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return of my funniest fella
#my art#oc#heretic#illustration#weirdfur#me: no i don't really paint#me as soon as i find one (1) painterly brush I like: yeah i'm thinking i'm gonna do nothing but paint#I am cheating colour-wise (using layer effects) but y'know. baby steps#anyway we're gonna go see a kitten next weekend so maybe i'll be showcasing a new friend at some point. perhaps
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[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]
saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS#REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT#NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS#THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS.#ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of#another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY..#i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her#idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had#when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them.#but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore.#but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think#i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow.#ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that#AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE#I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME#THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE#WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL#in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad#this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks-#-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl-#-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi#gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show#i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!!#anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM
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aren't we all at least just a little bit gay for sigourney weaver in alien
#not to discredit her otherwise#but in alien specifically i mean 👀#ripley is just so cool i understand the effect she had on sapphics#like. i get it#yeah i rewatched the first alien movie#cause i'm gonna go see romulus sometime soon
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i miss her…
#cant believe i forgot about her till the photobook q&a im so sorry witch mona~~~~~~~#press f for honeypre atelier gachas it was gone too soon™️#(currently e x t r e m e l y worried and stressed for tomorrow like never before b u t i have to appear like im fine sobs save me monachann)#(can i go on a stress-prompted tangent here about something inane? no? toooo bad im gonna go off anyway~~~~)#ok so. like. since witch mona is the image i have up ‘ere and since it’s still 七月… today’s tangent will be on irl spooky stories!!#s o. presenting a decently repressed memory from my childhood that resurfaced while i was hibernating at home:#anyways. well. thoughts about the afterlife can vary from person to person yes? there’s no one true correct belief after all#but the one question that unites us all is probably the one and only ‘are ghosts real?’#and well. for personal reasons i think so. i mean i’ve seen this one dude i hate get possessed a couple of times so welp. cant deny it ig.#wild story about that actually. back in the day my family’s finances were allegedly doing so badly that [dude i hate] had to pick up#a *c e r t a i n* side hustle for extra cash. that side hustle? literal grave digging at the cemetary. at night no less#and *ofc* he wasn’t respectful about it in the least so ofc some spirits followed him home. yay. free roommates.#one(?) of them even took residence in my room at the time and im 80% sure they ate my history textbook :( much sads#anyways well once that guy had too much to drink (which was rather often tbh) he’d get possessed. fun!#the only possession i ever saw was the n-rarity angry ghost who’d just huff and puff in silence with unfocused eyes most of the time#he’d occasionally put on a leather jacket too. but that was like a r-rarity event that didn’t happen that often#my mother had the chance to also witness the mosquito (who tried to barge into my room for fresh blood) and the 姑娘 (self-explanatory)#which is kinda unfair tbh. i wanted to see the ur-rarity ones too :( mostly bc it’d be funny to see a guy i hate act ooc (impure intentions)#oh right. how did we get the dude out of his possession? we just shook his arm really hard. prolly caused some lasting effects but who know#i think he could also just sleep off the possession but idk i was asleep for the ur-rarity incidents.#cant ask the one witness of it bc i dont want to bring back unnecessary flashbacks of [guy we hate]#anyways it’s been years since we moved out from that place and i still want my history textbook back. mostly for the principle of it but—#and so that’s the tangent of the day. i feel weirdly less stressed now thanks witch mona#i do wonder how my grandparents are faring on this 七月 though…#b u t !!!!! tomorrow’s date on the lunar calendar says it’s an auspicious day for wishful activity and starting a new job!!! so… maybe~~~~?#hauauauauauauauuauaaaaaa anyways insane tangent over stream mona’s new album ok bye#oops forgor to disable rbs i hate how easy it is to forget to use this function man
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man so you know i grew up with halo and all so i am not super familiar with the mcc (i still have all the original game discs from my childhood) but i still have gone through most of the games in mcc at least once. anyway. why is this my first time seeing this thing
#soothing the open mass effect shaped wound in my heart with halo. the ultimate balm#im gonna go game shopping soon for some new stuff but until then its halo time baby
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Mhairi McFarlane
#mass effect#shepley#ashley williams#male shepard#cyrus shepard#was gonna go with a shot on mars where he reaffirms he wants her#but i wanted to include the little bit of me2 in here#the man is straight dedicated to her#spent a disgusting amount of time trying to get his face right in me2#only to realize i don;t even need it for this scene LMAO#soon as i saw that quote i knew i needed to do something for shepley
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Body update: it turns out that after about a year (ish) of trying to eat more healthily and avoiding fast food, my body cannot handle some of the meals I used to enjoy anymore
I had a burger last week at DND and was sick, and I thought it was bc the burger particularly greasy, but then when I ordered from my usual place today (less horrendously greasy but still, you know, a fast food burger) I actually kinda stopped enjoying it three bites in and had to put in some effort to finish it x)
Oh well
#Matt has a life#Shit from home#In other news: couldn't do 2x20mn of walking yesterday cause I had to drive to the post office#and driving a motobike is demanding on the knees#but I did one turn today and everything seems fine#gonna do another set later and see how it goes#and if we can keep that up until next week I'll try and see if we can up it to 1x30mn and 1x20mn#The goal being to be able to walk for at least 40mn at a time before I try going to the gym again#at which point I'll use the running machines to try and walk on a gradually increasing incline#... at this point it might actually be a good idea to see a physio#but I don't like the one I visited before -_-#Edit: other posotive effect of better food and regular exercise: I lost about 4kg since dec. 2022 and am now back around 95#which is much more comfortable for me than where I was before#would I complain about going down to 90kg? no#but I'm 34 and planning on having a baby soon so that doesn't sound likely#especially bc like#diets are a myth#and if my body's ideal weight were 100kg that's where I'd be regardless of diet#so we'll see how that goes#I'm fine with where I'm at rn
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#work in progress little sneak peak#im so unbelievably happy with how this is going so far#my sketches are making me so happy#ive been having a staggeringly awful day#and this and this fandom in general has been keeping me afloat#im not sure how much time I'll have to work on this in the coming weeks#ive got so so much editing to do and after effects is absolute HELL to learn#plus ive got a tarsier skull project due next week that i need to lock the fuck in over#and a short film i was in needs reshoots this week#its actually crazy so i don't know when this'll get finished#hopefully soon. found out recently that i haven't made a proper piece of art for myself in almost a year and a half#which is so fucking depressing#so im gonna do my best to change that asap#anyway! enough yapping I need to sleep!#jet lag the game#adam chase#sam denby#ben doyle#zeph's art#jet lag the game fan art
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Sorry I have still kind of not been active btw, the situation in my household kind of resumed being rough for a bit but it is maybe leveling out again now. Hopefully. Still doing my best to keep myself safe and all.
#doing a lot of digging back through my amassed concept stuff for my project and taking time to really appreciate what I've accomplished#as enrichment. still so much to do but what I've got really feels like something substantial now#as soon as I get back to some semblance of a normal immediate environment it's going to be like rock lee taking off the leg weights#I'm gonna kick ass man. just lemme shed all these status effects and I'll kick ass. I'll activate my second and third boss phases.#personal pulse
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bendy straw inventor post was fake ai bullshit. is nothing sacred. must i be faced with falsehoods at every corner
#being baroque for comedic effect but i am actually kinda pissed#it's one thing to make ai “”“art”“” but it's another thing entirely to make shit up to go along with it that you KNOW nobody's#gonna fact check. maybe it's my fault for taking that at face value but a footnote coulda helped. an unreality tag even just ANYTHING#that being said i dont blame who i reblogged it from (i have already forgot who) as i too was taken a fool. shit's getting scary FAST#i suspect regulation soon at the very least. i hope
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#I thought I could do this#that I could do college and start doing more#experiencing and living more#I have done so much and so little this year#when I look back despite despite despite#I'm proud of myself#like I really did THAT#I got through everything (:#unscathed of course <3#despite the difficulties that will continue to stay with me#I'm most proud of getting through the day#cause when it doesn't seem like I can somehow I pull though#especially managing/regulating my anxiety!#I stopped taking my medication#of course in a safe and practical way#the side effects are less worse than when I tried to go off last time!!#gonna be dealing with a soon to be problem with school for failing lmao#but I have faith that it'll work out#it has to
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My doctor messaging me at 12:30 in the morning to tell me she wants to do a telehealth visit abt the side effects I'm having with my new Lamotrigine dose (including worse insomnia than my usual insomnia, as u may have guessed lmao) is. something.
#text post#like i know why i am awake babe why are YOU awake this late#and god why do we have to do another visit#they aren't bad enough to make me stop this dose and i haven't been on the new dose long enough to let it even out#can i not just Not have to do another uncomfortable visit where even if things turn out okay after#i later feel like I'm still not being wholly trusted/treated like i know my body and how i feel#i had worse side effects restarting this med months ago and we didn't have any additional visits for that#they fucking forgot to even book me for a f/u and i had to call in and beg for one basically#and then they misbooked it for the wrong reason and with the wrong doctor#and made it out like it was my fault when i made clear i begged and told the receptionist i spoke to to book said appt#that it needed to b with my doc for the Lamotrigine and that i hadn't been told when to follow up so i was just. doing it#bc she said i needed to but then didn't say when to book it#they're trying hard and im trying to give them grace but then this shit happens and like#im tired. makes me want to go into my new doc like nah never mind im fine. don't ask me nothing and i won't bug you with anything#unless im dying or nearly dead already.#would suck beyond believe attempting to raw dog life mostly again but goddamn. im so sick of this lack of stability with my care#anyway. probably an appt next Tuesday which is great#that's the week of the weekend that i work again and the week before my bday#(a bday I'll be working now which I'm not normally irked abt but. i am a bit rn)#so cool. yeah. let's stack anxiety and fear over a medical appt on top of everything else for that week#and that's not counting that this weekend I've been tasked with buying and getting signed a v expensive and rare figure#for my mum's bf and I'm kind of terrified im gonna fuck it up#he paid for tickets to the con the figure will be sold at and that the person he wants to sign it will be at#so if i fuck this up he'll want (understandably) to be paid back asap for that#and that's money i don't fucking have rn#i really wish she had waited till the actual day proper to contact me bc i couldn't sleep before this#and now i definitely cant bc like#it's dumb. but what if she takes my med away. it isn't perfect but it works better than any other med I've tried#what if she wants me to try a new one. i cant do that and b dealing with major side effects during the intense work schedule#that'll be happening for me v soon and then into November
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rereading vol 1 of misericorde because VOL 2 COMING SOON and I need the nun brainworms to be fresh in my brain. and also. the soundtrack
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#i'll post some new thoughts in a bit#genuinely the ost is soo good. it sounds like vol 2 is gonna have some real bangers as well#listening to it on repeat#the fatamoru effect is happening#anyhow thoughts soon#breege posts#i seriously urge everyone to pick this up#it's the best vn i've read in six years#and that's only going off the first installment!!#it's like six quid on steam
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I'd like to apologize in advance for the next few weeks if I seem very up/down/all over the place (more so than usual). I've caught myself on the mania/depression cycle, and unfortunately until I've gotten any form of closure, I don't foresee myself escaping the rollercoaster.
#right now i am in the whirlwind of mania#my mind is jumping all over the place#i am literally adding to multiple au's simultaneously#like 3 doc tabs open and as soon as an idea hits for one i switch tabs then switch to the next and so on#i can literally FEEL the effects of this shit racing around#the crash is so not going to be fun#and i know the depression/apathy that follows is gonna be just as suck
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ok yakuza 6 spoilers and not a very insightful post but every time i remember how young haruka is when she has haruto i get sooo nervous lol. she's like NINETEEN. what the FUCKK
#i know conceptually that ppl have kids that young but.woah#i guess it didnt happen a lot in the ppl i went to school with/i didnt pay that much attention to it/stigma led to minimization of it#like she has to take care of a whole baby now. she has to be a mother and take on the kinda role kiryu had#while also kinda managing the orphanage relatively alone bc kiryu bailed. wtf wtf#idk. i think im kinda squeamish about pregnancy in general a little? but especially that young like.ough#good or bad wanted or not having a kid is a big fucking deal and it scares me a little idk. especially since haruto WAS unintentional#like whats she gonna do for a job. she probably cant do college soon (if ever) and shes probably blacklisted from showbiz entirely#so even if she wanted to do behind the scenes work she couldnt#even with yuta's help it'd be a stretch. and then theres rhe other orphans i just. hhhhh aughhhh#man taking care of a baby was hard enough for kiryu and he's like ok teenage daughter. im going hands off like WHAT#i think the ending choices of 6 are fascinating and theres a lotta reasons to criticize kiryu within that but leaving her with effectively#7 younger siblings and a baby is one i dont see talked about enough tbh#rgg#its SCARY. I'M SCARED.#im sooo fucking worried about my future and haruka's looks even more terrifying to me so it just activates shit in my brain
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That epic gamer moment when your so stressed that your body becomes physically incapable of sleep for three days straight and it’s to the point that you have not only a stress induced migraine, but an exhaustion induced one as well!!
#jk I lied this is neither epic nor gamer#I just wanna sleep man#I haven’t gone this long without sleep in YEARS#real talk tho this goes on much longer and I’m gonna start having some real side effects#like hallucinations and shit#so if I go off the rails soon apologies in advance#I am doing Literally Everything in my power to avoid this#but at the end of the day there’s very little I can do to just get rid of all my stress#now if you’ll excuse me#I’m going to go take as much Benadryl as I safely can#and then maybe pray
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