#/ hopefully my mood will be better
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ionomycin · 2 months ago
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temple at the end of the road
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xxivletxx · 9 months ago
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rosado: adorable artist
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arom-antix · 11 months ago
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Merry Christmas, @crickets-lovely-place! Hope you're having a lovely holiday. Here's my Secret Santa gift for you!
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iknowwhereyousnoozeatnight · 5 months ago
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this one's for all the yuri enjoyers out there — nsft under cut
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meronia event prompt(s): scar
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#death note#mello#near#meronia#meroniaevent#fem mello#fem near#i had fun w this one!! i love drawing yuri even though i dont do it nearly as much as i want lol#also i love drawing bush thumbs up emoji#i let the lines be messier bc my hands have been a little sore and i am not in the mood for linework#and in honor of yuri day i should get to do whatever i want forever peace and love on planet yuri#anyway i didnt know what to do w near's hair but decided to keep it short bc i didnt want to cover her back for composition reasons#sorry for posting so late i woke up at like 10am which is late for me as of late and had school shit to do boooo#also im in the mood to talk so i made a pot pie today (no meat im vegetarian) and i followed no recipes and used my heart to make#it and i did so well it fucks so hard my heart always leads me to greatness and recipes do nothing for me bc im a culinary genius#<-blatantly untrue but we stay silly#oh!!! and also i got a thing in the mail the thing being a weevil plushie i ordered a bit back that i bought on a whim that i should not#have bought bc im saving my money but actually he makes my life a million bajillion times better and i love him dearly#anyway meronia event is making my life so much better i feel 100% better than i did 2 days ago and hopefully the joy this brings#me will stay w me for long enough to get through the rest of my summer classes bc they are killing me lol. my current ones are ending#in like a week or smth but i have 2 more in july *sobs* all this just to graduate a semester early#k anyway enjoy the yuri ...or dont. im not the boss of u. ig
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all-consuming-rot · 6 months ago
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tonight sucked and not the good kind of suck. i need to be suspended in a glowing green science tube to regenerate or something. maybe even glowing substance of a different color to spice things up a little
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faithfromanewperspective · 1 month ago
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what’s there not to understand about hypomania? you know when you get overtired, and like a toddler, you get all hyperactive and also want to cry or do Every Fun Thing you can think of and it actually becomes harder to sleep? like as a result of too much overwhelm or being so emotionally exhausted that’s how your body makes you able to cope, the aftereffects of too much adrenaline? just imagine being stuck like that. and every day it triggers itself more, overload of emotional whiplash and energy and you’ve lost all ability to think rationally and you can do anything at this point, because why not? you’ve got nothing left in you to hold back on any idea that could be exciting and stop you from falling into the void where the wiredness you feel has nothing to latch onto to burn off that nervous energy in a positive way, emotionally. for days or weeks or months on end. you don’t need to have ever experienced this fully to extrapolate and be like. yeah. I can see how it would suck eventually to get stuck like that
#at this point I’m begging people to see the overlap with adhd too bc anecdotally it seems like everyone I know also has that#and the overlap with bpd and hpd but I think the main difference is. being stuck in that high energy state. even when the energy turns sad#and bitter and hopeless. it’s essentially just overstimulation from your own brain. gets stuck overstimulating itself to cope maybe?#like i know people say it’s not triggered by life events but they sometimes can trigger it. but imho depression is gonna trigger it too#eventually. anything where everything is Too Much can start the positive feedback loop that’s almost impossible to turn off#which if you don’t know what a positive feedback loop is. means smth triggers smth which goes back and triggers its original trigger#thus getting bigger and bigger in magnitude. it’s like the chicken and the egg. egg makes chicken and chicken makes egg. more egg more#chicken and more chicken more egg. as opposed to a negative feedback loop which by the time there gets enough of smth it stops triggering#making more of it. your body relies on negative feedback loops for smth called homeostasis which is basically keeping everything stable#so obv positive feedback loops are gonna do the opposite of stable. in this case for your energy and your mood#most people are able to sleep better when they’re tired. my hypothesis of hypomania is when being tired makes you less able to rest#and that obviously spirals in on itself. mania would just be an extension of that I guess? but in some people it does happen really fast so#I get the narrative that it’s a chemical imbalance bc it is. but the specific imbalance being the tendency to a positive feedback loop make#more sense to me too. and can be why predictability and external cycles to ground yourself to are so important#there’s also never a 0% chance of you ever having a manic episode btw. anyones brain can theoretically get into this loop it’s just that if#you’re genetically predisposed to bipolar you’re much more likely to! and that’s okay. you can manage it with meds and lifestyle#but it makes sense why lowering stress (which can trigger this cycle) is such an important part of treatment and management#anyway. hopefully I’m not like. horribly horribly wrong or smth. in the end I can only speak for my experience so lmk if I’m missing smth#bipolar awareness#bipolar 2#hypomania#personal mental health tag#neurodivergence#would you believe I was reminiscing about a concert I went to once. and it made me think of all this
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tee-dohrnii · 19 days ago
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Oh I lost the ability to draw Gale again ( ; v ;)
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huntershowl-moving · 2 months ago
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congrats you played yourself (chose a sloppy colorsketch for a bigger art piece that you need to deliver clean linework AND fix proportions for)
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laseratingfist · 3 months ago
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woke up tired, did my morning chores. ate breakfast. general sense of irritation. doing my best to stay positive. socks were overstimulating me so i took them off. still angry so i had some lunch, expecting to get a stomachache. didn't get one but i'm still upset and i think anything i do today isn't going to make me feel better, and that's just making me more irritated. also i have a headache now.
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satorisoup · 4 months ago
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UWAHHH good morning friends & happy sunday !! ⸜(*ˊᗜˋ*)⸝ i hope today brings each of you wonderful adventures and happiness !! m’ sending smoochies to all of you, MWUUUAH !! <3 🍓
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spark1edog · 2 months ago
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ughh i hate being irritable like why is literally everything annoying
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harryhandstan · 3 months ago
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if I make it through today without having a nervous breakdown, it’ll be a ✨miracle✨
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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago
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I'm walking. Fast. The world is tilted. There's green peaking up from flat gray. Short, stubby moss. Like an ooze. Like the sidewalk is compressing it sideways. Persistent even in a concrete jungle. This little thing. This tiny thing. Reaching up toward the sun from under trampling feet. Toward a distant star. And I'm walking, but I'm light through a prism. Splitting seven different directions. A billion and a billion and a billion years brought this tiny crumpled organism to the crushing weight of my foot. And I want to scream and I want to run and I want to cry. Because it's beautiful and I'm worried I'm the only one who sees it. I'm worried it'll burn through me. I'm worried that when I walk this path for my hundred thousandth time, I won't see it like I did this first time. That my world will fall to ash again and I won't see the moss growing up between the seams in the sidewalk.
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stupidlittlespirit · 4 days ago
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same anon who wanted to make virgin!ford whimper— BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAGAGA we’re kindred spirits now. same brain. i am in ur brain. like yes he has a deep voice but have you heard his softer/nervous laughs? man could whimper and sound good as hell doing it. and him being all sheepish and shy about it is so delicioussssss ford whimper louder if anything!!!! while im in your brain can you do me a solid and telepathically transfer me the next two chapters of spores thanks bestie /j
/also, take all the time you need to write those chapters! will happily wait, there are readers out there who know patience, I promise lol. I hope you feel better about things, both mentally and physically!
I’ve also noticed a few times where his voice breaks as he speaks, too. For unrelated, non-nefarious totally normal reasons….. of course >:)
And thank you so much! I’m beaming them directly into your grey matter as we speak 🗣️🧠
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soaringonblackwings · 5 months ago
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I think he blocked me.
The Crow video was still ass.
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spineless-lobster · 3 months ago
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To the beautiful alt queer couple I saw who walked out of the dollar store behind me and I was in too much of a pissy mood to notice you were there until I was in the car and it was too late: I love you and you both look super cool
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