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some photos from the boys' teen years
#ts4#simblr#ts4 edit#ts4 render#sims 4#myedits#dhestyn#kelly#stella#& by teen years i do actually just mean teen year singular#these are all from 2016 which. is the year they graduated high school AND#the only year dhes didn't do anything crazy to his hair#bc that was the year after the Bleach Incident(tm)#& he was trying to make it healthy again#believe me the boy's hair is absolutely fried#i really want to do more of these & include the other kiddos#& span over more years bc the boys have known each other since they were like. 13 so#there are a lot of pictures to be taken yk#& tbh this is just my favorite kind of edit to do#they're fun & cute & don't require a lot of brain power#at some point i will print these out & make a scrapbook#as soon as someone invents a printer that actually works
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the goverment is definitely figuring out this alien situation asap right?? cause whats happening currently is not feasible in the long run is it not??
im sure they are trying to maybe figure it out...probably, but part of me feels like it is not being treated with the seriousness it should be by them, which ig is in character LOL
pretty much relying on one guy (who doesnt even wanna be doing this) is actually scary
and the mc still has to like 'encourage' him to do it, tho its much easier in the 'ray ending' for sure. that man just wants to live a regular life with mc (unfortunately for him that means continuing to be binary star and dealing with aliens)
and if i was a citizen and knew this id be panicking
like yea u have these other heroes helping and stuff which im sure looks comforting from an outside point of view! but like the actuality is that its ray keeping things afloat
AND ON THE TOPIC OF THE MC, i was definitely in my head like....wouldnt rays superiors (managers??) get like curious about them? like no way theyre not being nosy about it after a certain amount of time passes. it really feels like something that could be leveraged against him,,, (if there is fic about this pls send it to me lol)
honestly i feel like mc and rays relationship would have moments of high stress. like there will be good times but also the bad times will also be there and its sometimes gonna be because of outside factors they cant control
#like this hero set up for the violent alien invasions....cannot continue forever no?#its like a common hero trope but i love overthinking stuff its my jam!#and this is not me even getting into the possibility of mc dying before him (natural causes or accident)...or him getting too old eventuall#ig they could make another human weapon or something but if that were the easiest solution#there would be more ppl like ray walking around already ig (also this is a messed up thing to do btw)#is there even a solution to this??#see im entering the next phase of my fixation which is#thinking about the world#its really interesting guys!#ray is an interesting character and all the shit hes been through...im surprised he can be even controlled ngl lol#like yea mc is his last link to humanity but also deep down ik he doesnt want to let go of it hence the obsession and love towards them#its tragic that that hope had to be pinned on one singular person tho#wishing the best for him tho#i think he should be allowed to retire rn ACTUALLY#unfortunately everyone will fuckin die so.#again....government do something!?#i dont believe in my heart that theyre trying to actually solve the problem...#ik its not an easy problem to solve either....there might not be a solution at all! but i still feel like theyre not trying hard enough??#but idk enough about what the gov is doing to know. this is literally me just going based off vibes#i hope i stop having th urge to yap about this in like a week cause ill go crazy just making thing up#binary star hero#bshvn#im so curious to actually see how mc and rays day to day official relationship would go#the ray ending one where theyre trying to be healthy about it lol#theyre super cute haha#also its always fun to see a yan type character trying to be 'normal' about their feelings#hes trying okay! he doesnt even read mcs mind anymore without permission#or at least he tries#pretty sure he slips up every once in awhile#god i just...i have a bunch of stuff going on in my head
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Happy Birthday Yakou! 🚬💙🎉
The best roommate, mentor, boss, father figure and caretaker Yuma could ask for💕
I had to try to make something for him. I’ve grown to adore him almost as much as yuma as I kept putting them in various scenarios the past half year.
(its kinda for both of them since their birthdays are only a day apart from each-other??)
So yeah, birthday cuddles for them both~ 💜💙
#rain code#master detective archives: rain code#yuma kokohead#yakou furio#yakou fathero#pixeldoodles#my art#i’ll still make yuma his own art tomorrow#second birthday art where someone is snuggling yuma#only difference is he's healthy here just eepy XD#people have made such wonderful work of these two#yakou has been yuma’s anchor & safety since he saved him#as he should be#they’re so adorable together#give this poor thing some well deserved cuddles#he needs to be protected from everything x3c#this pose was hard so it may look wonky... ORZ#I did my best aghghgh cuddle poses are hard#the best caretaker and whumpee candidates a girl could ask for <3#yuma's covered up again bc blanket burrito yuma is my religion :3#I love them both to DEATH they're just too good ;w;#but yeah I'll go easy on them for their birthdays c:#I gotta try to work on today's yuma month prompt now...#aghgh and I have sth else to do in 2 hours ORZ
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i think my biggest problem with the pirate game is majima's absolutely unhinged emotional sheltering being presented as like. a good and healthy and normal thing. which. like. i SUPPOSE the only acceptable situation to do that in is with a child youre responsible for. but its still not acknowledged at all that its unhealthy..? but then again this is how kiryu saga has been for years too. youre just supposed to look at it and know better. they dont really spell it out. at least they didnt until infinite wealth
#its just like. these guys are making the best of a really bad situation#the really bad situation is. themselves#it was i think more obvious with kiryu because his life was ruined over it#and so was majimas but we didnt See majimas life in those games#so it feels like. the game is kind of. approaching majimas coping mechanisms uncritically...?#sure theres lessons to be learned from that but its like. not something to try and emulate#there IS stuff that is genuinely like. good. and healthy. and that i appreciate the writers for presenting in the way they did#especially the stuff with how. you can and WILL make mistakes. you will fuck up beyond your wildest dreams#and sometimes the consequences will be irreversible. but its never too late to start doing the right thing#majima does have a really good grasp of this. he always has its one of his biggest strengths#but his codependent relationship with kiryu IS like. actively ruining his life and his relationship with saejima#and he just does it all over again with noah. except its kinda warranted this time because it is an actual kid#but are we supposed to look at it and go aww. thats so nice of him#like. majima. you are not normal#tbf the stuff with saejima does make me think they are aware of this and want us to be aware of this. its just not the tone they wanted to#take with this game#i guess i wouldve preferred an infinite wealth style deconstruction of majima and his coping mechanisms#but its also SO majima to do. All Of This instead of. actually facing his problems#like hes stillllll running#thats the point#and saejima knows this. hes made peace with it#yapping#majima gaiden
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I had a thought for a character just now
So going with the idea of Dark Choco having his constant stormy clouds, this other character basically just follows him around because of it since they either don’t enjoy the sun themselves, or they prefer stormy/cloudy weather. Or maybe they like the unusual phenomena
But any way, this character is following Dark Choco around specifically because of the clouds
Not really sure what flavor would work for this sort of character, but it was just a thought
#I don’t know if this character would be romantic or just a friend#I know trying to make a love interest for Dark Choco is a fruitless endeavor at this point#and here it doesn’t really matter#it’s more about him having someone around who isn’t deterred by him and his curse#and instead sticks around him because of that#upon further thought it might not be the most healthy#since he needs to get rid of the sword and he wants to see the sun again#but you know it sounded nice in my head#cookie run oc#dark choco cookie#character idea#random stuff
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#i ran out of tags on my last reblog.#but yeah basically i wish the high guard leaned more into that toxic masculinity that they had going on#you know the type of masculinity where guys egg each other on to be more an more aggressive/violent/strong etc#the type of masculinity where... when asked ''how did it get like this? why did you and your friends take it so far?'' the guy doesn't know.#they get swept up in. let megs get swept up in this shield of strength and power which makes him feel (in the moment) not helpless.#but it goes too far. he does things he can't take back. his best friend is horrified by him-- doesn't ACCEPT him anymore.#he and Orion argue and instead of defending Sentinel Orion defends a random cronie and gets shot.#cue that moment of regret. except in this case he wouldn't catch Orion and go ''why... i'm done saving you.''#instead he'd go ''why...'' notice the cronie is trying to flee and Orion begs him to not become the monster Sentinel was.#but Megs takes offense to that. is he for real?? ''I am nothing like Sentinel. and I thought you of all people would know that...''#''... I'm the only one strong enough to fix things. It's what's best for everyone.'' ''D... no...'' ''Sorry Orion. Cybertron needs me.''#*drops him to shoot the cronie trying to escape*#Orion is so hurt. his sense of jutice is wounded but so is his spark. he dies and comes back as prime. and megs isn't happy to see him.#Starscream stands behind him emboldens Megs. the High Guard refuses to bow to another Prime. Megs now stands firmly in opposition to Optimus#this is because Starscream sees Megs as strong but easily manipulated. he thinks with him at the helm that he'll have a shield#while he basically runs the HG behind the scenes#Optimus and Megs fight. Megs loses. all his blustering about being the savior of Cybertron is thrown back in his face#it's embarrassing. he feels helpless. he never wanted to feel helpless again.#instead of banishment Megs shoves Optimus' outstretched hand aside-- he KNOWS he is in the RIGHT.#and just UGHHH THE HIGH GUARD CREATING THEIR OWN MONSTER BY SPURRING HIM ON!#no one is able to help Megs regulate his emotions he just feels bad and his new friends tell him to punch someone about it! it's not healthy#I WIIIISH I COULD LIKE IT MORE
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ID: YHH manga excerpt: Yusuke, facing away and contemplative, speaking to Botan (not visible): "I'm alive, and they're actually glad. But I can't even say when I'll revive entirely. Y'know, it might be funny to break the egg... on purpose, so I fail and my soul never returns." /END ID.
YYH manga, volume 1, chapter 2, page 73.
ID: Botan and Yusuke in the "Kids, could you lighten up a little?" Simpsons Meme (Botan says the line). /END ID.
Her canon thoughts "Yeah, real funny..."
#yusuke#yyh things#yyh manga ref#i love him but what the fuck yusuke my heart??? my boy???#how to give yusuke new issues when he already has issues abt feeling like itd be best if he were dead: kill him but offer his loved#ones and himself no time frame for when he'll be able to come back meaning he'll be reliant on others for keeping his body healthy & well#it was one thing that *he* was in limbo; putting people he loves in that space? its killing him worse than the car#v proud of him for verbalising the temptation & the fear hes feeling instead of bottling it up like he feels like its inevitable he'll mess#smthg up so why not get it over with; why not make the uncertain into something certain#also somthng v painful abt yusuke deciding he's going to try doing his best to live again him gaining that determination and then realising#it wasnt as straightforward as it was offered; in fact it may have made things even more painful supposing if smthng goes wrong#w the resurrection; esp if yusuke thinks its his fault or worse he thinks sm1 he cares abt will think its his fault or worst of all:#sm1 he cares abt thinks the thing that went wrong was his fault *and* he meant to cause that fault...#like “what if i sabotage this and i didnt even mean to but the people around me think i did mean to; are they right aftr all?”
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young alpha yata making lunch boxes for omega saru bc he is concerned saru might be too skinny and weak. everyone else (maybe even saru himself) sees it as an alpha courting an omega lol
Yata just wants Fushimi to be healthy, please he doesn't even know what courting is XD Imagine Yata not even being aware that Fushimi is an omega, like Fushimi hasn't had his first heat yet and he doesn't tell Yata that he's an omega because he's embarrassed – bad enough being an omega but being one when Misaki of all people is an alpha is just too much. Yata's pretty vocal about being an alpha of course, because alphas are strong and cool (and then Fushimi teases him about sex and Yata gets super red and tells him to shut up, Yata hasn't entirely reconciled himself to that part yet and anyway they're only in middle school). Meanwhile Yata's noticed that Fushimi has a terrible diet and thinks that Fushimi needs some nutrients, so he just starts making Fushimi lunches. Fushimi still picks at the food and complains about the vegetables but he does eat, and Yata is completely oblivious as to how this certainly looks like an alpha trying to awkwardly court an omega.
Then they join Homra, where most of the guys are alphas and probably notice that Fushimi's an omega right away. I imagine Totsuka or Kusanagi trying to like gently hint at Yata about the truth, because they can see Fushimi is uncomfortable when Yata talks about Homra being full of alphas, but Yata doesn't entirely catch on. He does however keep bringing Fushimi food even now, like if they're not going to be at home for lunch Yata will sometimes bring Fushimi lunch even if they're at the bar, since Fushimi's so picky this is the only way to be sure that he eats something. The rest of the Homra guys totally notice this of course, Chitose thinks it's pretty clever to try and claim your omega by being the one who exclusively feeds him. Fushimi hears these rumors and just clicks his tongue and thinks 'how stupid,' because he knows that Yata hasn't noticed he's an omega and even if Misaki did why would he ever try and court Fushimi – but at the same time part of him desperately wants it, wants Yata to be trying to stake a claim to Fushimi's heart, and perhaps that's why he continues to be even more stubborn in his eating habits so that Yata will keep bringing him meals.
#sarumi#Talking K#then imagine this post-ROK#they're friends again and Yata knows Fushimi is an omega#and keeps bringing him regular lunches at S4#it absolutely looks like an alpha courting an omega and everyone knows it#except Yata who still just thinks he's trying to make Fushimi healthy#everyone else is like he's fattening up Fushimi-san so he'll be ready to have children
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preaching to the choir here but i think. that for my own health and sanity i need to acknowledge that sometimes people i follow can have absolute mind-boggling takes on media that we both engage with and that in order not to go scorched earth on them for that i need to ignore said tag when they use it and move on. peace and love in the world girls and gays
#in case you haven't realized this is about IWTV. specifically a tag on a post i saw that was like 'it is never ok to ship DM bc Armand was#gaslighting and trying to manipulate Louis as often as he could during the Loumand failmarriage therefore you are being an#abuse apologist'. ok. and Lestat dropped Louis from the sky and terrorized their daughter to drag her back to NOLA but i still see#you reblogging the '24 ('22?) NOLA hurricane reunion sets bc Loustat forever. what do we call that again#also Armand put Daniel in a saw trap for a week and then stalked him not exactly healthy behavior if you ask me. never said it was tho#anyway. in general i respect the OP of said post as a person so i will be taking my own advice and not looking at any posts with#aforementioned tag. let's just agree that Louis has horrible taste in men and also needs to take his own advice and be#enough for himself for a little bit. said horrible taste is what makes the relationship dynamics so intriguing but i believe in my man
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Hardly a fairy tale
Looking back, Malak sometimes wonders how real their feelings for each other were. Or they simply reveled in forbidden desires, condemned by the masters, conscious violation of the rules of the Order and passion caused by the excitement of the competitive spirit, which might have easily mixed up with something more menacing.
P.S. Here Malak is thinking about Revan and their relationship, of course.
#certainly want to read something new about fem revan/malak#or see new revalek art#but there’s nothing and I’m trying to write something myself#and it seems like a drama once again!#A fic writer I know said once#I love to make my characters suffer#you can think that I’m a sadist in a real life. But this is not true#I can say the same thing about myself :D#I'm just into tropes in which characters overcome difficulties confess their problems and mistakes heal each other then#and finally start building a healthy relationship#that stuff#something like from good things-to bad things-to good ones again#And yes Malak you’re not right and you know that deep down in your heart#though in his case it's hard not to doubt everything he believed in earlier#it's the last paragraph so far and 'the action' takes place after the War#malak#darth malak#revan#female reman#fem revan#f!revan#female revan#revalek#revalak#darth revan#revanxmalak#kotor#knights of the old republic#kotor 1#silly thoughts
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-->And then -- time for a snowball fight! Because, well, it was cold, there was snow on the ground, so why not? XD They all ran around throwing snowballs at each other and having a lovely time for a few rounds (Smiler even getting a happy sentiment with both Victor and Alice about how much fun they were having) – but, unfortunately, Alice’s werewolf instincts interrupted and made her very testy and in need of a nap. *sigh* Darn finicky temperaments... So I ended the fight and let her get in a snooze in the snow by the bar while Victor headed over to the observatory to observe the sky (no new print, unfortunately) and Smiler went looking for frogs in all the frog logs (getting a Striped Leaf, Striped Eggplant, and Striped Dirt -- none of which they actually needed, but at least they can be used for breeding?). Alice woke up once her energy was better and her instincts quieted, then grabbed another plate of meat and cheese before running over to meet Victor and Smiler by the observatory, where they were making more snow angels. Everyone happily came together to spin some noisemakers and throw/blast confetti in honor of the holiday –
Just in time for the date to end on gold level! :D You love to see it. (Though I think all they got out of it was another VIP bucket – I wish that the date rewards were a little more varied!)
-->However, before they went home, I REALLY wanted them to get a cute trio shot together somewhere in the park. You know me and my love of taking in-game pictures of them, after all. :p After looking around (and unsuccessfully trying to direct them all to the same spot in front of one of the fish fountains just off-lot), I decided one of the corner fountains would do and had them head over there via their various teleports. I had Alice get out her tripod, then tried positioning it right outside the gap in the hedges leading to the fountain, hoping that would lead to a good shot. There was the usual trouble in trying to set UP the group shot – a bit of lag, Smiler insisting on presenting some flowers to Victor just before they were to wait for the photographer – but, having learned my lesson from previous attempts, I just shut off autonomy for a while before giving it another go –
Aaaand discovered that the camera was facing at the most awkward angle to the group EVER. XD Now, fortunately, when your camera is on a tripod, you can actually spin it around 360 degrees to get a better angle. UNFORTUNATELY, when I did that, Victor and Smiler were half-behind the hedges, meaning there really was no better angle. *facepalm* I took a few snaps just because I wanted SOMETHING from the date, but I don’t know if any of these will be going up on the wall! At least, not where visitors can see. :p
#sims 4#the lazy save#victor van dort#alice liddell#smiler always#yeah why not the trio hadn't had a snowball fight in a while#as usual poor Victor got picked on#though he got in a good shot or two himself#and yes that is Felipe Sisson jogging by in a COMPLETELY inappropriate for the weather outfit in a couple of shots#dude I know you're trying to keep healthy but you don't have to give yourself frostbite doing it XD#(she says as she makes Alice sleep in the snow in her human form)#I was really hoping for more luck with Smiler's frogs but alas#at least I might be able to breed one they need out of them#and if not -- plasma packs#and yeah I thought I was lined up perfectly for a nice shot#and then the game went into the actual picture-taking mode and#XD I mean I TRIED#they probably have enough pictures of themselves on the walls anyway#again I ask for a photo album object#be so much easier#queued
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It really is So. Very inconvenient. As a cat owner. To have a cat-based trauma response.
#speculation nation#negative/#animal illness ment/#shes ok i think. i woke up to June yowling That specific tone#bolted out of bed. she threw up and then started acting totally fine again#couldnt see anything off about the puke color-wise. it looked like she'd just eaten some hair and puked it back up.#and it mustve felt unpleasant. and thus. the yowl.#no blood. no suspicious objects. and shes currently darting around chasing tally like normal.#i took her to the vet Last Week and they ran tests and said she's overall healthy. just allergies.#and then she started sneezing but i think she's been sneezing less since ive been making an effort to clean.#changed to non-clumping litter at the vet's insistence so theres no extra dust. swept up all of the floors.#and i think she's sneezing less. i think it's getting better.#so for today's thing. i just need to clean up my room. get things more orderly in There like it is in the living room now.#so she cant find random things on the floor to eat and then throw up about.#i think things will be okay. i think she's okay. she's acting okay. she's been eating just the same as normal.#it's just... that specific tone of a cat's voice. it brings back some really unpleasant memories.#of the end of sammy's life. when he was in so much pain he was just Screaming. and it was 3 am and i was so so alone.#and there was blood in his puke. i dont ever want to have to clean my own cat's blood off the floor again.#june bug's okay but that specific noise she made just sent my mind Running and im just hunched trying to tell myself its ok#at least she's acting totally fine now. i just need to cling to that.#animal death ment/#sorry for the trauma dump lmao i just. needed to vent this somewhere. so onto my tumblr blog it goes lmao
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"your WIP has been corrupted." well. if that isn't a sign from god then i don't fucking know what is.
#if even he thinks it's that bad then maybe i should *puts it away somewhere nobody will ever find it*#i was able to 'reconstruct it through the timelapse' or whatever but. all motivation for it just drained#motivation to draw has generally been very low again but i'm trying really hard#everything is just looking a bit off?#*sighs* i don't know#maybe i should stop drawing again--- is what a LOSER would say THAT´S RIGHT#(i am a loser. i'm trying not to be.)#i'm here to enjoy it so i should stop fretting so much yeah? yeah. come on. healthy bug mindset.#stop shit-talking everything you make. you make stuff. make it badly. but at least make it. come on.#STEP 1: Make. STEP 2: Get better at making.#personal
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