#& he was trying to make it healthy again
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Maybe i SHOULD draft out my ‘Clark is a SuperPlant’ propaganda post
#chattin#due to. recent tags that resonated w me#im already someone that loathes the ‘theyre completely alien AND they conveniently look AND function exactly the same as a human’ trope#esp when they have the nerve to make them PROCREATE w humans wo any defects whatsoever#ur lying ur unimaginative u suck !!!!#so my compromise is always like#fine. the point is that they have to blend in very well. i will concede on that front#but god as my witness i will make him so fucked up internally.#u should xray him and see a fucking mess of organs pumping in bizarre places#things that let him see things w a microscopic lens#things that let him exist in a vacuum bc he doesnt need to Breathe#u should get him in a red sun room and realize hes still able to exist unharmed in a vacumm and go hey man. what the fuck .#going to reach max tags bc i never seem to behave myself no matter what im yelling about#i need bruce to sit down and finally read whatever kryptonian text is floating around#and realize clark- despite his mammalian appearance- is far more linked to plants than anything else#a plant w TEETH and EYES and somehow became a predator instead of staying as a plant#HOWWW did u evolve into what u are now? what did ur ancestors look like??? a daisy???#if u look at any kryptonian species youd see that all of them behave like clark- like they all evolved in a similar way#saw a post (i GOTTA find it again) that said that clark is brownskinned which seems a little silly when u compare it to human melanin#but that sunlight makes for a healthy kryptonian and their skin will show it#and paleskinned kryptonians are seeking out more sun and starving for it. like. ouuuu.#i wont add that to my own hcs but its that kinda shit i love sooo much#get so caught up on trying to make him human in ur eyes that u end up misunderstanding him entirely#love him#xenobio#for tagging
269 notes
·
View notes
Note
erm can we see more deer dale he's so silly
Deer Dale!!! Now with full antler face like I initially intended but could not figure out how to draw at the time
#you get a healthy mix of silly and horrific body horror with this one#fop#fop nature au#fop a new wish#dale dimmadome#dev dimmadome#fop dale#fop dev#body horror#art#digital art#fanart#wanted to do some mini frames of deer dale sort of like deliriously nuzzling dev#but since hes ya know covered in antlers Dev is just sitting there terrified that if he makes one wrong move hes gonna get skewered or wors#(that wouldnt happen often btw he'd be mostly too scared and erratic for that but i thought it would be a nice one off visual)#its kinda an apt summary of their relationship tho i think#even if hes not malicious. even when hes trying to be as gentle as he knows how hes still hurting dev or almost hurting dev#I think about the ep where Dale mentions his time in the lemon factory implying that hes trauma dumped to dev about it before#like my man. your son is not who you should be loading that information on to. get a therapist.#all this to say that i do think deer dale tries to avoid hurting dev and even tries to be comforted by him but like..#you are like a 400 pound animal blindly stumbling around covered in spikes#you cant tell your own CHILD you dont love them and then expect them to take on the burden of comforting you#again hes not fully there when hes a deer but this is all very metaphorical or whatever
226 notes
·
View notes
Text
some photos from the boys' teen years
#ts4#simblr#ts4 edit#ts4 render#sims 4#myedits#dhestyn#kelly#stella#& by teen years i do actually just mean teen year singular#these are all from 2016 which. is the year they graduated high school AND#the only year dhes didn't do anything crazy to his hair#bc that was the year after the Bleach Incident(tm)#& he was trying to make it healthy again#believe me the boy's hair is absolutely fried#i really want to do more of these & include the other kiddos#& span over more years bc the boys have known each other since they were like. 13 so#there are a lot of pictures to be taken yk#& tbh this is just my favorite kind of edit to do#they're fun & cute & don't require a lot of brain power#at some point i will print these out & make a scrapbook#as soon as someone invents a printer that actually works
276 notes
·
View notes
Text
skk started calling each other babygirl as a joke… turns out somewhere along the way it stopped being a joke and became an endearment that follows their insults
#this interaction prompted kunikida to make a work place etiquette powerpoint presentation#aka the presentation where he tells Dazai that exploring your sexuality is healthy but why does it have to be with a mafia executive#(-> still haven’t drawn the sequel to my other comic… oh well)#skk aren’t together btw they just are like this and continue to pine for the next 2 years while they’re basically already in a relationship#like they are exclusive behave like a couple still wear the rings from that one mission where they had to get married#soukoku#bsd fanart#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#osamu dazai#bsd osamu dazai#bsd dazai#chuuya nakahara#bsd chuuya#bsd chuuya nakahara#my art#also some sskk as a treat#a few weeks later atsushi calls akutagawa babygirl just to try it out but almost looses a leg again
3K notes
·
View notes
Text
Happy Birthday Yakou! 🚬💙🎉
The best roommate, mentor, boss, father figure and caretaker Yuma could ask for💕
I had to try to make something for him. I’ve grown to adore him almost as much as yuma as I kept putting them in various scenarios the past half year.
(its kinda for both of them since their birthdays are only a day apart from each-other??)
So yeah, birthday cuddles for them both~ 💜💙
#rain code#master detective archives: rain code#yuma kokohead#yakou furio#yakou fathero#pixeldoodles#my art#i’ll still make yuma his own art tomorrow#second birthday art where someone is snuggling yuma#only difference is he's healthy here just eepy XD#people have made such wonderful work of these two#yakou has been yuma’s anchor & safety since he saved him#as he should be#they’re so adorable together#give this poor thing some well deserved cuddles#he needs to be protected from everything x3c#this pose was hard so it may look wonky... ORZ#I did my best aghghgh cuddle poses are hard#the best caretaker and whumpee candidates a girl could ask for <3#yuma's covered up again bc blanket burrito yuma is my religion :3#I love them both to DEATH they're just too good ;w;#but yeah I'll go easy on them for their birthdays c:#I gotta try to work on today's yuma month prompt now...#aghgh and I have sth else to do in 2 hours ORZ
81 notes
·
View notes
Note
Alenoah, where Noah cares about Alejandro, more than Alejandro's family did:
Noah: I will now torture you.
Alejandro: Kinky!~
Noah: I think you are brilliant and beautiful.
Alejandro: Wait!
Noah: You deserve to be cared for and loved, despite your mistakes.
Alejandro: No!
Noah: Your feelings and needs are valid, and deserve to be heard.
Alejandro: I need a safeword! 😳
Real.
#almost went on a whole rant here about how alejandro wouldn't know how to process unconditional care and support--#for himself as a person instead of the praise he receives for his persona/mask/“charming” act#and also how this ties in to him being starved for genuine affection/love which is why it's so ironic shipping him with noah of all people#since noah is not the type to show a lot of affection. at least not publicly- and even when he does it's usually veiled behind a layer of--#sarcasm and/or prickliness. he's like a hedgehog.#but noah WOULD absolutely break out the big guns once he's realised just how fucked up alejandro's home life and subsequent psyche is#“i am going to hurt you emotionally”#“do your best”#“i love and cherish you as a person and expect nothing in return. i care about you and your feelings. you're my top priority.”#cue alejandro ugly crying into a tub of ice cream#noah's trying to comfort him (awkwardly) but it's making it worse because noah caring about him even at his worst is The Issue#alejandro gets to have a breakdown over finally having a healthy relationship. as a treat.#total drama#td alejandro#td noah#alenoah#others' ideas#ophe's ranting in the tags again#replies
56 notes
·
View notes
Text
As a gay Mike truther, this is my favorite bi-Mike evidence
#byler#don't like piling on the discourse#but again#as much as i am a gay mike truther#bi mike is something very special to me#one way ->#'it doesn't have to be one-way.'#oh... so what you're saying is mike's probably been trying to convince himself he can't be gay bc he's attracted to women too...?#but mike..#did you know you can like both?#that it doesn't have to be one way...?#mike in the shot alone right in front of jonathan as he says this#then panning over to reveal will and el paralleling each other#it's whatever#technically me saying i'm a gay mike truther bc the evidence supports it could be seen as invalidating to bi-mike truthers and vise-versa#but healthy discourse needs to be encouraged#just because you don't like someone's interpretation/it goes against yours that doesn't make it inherently homophobic/biphobic#it means you're feeling challenged and that's okay!#bask in it and move on#and if ppl are harassing you#just know they probably have a humiliation kink and you're just feeding it by giving them attention#it's likely they don't care that they've hurt your feelings and nothing is going to change that#not worth the energy
125 notes
·
View notes
Text
I had a thought for a character just now
So going with the idea of Dark Choco having his constant stormy clouds, this other character basically just follows him around because of it since they either don’t enjoy the sun themselves, or they prefer stormy/cloudy weather. Or maybe they like the unusual phenomena
But any way, this character is following Dark Choco around specifically because of the clouds
Not really sure what flavor would work for this sort of character, but it was just a thought
#I don’t know if this character would be romantic or just a friend#I know trying to make a love interest for Dark Choco is a fruitless endeavor at this point#and here it doesn’t really matter#it’s more about him having someone around who isn’t deterred by him and his curse#and instead sticks around him because of that#upon further thought it might not be the most healthy#since he needs to get rid of the sword and he wants to see the sun again#but you know it sounded nice in my head#cookie run oc#dark choco cookie#character idea#random stuff
23 notes
·
View notes
Text
#Reds such a unique and sad character to me#No matter what he does he is in a loop somehow. both actually and mentally.#He wants change - but he's afraid of it - But he NEEDS it - but its too scary.#He wants to be normal - But normal is boring - But its safe.#Too weird for people - too normal for freaks.#He Likes those two - But getting attached hurts. - But he truly does love them - But what if hes the issue? what is HE hurts them.#and thats why i think transport was such a big turning point. because he does hurt them#He tries his best and does what he thinks will be best.#him being alone so he issnt an “Issue”#And them being happy and healthy in a place where thier needs are met. and they dont have to be scared anymore.#but he fails and he hurts them.#His torture here is feeling helpless and whenever he tries it fails to the point he feels awful.#He has such complex and battling emotions they loop in his head over and over. too the point he cant do anything#thus making him a neutral character.#But neutral issnt a Good thing#Yes he doesnt hurt anything. But he doesnt help or comfort either#He is in a loop inside and out.#Hes drowning.#SIIIGHH sometimes it hurts understanding him /hj. (i know theres like a gigillion ways to interpret him lmao.}#im actuly kinda sad i havent seen anyone else have the idea of him being torn apart inside and anxious tho.#or that he sees himself as a big monster. maybe even due to him leaveing before (trying to help but failing again)#or that hes easy to manipulate. thus creating danger for the other two.#But im just yapping and making a comic based on my thoughts :]#(as ive been a lil mentally ill about string man lately.#dhmis#dhmis red guy#dhmis fanart#dhmis comic#dont hug me im scared
17 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#everything’s fine and I’m fine I’m just saying this to say it rn#I don’t know what I would choose to do if he WAS still alive and I COULD still report officially#but a large part of me is really really glad that that mayor is dead. and I don’t ever have to hear him or see him at events or feel his#unusually long weird fingernails and iron grip while telling me to smile for pictures ever again#a part of me would love to confront him#but most of me is just glad he’s gone and can’t scare me or make life hell for my parents ever again#he never should’ve gotten away with all the things he did for so many years. but he did.#now that we’re here in the present. it’s a gift to get to move on from it knowing he’s not still out there at least#he was a gross greedy person with police and government power and never should’ve had those positions for so many decades like he did#but that being said. he can’t ever speak to or touch me again.#I’m not grateful now. I wasn’t grateful then after he stopped pretending either. but I’m glad I get to walk away and never live near#any subdivision or building or anything else with his name or picture#ever again. and he’s never able to touch another child ever. good riddance. you gross greedy poor excuse for a public servant.#now I’m gonna go try to write some of what I’ve learned into a fic to help my future self and others#who do you think came out on top at the end of the day mayor L?#I came out of this with friends and kindness and gentleness and healthy rage. you died just as greedy and fake and paranoid as you lived.#I hope you got better towards the end. for your wife and family’s sake.#I get to protect others from people like you for the rest of my life. and I’ll win.#because I deserve it and every current kid deserves it too.#shh katie
23 notes
·
View notes
Text
My friend: I can't think while I'm at work
Me, at work, earlier that day: word for word writing a fic In my head
#not a happy one either#out here in the pharmacy aisles thinking about comas#(old news)#but it was like Elsie calling her mom and her mom asking how everyone was#namely how Elsie (heart failure) and Finch (fetus whos host is going into heart failure) are doing#and Elsie says that shes been having contractions but shes hiding them from her doctors#(even though she thinks its Braxton hicks)#and her mom yells at her and asks why she would do that and Elsie says she doesn't want to have this baby without her wife#because her wife Atticus has been in a coma for about a week after an aneurysm ruptured + she hemorrhaged and seized#and her mom is about to say like “a life for a life” vibes. when a baby is born someone dies. that's how it works#and Elsie yells at her because a) what the fuck and b) why would god choose to kill her HEALTHY wife after making Elsie so sick?#why wouldn't he take Elsie if he needed a life for a life?#anyway i wrote it when i got home lmao#and now im at work again but this time it was filling waters.#and while i was doing that i was day dreaming about Rainey and Lyria and Remus#it was a nicer daydream (Rainey and Lyria going to get icecream but Rainey has no cash. Remus has 100$)#but i knew Remus had to ve hurt or she wouldn't be there (third wheeling AND She and Lyria don't get along)#so i was trying to figure out the timeline and decided on when she tried to kill herself so Rainey is watching her#and all I thiught was: (annoyed) i promsie not to kill myself in the next half an hour 😒#(while they run to town to get icecream together and she's left at home)#james is rambling again#ocs#rambling#thoughts#writer#writing#original character
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
I got an email from my grandpa today and all the draft responses I’ve been working on in my head sound like an 18th century letter that’s going to have to travel for months to reach him.
pandemic year 5 really has me feeling like me and a very small handful of people I know are living on an entirely different plane of existence than everyone else
#like I haven’t seen him in over a year. I’ve seen him 3 times since 2020#so I guess on the isolation and slow communication front it’s pretty similar#he used my chosen name. I haven’t changed my email yet but he used my chosen name#I don’t even care at this point if he never gets my pronouns right#I thought I’d never be able to tell him. I didn’t want to find out his politics were more important#he’s quiet and kind and he gives people expensive gifts any time he can afford it but he constantly forgets people’s allergies#so he might get you something you can’t have but whoever you pass it along to will love it#he cries at weddings and during church services and sometimes random holidays#he passes out in his rocking chair at every family function#he’s the unofficial photographer of every gathering ever since my great grandfather stopped being able to walk as much as the job requires#and he voted for trump in 2016 and has afaik an active nra membership#he once complimented my outfit by telling me he’d call me a stud if I was a guy#which like. ok. I have some notes#but uh. thanks?#idk I’m just. it sucks being so far away from everyone and everything because the rest of the world is ignoring an ongoing pandemic#I’m missing so much of my life and others lives and even parts of my own transition#I can make steps to reach out but it only goes so far if poeple#are unwilling to mask or vaccinate or even just ask what needs to happen to make it safe#so I don’t. idk. kill my partner#or become even more disabled than I currently am#my family’s been making steps and they’re taking me seriously but it’s all so slow and I’m still sore from bracing for rejection#I’ve been bracing for rejection for so so long it’s terrifying to reach out. about anything#this is not condusive to a healthy relationship lol#not sure what to do other than bonk myself on the head and say ‘get better’ tho#*bonk* ‘try again’#one step at a time ig#ahshitherewegoagain.jpg#.txt
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
*thinks really hard about how lily is usually pretty good at handling peoples disabilities but when joe becomes disabled she loses her respect of his autonomy and has to relearn how to treat him like a person because shes too scared of losing him and not scared enough of losing their friendship, but i cant really elaborate on that more so i just sit here vibrating*
#it is important. to me#that she becomes a dick in this specific way#that she and joe do have a really rough time after he becomes disabled because shes really pissing him off#she cannot handle his breakdowns or delusions and she doesnt get why he doesnt try#harder to get better physically. because her priority is keeping him alive#not anything else he just needs to be alive she needs it#sure she can handle disabled students she can handle people shes not personally involved with#but the moment its joe she locks in on making him healthy again. which isnt possible#but she doesnt know how to be ok with everything changing the way it has#DOES not help they dont immediately want to go to other doctors for several reasons#so lily is the health expert they have on hand.#shes stressed out of her mind and shes not even in a place where she can start changing her mindset#until he starts getting actual doctors appointments#paces around in circles. lily infantalizing and unable to handle the inconvenience of joe#for reasons that are understandable and make sense but dont make her in the right#is actually something that can be so personal#thats her baby brother she needs him to be ok. and hes not going to be ever again#text#the deathspeaker#lily#joe
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#i ran out of tags on my last reblog.#but yeah basically i wish the high guard leaned more into that toxic masculinity that they had going on#you know the type of masculinity where guys egg each other on to be more an more aggressive/violent/strong etc#the type of masculinity where... when asked ''how did it get like this? why did you and your friends take it so far?'' the guy doesn't know.#they get swept up in. let megs get swept up in this shield of strength and power which makes him feel (in the moment) not helpless.#but it goes too far. he does things he can't take back. his best friend is horrified by him-- doesn't ACCEPT him anymore.#he and Orion argue and instead of defending Sentinel Orion defends a random cronie and gets shot.#cue that moment of regret. except in this case he wouldn't catch Orion and go ''why... i'm done saving you.''#instead he'd go ''why...'' notice the cronie is trying to flee and Orion begs him to not become the monster Sentinel was.#but Megs takes offense to that. is he for real?? ''I am nothing like Sentinel. and I thought you of all people would know that...''#''... I'm the only one strong enough to fix things. It's what's best for everyone.'' ''D... no...'' ''Sorry Orion. Cybertron needs me.''#*drops him to shoot the cronie trying to escape*#Orion is so hurt. his sense of jutice is wounded but so is his spark. he dies and comes back as prime. and megs isn't happy to see him.#Starscream stands behind him emboldens Megs. the High Guard refuses to bow to another Prime. Megs now stands firmly in opposition to Optimus#this is because Starscream sees Megs as strong but easily manipulated. he thinks with him at the helm that he'll have a shield#while he basically runs the HG behind the scenes#Optimus and Megs fight. Megs loses. all his blustering about being the savior of Cybertron is thrown back in his face#it's embarrassing. he feels helpless. he never wanted to feel helpless again.#instead of banishment Megs shoves Optimus' outstretched hand aside-- he KNOWS he is in the RIGHT.#and just UGHHH THE HIGH GUARD CREATING THEIR OWN MONSTER BY SPURRING HIM ON!#no one is able to help Megs regulate his emotions he just feels bad and his new friends tell him to punch someone about it! it's not healthy#I WIIIISH I COULD LIKE IT MORE
5 notes
·
View notes
Note
young alpha yata making lunch boxes for omega saru bc he is concerned saru might be too skinny and weak. everyone else (maybe even saru himself) sees it as an alpha courting an omega lol
Yata just wants Fushimi to be healthy, please he doesn't even know what courting is XD Imagine Yata not even being aware that Fushimi is an omega, like Fushimi hasn't had his first heat yet and he doesn't tell Yata that he's an omega because he's embarrassed – bad enough being an omega but being one when Misaki of all people is an alpha is just too much. Yata's pretty vocal about being an alpha of course, because alphas are strong and cool (and then Fushimi teases him about sex and Yata gets super red and tells him to shut up, Yata hasn't entirely reconciled himself to that part yet and anyway they're only in middle school). Meanwhile Yata's noticed that Fushimi has a terrible diet and thinks that Fushimi needs some nutrients, so he just starts making Fushimi lunches. Fushimi still picks at the food and complains about the vegetables but he does eat, and Yata is completely oblivious as to how this certainly looks like an alpha trying to awkwardly court an omega.
Then they join Homra, where most of the guys are alphas and probably notice that Fushimi's an omega right away. I imagine Totsuka or Kusanagi trying to like gently hint at Yata about the truth, because they can see Fushimi is uncomfortable when Yata talks about Homra being full of alphas, but Yata doesn't entirely catch on. He does however keep bringing Fushimi food even now, like if they're not going to be at home for lunch Yata will sometimes bring Fushimi lunch even if they're at the bar, since Fushimi's so picky this is the only way to be sure that he eats something. The rest of the Homra guys totally notice this of course, Chitose thinks it's pretty clever to try and claim your omega by being the one who exclusively feeds him. Fushimi hears these rumors and just clicks his tongue and thinks 'how stupid,' because he knows that Yata hasn't noticed he's an omega and even if Misaki did why would he ever try and court Fushimi – but at the same time part of him desperately wants it, wants Yata to be trying to stake a claim to Fushimi's heart, and perhaps that's why he continues to be even more stubborn in his eating habits so that Yata will keep bringing him meals.
#sarumi#Talking K#then imagine this post-ROK#they're friends again and Yata knows Fushimi is an omega#and keeps bringing him regular lunches at S4#it absolutely looks like an alpha courting an omega and everyone knows it#except Yata who still just thinks he's trying to make Fushimi healthy#everyone else is like he's fattening up Fushimi-san so he'll be ready to have children
17 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#psyching myself up to try and watch the new series of heartstopper#I don't make a lot of personal posts these days and it feels easier to talk about this in the tags for some reason now - like I'm whisperin#but series 2 absolutely wrecked me in a way that is not entirely healthy#isaac's storyline is just a bit too close to home for me and I became a bawling mess every single time he was on screen#and not in a cathartic way. in a like I am dredging up the trauma of growing up aroace without having fully come to terms with it yet way.#I've come such a long way with slowly starting to feel pride in being aroace even in just the last few months#that I wondered if I'd actually be fine with it this time. I even considered rewatching s2 in preparation. turns out I'm not fine.#I watched a recap of s2 to try and remember what happened and uhhhh that clip of isaac rejecting that love interest in the bookshop#(with the novel loveless blurry in the background) has already brought up emotions.#then I thought I'd scroll some spoilers in his character tag just to prepare myself for what would happen with him this season#and just reading posts (mild spoilers here) about him being proudly aroace have sent me into paroxysms of sobbing yet again so....#I've honestly come such a long way in the last few years and the last few months. I'm even talking about it on tumblr now.#but I guess most of my work on that front has been accepting the present and the future of not having or wanting a partner.#whereas there's still a lifetime of trauma from the way it made me feel in the past#both growing up feeling alienated and having no idea what was different about me and the extent to which I tried to make it not be true#for years after first having an inkling of it being a possibility. I would have done anything to make myself alloromantic.#(the realisation of asexuality came later and was more of a 'huh I guess that makes sense' thing lol)#and even though I no longer want to change this fact about who I am#I guess I'm more traumatised by it all than I consciously realised. genuinely thought I'd be fine at this point.#anyway ramble over. I'm actually not sure if I should watch the new season or not. will it be helpful to work through the emotions?#or just re-traumatise me? felt more like the latter last time so hmmm.#guess I'm going to have to think about it.#it feels ridiculous that such a fluffy show - in which the character in question is pretty minor - should provoke such a reaction#but there you go#mine#tag chat#personal
4 notes
·
View notes