#&—— ⁞ musings ; sidney ⁞

[femmedaraya]

Just a girl and her dog!

[yukii0nna]

The Muses of Hope :

Rue, Carlos, Sidney, Chase, Christina, Maya.

@bakawitch @punkeropercyjackson @zexal-club @insomniac-jay @mayameanderings

[blackswaneuroparedux]

Biting my truant pen, beating myself for spite: "Fool!" said my muse to me, "look in thy heart, and write.”

Philip Sidney, Astrophel And Stella (1591)

The philosopher Ludwig Wittgenstein wrestles with writer's block . And yet he remains undefeated. Writing about writer's block is better than not writing at all.

[mash4077confessions]

A thought springs to mind as I walk alone here at night...Sidney once wrote to Freud and spoke of how some people believe I Love Lucy to be real; have any of you ever spoken or written to Sidney? And I don't mean Allan Arbus, but Sidney himself. Does anyone else ever talk to someone who doesn't really exist?

[asimplevampire]

"Hey, is this thing on? I'm Sidney Whitby, and this is my audition for the Bachelorette!"

@moocha-muses has such a fun bachelorette challenge going, and even though I'm running my medieval hood right now, I want to make a Sim for it!

Sidney's a Popularity sim, a Libra, and an alternative/historical fashion nerd. He's transmasc (he/they) and bi. Personality points and TNTs under the cut.

His lifetime want is to Own Five Top-Level Businesses - he's got a moderately successful costume shop, but he'd like to set up his shingle as a shoemaker. And as a haberdasher. And as a corsetier, and an armoursmith, and and and you get the idea. The boy's full of grand plans that he flits from, second to second. He also flits from fashion style to fashion style- he's most fond of wa lolita right now, but he's just as likely to show up in a doublet and cape or in a Regency suit.

Sidney's Absent-Minded, Artistic, Nurturing, a Cat Person, and a Natural-Born Salesman. If there was a Manic Pixie Dream Boy trait, he'd be that too.

He really admires that Lorelei wants to become a social worker- he spent a little bit of time in foster care after his single mom was arrested for a crime she didn't commit. Everything worked out in the end, but he's seen how bad things can get and he admires anyone who wants to make them better. He also enjoys cats, coffee, and good music, and it seems like their tastes line up.

Faint heart never won fair lady, and Sidney has never had a faint heart!

[curiosityshop]

Thinking again about this post again thanks to a new (to me) period mystery / drama I’m watching.

Just. Sid being shipped off to Kembleford once the government catches up to him. He’s standing in a line with the other children, waiting. The good looking kids go first. Then the strong ones.

He’s the last child standing and then a gentle, firm voice says those magic words, “I’ll take that one.” He finds himself face to face with the village’s new priest who takes his hand and then leads him back to the presbytery where the parish secretary immediately tells him to wash up for dinner.

[sacredarts]

Sidney was going on usual morning run when she got a phone call from @fairtsuki . "If this is another telemarketer fuck off."

[x-theevilinside-x]

@primitiveside asked:

❛ it hurts that you still can’t trust me after all this time. ❜ but for the true deadpan comedic value, they literally just met, for tiffany or sidney

Sidney had embraced seclusion as her new reality. She often questioned her own humanity, feeling detached from the world. Loneliness, a hideous companion, plagued her existence. Despite despising it, she recognized that seclusion was the sole path to reclaiming her life. The loss of loved ones and the trauma endured had led her to this decision. She vowed to never again be a pawn in someone's deranged schemes and illusions. For now, her focus was solely on fighting, training, and self-defense.

Her body harbored various weapons these days. A gun kept at her side, a small pocket knife that fits securely inside her boot, and another knife strapped to her leg under her jeans. One could never to be too careful. She had learned the hard way that danger could lurk around any corner. The gun provided her with a sense of security, a constant reminder that she was prepared to defend herself if necessary. The pocket knife, hidden in her boot, was her trusted companion, always within reach for any unexpected situation. And the knife strapped to her leg, concealed beneath her jeans, was her last line of defense, a secret weapon that gave her an extra layer of protection.  

There was no one supposed to be present, so when she caught wind of the resonant voice from behind, she was on the verge of leaping out of her own body. Sidney swiftly pivoted and created some space between herself and the unfamiliar individual. " Wow, what beanstalk did you fall from? " Her first initial reaction. With a shake of her head, she corrected. " Sorry, but do I know you? " Sidney wasn't foolish enough to allow this stranger to close. Maybe it was paranoia or maybe the icy cold look in his eyes. 

[yukii0nna]

Sidney McQueen voice claim/

[variousqueerthings]

i feel like the funniest thing about the bear s2 for me vis a vis the odd romance plot (and trying to figure out why it was done in the precise way it was) is that the closest we got to a sex scene if I'm remembering correctly was a strange purple-lit under the covers couple of flashes of difficult to decipher limbs. they coulda just been wrestling or hanging out, hell it coulda just been him in there or a piece of his imagination or a very windy day. the lack of attempting to inject sexual passion or chemistry into their relationship was fascinating and not because they were trying to give us ace carmen (rip that would be actually great). just threw out A Girl Template and did the absolute barest minimum to remind us she exists and "is great" according to occasional reviews from other characters and completely neglected to write. chemistry.

[wr1tten]

𝗧𝗛𝗜𝗦  𝗪𝗔𝗦  𝗜𝗧.      the  𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒍  𝒇𝒂𝒄𝒆𝒐𝒇𝒇  that  sylvie  had  been  waiting  for.      they  had  been  𝚜𝚞𝚌𝚌𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚏𝚞𝚕  so  far.      ticked  off  a  few  ʰᵉᵃᵛʸ  ʰⁱᵗᵗᵉʳˢ;      𝑏𝑢𝑡  𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑛𝑒𝑦  𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑐𝑜𝑡𝑡  𝑤𝑎𝑠  𝑡𝘩𝑒  𝑜𝑛𝑒  𝑛𝑜  𝑜𝑛𝑒  𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑  𝑔𝑒𝑡  𝑡𝑜.            (    𝘢𝘯𝘥  𝘺𝘰𝘶  𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯’𝘵  𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵  𝘵𝘰  𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬  𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩  𝘵𝘩𝘦  𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭    )            there  were  no  ꜰɪɴᴀʟ  ɢɪʀʟꜱ  in  this  plan.      𝑛𝑜𝑡  𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛  𝘩𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓    —    because  at  the  end  of  it  all,    𝘀𝗵𝗲  𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱  𝗰𝗿𝗲𝗱𝗶𝘁.      prison  seemed  better  than  leaving  someone  else  to  claim  the  𝚅𝙸𝙲𝚃𝙾𝚁𝙸𝙴𝚂.           

❝    oh,    honey.      ʙᴇ  ᴄᴀʀᴇꜰᴜʟ  underestimating  me.      𝑖’𝑚  𝑛𝑜𝑡  𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒  𝑡𝘩𝑒  𝑜𝑡𝘩𝑒𝑟𝑠,    ❞            shoulders  lifted  in  a  shrug,    pacing  around  the  ᴸᴱᴳᴱᴺᴰ  with  her  knife  unsheathed;      gripped  in  her  palm,    𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈  beneath  the  dim  lighting.            ❝    every  other  person  that  wore  this  mask  was  an  𝑰𝑫𝑰𝑶𝑻.      𝑤𝘩𝑖𝑐𝘩  𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑙𝑢𝑑𝑒𝑠  𝑚𝑦  𝑏𝑜𝑦𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑,    ❞            blade  tapped  to  her  lips,    pressing  a  ᴋɪꜱꜱ  to  it.      the  ᵀᴿᵁᴱ  ℬᵉᵃᵘᵗʸ  that  it  was.      the  thing  that  brought  her  to  this  moment,            ❝    they  all  made  the  𝙨𝙖𝙢𝙚  𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙨.      brute  strength,    𝒏𝒂𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒕𝒚  that  they  could  kill  you  and  not  face  any  𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎𝚜.    ❞           

sylvie  knew  better  than  to  approach  sidney  too  closely.      that  woman  had  more  experience  than  she  did,    𝑏𝑢𝑡  𝑠𝑦𝑙𝑣𝑖𝑒  𝘩𝑎𝑑  𝑡𝘩𝑒  𝑢𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑟  𝘩𝑎𝑛𝑑;            ❝    i’ve  𝚂𝚃𝚄𝙳𝙸𝙴𝙳  you.      i  know  how  you  fight,    how  you  ᴛʀɪᴄᴋ  people  into  thinking  they’ve  ᵂᴼᴺ.      so  go  ahead.      do  your  best,    ᵒˡᵈ  ˡᵃᵈʸ.    ❞

closed starter for @b4didea

[foundeads]

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feat. @llimerrence 💕

[hargrove]

🥂 CHEERS!

send a 🥂 (cheers) if you want to meet an old muse of mine

"Nice bat, kid. You want my advice, though? Nothing beats a good old fashioned gunshot to the head. It might not have the flashy style, but it sure as hell will stop them from coming back for one last scare."

[midnightpsychos]

You look so much like your mother (Sidney and Stu's kid)

"I-I do? How do you know who my dad was? He's been dead for nearly 26 years.." Her voice was dim, she never met her father and only heard the shit going on in the deputy's office since she was the Sheriff of Woodsboro police department which she took the steps from her uncle figure - Dewey

[killcdhim]

headcanon // billy

Sidney had her doubts about her relationship with Billy. She thought about breaking up with him more than once, but not because she didn't care. She cared so much. She just also got the impression that she didn't--couldn't--make him happy.

She stayed with him, because she always got the sense that there was more wrong with him than he was saying, and that was something she could relate to after her mother died. She didn't feel like anybody understood her grief quite the way he did, although if you asked her, she wouldn't be able to explain why. Sometimes, when they were together, it felt like they were both wallowing in a sadness that neither of them had to talk about to feel it radiating off the other. Or, she would start to say something, and he'd just say I know and she felt like he really did, like she didn't even have to say it.

After she finds out who he really is, there is part of her that just shuts down forever. The part of her that trusts without words, that loves without question, that puts aside her own doubts and allows someone the chance to prove them wrong? That's not part of Sidney anymore. You want to be her friend? You better be ready to patiently chip away a thousand barriers. You want to be anything closer than that? Tough luck.