#/ IM SO LUCKY I MET U THANK U FOR ALWAYS BEING SO SWEET TO ME !!

[aezuria]

Hear me out.. happy Golden Retriever bf x broody black Cat gf, but it's Jason Grace x daughter of hades reader 👀👀

*ੈ✎ light of my life, where are you?

content: jason grace x daughter of hades! reader

╰┈▸ warnings: none (until the ending oopsie)

librarian's annotations: IM SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG ANON AND JUST SKIP THE ENDING IF U DONT WANT ANGST

maybe it was your gloomy disposition, or the fact that you were a daughter of hades, either way, most people avoided you like the plague. you didn't mind it all too much—you were usually one for solitude.

that was until you met jason grace. you disliked him from the start. dislike, not hate, because you couldn't bear to hate the person who always stuck up for your brother. but he was too bright, too overbearing for you. very much not your style.

(that's what they all say at the start)

he was just too good to be true! how could he be all these things everyone claimed him to be? they just had to be exaggerating.

but when he flashed his dazzling smile and tender gaze, you knew that all the rumors were true. even so, you pried your eyes away from him. you would not be wooed by a roman so easily!

jason did not make it easy for you. he followed you around camp like a lost puppy. he tried to be subtle, but his tall form wasn't exactly hard to spot. you went to your cabin? he followed you to the door, claiming he wanted to see nico. you went to the training grounds? he picked up a lance and started examining it a little too hard. when you finally confronted him about it, he just laughed sheepishly and scratched the back of his head, saying, "i was trying to work up the courage to ask you to be friends."

how were you supposed to not like him after that?

despite your lack of romantic endeavors, you were sure that friends didn't do what jason did. he opened the door for you, made sure you ate proper meals—and sure, those acts were pretty "just friends" level. but he also tied your shoes, put flowers in your hair, and hugged you so warmly whenever you were feeling especially down. you felt the unmistakable flutter in your heart whenever he did those things, instead of your initial distaste for him.

your confusion was answered the next evening. you swore nico had muttered something about jason being the only guy (besides him) he'd trust with you, right before telling you to go into the woods. "there's a surprise there," he had explained. "just trust me, okay?"

the sun was starting to set, its rays darting between the leaves and casting a soft glow on the grass. "go to the woods... can he be any more specific?" you muttered, before you caught a familiar head of blond hair in the corner of your eye. you turned and walked towards him, brushing away the branches as you did so.

"y/n!" jason beamed as he caught sight of you entering the clearing. he straightened up and messed with something behind his back. he shifted his feet and pulled out a bouquet, offering it to you shyly. "i asked the dryads what your favorites were. do you like them? did i organize them properly? are these actually not your favorites and they were just lying to me-"

"jason." you cut him off and smiled, taking the bouquet and smelling the freshly picked flowers. "i love them, thank you."

he swore his heart stopped. your smile was the most gorgeous sight he's ever seen. you were like an angel; why was it that no one thought to make you smile more often? he met your content expression with a wide beam of his own.

"really? i'm glad!" jason sighed in relief, before clearing his throat. "um," his voice cracked, face flushing red at that. "i wanted to ask if i could be your boyfriend? i just, you're so sweet and strong, and pretty... anyone would be lucky to be yours. but, i want to be that lucky guy, if you'll let me?" he looked into your eyes so earnestly, there was no other answer but yes.

"you know i love you, right?" jason whispered into your hair. your warmth brought him comfort in his otherwise cold cabin, empty and unfeeling, just like his father's attitude to him.

"uh huh. and i love you too." you mumbled sleepily into his chest. "but do you have to go?"

he laughed softly. "yes, i do." jason combed through your hair, silk between his fingertips. "i'll be back before you know it."

"do you ever think that we don't deserve this?" you whispered, eyes already shut as sleep slowly overtook you. "that we shouldn't have to fight someone else's battles?"

"yeah." jason rested his chin on the top of your head and squeezed you tighter. "sometimes i think that too."

shadows pried your eyes open, then slipped around your heart and squeezed. he was gone. you could feel it. you knew and yet you hoped and prayed that you were wrong. he was supposed to come home later, right? he would.

but the darkness settled in your stomach and weighed you down until morning.

and so you waited and waited, for nico's familiar shadow, or a chariot riding from the sky. what came was the former. you felt the comforting coldness of your brother's appearance, but jason's warmness was nowhere to be held. nico's dark eyes were rimmed with barely kept tears, his shoulders trembling with silent sobs.

"he's gone." your brother's voice was as dead as jason, as final as his last breath.

never had you begged and pleaded to your father so much; never had you needed to. never had you imagined a life without the sun, your sun. never had the ghost of your soul escaped in a pitiful shriek of agony, or became one with the dirt as salty tears.

and you knew, just as you knew death, that a part of you had died with him.

[strangelysamantha]

jj x plus!reader story plz. jj always saying how much he loves your body, saying it’s something he can’t get enough of. he would always compliment you and stuff and then one day he random cheats on you with kie or a random tourist and since he’s so ashamed of himself and he’s a self destructer he starts to say nasty shit to you about your appearance and so you storm off upset and then you can chose the ending from there

lies, lies, and more lies ☆

jj maybank x plus!reader.

warnings: infidelity, jj being self-destructive, swearing, harsh speech, toxiccc, ect.

summary: after jj cheats on you, he can’t help but villainize himself by being rude to you and destroying any chance of redemption he had.

request? yes!

a/n: thank you for this request!! like and comment if you enjoyed! <3 my masterlist is pinned on my page!

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jj pulled you into a tight hug, his head in the crook of your neck. his lips hovered over your skin, softly pressing kisses on you. "you are so perfect, baby." you smile at his words, "i can't get enough of you, you don't understand." he pulled away, his eyes locked on yours. he slips his arms around your waist. you lean in, kissing him. "thank you, jj" you wrap your arms around his neck, holding him tightly. jj continued rambling, "i love your body so much, you are so sexy." he holds your hand, urging you to spin into a circle to show off your figure. he grabs your hips, pulling you close to him. his hands roam from your hips to your chest. "i just want you, in every way." he leads you to your bed, and you comfortably adjust. "jj you are so sweet to me." he smiles, his hand cups your cheek, and he gently pulls you closer to him. "do you blame me?" he lets out an airy laugh, "you're my girlfriend, anyone would kill to have you." you shake your head in denial, "no, it's true. i have to protect what is mine." you bite your lip, caught off guard at his confession. "i love you, jj." he smiles brightly. "i love you so much."

you sit up, climbing onto his lap. you wrap your arms around him, the tension rising. "jj, you are the sexiest man i have ever met." he chuckles, "thank you, but i'm the lucky one. look at you." you lay your head on his chest for a second, when his phone loudly rings. you glance over at his phone, but he quickly denies the call. "who is that?" you ask. nerves littered your stomach, and a feeling of unease washes over you. his previous demeanor quickly changing. "just john b, don't worry baby, its nothing." he flips his phone over, silencing it. you are puzzled, if it really was just john b, why was he suddenly defensive? despite him turning the phone off, it continued to buzz repeatedly.

"i think you should answer him, it might be important." he nods, grabbing his phone, he places a kiss on your head, and swiftly exits the room. you sit astonished alone on the bed. after a few minutes he comes back, "i told you it wasn't anything serious." you nod, "that's good, im glad." he joins you in the bed once again, cuddling you tightly. you melt into his touch, the earlier doubts immediately slipping your mind. you didn't want your insecurity to ruin a good relationship. jj loved you, and he treated you like a goddess. you decide to leave it be.

jj was comfortable in your arms, and after a few minutes of silence in the dimly lit room, he drifts to sleep. that uncertainty came back, and you knew you would regret not checking it. desperate for clarity, you carefully lean over, grabbing his phone. you unlock it, immediately checking the call logs. you frown at it, seeing an unnamed contact had blown his phone up. you click the number, going to the text thread. your heart sinks, it was kiara. she had sent him multiple topless pictures with a caption of, don't let her see these. you scroll up, seeing weeks of messages they had exchanged. more often than not, there was flirtatious banter. you look over, seeing jj peaceful in your arms. disgust takes over, and you have to resist waking him up.

you double check that is phone is on silent, then you screenshot the worst messages, and the photos. you send them to yourself, immediately deleting any evidence. you're looking at his gallery, seeing a graphic video of jj and kiara together. your breathing staggers, and you have to look away. you close out of all the apps, gently putting his phone back. you lay back in the bed, your eyes closed. your mind is wandering, and you realize jj still had a tight hold around your body. you slip out of the bed, heading downstairs. you enter the bathroom, closing the door, and locking it. you sink to the floor. you couldn't resist, you reread the messages, noticing that kiara made a comment about your weight, in which jj's only response was, at least she is good in bed.

all those things he said, the compliments, he meant none of it. the emotions overwhelm you; you turn your phone off. needing air, you step outside. the moon is high in the sky, and you find yourself sitting by the ocean. your legs dangle over the edge, just above the water. you realized it was getting pretty late, and the night air was crisp. with a slight chill, you head back inside. you find jj in the kitchen, he lights up when he notices you. "now where did you go?" he laughs, he grabs a blanket for you. he wraps it around you, feeling your hands. "you are so cold, baby." you frown, "i didn't realize it would be that cold." he nods, "well why'd you go out there anyway?" you shrug, "had too much energy to sleep, so i went for a walk." he smirks, "next time you have too much energy, just tell me." his eyes trace over your body, "i can help you with that." you laugh, but walk to the fridge to grab some water. he hugs you from behind, his hands grabbing your stomach. you slightly shiver at his touch, you shake your head, stepping forward so you escape his grasp. "i have to go to the bathroom." he nods, "okay, i'll be upstairs." you smile, he kisses your cheek before making his way to your room.

you stay in the kitchen for a few minutes, before going back to the bedroom. "hey so kiara called me while i was outside." his attention is fully on you now, "she wants me to spend the night." you walk to your dresser grabbing some clothes for the supposed sleepover. he scratches his neck, "did she say why?" you decide to continue lying, since that's what he's been doing to you for weeks. "i guess she had a bad hookup, and she wants to tell me about it. just a girls night type thing." you continue packing and his eyes watch you intensely. "i'm kind of surprised by that." he spits out firmly, you turn around. "why?" he looks around, "i don't know, it didn't seem like you two talked like that." you laugh harshly, "what do you mean jj? she's my best friend." his face drops. "i want to spend the night with you, can't you wait until tomorrow?" you sigh, "no, i spend the night with you all the time, kiara and i don't get to hang out a lot. i'm not cancelling." he looks down at his phone, and smiles. your heart burns at the sight.

"who are you really going to see?" he questions, standing up. "what do you mean?" he smirks, as if he's catching you. "you aren't seeing kiara, she just texted me." you fight back a smirk, "oh really?" he holds his phone up, and you grab it from him. you open her text; it's her asking if she could come over. he allows you to look, but then immediately regrets it. "what the fuck is this jj?" you show the photo of her, and he rips the phone from your hand. "that's old, its nothing." you place your hands on your hips. you pull out your phone and dial kiaras number. she answers, "hey kiara, what are you doing tonight?" she is silent for a moment, "i don't have any plans yet, what's up." you laugh, "oh, i guess jj never answered you." she quickly hung the phone up. you look back at jj, and his eyes are wide. "if it's not like that, let me see your phone." he looks down, "you won't like what you see."

"why would you do this to me?" your eyes are glassy, and a frown is hung on your lips. he shrugs, "i mean i like you, but kiara's just different." you nod, "she's skinner, and prettier, that's it right?" he shakes his head, "no, not at all." you stare at him, "so your comment, at least she's good in bed...? that had nothing to do with my looks?" his anger seeps out, and his voice rises. "you went through my phone? that's a huge invasion of privacy!" you roll your eyes, "you got caught cheating, can you be mature for once?" your words struck jj's nerve. "maybe i wouldn't have cheated on you if you would have actually showed me love." he crosses his arms, "you don't mean that."

he sighs, "it's not like we were actually serious, we started as a fling," his words are laced with venom, "i mean did you really think we could last? look at you, then look at me." tears stream down your face, his words harsh. "okay jj." your eyes are low to the ground. "im really sorry, i should have ended it before it got this far, but you were so happy from my attention, i didn't want to rip it away from you." he tries to step closer to you, but you instinctively back up. "don't." he looks away. "did you not love me?" he hesitates, "i did love you, but no one wanted us together." you finally lock eyes with him, "who said that? kiara?" he sheepishly nods, "yeah." you close your eyes, "what she has to say shouldn't matter to you. you were the one who had us become more than friends. this whole thing was a fucking lie."

"you know i don't settle down. especially with people who are like you." he isn't holding back, "im aware of how i look jj. you never said you had an issue with it. you complimented me all the time. you loved me once." he shrugs, sitting on the bed. "not anymore, i never want to fuck you ever again." you compose yourself, "if that's the case, then were done." he doesn't try and argue you about it. "okay. we can still be friends," you laugh, "no we can't, get out of my house." you throw his belongings in a little tub, shoving it in his arms. "i'm sorry." jj has soft eyes towards you, a pit of guilt was brewing. for some reason, actually being forced out of your house, hurt his feelings. "goodbye." he leaves the room, and you follow to lock the door behind him. you turn your porch light off, blocking jj's number.

[love-on-mars]

Im not sure what or where the source is so take this with a big ol grain of salt BUT ive heard mick apparently would show up to photoshoots with messed up lipstick bc he would be eating a girl out right before… So, what if reader was one of these lucky girls in that situation ;3? Probably around the time of shout at the devil or theater of pain, since that was when the crue were doing the most stage makeup :3 (thank u!!!!!)

HIIIII!!!! I’m so sorry this took so long writers block is kicking ass. I need to find out where you learned about this for….reasons…..

Anyways I hope you like it!

Warnings: oral (f! Receiving), mild language, mick being unholy.

Mick Mars x Reader

Lavender Lips (18+)

Having a rockstar boyfriend had its ups and downs. The best upside are you get to see just how sexy he can be in his stage outfit. It’s always a treat to see him on stage wearing it, but up close? It’s impossible not to gawk at him.

Mick sat in the dressing room, just having finished putting on his ‘Shout at the Devil’ attire, waiting for you to come in. You two met before he joined Motley Crue, during his Vendetta days. Your sweet yet mysterious nature allured him into talking to you at one of the venues they played, and he instantly fell for you.

You also had a very spontaneous personality, which he had a love hate relationship with. As much as he loved to see you have fun he didn’t want to just run off and potentially get lost, but it wasn’t always so bad….

As you walked through the door you went straight to Mick, admiring the costume and makeup he had on. You loved the demonic look it gave him, you especially loved the dark fuchsia on his lips.

“Don’t you look ravishing…” you teased, you had always wanted him to take you in costume, but hadn’t had the opportunity yet.

Mick looked at you up and down, you were wearing a black shirt and skirt with some fishnet leggings. Simple, but tempting for the ghoulish rockstar. “As do you, my love…” he purred, stepping towards you with a sly smirk on his face.

In an instant his lips were on yours, wandering your body hungrily. Whenever he wore his stage outfit it brought out a more confident and bold side of him, almost as if he was possessed.

Mick gently lifted you up to sit you on the dresser, pushing aside whatever was in the way. As his hands found your now dripping core you realized what he was after, “Mick we can’t…you have a photo shoot…don’t wanna mess up your costume do you?” You whined out, wanting to go further but knowing he had a job to do.

“Well, maybe I don’t have to for now…” he smiled, kneeling down to remove your skirt and fishnets, along with your underwear gently. He spread your legs to reveal your drenched pussy, aching for his touch. He looked up at you as if he was asking if this is ok, you smiled down at him giving the confirmation he needed.

Immediately he began to lap and suck on your folds, instantly attacking your clit. You jolted are the feeling, letting out a small whimper. Mick had always been a master at making you come undone within seconds, even if he was barely touching you.

He looked up at you to watch your face twist into pleasure, feeling your hands in his hair only Pushes him on more and more. The most unholy and wet sounds coming from where you both meet.

“Mph…Mick the photoshoot…” you moaned as he teased your clit. “They can wait, I wanna make you cum first.” He declared as he sucked at your clit harshly. Suddenly two of his fingers slid into your warmth, pumping in and out slowly. He quickly picked up the speed of his fingers as you trembled, your orgasm inevitable.

You put your hand over your mouth to try and muffle your moans and whimpers of pleasure as Micks fingers curled up to brush your g-spot, making your legs quake and your eyes roll back. “Such a sensitive little thing…it’s ok sweetheart, cum for me…” he cooed.

You screamed into the palm of your hand as you came, Mick lapping up as much of your sweet nectar as he could. He slowly stood up, and helped you put your clothes back on. As He admired your beauty, you looked up at him and began to giggle.

“What’s so funny?” He said with a smile. “Your makeup is all smudged!” You exclaimed through giggles. Mick looked in the mirror behind you and shrugged. “It’s fine, make me look more demonic.” He smirked.

“Mars! Time to go cmon!” A man’s voice boomed outside the room. “Be back soon baby. Then we can have some real fun.” He said as he kissed your forehead.

As Mick walked into the set, the guys gave him knowing looks and smirks. “He’ll yeah old man! Get some!” Tommy shouted. Mick ignored him, needless to say the old man took his sweet time with his beloved, who said he couldn’t get some excitement every now and then?

[slavicdolls4mangione]

hi jana!! i was the anon who sent you the q and a questions!! thank you for being so sweet and so open minded my love!! i dont think you know how much it means to be!! i love being apart of this community and getting to know more of it's writers!! i love your blog never stop soaring high my love :)) you are endlessly sweet and you deserve the world, truly!!

omg yes !! totally i mean i would define lana truly as someone who knows herself!! and that's why her style and albums are so interesting because they reflect her aura that is strong and rooted in who she is! she's such an inspiration that's why i love her so much! and YES omg ultraviolence was not an exaggeration. dont worry it altered the seams of my life too hehe i love that one def one of my top 2 along with NFR!! i discovered lana through that one and every track hits! born to diee omg!! that one was REVOLUTIONARY !!

thank you so much my love!! hehe that's an understatement ur blog is SOOOO amazing !! wow!! i love your language journey :))) that's amazing!! it's so cool how you can become closer to a people by learning their language!! i love talking to u omg ur so cool hehe thank you so much for this !!

omg YES! i LOVEEE book posts!! i always reblog them when my favorite writers response to my asks of book recs hehe <33 books are a way to my heart thank you SO MUCH for sharing!! i always gain gain gain whenever i read and ill def look into the books you mentioned my love!! im always looking for new worlds and perspectives to jump into thank you for being so helpful <3

dont worry my love totally understandable!! :)) that sounds SO call hehe "oh yeah i go to college in a small town in france" UR LIVING THE DREAM IN THE FRENCH COUNTRYSIDE!! of course i dont mind!! put yourself first always my love and im lucky that you were open minded enough to respond hehe and im so thankful :)) <33 YESS it was up for grabs and you took it yes girl get that baggg !! i love that actually that sounds so much like heaven!! this is so interesting and it truly speaks about what kind of person you are - someone so interesting and substantial and genuinely willing to discover the world around them :)) you're so admirable!! YES DONT WORRY im a math and chemistry hater... ugh i literally get triggered when those words suddenly appear..

that's beautiful my love!! monet is an amazing painter i love his journey and how he was apart of an art movement that was considered unconventional and ugly at first !! ohh degas is absolutely beautiful !! totally shocked by how he managed to capture the whole moment but in such a soft way !! those paintings are amazing angel thank u for sharing!! omgg!! new york im so glad you got to go i hope you enjoyed it there!! and the met too!! ahh!! im so happy u got to experience it :)) YES the louvre is such a mantlepiece of historical and revolutionary art literally a manifesto that humans have been creators for so long i love that!!

YESS i love this community so much because of that!! i feel like all of us are like a mini family hehe holding space for that opposites attract !!

YES MOTHER!! we a little family now dont worry thank you so much for your sweet response :(( literally i had heart eyes threatening to spill while i was reading !! i love getting to know people you writers and blog owners have lives that i believe is beautiful in EVERY way and so interesting because of the amazing style and character you guys possess !! thank you so much again for your response my love you truly made my day today :(( please stay safe and drink lots of water!! dont forget to put yourself better!! i hope you're enjoying your studies, the book you're reading, and lana's music !! <33 art will find you like you found your passion for writing and art and being a kind soul in general!! have an amazing day dont forget to smile :)) <33

wtf anon you almost made me tear up YOU’RE SO SWEET AND KIND 😭😭😭 this community is such a breath of fresh air im so glad to be part of it <3333

yes!! lana is so special, no matter how many new artists debut in the industry i always find my way back to her, like you said her aura is just so beautiful and unique ugh i love love love her, her songs resonate so much with me, i just think she encapsulates the mind of a woman so beautifully but tragically at the same time. i recently saw a tiktok of a beautiful girl and she was lip syncing to ultraviolence and she captioned her video “how do i explain to people that this is how my soul sounds?” and i was like okay it’s like i literally ghostwrote this bc SAME.

i’m so glad you liked my book recommendations! please feel free to leave some for me as well, i really want to read more this year but i don’t know where to start and although thrillers are my favorite genre i’d like to explore others 😭

you’re so so sweet to me :,) your words have truly warmed my heart and made my day so thank you, i can tell you’re just as beautiful of a person inside and out and a joy to be around even if you’ve written to me anonymously <3

i hope you have a beautiful day lovely anon, sending you lots of hugs and kisses <333333

[the-original-skipps]

🎁 ˶˙ᵕ˙ )ﾉ hello skipps !! i am dropping by your inbox again with some more words for my most beloved wife of course 🤍 i just wanted to wish you an amazing 2025 — full of love … and aventurine …. and sunday !!! and any character lucky enough to capture the heart of skipps heh ^^ i am so happy to have met someone like you over summer, and im genuinely so grateful that we became mooties 🥺 skipps — you have the most endearing personality ever !! i love you so very much …. from your cutest sense of humor … to the sweet tags on fics you always so readily give your friends …. to YOU !! YOU IN GENERAL !! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !! DID YOU KNOW T T ?!?! I LOVE YOU WITH MY ENTIRE HEART ….. and i do wish for this year to treat you nicely !!!! thank you for existing skipps ( i am wearing the matching shirt we have as i type this heh .. how awesome !! ) 🥺

evie kiwi my love!! awww thanks for stopping by ya know I’m always super happy whenever you drop by 🥹🫶 wjkijqs that is the greatest wish anyone has ever wished me!! sunday aven pls surround me with your presence!!

I thank windbreaker for being the reason we met cuz you’re the sweetest and loviest person ever hello??? and also also thank you for continuing to remain my beloved mootie and wifey even though I be hella weird lol I LOVE YOU TOO DAMMIT!! LOVING YOU SO MUCH MY HEART IS GOING TO BURST 💗💗💗 here’s to more of us this year!! becuz you ain’t getting rid of me so easily hehe the matching shirt?!! lemme go change into right now!! it’s our couple t shirt 🥰💝 LOVE U HUGS AND KISSES FOREVER 🫂💋💋💋

[hayatoseyepatch]

🎁 ˶˙ᵕ˙ )ﾉ HIII SAM!!!!! I HAVE COME WITH LOADS OF INFO. SAM-INFO. i want to thank you for being such a lovely ray of sunshine on here !!! besides the mountains of support you give your friends ( sometimes, i look through rbs of fics that i have read to see what others have to say as well, and i see your tags !! they are always so thoughtful and kind — and you have a gift for catching details and such?! ) ( im sure the authors — me included of course — think about them for days after!!! ) YOU . YOURSELF . YOU ARE SO KIND !!!!! I ALSO SEE U IN THE SERVER 👁️ maybe this ask is bordering creepy instead of something positive actually sjsnxjxkc but !!!! you are so kind there !!!! you lend an ear to everybody and you are so supportive T T !!!! truly a heart of gold?!?! what other phrases are there — A RAY OF SUNSHINE!! ANY POSITIVE QUOTE IS YOU !!!! thank you for showing everyone such kindness, and i hope you feel just as loved as you make others feel!! 🥹 because your existence is so, so important to me and many others. im sure suo could word this much better than i can ^^; bahahhahaa, i hope you have an amazing rest of your year!!!

I have been trying to hold off and save this ask until Christmas but I just have kept coming back to it and I fear I must answer it right now!!

Zevie the way this actually choked me up (ˊ̥̥̥̥̥ ³ ˋ̥̥̥̥̥) ❤︎︎

You are so so beyond sweet! I’m so lucky to have met you this year, being surrounded by your amazing talent and light it’s no wonder why Moze calls you sunlight has been such a treasure this year.

From the several screenshots I have of your tags that keep me going, to just simply seeing you on my dash, you never fail to bring a smile to my face and I’m sure you are solely responsible for so many of the smiles of others. The little gifs you share that remind you of others or yourself on top of the amazing works you create with your insurmountable talent always truly keep me going! You are so kind and sweet and so supportive it really is the greatest present to call you my friend (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ) ❤︎︎

I love you so so much and I cannot wait to see what you create in this coming year and I can’t not wait to be rooting you on and showering you in tags. ૮꒰ྀི∩´ ᵕ `∩꒱ྀིა

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays Zevie! 🎄♥️

[popponn]

hehe popon !!! i'm like trying my best to keep my eyes open bc i am v tired 😞 so i am apologising in advance if there are any grammatical mistakes in this chunk of text 🤞🏻😸 but hi lovely:

WISHING U A HAPPY BIRTHDAY, POPON !!!! i not sure whether it's like ur birth date where u live yet, but it is for me, so i hope this mssg is on time ! but happy birthday to one of the cutest, cleverest and sweetest yoichi kissers in the world 🫶🏻😽 isagi loves u sm and giggles and kicks his legs when u post him on ur blog (real. bro told me and i was "damn yoichi 🤨")

on my friends' birthdays, i usually write a letter and give them my thanks for a number of things. and i think the number one thing i wanna say "thank u" to u for is definitely our interactions <3 u have always been friendly to everyone who interacts w u, including me, and i reckon i'm rly lucky to met u this year !!! u're a kind soul w a lot of love to give, and i think that's why we all love u sm !!! and i'm super thankful for all the times u've visited my inbox/mssges 🫶🏻🫶🏻 it makes me happy hehe

i must also mention that i am so thankful that i was able to find "coincidences and flickers" one fateful day,, like that series has the potential to forever change me as a person and even make me become a temporary isagi kisser (never forgetting who i am 😤) <33 it was that series that helped me find ur blog and realise the insane amount of talent u have for writing !! my favourite writers on this platform often changes (sometimes it's a, or sometimes it's b), but i think u have a fixed position up there <3 i truly adore u and the way u write, so thank u for all the works u post 🫂 it's such an honour to be mutuals w a v skilled writer

i also wanna thank u for all the reblogs u make on everyone's works <3 when u reblog my fics w a bunch of tags, it truly makes me feel like that the effort i have put in didn't go to waste bc there was someone who appreciated what i wrote. also like,, the quality of my writing often fluctuates (😞💔), but u reblog them anyways, and i will ALWAYS thank u for that !! i love uuu (⁠づ⁠￣⁠ ⁠³⁠￣⁠)⁠づ🫂💞

oh, and, thank u for constantly feeding my reo delusions 😸😸 not sure if i'd love him the same without u telling me that reo loves me too lol 😽🧎🏻‍♀️

i do hope that everything will treat u nicely today !!! and every other day bc u deserve it <33 eat cake, laugh w friends and mb be silly for a little while—u're not a grandma yet, so have fun being in ur twenties, popon !!!!

love u always 🫶🏻☹️

(i hope u like words bc this was a bit of a read lmao)

SAKI IM SOBBINGGG???????? WHATT????? D: JESUS I WILL BE WORDY TOO!! HOW DARE U MAKE ME ALL SOFTTTT thank u so much for typing all this despite being very tired omg ;;;; im gonna bawl mom im so glad i meet saki the sweetest adgudk (also...my grammar is also a mess i hope this shall be forgiven as i am sincere ( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡))

it already is!! :">> thank u for remembering it bae :""" and omg yoichi did all that? i get even more in love :(( pls tell yoichi i also kick and giggle when he breathes :(( AND HEY YOU ARE OVERPRAISING ME WHAT IF MY HEAD GET BIG [ahjussi voice]

saki :(((( im also very thankful i get to meet you this year ue ue ue ;;; i never thought i will ever talk to you (or anyone here at all tbh sksk) like i was very shy and hesitate a lot, but then you are there?? being so sweet friendly and welcoming ;;; like you are one of the reasons i'm here and i mean it??? like you are one of the person who gave me courage to be more friendly here too hehe <3 im so glad i meet someone as kind you saki <3

im gonna start blushing and bawling fr now. IM SO GLAD I MAKE THAT SERIESS ;;;;; (CHAPTER WILL COME SOON TRUST!!) hdfkdj idk what to say here before sounding like a madman so uh ;;;; pls know that i was so happy too when u commented and reblogged so positively ;;;;;;; ghjk saki your praises i think i read them over and over girly u r too sweet for me sometimes ;;;;;; ♡( ˘ ³˘)♥︎

okay channeling my coolness energy a bit, saki 🫵i like your writing GENUINELY!!! okay! so im glad you like the madman ramblings in the tags :>> and come on buddy fic writer to fic writer, it would be impossible to like everything we write SKSKSK remember that one time i immediately lose it after posting that rin studying fic. sigh. stupid ass me. BUT YOU AND EVERYONE WERE THERE AND IT SERVED ITS PURPOSE HOHOHO SO I TOO FEEL IT WASNT A WASTE HEHEHEHE

and i will keep feeding ur delusion get ready (❀❛ ֊ ❛„)♡ also quick mention real quick your cats are cool sunglasses or not

THANK YOU FOR THE WISHES SAKIII!!! omg :((( thank you so much for?? writing all these gosh uhuhuu i will reread this over and over again a lot of times today hehe (no matter how busy and hard it is to open tumblr today!!!) this make my day so much ;;;;;; uhuhuhu and aw <3 i will!!! i wanna make a grandma joke again but for today i will spare saki uwu

i love you always too!!!! 🫶🏻😤

[fdrsamericanflagduckfloaty]

Bestie. Darling. Love. Gotta tell you something.

You? Honestly? You’re amazing. I check your blog daily to see if you post bc you always make me smile and laugh. You’re one of the best fanfic writers I have ever seen and your work is my favorite thing ever. You are an amazing person and you’re an amazing friend and I’m lucky to call you my mutual. Bc you’re the best. Life would be weird if we never met (thanks Hanahaki fic)

Sending sparkles your way ✨✨✨✨✨

you can't just send this as if it doesn't make me almost tear up

thano yo u😭😭😭😭😭😭 crying emojis dont even begin to descrihbe how i feel bc thats so goddamn sweet and like. i rlly do fuckin try on my fics and im so glad u like them jsjsdjqfwfejrgrjfnjg

😭 bestie YOU are the amazing person and friend and whom im lucky to call my mutual. im jus. jus. im just being a dumb bitch on main (and only tumblr. i dont have sideblogs. i should tbh) and idk how the FUCK that got me friends but like it did and im so glad. YOU are the best. and life would also, indeed, be weird if we did not meet.

thank you, hanahaki fic i sometimes wonder if i should rewrite. thank you

and thank YOU Chaos obviously for being so cool 😭 i remember i was so damn nervous to @ you for the first time bc i simply Did Not understand tumblr or tumblr etiquette or if that was rude and now look jsjdfkgkdkddkdjfgjnhdfhg

⭐⭐✨✨⭐⭐✨✨⭐⭐✨✨

[merotwst]

it's not ur bday where i live yet but still

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST LOVE 🩵🩵🩵

i am so so lucky to have met you you mean so much to me, you're always so sweet and supportive of everyone always interacting always welcoming everyone so warmly, you're truly an amazing person, you're one of the best people i have ever met in my life and i am so proud that i was your first ever mutual here. ever since we met back in that server you've shown me nothing but love and kindness and for that ill forever be grateful, thank you so much for always being there for me i love you my sun, you're the most<3

i hope you have an amazing day mwah

IM GONNA CRY I JUST WOKR UP ILYSM ASTER U ARE ALWAYS SO SWEET TO ME AS WELL. thank u for always looking out for me and being patient when i'm confused (i always am). u are very special to me as well and ur so nice and encouraging. u were one of the first ones to show me support here 😔 that one raspberry cookie fanart was the bridge to everything fr never forgetting that. I LOVE U MOREREREST I ADORE U FOREVER MY STARLIGHT!!! THANK YOU FOR THIS LOVELY GREETING!!! SENDING YOU SO MUCH LOVE AND HAPPINESS I HOPE U HAVE A WONDERFUK DAY AS WELL

[pienpup]

you’re such such such such a sweet person hun i’ve legitimately never met someone so legitimately and kind :< ilysm /p and im so lucky to have met you and i’ll always behind u and support you, you deserve so much good in life (im sure u know who this is but yk anon for the aesthetic)

I LOVE YOU !!! /p im basically just throwing ur words back at you but youre so so sweet and youre one of the nicest people ive ever met /gen

im so happy we've met and you mean the world to me and always will. thank u for being here for me and thank u for sending this :< it means a lot right now given everything.

[hardfeeling505]

All about her

This story is about my experience became friend with someone i accidentally met on random tiktok live and i asking her to be FRIEND MOOTS

her nickname idk, i just call her M, she is the oldest child, from what i see she is a very good big sis to her younger sis(her sister is so lucky to have u M).height 5'4 feet in cm its like 162.56 (she told me how else i know😐)born on September something 2005. I thought i'm going to jail man😐 but i born on 2001 so it okay, thanks God for that✊ (im a little bit cooked tbh i'm on a thin ice right back there😔) she a Filipino Canadian Girl, raised in Alberta , Edmonton , Canada. It take about 24hr 45 min flight from my place. One day i hope for to meeting her in person😤,even though i know its not gonna happen(just me being delulu).

Actually, i want to witness the flower bloom in spring with my own eyes + Also meeting my buddy. She told me her province is known for Grand Prairie’s and stuff, it's like a full green land and have so many lake ,as i recall there also a moutain (6 hours ride from her home) bcs she told me that there is so many wild flower will bloom when it spring season. I bet the view is so beautiful, you know nature and beautiful, a word that can't be separated, and yes always beautiful + watching with her? Bro!! i gotta prepare insulin injection bcs i might got sick from all those sweet moment with her

(🗣️📢🔥🔥🔥this is not a pickup line).

Other thing about her.She is one of the lactose intolerant victim , can't drink or eat anything contain dairy stuff ,only almond milk. She told me she can't eat corndog ,poor her.😭 Bro!! i eat corndog like i cant even count how much i eat.When she say that , i wish i can give her a hug but must keep it halal (yes i'm a muslim). Furthermore, i like like like it when she go suddenly share random fact about her ,one example of it "i hate energy drink" and "im just got choke from reading your comment bro" , she so random Bro that is one of her charm and i loving it (as a buddy ofc)

And one moment, my dumbass go tell her to try drink banana milk, After re-read my chat i go Oof what have i done😐. I genuinely want to kick myself for that I'm so sorry M forgive me please i think i half asleep at that moment not thinking straight. 🙏 (im doom can't think of any better excuses Help😔)

Also the so CUTE impression of her i can't hold myself to tease her😭(im cooked). SO STRONG INFJ VIBE FR. There is one morning we chatting about breakfast , she say she making a toast bread, I ask her "M you eating the bread with what? peanut butter?" and she answer "i eat it with banana and something" , then i say "i like banana too" for real i like banana💯. Then, i saw my opportunity to tease her and i took it😭, i start with asking her "u know what i like too?" ,she reply "what?" , it might seem crazy what gonna say, i with my full consciousness say " i like strawberry jam, strawbewwy jam is so✨✨" , and she reply with "Oooh" then "okay". I feel like a bad guy at that moment but man she so cute i cant resist it I am so sorry M forgive me🙏😔. (i want to do it again frfr)

She going into Nursing then paramedics like ambulance people, praying for her to achieve her dream, Amin .Please God give her All the strength she need bcs im so far away from her🤲.(Proud for her Bro as buddy ofc).She enjoy work out so much (i like it too💯), consider it her hobby for now.She like to say LOL a lot i know everyone does but her LOL is different for me (dont attack me).

One more thing i like about her is her habits to explain to me about something until i truly understand, her effort Bro!!. (she like to express her feeling by put it all in her writing). I swear i will like and always read everything she wrote man like i feel like my eyes and brain (my whole life existance) is created by god to read her essay man, to listen to her. I literally crying right now while writing this. thank god i not writing this on paper man.She so precious to me Bro!!! like very unreal to me and i dont deserve to get to know her, to good to be true.

(Pls read this one paragraph below while listen to Everygreen by Richy Mitch & The Coal Miners trust me)

one moment , i talk to her about snow (we like to talk about random stuff) anyways it go like this i ask " M, is it spring there?" she answer "it still winter season " , after that i told her "i like winter but i like to see flower bloom in spring more" , and she start telling me all of her life experience living in 4 season, after that we caught in deep talk moment it for like forever for me (it feel long for me) It so beautiful man talking to her, its healing me. Then the sentence hit me.I dont want to lose her as a buddy ofc(she already on a somewhat relationship).

- her Twice bias is dahyun meanwhile mine is sana

- her Aespa bias is karina(same as me)

- her Nmixx bias is lily(same twice) Do you see there is a sign here.

Finally we are here thank for staying with me on this journey,The Main Topic is her MBTI😤

A Beautiful yet So Soft INFJ personality ,i have so much interest in this mbti man,you know this type of mbti is so rare. I am shooketh yes my jaw drop ahh so cringe but it is frfr when she told me her mbti i am so shock Lol, i never found this type before all of my friend male/ female is always started with E and end with J or some case started with I and end with P, what i want to say is it so weird to me this type of MBTI INFJ. It so UNIQUE thats the word .Don't want to be so hype talking to her so i tried to cover with "oh idk u were an I" meanwhile me talking to myself ofc she an I you dummy she like nature and stuff also she admire cat ☝️😃 Also it her fav animal. (i bet you 100 dollar she will pat every cat she bypass)

About her song taste is interesting .Quite similar to me or just the same genre?🤔 As expected from her MBTI type. Her fav song is My Love Mine All Mine by Mitski (this song is PERFECT just like her)😤 *i want to cry again bro. She has 39K+ minutes streaming on spotify for this song ALONE (she told me). JUST FOR 39k MINUTES ??? THE SONG IS IN YOUR BLOOD GIRL FRFR . It Mother Mitski song never ever doubted her song✊). One statement from M. "I actually have 209k minutes of listening to music on Spotify😌"

I want to ask her ig so bad Bro!!! or anything that can i use to reach/contact her others from tiktok. i can't use my sticker that the main reason, all my hilarious meme collection relatable go to waste and also i'm a coward.

Something i truly get hurt from is the fact she have anxiety/panic attack(she frequently got stomachache).I really want to know how to pleasant or calming her, tbh i try search and read many article about anxiety, unfortunately ,i don't find any effective ways just some drinking water and stuff like that😔. Even though i suffer from same thing but i too don't know any tips.Maybe try go to therapy session like me once a week?(its not working for me my therapist just want my money i know it not that right Mr Lim? you scammer he is chinese).Article nowadays is unhelpful.

I think i just like her personality or am i? or im just too easy to catching feeling (maybe its true). It just a phase i guess i will get over it😌

Sorry i forgot to put her Newjeans bias(her ultimate Gir Group). Her bias is Kang Kaerin😸 , i agree with her Kang Haerin is so cute but She more cuter to me ahh i wish i could tell her this, what a coward i am. Ofc bcs they share the same Mbti INFJ (she like her so much, i bet her photo album of Kang Haerin is more than 500+ pic). Her bias wrecker is Danielle🐶(my bias), YES if you notice there is pattern here.If you a Bunnies, DaeRin Friendship you will get it what i mean. Also i make a Favorite Collection on my tiktok profile for her, I know i know, it nothing but i should do something for her. The Title "For Her , yep U" . I remember creating it 3 day after meet her, and ofc as buddy nothing personal. My tiktok name is Newjeans Haerin (cactus name)🥕 on her Jean'Zine solo vlog.

Btw I'm an INFP My MBTI ,funny right?

About my MBTI there is story too🤟.

Before the covid, i take the MBTI test between 2018-2019 i'm still in college back then and My first MBTI test result is ENFP. Fyi, i'm quite not shy person. Main reason, 2nd child curse?. i believe this is so true My family always ignore me frfr😭 but i know deep down of their heart they still care or maybe bcs“ i'm annoying "ahh kinda kid back then, I like hugging them, its that wrong?😃 that not a crime and i am still kid. I think clingy is the word😌🤟.Don't blame me, since birth i'm like this (im cooked)

After Covid, between 2023 year i retake the test the reason is i notice that my social skill is gone ,maybe bcs im live alone. Literally, It was like i scare to talk , i'm worry that someone will judge me when i approach them. I hate anxiety bro!! My condition is so bad at some point i can't breath normally , it like my chest is so full, i took various antistress pill(i stop taking them now) this entire pain after years not talking much to someone, only my cat Lol, i love my cat he so cute like frfr😭 his name is kuromi. he a black cat with yellow eye + he like hugging me,he is the only creature that like back when i hug😭 the other half of me. About friend i have friends so many friends but i don't usually contact them by phone or online its just me, i prefer go meet them , stop by for a drink like that , Face to face Obviously before covid what harm can happen to you by doing outdoor activity?get hit by car? actually that is harmful.Super harmful actually, really what the dangerous thing could happen to you? got sick from fever? Back then even social anxiety scare to me😔. Yeah i know what u thinking My friend when don't like the idea i want to hug them too , that not a new things to me i'm just joking 😔(im not).Frfr i have so many friends. It so easy to make friends Bro!! like just go talking to someone new i don't see any problem at all . It just 2 human talking like .

you=>🧍🏻talking🧍🏻<=me

Agree with me Dangerous Virus is just a myth before covid-19 exist, its like a movie title Bro so dumb. Just a small dumb virus ruining my life.

Continue my story about mbti test , i retake it, the result come out, and i got the INFP BRO!!☹️ as expected ,yeah the E is gone. Untill now i still not retake the test but im 💯 sure the E is back bcs starting this year at my workplace i slowly not slowly tbh Lol, easily can approach people now bro like frfr, i think i enjoy talking to people back , i like listen to them. i know what u think the hugging thing i can control it now.Bro i'm a grownass man now😭 (i still like hugging but not other gender keep stay halal). Maybe i should consider retake the test again this year🤔.Overall For who reading this now.Thank You Very Much For spend your time reading my yapping essay about someone who already i lost contact with. My conclusion is, Heals Really Take Time FRFR,you just has to trust the process.

#MBTI#Healing#infj#enfp#infp#Mitski#yapping#shortstory#fantasy#humor#frfr#halal#anxiety#covid#imcooked#haerin#danielle#newjeans#nmixx#lily#aespa#karina#twice#dahyun#sana#spotify#🥕#feeling#tiktok#tiktoklive#canada#alberta#edmonton

side note : i type all this while listen to her fav song on loop, I'm not good at writing essay unlike her, sorry for all grammatical error or miss place, word conjunction. Thanks all for the memory M. Hope ur doing Great Now.

[thepleasurablemushu]

omg your tags on that post are legit making me tear up. 🥺 i'm really happy we found each other too, you are one of the kindest, sweetest, most inherently good ppl i have ever met. thank u for being so stinkin sweet to everyone always!!!!!! we are very lucky to have u

Omg 😭😭😭💖💖 I don't think Im those things, but I certainly try at least!!😭 You are literally the sweetest person, and you have managed to create such a wholesome space online for people to join in and participate, that's not easy to do!! 💖💖💖💖And I meant every word in those tags!! Your fics are comfort and safety and hope and love all beautifully wrapped up together, and we are all blessed to be able to read them!!! 🥺🥺💖💖💖💖

[pretentiouswreckingball]

happy birthday loops !!!!! i hope today treats u as kindly as u treat others, i think it was a sign that our first ever interaction was u showing me something new to make writing a little easier, just bc u have grown to be even sweeter than initially thought :] im so glad to have met u ! love u fruit loops 🥳🫶

Moon!!!! u are always so nice and so sweet it reminds me how lucky I am to be friends with you 🥹🥹 i also think it was a sign because it’s so ludicrous to me something so simple had this impact but so glad it had it!!! 🫶🫶 thank u for taking the time and for being such a sweetheart, I’m hugging u so hard rn<33

[muutosarchive]

ok listen here u double bubble gum dumb dumb looking mf, you are AMAZING. you are one of my closest friends who i can confide in about anything and anyone who has you is BLESSED to have you because you are an angel— a chaotic one at that. you have such a pure, non-judgmental heart and im so lucky to have you as a friend. youre one of my oldest friends on here and im so glad ive met you— needless to say we r def soulmates and ur not getting rid of me !

please tell me anonymously or not why you follow me. I could use some positive messages / / @cartaxus

invalid opinion i don't even look like double bubble, i look like big red... smh. answer over... if we're going w. gum, anyway.

okay lied, but like? my ability to accept compliments is terrible/bad/ all the negative adjectives, but thank you so much! i could say the same about you, definitely. although the angel thing? ... chaotic, for sure. i suppose i'll take that. 😇 i genuinely strive to be as cringe as humanly possible in the hopes that someone will find it funny. so thank you for appreciating that, lmfao.

it's nutso to think about how long we've known each other ngl, and i've enjoyed so much getting to know you and your oc's. it's genuinely my pleasure, and thank you so much for being there for me when i need you. i hope you can say the same about me! i also think you also have a very open and kind quality to you, and i've always loved how genuinely interested you are in your mutuals and how they are. dw, you're not getting rid of me either. you're so sweet :))))

[caruliaa]

ahhh its really late and also omfg we’re going to a museum thats like famous art and cool and stuff tmrw which is great EXCEPT its a super long drive from here which??? makes me kinda -___- lmao just bcuz theres plenty to do here like in fact i wld like more downtime so i cld just vc with youu<////3 but yeah im hoping friday will be more free hopefully.. manifesting… but anyway b4 i go to sleep i just want to say that ik u werent doing so great before u went to sleep so i mean ofc feel free if u still r feeling like that tmrw to dm me abt it or anything but the main thing i wanna say is just! that i care abt u and love u and hope i can be here for in any way possible ok? and i just want to say that youre such an incredible amazing lovely thoughtful understanding compassionate friend and person and that you fill my life with so so so so much care and support and love and light and you make my world so much brighter and just you are such an incredible incredible person all around and i just feel so lucky and grateful to know you and have met you and to get to be your friend like ;;; yeah i love you sosososooomuch. (hugs you a lot if u wld like? 💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻💕🫶🏻💕💕💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕💕🫶🏻💕💕💕)

nauur not the lateness tht always sucks -___- nd museum sounds rly cool but also rly frustrating w such a long trip there nd no free time but ya i have tmrw off school so we can call then ya and im v touched tht u were so excited too even if we cant :'> and ough omg ur so so sweet love ;; thank you so so much for being here for me love it really does just mean the world to me love and ya im still a bit. not the best but i feel a lot better today than i did last night and its spring break which is good !! and j thank you so so much for checking in on me its so kind of you and rly means sm to me :'> as does just knowing you in general love !! like im really so so glad that i can be such a good friend to you and be so lovely and understanding and thoughtful to you love and be so like supportive and caring and stuff i really really am because you really do deserve it so so much and just because i really do just want to so so much dearest because you really are so so dear and special and important to me and just soso amazing and i hope you know that you really are the same to me like youre just such a wonderful kind understanding loving friend to me and makes me feel soso loved and cared for and safe and warm with you and just bring so so much joy and light and love and happiness into my life just knowing you and being your friend and i hope you know you really do just mean everything to me and i really do love you so so much dearest !! :'> *hugs you back rly close if thats okay* 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞

[lachalaine]

💖💕💖💕 hello hello. this is a reminder that you are the Best girl and super amazing and a total blessing. im always so in awe of you and feel so lucky to get to talk and write and plot with you! you and jackie brighten up my life and dash and i love you both so sO MUCH !! THANK U FOR EXISTING. U DESERVE THE BEST IN LIFE. DOKI DOKI 💖💕💖💕

DNASJDNJASNDJAS WHY ARE YOU SO CUTE MOMOCHI BLESS YOUR SOUL !!! YOU’RE TOO KIND TO ME ALL THE TIME AND GIVE ME SO MUCH SUPPORT AND I FEEL THE LUCKIEST TO BE ABLE TO HAVE SUCH A CLOSE FRIEND IN YOU THAT ALWAYS MAKES ME SO HAPPY !!! THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME AND ALWAYS VALIDATING ME AND ALWAYS MAKING MY DAYS EASIER YOU ARE SUCH A BLESSING TO ME IN SO MANY, MANY WAYS AND IT HAS ONLY EVER BEEN A PRIVILEGE FOR ME TO BE ABLE TO WRITE AND TALK AND PLOT WITH YOU AS MUCH AS WE HAVE AND HONESTLY, YOUR VERY PRESENCE IS AN ABSOLUTE GIFT !!! 

// @bestiatexere