#//I wanna go home but I cannot rn aAAAAAAA
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What gets me is it's noted that Moze himself was also critically injured when he found Jiaoqiu, but mans was still up and about running like a madman trying to find him beforehand even still-
#✮┆ ( .ooc. );#//I like to think he has a p high pain tolerance#//Which means his lil moment with JQ in the character story was DEFFO him gotten hurt Bad#// But ye#//That plus adrenaline DEFFO had him ignoring his own wounds until the moment he saw him again; prolly didn't feel a thing til that moment#//Or maybe until he got him to a healer; and then the Instant Moze saw JQ was being taken care of; just fucken COLLAPSED#//That or until a healer told him to sit down and let himself be treated too and Moze tried to say he was perfectly alright#//THEN fucken blacks out bc his body realized he was safe and the stress and his injuries finally caught up to him#//JQ most definitely gave him a talking to when he found out the dire state Moze was in and trying to push through for him#//Moze wouldn't even complain; he'd just be in sad puppy mode; completely with profound sighs and all#//But be happy JQ is lively enough to be able to yell at him even still#//I wanna go home but I cannot rn aAAAAAAA
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WELL WHY DIDNT YA SAY SOOOOOOOOOOO
More q!phil WOOOOOO TRUAMA ANYWAY CASSANDRA BY FLORENCE + THE (MOTHERFUCKINGGGGG) MACHINEEEEEEEEEEEEE IS SO HIM RN
quick history- song is utilizing the myth of cassandra, who had been given the gift of prophecy, yet refused it and was cursed to never have her predictions be believed
I'm not in as much of a mood for lyric dissection for this specific song as really its the entirety of it that encompasses the point I wanna make of it fitting to phils character :O other songs have different sections that fit different arcs but this song ? the literal embodiment of his birdhouse arc, more specifically, the clear gaslighting from the federations end and having someone such as phil who is so known for being logical and level headed, be pushed into a path full of questioning his reality and what is and isn't real to him and to others.
the beginning of the song really hammers the point in, the line "I used to see the future and now I see nothing, they cut out my eyes and sent me home packing" is SO SO SO HIM RN. getting the man who has always seen right through every facade displayed in the island. from the federations lies to having ever harmed his kids when the cracks first appeared, to the codes impersonations at the dinner party which he pierced through within seconds of speaking to one. to take that surefire attitude and self awareness he owns and destroy it to its very core with the weeks time he's spent in that damn birdhouse is something so painful and this song reflects that.
the second verse remind me much more of his isolationist ideology being further enhanced with the disappearance of his kids. to him having the world in his bunker with chayanne and tallulah asleep, to the next week having them be gone without a trace, and leaving him lost, needing to create a new purpose and routine to continue on the island just hurts so verymuch haha.
the chorus is the hammer to the nail when relating it to the birdhouse arc as of right now. it almost feels as if he's calling out to the federation for an answer to everything he's been experiencing due to their intervention in his mind, leaving it shattered and in fragments and full of doubt towards his own memories. "every song I thought I knew, I've been deafened to, and there's no one left to sing to" is the real star here when it comes to them taking away his children and leaving him with nothing left to turn to in order to ground himself. anytime he went through something harsh, his children were right there to help- but now he has nothing. isolating himself from the rest of the island has come back to bite in the ass when it leaves him with little heart to heart connections he can turn to for emotional support ;-;
the next verse is a bit less connected, but the part about complaints being taken to the lord while trying to look with a wonder to the world with roses in bloom and riot vans in view? very much attaching this to people within the island (ofc mainly phil) taking their complaints to the 'lord' with the lord here being cucurucho. knowing that any cries they have will be left not only unheard, but ignored as the feds are the one causing all this pain to happen. can't connect it as well now but the other lyrics r so him and tallulah trust trust I'm running out of time to write LMFAOOOOOO
ANYWAY AAAAAAAA JUST GONNA SHOVE THE SONG OUTRO HERE BUT
Take me back
Oh, drunken gods of slaughter
You know I've always been your
Favorite daughter
Well, can you see me? I cannot see you
Everything I thought I knew is falling out of view
And if I run fast enough, could I break apart
As empires crumble and cathedrals flatten in my heart?
not even gonna lie, it's clear to me how this fits his arc rn, but I wanna go a step further and say how while listening to the song, I realized that this part fits all the avians of the island. quackity, baghera, jaiden, and phil all being targets of the federation and being fucked with to another degree is so perfectly encapsulated in this outro to a way in which I cannot describe and that's not just bc I'm busy 💀💀💀💀💀💀 whatever u get the point anyway WOOOOOO BRAINROT I LOVE THIS FUCKING BIRD - 💿
I am finally listening to this and HELLO??? ANON??????
THIS MAN!! THIS FUCKING BIRD MAN AND HIS LORE RAAAAH
You are so right in how well this song fits Phil especially in the Birdhouse arc and I‘m so RAAAH RATTLING YOU AND THE SONG
There‘s so many parts where I‘m just, so normal about hearing and my favorite part of this is definitely the
"In this blindness I‘m condemned to
Well, can you hear me? I cannot hear you
Every song I thought I knew, I‘ve been deafened to
And there‘s no one left to sing to"
THAT PART IS SO GOOD RAAAH
ALSO ANON YOUR TASTE IN MUSIC IS >>>>>
This song is so good and so so painful when connecting it to qPhilza AJAJAJ
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