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temple at the end of the road
#artists on tumblr#i'm surprisingly okay with saying goodbye to summer this year#never had anything against autumn but i hate winter#but now i'm a little bit even looking forward to it?#maybe my mood is just better#hopefully the seasonal depression doesn't get a hold of me to change that#for now i'm very happy with hot soups and warm blankets
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rosado: adorable artist
#i cannot believe Im in the same plane of existence as rosado haters…..#the other day I told my therapist that i break down and cry whenever someone says#they don’t like something I adore#she perscribed me a mood stabiliser 😭#hopefully i Can manage my emotions better!#fire emblem#fire emblem engage#fire emblem heroes#fire emblem fanart#digital art#fe17#rosado fire emblem#rosado#fire emblem engage fanart
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Merry Christmas, @crickets-lovely-place! Hope you're having a lovely holiday. Here's my Secret Santa gift for you!
#i was already in a wintery mood when i got you assigned and when i then read your request this immediately popped into my head#magic practice with viktuuri and the triplets!#i had A LOT of fun with the sky and the trees and a lot of not fun with getting the piece to not look awful XD#but im happy with where i got it to so i hope you like it too!#also i have it open on both my laptop and my cintiq rn and man i hope youre gonna be viewing it on a screen better than my laptops#or at least one with colour and contrast settings more suited for art because uhm#yeah i need to change the settings on my laptop this looks#lets call it below my personal standards#SO PRAYING YOUR SCREEN IS BETTER THAN MINE#just view it on your phone that should be okay probably hopefully#ANYWAY MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS!#yuri on ice#yuri on ice fanart#fanart#art#arom antix art#arom antix#viktor nikiforov#katsuki yuuri#alex nishigori#lutz nishigori#loop nishigori#viktuuri
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this one's for all the yuri enjoyers out there — nsft under cut
meronia event prompt(s): scar
#death note#mello#near#meronia#meroniaevent#fem mello#fem near#i had fun w this one!! i love drawing yuri even though i dont do it nearly as much as i want lol#also i love drawing bush thumbs up emoji#i let the lines be messier bc my hands have been a little sore and i am not in the mood for linework#and in honor of yuri day i should get to do whatever i want forever peace and love on planet yuri#anyway i didnt know what to do w near's hair but decided to keep it short bc i didnt want to cover her back for composition reasons#sorry for posting so late i woke up at like 10am which is late for me as of late and had school shit to do boooo#also im in the mood to talk so i made a pot pie today (no meat im vegetarian) and i followed no recipes and used my heart to make#it and i did so well it fucks so hard my heart always leads me to greatness and recipes do nothing for me bc im a culinary genius#<-blatantly untrue but we stay silly#oh!!! and also i got a thing in the mail the thing being a weevil plushie i ordered a bit back that i bought on a whim that i should not#have bought bc im saving my money but actually he makes my life a million bajillion times better and i love him dearly#anyway meronia event is making my life so much better i feel 100% better than i did 2 days ago and hopefully the joy this brings#me will stay w me for long enough to get through the rest of my summer classes bc they are killing me lol. my current ones are ending#in like a week or smth but i have 2 more in july *sobs* all this just to graduate a semester early#k anyway enjoy the yuri ...or dont. im not the boss of u. ig
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tonight sucked and not the good kind of suck. i need to be suspended in a glowing green science tube to regenerate or something. maybe even glowing substance of a different color to spice things up a little
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what’s there not to understand about hypomania? you know when you get overtired, and like a toddler, you get all hyperactive and also want to cry or do Every Fun Thing you can think of and it actually becomes harder to sleep? like as a result of too much overwhelm or being so emotionally exhausted that’s how your body makes you able to cope, the aftereffects of too much adrenaline? just imagine being stuck like that. and every day it triggers itself more, overload of emotional whiplash and energy and you’ve lost all ability to think rationally and you can do anything at this point, because why not? you’ve got nothing left in you to hold back on any idea that could be exciting and stop you from falling into the void where the wiredness you feel has nothing to latch onto to burn off that nervous energy in a positive way, emotionally. for days or weeks or months on end. you don’t need to have ever experienced this fully to extrapolate and be like. yeah. I can see how it would suck eventually to get stuck like that
#at this point I’m begging people to see the overlap with adhd too bc anecdotally it seems like everyone I know also has that#and the overlap with bpd and hpd but I think the main difference is. being stuck in that high energy state. even when the energy turns sad#and bitter and hopeless. it’s essentially just overstimulation from your own brain. gets stuck overstimulating itself to cope maybe?#like i know people say it’s not triggered by life events but they sometimes can trigger it. but imho depression is gonna trigger it too#eventually. anything where everything is Too Much can start the positive feedback loop that’s almost impossible to turn off#which if you don’t know what a positive feedback loop is. means smth triggers smth which goes back and triggers its original trigger#thus getting bigger and bigger in magnitude. it’s like the chicken and the egg. egg makes chicken and chicken makes egg. more egg more#chicken and more chicken more egg. as opposed to a negative feedback loop which by the time there gets enough of smth it stops triggering#making more of it. your body relies on negative feedback loops for smth called homeostasis which is basically keeping everything stable#so obv positive feedback loops are gonna do the opposite of stable. in this case for your energy and your mood#most people are able to sleep better when they’re tired. my hypothesis of hypomania is when being tired makes you less able to rest#and that obviously spirals in on itself. mania would just be an extension of that I guess? but in some people it does happen really fast so#I get the narrative that it’s a chemical imbalance bc it is. but the specific imbalance being the tendency to a positive feedback loop make#more sense to me too. and can be why predictability and external cycles to ground yourself to are so important#there’s also never a 0% chance of you ever having a manic episode btw. anyones brain can theoretically get into this loop it’s just that if#you’re genetically predisposed to bipolar you’re much more likely to! and that’s okay. you can manage it with meds and lifestyle#but it makes sense why lowering stress (which can trigger this cycle) is such an important part of treatment and management#anyway. hopefully I’m not like. horribly horribly wrong or smth. in the end I can only speak for my experience so lmk if I’m missing smth#bipolar awareness#bipolar 2#hypomania#personal mental health tag#neurodivergence#would you believe I was reminiscing about a concert I went to once. and it made me think of all this
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Oh I lost the ability to draw Gale again ( ; v ;)
#tee time#and the ability to draw in general - my arm is a mess#it's a bit disheartening to see how different my Gale drawings look from each other#however! hopefully this is just some mood shift#and soon i'll feel better#i hope
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congrats you played yourself (chose a sloppy colorsketch for a bigger art piece that you need to deliver clean linework AND fix proportions for)
#>> out.#pour one out for a real one#mood is down in the dumps Again (period…. shakes fist at the sky) but#i have my jjk rewatch and mini donuts so! hopefully will feel better later#man it’s been rough lately :c stupid brain is stupid#cute pet pics or funny memes would be greatly appreciated 🫡
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woke up tired, did my morning chores. ate breakfast. general sense of irritation. doing my best to stay positive. socks were overstimulating me so i took them off. still angry so i had some lunch, expecting to get a stomachache. didn't get one but i'm still upset and i think anything i do today isn't going to make me feel better, and that's just making me more irritated. also i have a headache now.
#txt#not even the rain is making my mood better >:[#next thing is shower and shave my face so hopefully that will do something.
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UWAHHH good morning friends & happy sunday !! ⸜(*ˊᗜˋ*)⸝ i hope today brings each of you wonderful adventures and happiness !! m’ sending smoochies to all of you, MWUUUAH !! <3 🍓
#teehee currently on tha road to visit my dad again !! ^_^#soso sorry if i’ve been actin’ a bit off & less active lately !! :<#just been in a bit of a slump but !! m’ feelin’ better today !! ^_^#will be turnin’ my askie box on soon i promise !! i just need to get to the ones i already have SOB !! T^T#soso sorry to everyone for tha wait !! </3#im in much of a writing mood so hopefully i can get some wb and mha content out soon >//<#also will be postin’ more chapters of summer lovin’ soon !! >o<#i have a lot of the chapters written already so im less stressed <3#got to see my kitties again !! ^_^ was supa sad to leave them for long again but </3 it had to be done sniff :<#oki !! will be rebloggin’ & readin’ stuffs today !! >//<#i’ll wrap this yap up teehee <3 I WUV YOU ALLL !! >//<#MWUUUAH !! <3#₍ᐢ..ᐢ₎ — lene’s latest gossip .ᐟ
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ughh i hate being irritable like why is literally everything annoying
#it’s cuz i’m on 0 nic and my testosterone is super fucking low i guess#like i’m so sorry but i simply cannot give a single fuck rn about Anything but doomscrolling and snacking ngl#and i hate being in this kind of mood because i know people need shit from me that i simply don’t have the spoons to give#like i just need to ride this out like a sick dog sorry#i’ll come back better prommy. hopefully.#punktalk#punkvent
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if I make it through today without having a nervous breakdown, it’ll be a ✨miracle✨
#my face#I hope everyone’s having a better day than me!#I’m listening to one direction on the way there to hopefully put me in a better mood
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I'm walking. Fast. The world is tilted. There's green peaking up from flat gray. Short, stubby moss. Like an ooze. Like the sidewalk is compressing it sideways. Persistent even in a concrete jungle. This little thing. This tiny thing. Reaching up toward the sun from under trampling feet. Toward a distant star. And I'm walking, but I'm light through a prism. Splitting seven different directions. A billion and a billion and a billion years brought this tiny crumpled organism to the crushing weight of my foot. And I want to scream and I want to run and I want to cry. Because it's beautiful and I'm worried I'm the only one who sees it. I'm worried it'll burn through me. I'm worried that when I walk this path for my hundred thousandth time, I won't see it like I did this first time. That my world will fall to ash again and I won't see the moss growing up between the seams in the sidewalk.
#cringe writing. bc in my grant writing class we switched to public outreach. so i have to write a thing that will go on the radio#and its better if u add a personal component. the lady gave us a prompt: take a memory of being out in nature and write like u love it.#like u hate it and write it nutral. we only had ten min. and for some reason i was like. hm i will write#abt one of my 1st times walking to this building and i saw some moss. maybe not a typical out in nature memory#but for some reason it came to mind. bc my mood was a lil elevated so i was like a lil insane. i think thats when i went out onto my deck#and was like weeping like i see the clouds and the sunbeams and they feel like angels lol#idk wtf im gonna write for the radio tho. like i just wanna talk abt algae but i dont wanna do it infomative. which is the intention. i#just want vibes. like who cares if it relates to ur life. appreciate the green goo. its cool as fuck#idk. its only 9.30 and im sweepy. im back to being knocked tf out at night after my medication dosage went up lol#maybe itll stop my world from returning to ash. hopefully#idk my tatto0 is fucking itchy >:'[#unrelated
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same anon who wanted to make virgin!ford whimper— BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAGAGA we’re kindred spirits now. same brain. i am in ur brain. like yes he has a deep voice but have you heard his softer/nervous laughs? man could whimper and sound good as hell doing it. and him being all sheepish and shy about it is so delicioussssss ford whimper louder if anything!!!! while im in your brain can you do me a solid and telepathically transfer me the next two chapters of spores thanks bestie /j
/also, take all the time you need to write those chapters! will happily wait, there are readers out there who know patience, I promise lol. I hope you feel better about things, both mentally and physically!
I’ve also noticed a few times where his voice breaks as he speaks, too. For unrelated, non-nefarious totally normal reasons….. of course >:)
And thank you so much! I’m beaming them directly into your grey matter as we speak 🗣️🧠
#i’m physically better but mentally losing it so I’m going throw myself into the new chapter and hopefully get it done to lose my mood lol#asks#anon#and yes we’re twin flames anon we’re tied with red string
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I think he blocked me.
The Crow video was still ass.
#to me anyway#‘stole the limelight’#I’m turning into the joker#yes I am being petty#no I don’t care#no lie knowing he blocked me actually made my mood so much better#anyways hopefully y’all enjoyed that video more than me#it was the writers fault#still blames crow#okay
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To the beautiful alt queer couple I saw who walked out of the dollar store behind me and I was in too much of a pissy mood to notice you were there until I was in the car and it was too late: I love you and you both look super cool
#kicking myself for that blunder lads#my brother held the door open for them if I was in a better mood I would’ve done and I would’ve complimented themmmm#but I just wanted to go home 😭#fuuuuckkkkk hopefully I’ll run into them again one day
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