#&& v: carry on my wayward son [main]

[stanfordprepped]

@frombehindpaleeyes liked for a small starter!

"Okay...I'm going to have to ask you to repeat that a little more slowly. I want to understand and help but you're anxious it's a little hard to catch all the details. Can we try again?"

[stanfordpreppedarch2]

Did you just huff?

There was no hiding the smile that spread across his face at her calling him out on the huff, a chuckle soon to follow. Sam hadn’t been able to help himself when she suggested he take a break from his work.

“Can you blame me? You’re always making me take care of myself which I both love and hate at the same time. I’m just scared to stop looking, you know? People are counting on Dean and I…and with as much as I’ve messed up lately, I feel like I owe it to them to do better .”

[stanfordprepped]

EXCUSE ME?

If I had a nickel for everytime Sam fucked around and found out id be rich

[stanfordprepped]

@huntingxlegacy continued from x

It took Sam a moment to calm his temper, mainly a result of the worry and panic that he had been feeling the whole time that he was searching for DJ. It took him back, back to when he'd lost his brother. That same bottomless panic and pain that had threatened to consume him but somehow worse since this was his son being the one in question. Rather that snap DJ, he instead took a calming breath before speaking. "I know it can be hard to get into contact sometimes...But when you go off on a solo hunt like that I need to be able to check in on you, okay? I know you're capable of taking care of yourself and that you're strong. But that doesn't mean that nothing will ever happen to you. It can happen to anyone." His voice wavered just a little, one hand lifting to briefly rest on his sons shoulder. "I've lost a lot in my years...I don't want to lose you too."

[stanfordpreppedarch2]

@mountaindmned asked:

“You’re covered in blood! Is it yours?” // Jack to Sam W?

Sam shook his head at the question, looking over his blood stained carhardt jacket and flannel which would no doubt need a good washing at some point. Good thing his father taught him the importance of washing out bloodstains. “No, I uh- ran into this creature while I was out getting some firewood. I didn’t manage to kill it but it ran off.” He explained, a sigh soon following.

“I’m not really sure what it was…But it seemed angry. Or hungry. I’m not sure which.”

[stanfordprepped]

@malka-lisitsa liked for a small starter!

"So this is a bit of a big question...But if you got to rule over hell, what exactly would you change about it and what would you do with a power like that? Like...Would you want to make it better, make it worse? I'm curious, I guess. I've got all this power and I'm still not fully sure what I want to do with all of it."

[stanfordprepped]

Arms were quick to wrap around her and hold her close, eyes closing as he listened to her pour her heart out to him. A hand moves to gently run through her hair in a soothing manner. Another flicker of memory. The same way he'd comfort her so many years ago when she got a cut or something upsetting happened. It was like so much had changed and yet...It hadn't at the same time. "I'm sorry it's been so hard...Neither of you deserved to go through all of that. Especially not you. You should be enjoying your childhood and growing up, not worry about me or your mother." He said softly as he rocked her back and forth slowly. If he were able, Sam would gladly go back in time and fix it all. But this time had been needed to figure himself out. So he could be a better husband, a better parent, and finally find some peace within himself. Some acceptance. "I would never leave for a reason like that. And I don't want either of you to blame yourselves. I was the problem...But I'm here to fix it. I'm here to stay if you both want me around."

⸺  𝗚𝗟𝗜𝗦𝗧𝗘𝗡𝗜𝗡𝗚  𝗢𝗣𝗧𝗜𝗖𝗦  𝗦𝗛𝗜𝗙𝗧  𝗜𝗡  𝗔𝗡𝗗  𝗢𝗨𝗧  𝗢𝗙  𝗙𝗢𝗖𝗨𝗦  ,  the  young  hybrid  unsteady  in  mind  and  body  as  her  dad  reassures  her  .  she's  been  burying  her  emotions  for  so  long  ,  spending  her  nights  at  the  bottom  of  a  bottle  rather  than  think  logically  about  why  he  may  have  left  .  her  mind  had  jumped  automatically  to  blaming  herself  ,  and  so  she  has  .  hearing  him  speak  ,  hearing  him  explain  that  neither  she  nor  her  mom  had  done  anything  wrong  .  .  .  it  sends  both  a  wave  of  relief  crashing  over  her  ,  and  a  wave  of  regret  .

❝  i'm  sorry  ,  ❞  charlotte  gasps  ,  throwing  herself  into  his  arms  as  another  round  of  sobs  wracks  small  shoulders  .  ❝  i'm  sorry  ,  i  didn't  -  it's  been  so  bad  ,  dad  . . .  mom  has  been  so  upset  ,  and  i  just  couldn't  -  . . .  i'm  sorry  .  ❞  she  burrows  her  countenance  into  his  shirt  ,  staining  the  fabric  with  running  makeup  as  the  safety  of  her  father's  embrace  grounds  her  as  much  as  is  possible  in  her  state  .

❝  i  just  figured  you  wouldn't  leave  unless  one  of  us  had  done  something  wrong  . . .  it  wouldn't  ever  be  mom  ,  and  uncle  dean  seemed  just  as  lost  as  us  . . .  so  i  figured  it  had  to  be  me  .  ❞  her  timbre  is  shaky  ,  entire  frame  trembling  as  she  thinks  back  on  the  time  he's  been  away  .  how  many  nights  she's  spent  trying  to  bargain  with  the  universe  to  bring  him  back  .  i'll  be  better  ,  i  promise  .  i'll  be  a  better  hunter  ,  a  better  daughter  . . .  i'll  be  better  .  just  please  ,  please  bring  him  home  .  it  had  never  occurred  to  her  that  he  could  find  his  way  back  on  his  own  .

[stanfordprepped]

@lupaeus liked for a small starter!

"So you wanna tell me what's really on your mind or are we going to skirt around it and pretend you're not in a bad mood?" Sam's expression was calm though there was a glimmer of amusement shining in hazel orbs. One hand lifted, thumb brushing gently over soft cheekbone before he spoke up again. "You know you can talk to me about anything. Judgment free zone here."

[huntmade-a]

         Their line of work took Sam all over the country, which made it hard to keep in touch with the few friends he’d managed to make along the way.  Most he lost contact with as soon as a number changed on a burner phone.  Arthur, however, was someone Sam made sure to always call.  The other had been there during a difficult time in his life.  Sometimes he felt like more of a brother than Dean did, which made Sam feel incredibly guilty.  He loved his brother, dearly.  But there were days when the older man made Sam feel like he was two inches tall.  Especially when they were spiraling through all that demon blood tension.

         Stepping out of the car, Sam stretches his back out to reinvigorate his muscles from the long drive.  Several bones pop and crack into place.  He can feel his features lifting when the other comes in to view.  “ Hey, man, “ Sam smiles wide.  One hand extends for a shake.  “ Been a damn long time. “   //   @halfbrecd liked the s.c. 

[stanfordprepped]

"And what is hell? Can you tell me that?"

"I can tell you more about hell than you think I can...In excruciating detail." Sam nearly croaked the words out, the memories of the cage and his time with Lucifer zinging through his mind. He didn't like to think about it, hated to think about it in fact. But if someone asked, he'd be willing to relive what bits of it. "What I can tell you is hell is a place of agony, pain, where you go when you're meant to suffer. Unless you're a demon or the ruler. In which you get to serve or decide what punishment is fitting of the souls trapped."

[stanfordpreppedarch2]

The first comment almost earned a chuckle from Sam but it morphed into a sigh at the last moment, Sam’s expression holding both gentleness and and worry. He knew he’d have to let go sometime. That he wouldn’t be able to protect Delaney forever but still… She was his little sister. The one he’d spend so much of his life with. He’d be the same way if it were Dean doing something risky like this.

“…Fine. I’ll let you do it on one condition: you let me go along with you. You know Dad always told us that it was foolish to go in alone. Hunters always work better as pairs. Dean can hang back for back up. How does that sound?”

⸻    “thanks  for  the  bout  of  confidence,  sammy!"      delaney  quipped,  throwing  her  hands  in  the  air.  they  had  been  at  this  for  what  felt  like  hours  now.  and,  so  far,  this  was  the  only  plan  that  made    sense      even  though  it  was  dangerous.  then  again     .  .  .     what  about  their  life  wasn't  dangerous?  especially  when  it  came  to  where  delaney  and  sam  was  concerned.  she  ran  her  fingers  through  her  hair  and  let  out  a  soft  sigh.    “you  and  dean  are  always  doing  shit  to  save  me.  can  you  just  let  me  save  you  both  for  once?”

continued thread for @stanfordprepped

[outlawshootist]

@rairaitoningu

   Bringing on new members was a massive headache for him. Not only was he considered a de facto leader with Winston, he took on responsibility in making sure each and every person they brought on board wouldn’t fuck up the system they had going. Thank the Spirits he didn’t have to deal with security and or stealth. Pharah and Genji could have that job all they liked.

   No, he had to deal with meeting them and seeing if they met the criteria for agents. It was hard, sometimes, not to go into ‘Reyes’ mode and veto all of them. To his old commander, none of them would have been up to snuff and it’s hard, sometimes, to differentiate between Overwatch ready and Blackwatch ready. Don’t even get him started on the fanboys and girls. One had already made Lena cry and disappear for the weekend. That was one of the hardest things, the ones who idolized and had visions of the previous overwatch in their head. He didn’t like disappointing them, but hey, he had to.

And here he was meeting another kid, might as well be a kid, right? Who was on probationary status with a background sheet as clean as Satya’s room. He needed coffee.

   “Door’s open.”

[hellfirebound]

‘ dick. ‘

“Did you forget what I was for a moment?” Even if Ky wasn’t a Demon, there would be no doubt that he would be the same. Just as rude, just as temperamental, and of course, just as cocky.

“Demon part aside, i’m a dick to everyone. Even the one’s that i call friend.”

[huntmade-a]

          The ebb and flow of nausea had hit Sam well beyond the house’s front door.  Somewhere along the dirt road he’d experienced a range of negative emotion that caused the younger Winchester to look over his shoulder.  As if someone was watching him.  Part of his problem was how familiar it felt.  Although, he couldn’t quite put a finger on how or why.

          Fingers grip painfully to the metal clenched in his flesh.  Something lingered in the air.  Blood, possibly.  Decayed meat.  They’d have to delve deeper into the darkness to know for certain.  But, every inch of Sam’s skin was crawling.  One by one the hairs were starting to stand on end.  

          He descended down and it felt somewhat representative of his state of mind.  Every step forward he reminded himself of all the reasons he fought.  Jess.  His mother.  All the innocents that lived peaceful lives, never knowing what truly lurked beneath the surface.

          “ Dean, “ he gasps after catching movement out of the corner of his eyes.  Strands glisten beneath the lights, which leads his gaze to the girl.  “ Dean, I think she’s alive. Why the hell would there be a captive...“

                    ──  @bloodsoakedfangs gets a plotted starter

[el-pintor]

Thank you for tagging me, @i-got-these-words and @alexc1ting

So, as I mentioned, I don't watch TV or have any sreaming platforms like Netflix or Amazon.

So I listed TV shows, that have meanings for me in some way. Mainly for Music. It doesn't mean, that those shows are very good. There are many shows out there who are a lot of better than those in my list, I know😉

1. Sailor Moon. Yes, I'm not ashamed😂. I was six when it came out (in my state) and I had a difficult time, so this show helped me distract myself from hell. It was the first (known) Anime that I watched and with SM a new era began. (Heidi, Mila Superstar) Pokemon, Digimon, Detective Conan, One Piece, . Many shows who were a part of childhood for so many people.

2. Buffy, the Vampire Slayer. Introduced me to supernatural shows. Funny, stupid but a classic. This show was not afraid to just abond all script rules. See Willow as a black witch. And one of the first mainstream show with a lesbian relationship. Willow and Tara will always be a badass couple.

3. Supernatural. I grew up with this show. I was thirteen, now they're by their 15th. Season. Sadly, the last one.

Great music, funny and finally a show where romance don't play a big role. Just the brothers and others. 🎶Kansas - Carry on my Wayward Son🎶, 🎸Motörhead- God was never by your side 🎸

4. Scrubs. JD has a fucked up mind like mine. Hilarious but also sometimes sad. Great final, great choice of music: ❤️The Book of Love- Peter Gabriel❤️

5. Vampire Diaries. 1. Introduced me to Indie music and some of my favorite bands now: The National, Interpol, Rival Sons, Royal Republic, Sigur Ros, TV on the Radio, M83, Arctic Monkeys, Damien Rice... I'm forever grateful. 2. Damon.

Check out: TV on the Radio-DLZ, Sigur Ros- Dauðalogn, Damien Rice - Long, Long Way, Goodby June- Darlin'

6. Skam. All versions. It's one of the most diverse teen shows in the recent years. Yes, I live for the gay couples cause they have the best storylines but they also adress to mental health, migration, religion. The original has a main character with a hijab. It's rare to see someone with it in a series.

7. Walking Dead. Was a good show. Great music, great soundtrack. Ben Howard- Oats in the Water, Fink- Warm Shadow.

8. Extra3, Heute-Show.

I love political satire shows. I'm very interested in politic and could read news for hours. Does anyone know good ones with at least english subtitles?

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=kaA-rBjFidM&t=68s Extra3, in English about Brexit😉

9. Cartoons like: South Park, Happy Tree friends. 1. Great humor. 2.Well, fucked up😂

10. Criminal Minds. I love fucked up stories. Music: Radical Face-Gilded Hand.

I want to watch so many new shows😩

I tag @namenamejk, @notthatiwilleverwriteit, @plumb19, @zajeliminazwy, @casually-inlove, @sutemo, @ficsficsficsallfics, @omagamaster

[stanfordprepped]

@wavrlynatural asked:

alex runs her fingers through his hair almost soothingly. "You look like you could use a little bit of rest Sam.."

A soft hum escapes Sam, eyes closing to enjoy the feeling of fingers running through his hair. It's always been a little weakness of his. Dimples show, hazel eyes opening again after a moment to focus on Alex. "I would normally make a counter reply but honestly? I'm tapped and I know it...There's still so much work to do though."