#// he'll feel immense guilt over it yeah but he knows he fucked up

[vitaetmorsfilo]

this is a list of moments where natsu is smart (but it's getting less and less of them per arc, so i'm filling up space with my yapping) (episodes from 65 to 80)

(i took a small break, c'mon, watching fairy tail for 5 days straight is tough)

- when hibiki gave them the map of nirvana lacrimas, managed to figure out that zero is on lacrima 1 by his senses alone (tho i don't know how much he trusted them, he seemed pretty shocked when he saw zero)

- when fighting zero, managed to stop/dispel/burn zero's dark capriccio with his iron fist

- (am i the only one who thinks that we are SO missing out on a bond between jellal and natsu? how natsu was going to fight jellal there and then, how jellal shielded natsu feom zero's attack, and it being paralleled with how simon shielded erza and natsu from jellal's attack? how jellal gave natsu his flame of rebuke to boost natsu, and natsu accepts it and thanks him? gah-)

- when fighting zero, natsu managed to deflect zero's attack with his fire

- (for me, it's always such a delight to see natsu fight, he moves so much, with so much grace, like dancing licks of flame, and fight with zero shows it spectacularly, ough-)

- (also, what is it with igneel? "you dare to call yourself child of igneel" huh? i kinda see where he is coming from, natsu really strives to proof himself, so he wants to encourage him to fight that way, but it rubs me the wrong way? and in the flashback, at natsu's very reasonable question how can he even break that huge rock, igneel just says to "never give up before you try" and "believe in you strength" and "never forget that you are a dragon slayer, be proud of it" (okay, the bit with how he'll always be with natsu is sweet), and natsu is just "okay, but i still don't get it how to break this rock :/". i think he was trying to convey what makarov said in first episodes, how magic comes from the heart and belief, but from igneel, to me it came off more like a parent telling their neurodivergent child to "just do it, it's easy, everyone else is doing it fine, you should try harder", like, hey, if i am not managing to do it, how would i do it without you explaining it? eh, it's me rambling-)

- when fighting zero, he managed to burn and dispel zero's genesis zero with his flames (which i think set a precedent to him just burning his way through various spells and magic)

- (and also, can i say how beautiful the names of his attacks are? first it was crimson lotus against laxus, now it's phoenix blade against zero, wow, i did not know you had it in you, natsu (i mean, okay, we don't know who exactly designed them, natsu himself or igneel, but even if it was igneel, i just can't imagine him naming them, especially after another mythical creature))

- (natsu was the first who stood up for jellal against rune knights, calling jellal their comrade, my fucking heart)

- (i am now an advocate for jellal and natsu's sibling-like relationship. like, look: tried to revive a person, tried to sacrifice his loved one person, tried to change the world, regarded as genius in magic, feels immense guilt over past actions, has several personalities. now, who am i talking about - jellal or zeref?-)

- (also, do we have honest to god ghosts in fairy tail? cait shelter was all an illusion, and roubaul said that he was something of a thought projection, like jellal used with siegrain, and then mavis with herself, since she was not really dead. so, no ghost?)

- (also, my headcanon is that cait shelter was named after cat is beacause dragon slayers behave kinda like cats, and roubaul took one look at wendy and immediately thought of her as an abandoned kitten)

- (oh, daphne arc, joy🙄🙄)

- when fighting gray, for gray to not land a hit on him he broke the floor under them

- (what was your deal, gray? yeah, natsu forgot about his promise, but what does it have to do with you? he was 12, what could have he done? and people of silence just said that they'll be waiting for as long as they'll need, so no time clutch. and since you stalked him there, why did you not just, reminded him? i doubt you were going out of your way to solve it, not since you met up with daphne while she was in magnolia these seven days, just say that there is a person for natsu to beat, thats all. and really, "when i heard about dragonoid i figured that the only way to beat him was from inside" don't give this bullshit, the fastest way to beat dragonoid was to beat daphne before she even started it. and the condition to releasing people of silence was to beat "the one who controls dragons", not the dragonoid itself. if it was your genuine plan, and not something to fuck over with natsu, then please, don't let anyone let you plan again, there will be casualties-)

- (and the moment natsu fell into dragonoid he remembered town of silence, go figure that gray really didn't to go all this way to remind natsu of his promise)(also, he only forgot about it because he thought it was a weird dream on his part, but gray couldn't have had this thought because he was watching natsu, so he knew for sure it was not a dream)

- (daphne is overpowered, what do you mean you can stop a whole town from revealing themselves from their magic-)

- (i... get it what they were trying to do, they wanted to overheat dragonoid with natsu's flames of emotions, but could you not do it when he gave you direct permission to thrash dragonoid with him, and not when the guys soul is 3 percent from being fucking absorbed, i swear to god, if not for gajeel just straight up punching the core, they really would've lost natsu)

- (kudos from me to gajeel for remembering that lucy has a spirit with arrows and that they can deliver fire for natsu to boost himself)

- (THANK FUCK ITS OVER)

- at fairy tail's annual sprint, he managed to boost his speed with his flames (but gajeel still was running toe to toe with him and gray and erza, gray has ice floor to skate and erza has her special get up to not lose as much stamina and maintain her pace, how did gajeel got in top 5 all on his own? how fast is that fucker?)

- (i really want to see natsu in serious sexy get up-)

- hey, for everyone to know, natsu knows that when people are in danger you should prioritise people in danger over fighting since he was 12 YEARS OLD-

- ooooow, gildarts playing catch with natsu while talking with him, then going fishing, playing with him, picking mushrooms, having a picknick, watching over him when he and lisanna sleep, he is such a dad to him, he just looked at him once and immediately thought "yeah, that little spitfire needs a parent. anyone? no? oh well, why not me-"

- natsu worrying over wendy, asking if she bumped her head, precious

- when in edolas, made them disguises out of literal plants, like, carla's doesn't look half bad, and wendy's look really cute! its only with his and happy's that he decided that slapping some leaves is enough, lmao

[mamawasatesttube]

okay, i'm going to spam today. mmm damian, jon (as he is in OUR minds), aaaaaaaand. lois.

hell YEAH lets go!! damian first:

Headcanon A:  realistic

he goes to veterinary school. something something not either of his parent's legacies but something of his own that still feels like it's honoring them in its own way (medicine-adjacent. hands to help heal rather than harm. you get it)

Headcanon B: while it may not be realistic it is hilarious

he pretends not to know english that well in order to make jon explain the "deez nuts" joke he just made. jon is mad about it because he KNOWS damian knows english perfectly well enough to get deez nutted, but damian refuses to drop the pretense until jon glares at him and explains the joke. damian thinks he's hilarious. and he is.

Headcanon C: heart-crushing and awful, but fun to inflict on friends

man this isn't even hc really but do you ever think about the way he is just a little guy who never wants to hurt anyone or anything but he was born into a cycle of violence he never asked for. before he was ever old enough to understand it, there was blood on his hands. it's a guilt he'll always carry. i think he and cass should bond over this btw

Headcanon D: unrealistic, but I will disregard canon about it because I reject canon reality and substitute my own.

i dont know what the fuck canon is doing over there at this point but its important to me that he and talia love each other. there can be complexity and nuance to it but he loves his mom. dc shut up and listen okay they love each other!!!!

and now jon (as he SHOULD be):

Headcanon A:  realistic

he grows up with two central struggles: a) the classic mixed kid agonies, and b) the fact that he lives with immense pressure between both of his parents legacies that he can't escape. as a hero, he's superman's son. as a civilian, he's lois lane's son. everyone compares him to his parents, and so does he.

Headcanon B: while it may not be realistic it is hilarious

his puppy eyes are so strong he's literally charmed the shirt off kon's back before. ("hey, kon, i'm packing for that camping trip with my friends this weekend, can i borrow your red--oh... you're wearing it. okay... never mind... 🥺👉👈 unless? 🥺🥺🥺") (kon, actively pulling off his shirt: "YOU ARE A HORRIBLE LITTLE MANIPULATIVE GREMLIN AND I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT.")

Headcanon C: heart-crushing and awful, but fun to inflict on friends

well now im just thinking of that time you were like haha what if i write a fic where lex luthor kills jon in front of kon. i don't think i can top that. you motherfucker.

Headcanon D: unrealistic, but I will disregard canon about it because I reject canon reality and substitute my own.

no age-up bullshit. instead he exists in our beautiful postcrisis mishmash sandbox. he's like 4 when kon hatches (unless he isn't because timelines? what are those <3) and he is simply kon's beautiful little baby brother who has him wrapped around his little finger from day one.

AND NOW LOIS!!!

Headcanon A:  realistic

she's the breadwinner for the family. clark works from home/is a stay-at-home dad while jon is little. they have to figure it out a bit whenever superman is needed, but they make it work.

Headcanon B: while it may not be realistic it is hilarious

the first time she visited the kent farm, she stepped in a cow patty and clark laughed his ass off at her, so lois took off the shit-covered shoe and threw it at him.

Headcanon C: heart-crushing and awful, but fun to inflict on friends

having to take care of baby jon during the month clark was dead/"dead" while watching everything go down in reign of the supermen is probably what she would say is the hardest thing she's ever had to do.

Headcanon D: unrealistic, but I will disregard canon about it because I reject canon reality and substitute my own.

i need her to take tim under her wing for a little while. she sees in him a kindred spirit: a do-gooder, incredibly nosy little fuck. she can enable all of his snooping and sneaky tendencies. she'll ruffle his hair and generally regard him like a weird kitten kon found in the gutter one day and brought home. they go on at least one (mis)adventure.

[roofhid]

I’m not going to sit by and say Cheol-su is perfect by any means! He has his flaws -- as any muse should -- and they should be talked about in detail. One of his biggest flaws is: cowardice. It’s not a “I’m scared but I can be brave,” cowardice that some shows perpetuate but a constant one driven by past experiences. His home life is bad, his social media life is bad, and his school life is bad -- his life is bad. He’s scared because the bullying is so out of hand that it follows him everywhere and he knows that any action against it could land him in hot water. At one point does he try to not let Eun-ji go through what she did, but he’s immediately stopped by the other bullies and his fear of it getting worse for him if he kept up. 

He looks up to Su-hyeok for being brave, but he, himself, doesn’t feel he has the capacity for it. He has kindness in him, he has compassion, but he doesn’t have the ability to step out from beyond the shell of fear that keeps him passive/a bystander to suffering.

He’s sweet. He’s caring. He’s a bean. 

He’s a coward. He’s a bit selfish. He’s self-deprecating (it’s bad, man, like it can be straight up grating at times how much he does it). He’s a bystander.

[myvelouri]

Honestly how is this okay at all

And honestly this is fucking me up. I have no idea how I coped with this. I don't think anyone realizes how traumatic this was

When I blocked her for the first time ever, and she left a voicemail I misunderstood as her coming to see me. Idk she knew I was upset. Thought she'd come see me..she's blocked me many times and I've had to go to her so... Yeah

Well I waited... And waited... Five days go by... And then I see her follow someone on Instagram. It was the guy she cut out for me during our relationship... I'm still in serious shock over that. I immediately called her. I said what did you do. I didn't know she was out but I asked her where she was. And I didn't expect this which further traumatized me... She said she was out with a friend... Who?... HIM. OMG. Here I am, waiting for my babe and she's gone behind my back and stabbed the fuck out of it... By contacting the same guy that caused a problem in our relationship. Like, she cut him out and then months later he texted her and she asked me how I felt about it, I said I still felt the same, not good. And so she flipped shit on me and blasted me on social media calling me possessive, controlling, called me out and shamed my name. Her friends talked shit about me. I went completely into an anxiety shock mode. I drove to her house and I said wtf you don't do that to someone you love! And I said I'm not controlling, I said that what she did was make me uncomfortable giving him so much attention, and actually the main thing being that she said he offers her something different from me. Omfg that's so hurtful. And my body went completely crazy to the point that my lower body was in excruciating pain, I've never felt such horrid physical pain from something induced emotionally. It destroyed me. I felt immense betrayal. Immense pain. Omg I remember it. And she had such a hard time cutting off just a dude that was no one. A classmate. In fact it was the class me and her were supposed to be in. Literally took my spot actually. We were going to take that art class together, but unluckily I couldn't get in cause spots were full. But she made friends with him

Anyway... Yeah wow... Now she hangs out with him and texts him a lot I'm sure and she fucking flirts with him on Instagram.

All of this is such a betrayal to me

How would she like it if I contacted a girl she made me cut off, got close to her, flirted with her, and hung out with her a lot.

No one realizes how much this fuckin kills.

And then there's another guyfriend whom she didn't tell me tried to fuck her. Even though I asked what they talk about since their chat log is so full of texts. She literally didn't tell me. And she fucking went and actually asked to hang out with him alone at his apartment. Yeah. And this dude was a guy that flirted with her all during our relationship and I told her was uncomfortable and she fucking never defended me. There was just no respect.

She just attaches herself to everybody and it's so adhered. How does she expect to give proper attention to her man then? How does she think he'll feel about all this. Just so loose and out with so many dudes, questionable dudes, dudes you cut out and somehow still had their number for years when I thought she cut him off.

Like, it's all so sketch, it's all so hurtful, it's just so so weird.

I can't get over the contacting the guy she cut out and actually hanging out with him alone intimately as fuck. How does she not see how extremely hurtful that actually is. I've told nearly everyone and they flipped the fuck out. Seriously, what the fuck? How is that not a malicious attack or out of spite... If not concious then it's definitely subconscious. I asked her too, I was like seriously? And she said it wasn't an attack. But I don't believe that. I try to, but are you kidding me. I'm fucked up over it still. I keep trying to not think about it.

That's the worst

I even thought about contacting the girl she made me cut out for her, hell she made me delete that girl's number in front of her... Even though she had the guy who she cut our for me's number stored away for years. Yeah so I thought about hitting her up and getting close to her. But the mere thought of it makes me feel such disgusting pain and guilt that I could NEVER do something so hurtful to anyone. I have no fucking clue how she did this. There's just no way.

I'm resilient... But this one hurt tremendously, no one knows.

I don't really know what's going on in her head.

There's a lot. That's a lot.