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ive been having these strange anxieties that something bad is happening to me or is going to happen but i have no idea what it is. just this deep seated feeling of dread that i cant shake.
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I'm gonna make something hot to drink, a hot cocoa or tisana.. Waugh it's late and my nose is running bc I'm getting sick 😭
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#lately even thinking about talking to people has me shaking :(#i start feeling bad if i have to get out of the house for too long#everything is just a little too much rn. i have just enough energy to run from whatever is making me anxious back home#or trying to act normal on the classes i have no choice but to go anyways#its hard keeping track of things and i keep forgetting to do stuff#its a little tiring#haunted.txt#doing normal stuff also takes much more time than normal. either i get distracted. or tired. or i just dont care#or i care too much actually so i freeze from fear#i hope it goes away soon
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wondering how long into the school year it takes for me to stop being so fucking exhausted. i just finished week 2 and im wiped out. like immediately sleeping for 12 hours straight on the weekends, can’t even move my body at all after i get home. like it literally takes me a solid 3 hours of laying down with my feet up after i get home before i can even tolerate walking again every day. im also still getting used to my new antidepressants and my thyroid is still trash but rn i just feel so lethargic. and gross. like in my brain i want to work out and eat better just bc i don’t feel right but i dont even have the energy to even think about doing anything. bleh.
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why does my hip hurt so much
#AGHHHHH#is this because im sitting for too long while studying#this has never been so painful to me before#i actually stood the whole time i was reading my textbook#it still doesnt feel right but it didnt hurt laying down later djjdjdjd#i hope it goes away soon
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I wish this boy would leave me alone if he doesn’t like me. How did he become friend with all my friends? Why did I come to like him?…
#I hope it goes away soon#and if not#…#God help me suffer gracefully#survival of the dreamer#note to self
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I wanted to shade this but my tablet started lagging so badly I had to stop, I was also gunna finish the Wip I posted yesterday today too lol but I can’t do it until it stops lagging lol
#undertale#undertale au#fresh sans#fresh#yolo#flat colors#idk why but I actually don’t really care too much for this drawing#hope this goes away soon lol#I prefer to enjoy my art
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ok guess who got sick
secret nana project number 1 is VERY close to being revealed I just gotta prepare a few more things (and write stuff here)
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"And soda; runs off into the street..." "...and soda... is totally okay!"
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi suckening#cw blood#something something cracking open a boy w the cold ones#IF THERE ARE ANY MISTAKES I MISSED I SWWWEAR TO JEBEDIAH. IF I STARE AT THIS ANYMORE IM GONNA DIE IT NEEDS TO BE DONE#ALSO RRRAAAHAHHHGHGH CAN I JUST TAKEA SECOND TO SCREEAAMM ABT HOW MUCH I LOVE SODA AND EMIZEL.. LIKE THERYE SO CUTE....#THEY ARE HOMIES THAT KISS EACHOTHR GOODNIGHT. THEY CARE SO MUCH FOR EACHOTHER. SODA LOVES SODA AND SODA LOVES YOU#do u guys remember how willing he was to share blood w his vampire bestie. like cmon. remember when emizel memorized sodas Soda Schedule.#LIKE CMON.... they just have eachothers backs so much. ouhhh my god... ANYWAY SO THE ART HUH. I FEEL LIKE I SCRAMBLED W IT FOR A WHILE#DRAWIN IS HARD..... i think i did well in the end tho.. i like the lil heart beat effects. and i hope i made soda look Suffieciently Scared#i ALSO had fun w the teeth. i however did not have fun w the walls. if i had more drugs i mightve done every brick in more detail#but i didnt WANNA!!!! this will suffice.I HOPE IT FLOWS WELL&THAT ITS CLEAR... IVE STARED AT IT SO LONG IT IS NOW VISUAL SOUP. HELP!!!#i want my comics to have more Pauses and Space and Thought and Momence. i feel like normally they go so fast. but THIS time#i think i did good.... huuoouhhhh.... comics are HARD art is HARD but i am HARDER. or something. OH YEAH I HAVE MORE ART THINGS#soda was RLY HARD FOR ME TO DRAW FOR A MINUTE..but i like where his design is now. i wanted his hair to be curly swirly.like soda fizz#i THINK thats all my thoughts for now. if u have thoughts u should spill them in the tags i looooove reading tttaaggsss#have a goodnight i gotta go to work soon. maybe. unless the casinos power goes out AGAIN. OR SEOMTHING... UUGHHH MY SCHEDULE IS IN SHAMBLES#I THOUGHT I WAS WORKIN 3 DAYS INA ROW SO I RENTED A WHOLE DAMN HOTEL BC THE JOB PLACE IS FAR AWAY.. I HAD TO CANCEL THE WHOLE RESERVATOn#annd im MMMMAD ABOUT IT!!! like ill get over it ofc BUT IM PEEVED!!!! IM INCONVIENIENCED AND GENTLY AGGRIVATED. BUT OVERALL FINE.#hope yalls weekend goes well. sleep well. if u get the chance to.
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these are A BIT OLD but uhhh here check out these aggio doodles i did forever ago. still VERY happy w my colors :3
#this was back in uhhhh jan 2023!! hot dog!! and its still perfeclty good to eat!#i think kian and chip would get along. they could talk about feelings. kian could give chip the therapy he needs. maybe kiss? who said that#jay and rand could also get along i think. smoke buddies. cigarette fans. i bet they could play dnd together. or build a contraption togeth#also WAUHG the way i colored in kira here is SO PERFECT.. SHES SO SPARKLY N PRETTY. ALSO THAT HOOORNN i remember bleeding for that#shading is HARD lighting is HARD drawing a crazy unicorn is HARD but SOOOO WORTH IT I SITLL LOVE HOW IT LOOKES.....#waht else is there. oh yes the prime defender doodles#i love mark so much.... i miss being crazy and strange abt mark winters... i need to draw him killing more people someday#anyway i gotta go to bed soon to keep my sleep schedul on track but I DONT WAANNA!!!! recently relistened to bitb. that might release spore#im also chippin away at that am i in heaven animatic between workin on commissions. I GOT RLY FAR!! i think that i could finish it within#like. 3 or 4 more inspo waves. it wont be unfinished forevcer..... its so close... just 4 more full scenes to rly fleshh out#so basically another 2 years. YEAH BABy. in the meantime i have a backlog of things i can poast. i got plenty o drawings and doodles to sha#alrigh thats all the ramblin im gonna do for now. sleep well everyone hope shool or work goes easy on u in the coming week
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Boyfriend's sister and her husband arrived yesterday evening because I am taking them dog sledding today. They brought their dog with to boyfriend's house. 10 minutes after they arrived I began to have an allergic reaction. This was one of the worse ones I have had. I have also had this reaction when I met my sister's cat for the first time. Most other times I have had these reactions have been seemingly random. But this was absurd. I will go get an allergy test.
I work with 40 dogs at the kennel and have interacted with countless other dogs over the years, but in the last few years I have random allergic reactions sometimes when I meet a new animal. And this dog is so big and cute and soft and sweet and I want to love on him, but I can't ☹️ what kind of cruelty is that!
#personal#barkin up some trees#thank god i am not allergic to the kennel dogs#but like what the hell!!!!#my eyes are still puffy this morning#i took a reactine as soon as i noticed it starting#which was a good 15 minutes before it was unbearable and i had to get boyfriend to take me home#took some benadryl this morning in the hopes my puffyness goes away#i will try again later today now that i am medicated up and see if i can be around this dog then
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For the AU Ask Game
What about any members of the Ghost crew in a Jurassic Park situation?
this. uh. might not be what you had in mind? But it is situation straight out of Jurassic Park and it is the Ghost crew members and it's what I was inspired to do so I'm gonna say it kinda counts!
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Hera had never regretted anything more than she regretted accepting this invitation.
She should have known better. She should never have agreed. But---but Sabine had been so happy.
Sabine hadn't been happy in a long time.
(It had seemed like she might be, when she'd had hope for finding Ezra, but... well. That hadn't gone very well. There had been an argument, and Sabine and Ezra hadn't talked in months.)
"There's this scientist," Sabine had said, when she was trying to convince her to go along with her. "He's been collecting bio-samples from parts of Mandalore since before the Empire glassed it. He's cloned animals and plants, and begun to repopulate one of Mandalore's moons with them. The whole thing is a park. There are species that were wiped out in wars almost a century ago. He's healing my home, Hera."
The problem was, cloning was not allowed by the New Republic, and they were trying to shut down the project. This scientist sought Sabine out, asking her to come see what was being done, hoping that having a war hero vouch for his project would help convince the New Republic to make an exception.
And Sabine had begged Hera to come along, too. The scientist had added that she could bring her son, that there was a petting zoo filled with cute little critters, that he would have a wonderful time.
At the time, Hera had thought it was perfect---they could bring Ezra, and Zeb, too, and Ahsoka, and it would be an opportunity to try and mend burned bridges and bring their family together again.
She was so, so wrong.
The animals---the big ones, the mean ones, the ones that the scientist hadn't mentioned---were loose. The fences were all down. The power was out. Zeb was stranded. Ahsoka was missing. And worst of all, her kids---Sabine, and Ezra, and her own precious little boy---were out there. In the dark. In a storm. Alone.
And Hera was stuck in this control building, with all the lights out, at the end of a long table, unable to do anything but eat half-melted ice cream and wish that they were all home.
(She would not be endorsing this park.)
#P.S. don't worry! as soon as the storm lightens and the people in charge look away hera grabs a blaster and goes out to rescue her kids!#meanwhile Sabine and Ezra are hiding with Jacen in a tree and having an emotional heart-to-heart about all the stuff that happened#because it wouldn't be Jurassic Park if it didn't have some kind of family drama that got resolved during a brief respite from dinosaurs#oh yeah btw instead of a t-rex its a mythosaur#idk that just seemed relevant.#anyway yeah! that's. that's the fic! I hope it was ok?#ficlet#AU ask game
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emeto tw
at least im not throwing up! i find that kind of stomach bug to be worse
think i might have a stomach bug
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I feel like it’s been forever since I drew them (it’s been maybe like a week)
#my creative outlets!!#idk why I haven’t been drawing them lately?? they’re just not inspiring me much at the moment#I suspect they’ll inspire me again soon?? I hope so#I’m too hopelessly emotionally attached to these characters of mine that I can’t fathom NOT being inspired by them#they like hanging out in the woods together#well Liam likes hanging out in the woods and Finn likes Liam so by association Finn also likes hanging out in the woods#though if Finn didn’t like Liam so much he probably wouldn’t have died that one time#I think I want one of their themes to be codependency and how that’s actually Bad™️ sometimes and working away from it#probably gets better after Finn gets past the whole dying thing and doesn’t remember Liam much#then Finn goes to grad school and has to do a lot of fieldwork and they both realize it’s ok to be apart sometimes!!#Liam is also always getting called to do demigod stuff and they realize hey maybe time to go be ourselves is good!#my art#digital art#procreate#artists on tumblr#digital illustration#illustration#original art#doodle#art#my ocs#drawing#oc#original character#original character art#oc art#oc art tag#oc artist#digital doodle#digital artist
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haikaveh doodle while i fight artblock!
#haikaveh#kavetham#genshin#genshin impact#genshin fanart#haikaveh fanart#everything i draw lately is ugly aaaaaaa#i feel so anxious drawing for no reason like wtf#anyways i hope it goes away soon#my art
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Hows it goin mouse ears
You guys are so mean for no reason. Seriously, what do you get out of this…?
#asks#anon#chilchuck#chilchuck tims#chilchuck dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#chat bullies chilchuck#ooc: whoops i’m sick today and almost forgot the queue#i hope it goes away soon i work tomorrow 😔
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