#/ hopefully my mood will be better
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temple at the end of the road
#artists on tumblr#i'm surprisingly okay with saying goodbye to summer this year#never had anything against autumn but i hate winter#but now i'm a little bit even looking forward to it?#maybe my mood is just better#hopefully the seasonal depression doesn't get a hold of me to change that#for now i'm very happy with hot soups and warm blankets
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rosado: adorable artist
#i cannot believe Im in the same plane of existence as rosado haters…..#the other day I told my therapist that i break down and cry whenever someone says#they don’t like something I adore#she perscribed me a mood stabiliser 😭#hopefully i Can manage my emotions better!#fire emblem#fire emblem engage#fire emblem heroes#fire emblem fanart#digital art#fe17#rosado fire emblem#rosado#fire emblem engage fanart
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Merry Christmas, @crickets-lovely-place! Hope you're having a lovely holiday. Here's my Secret Santa gift for you!
#i was already in a wintery mood when i got you assigned and when i then read your request this immediately popped into my head#magic practice with viktuuri and the triplets!#i had A LOT of fun with the sky and the trees and a lot of not fun with getting the piece to not look awful XD#but im happy with where i got it to so i hope you like it too!#also i have it open on both my laptop and my cintiq rn and man i hope youre gonna be viewing it on a screen better than my laptops#or at least one with colour and contrast settings more suited for art because uhm#yeah i need to change the settings on my laptop this looks#lets call it below my personal standards#SO PRAYING YOUR SCREEN IS BETTER THAN MINE#just view it on your phone that should be okay probably hopefully#ANYWAY MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS!#yuri on ice#yuri on ice fanart#fanart#art#arom antix art#arom antix#viktor nikiforov#katsuki yuuri#alex nishigori#lutz nishigori#loop nishigori#viktuuri
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this one's for all the yuri enjoyers out there — nsft under cut
meronia event prompt(s): scar
#death note#mello#near#meronia#meroniaevent#fem mello#fem near#i had fun w this one!! i love drawing yuri even though i dont do it nearly as much as i want lol#also i love drawing bush thumbs up emoji#i let the lines be messier bc my hands have been a little sore and i am not in the mood for linework#and in honor of yuri day i should get to do whatever i want forever peace and love on planet yuri#anyway i didnt know what to do w near's hair but decided to keep it short bc i didnt want to cover her back for composition reasons#sorry for posting so late i woke up at like 10am which is late for me as of late and had school shit to do boooo#also im in the mood to talk so i made a pot pie today (no meat im vegetarian) and i followed no recipes and used my heart to make#it and i did so well it fucks so hard my heart always leads me to greatness and recipes do nothing for me bc im a culinary genius#<-blatantly untrue but we stay silly#oh!!! and also i got a thing in the mail the thing being a weevil plushie i ordered a bit back that i bought on a whim that i should not#have bought bc im saving my money but actually he makes my life a million bajillion times better and i love him dearly#anyway meronia event is making my life so much better i feel 100% better than i did 2 days ago and hopefully the joy this brings#me will stay w me for long enough to get through the rest of my summer classes bc they are killing me lol. my current ones are ending#in like a week or smth but i have 2 more in july *sobs* all this just to graduate a semester early#k anyway enjoy the yuri ...or dont. im not the boss of u. ig
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eh .
#drew sayori specifically becauze i felt helpless and unbelievably awful#the only timez i really ever draw her iz when i feel like shit#so i suppoze thatz unfortunate#sketch n tracey care a lot for tony – especially when hez in hiz bat form#hez small and rather helpless and ratger stupid#kissy on the forehead#oh yeah and that one meme but itz shrig#because of course itz shrig#uhm#not much else to say#hopefully my mood will go up soon#i have some better dayz ahead#hopefully#dhmis#dhmis au#high voltage au#dhmis electracey#electracey the meter#dhmis hv electracey#dhmis sketchbook#sketch the sketchpad#dhmis hv sketchbook#dhmis shrignold#shrignold the butterfly#dhmis hv shrignold#ddlc#ddlc art#ddlc sayori#doodle#doodle dump
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Oh I lost the ability to draw Gale again ( ; v ;)
#tee time#and the ability to draw in general - my arm is a mess#it's a bit disheartening to see how different my Gale drawings look from each other#however! hopefully this is just some mood shift#and soon i'll feel better#i hope
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congrats you played yourself (chose a sloppy colorsketch for a bigger art piece that you need to deliver clean linework AND fix proportions for)
#>> out.#pour one out for a real one#mood is down in the dumps Again (period…. shakes fist at the sky) but#i have my jjk rewatch and mini donuts so! hopefully will feel better later#man it’s been rough lately :c stupid brain is stupid#cute pet pics or funny memes would be greatly appreciated 🫡
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*likes someone's posts* "Gee I wanna follow this person; I'm gonna check their blo-" "Aro/Allos DNI!"
Nevermind, they're a bigot!
#ugh#arophobia#aro/allo phobic#I'm sorry that my happiness with myself causes you to demonize me.#siggy speaketh#honestly this might have put my mood off for the rest of today... hopefully the day turns out better.#aro/allo#aromantic allosexual#aromantic#allosexual#Really tired of the occasiopnal aro/ace telling me i'm somehow wrong for existing???#bitch I dont even experience EMOTION like you do. *PERIODT*#I appreciate my aro/ace friends though... We lift each other up all the time and its a little hard for me to understand why others can be s#-hateful about it#gonna go have a sit and cry if yall need me
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woke up tired, did my morning chores. ate breakfast. general sense of irritation. doing my best to stay positive. socks were overstimulating me so i took them off. still angry so i had some lunch, expecting to get a stomachache. didn't get one but i'm still upset and i think anything i do today isn't going to make me feel better, and that's just making me more irritated. also i have a headache now.
#txt#not even the rain is making my mood better >:[#next thing is shower and shave my face so hopefully that will do something.
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I really want to take Theory of Computation elective, along with
my Symmetry, ODE & Real Analysis in 1v (whose syllabus is exactly the same as Calculus in my last sem, um what's up with that?)
and Modern Physics, Stat thermo
will I be overloading myself with this course list? no idea.
#i really want to#but im scared if i might be pushing myself a bit too hard#amd that too after the (probably hopefully) worst semester ever#last semester was a mental health AND an academic shitshow#i even started therapy last sem...#it's getting better but my mood swings are so bad that if i have a good day im incredibly#“cautious” about it#so as to not jinx it you know#what is this life really#what is this#when will anything get better. at least stop being this shitty hm.#we “soldier” on for what exactly hm at what cost#it is getting ridiculous at this point#i feel like the MC but for all the wrong reasons - an MC that only suffers through their story; absolutely shitshows right and left#what a great story indeed#im so so sorry for unloading all this in the tags#it's just that. i need to put this somewhere. somewhere. carrying it all on my own hurts and drains yk#im genuinely sorry if you've made it till here
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ayyy
#winter holidays ^^#i need this#i will finally have some time to do things i enjoy and see people again 🥹#normally i'm always a bit sad almost when uni ends because i'll miss it#the rhythm of it and all the classes there and people#not that i don't like the winter break#well this year i'm more glad than sad i still like uni but i'm just sick of telling people off bc i have no time#and also i miss some of the people i had classes with last year and also my sleep schedule is sooo bad#i'm so looking forward to sleeping like a normal person again#i will still have to study for exams (and also train) but i will try to fill my time with things i enjoy#like playing tennis 😍 i would play everyday honestly if i could#and i want to catch up with friends from uni i just hope they#*they're still in the city during the holidays bc often that happens that no one is there anymore 😅#but on monday i still have uni football but without the uni 😂 it will be a relaxing and fun day and i will buy some christmas gifts :))#altough now i'm on the way home to my parents and i will probably spend most of the time there#even though i like living in my uni city it can get lonely especially in winter and i realized i much prefer living with others#and right now my relationship with my parents is better than ever which makes me so happy 🥹 because it was rough sometimes when i was young#and i especially want to catch up woth that good friend of mine who left uni unfortunately 🥲 i will text him if we want to meet#anyways i also think i will feel better during the holidays being active and nature usually helps in winter#aaand it's only 2 more months until february and the days will get longer so i will get through this#honestly kinda sad but hey one day i plan on moving to a place with longer days and warmer weather hopefully that will help 😅#like i was so happy in summer i still remember ... like once spring comes around i operate in a good mood again#nevermind#rant
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ughh i hate being irritable like why is literally everything annoying
#it’s cuz i’m on 0 nic and my testosterone is super fucking low i guess#like i’m so sorry but i simply cannot give a single fuck rn about Anything but doomscrolling and snacking ngl#and i hate being in this kind of mood because i know people need shit from me that i simply don’t have the spoons to give#like i just need to ride this out like a sick dog sorry#i’ll come back better prommy. hopefully.#punktalk#punkvent
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if I make it through today without having a nervous breakdown, it’ll be a ✨miracle✨
#my face#I hope everyone’s having a better day than me!#I’m listening to one direction on the way there to hopefully put me in a better mood
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I'm walking. Fast. The world is tilted. There's green peaking up from flat gray. Short, stubby moss. Like an ooze. Like the sidewalk is compressing it sideways. Persistent even in a concrete jungle. This little thing. This tiny thing. Reaching up toward the sun from under trampling feet. Toward a distant star. And I'm walking, but I'm light through a prism. Splitting seven different directions. A billion and a billion and a billion years brought this tiny crumpled organism to the crushing weight of my foot. And I want to scream and I want to run and I want to cry. Because it's beautiful and I'm worried I'm the only one who sees it. I'm worried it'll burn through me. I'm worried that when I walk this path for my hundred thousandth time, I won't see it like I did this first time. That my world will fall to ash again and I won't see the moss growing up between the seams in the sidewalk.
#cringe writing. bc in my grant writing class we switched to public outreach. so i have to write a thing that will go on the radio#and its better if u add a personal component. the lady gave us a prompt: take a memory of being out in nature and write like u love it.#like u hate it and write it nutral. we only had ten min. and for some reason i was like. hm i will write#abt one of my 1st times walking to this building and i saw some moss. maybe not a typical out in nature memory#but for some reason it came to mind. bc my mood was a lil elevated so i was like a lil insane. i think thats when i went out onto my deck#and was like weeping like i see the clouds and the sunbeams and they feel like angels lol#idk wtf im gonna write for the radio tho. like i just wanna talk abt algae but i dont wanna do it infomative. which is the intention. i#just want vibes. like who cares if it relates to ur life. appreciate the green goo. its cool as fuck#idk. its only 9.30 and im sweepy. im back to being knocked tf out at night after my medication dosage went up lol#maybe itll stop my world from returning to ash. hopefully#idk my tatto0 is fucking itchy >:'[#unrelated
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god i'm so stupid i'll get like a weird painful prickling feeling on exactly half my face and i'll be like oh my god i'm dying like . if only u were so lucky, idiot, it's still the fucking migraine
#lou is loud#wowwww i wonder what could possibly be causing nerve pain in my head. is it possibly the headache disorder#have i mentioned! that i hate! my migraines!#helth#suicide#sorry!!!!! bad mood today#i get to go to bed soon and hopefully i feel better tomorrow
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contrail. [beomgyu x huening kai | beomkai fanfic]
beomgyu learns that his name is huening kai kamal. and he's 22. and he's dying.
huening kai learns that his name is choi beomgyu. and he's 23. and he wants to die.
#tomorrow x together#choi beomgyu#huening kai#txt beomgyu#txt huening kai#beomgyu x huening kai#beomkai#txt fanfic#fanfic#ao3 fanfic#kpop fanfic#mood: come straight to me - lontalius#this was in my drafts for months#i'm glad i could finally turn it into a full (nonsensical) story#i'm having severe writer's block atm and i'm just writing down everything that comes to mind#and this is the result#hopefully it gets better soon#i miss writing constantly#na writes#for beomkai
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