conversation opener.

let's assume good intent of people please. life is tough enough ok?

[pinkpruneclodwolf]

Honestly, I think my Twisted Wonderland timeline may be messed up because the Age of Gods in TWST was 100 years ago and that Lilia is over 600...

I probably got my hands on the wrong info though so please correct me but yeah, Age of Gods was 100 years ago.

So either Twisted Wonderland is an entirely new world that speedran all of its advancements or I'm just dumb 😭😭😭

Honestly I believe that Twisted Wonderland has to be 2000 years old at most judging by the timeline, my question is how did they come up with so many advancements. Was it solely the Shroud family or Fae?

I do think it's funny that Lilia was born before the Age of Gods.

ALSO ALSO, MALLEUS' GRANDMOTHER BEING CONNECTED TO TWISTED WONDERLAND IN SOME WAY?????

I don't think the Age of Gods for TWST were a hundred years ago, it was S.T.Y.X that was founded a hundred years ago and if i recall correctly its actually because its a fairly new branch after the previous head of S.T.Y.X died.

Mostly because they say the Blot Phantoms they house are over a thousand years old, though I understand how it can be confusing considering we don't have a direct timeline and because of what Trein says about how we're in Year One of magic.

It's crazy to think that Lilia is younger than S.T.Y.X in that respect but I guess war ages you.

However, I do think that TWST did have an upperhand, so to speak, with its development, especially in regards to Fae, and I'd argue that a lot of advancements are due to Fae being proactive—which is why the Valley of Thorns hinges on Malleus learning from Night Raven.

Because Fae live to see entire civilizations rise and fall in what seems to be a blink to them, they tend to stagnate. Finding the advancements they made hundreds of years ago to still operate so why change it.

Which is why I truly and utterly believe that Briar Valley houses some of the richest history and museums of every culture, civilization, and even languages long gone.

To sum up my thoughts—Malleus is meant to propel Briar Valley forward. Everything that he learns and will learn helps aid in the new age of Briar Valley. Part of me believes Maleficia had been her millenia's New Age, and Mallenoa would've been as well had she not been killed. [I genuinely feel faint knowing that Mallenoa was just a princess when she died.]

Anyways!!!

The concept of Maleficia being a "modern" God is extremely interesting, because the implications that one day Malleus will succeed her in power makes my head spin—especially in consideration of what he's doing in his Overblot, to think there is someone stronger than him just vibing is...

And that's not even getting into the fact that she is still in her prime as a Dragon Fae with 1000+ years under her belt. Literally no one is touching her except Malleus.