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Could u do a fic where the reader is playing fnaf for a smosh games video and gets scared and Spencer comforts them? Ty!!
I loved this idea! It's so cute and I hope you love it as much as I do!!
FNAF ISN’T FUN! | Spencer Agnew x F!Reader
Warnings: FNAF, jumpscare mentioned, crying
Summary: The resident scream fanatic, Y/N, is ready to conquer the FNAF franchise...until she realizes how scary it really is.
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“What’s up every pony! It’s your favorite scream fanatic, Y/N, here! Today, I was basically forced by my mean boyfriend to play Five Nights at Freddy’s today.” She says, starting the livestream. Alex Tran’s laugh can be heard as Spencer looks at her shocked, ���I did not force you to play this! You were practically whining because you didn’t get to play them with Shayne and Amanda.” She rolls her eyes at his words before sending him a charming smile.
“Whatever, anyway, the plan is for me to try to complete as many of the games as I can. I’m only going to night five because I don’t think we’d have time for me to do night six on all the games.” She explains as she starts to read the chat. Y/N is a natural entertainer, she’s not in many videos as everyone agreed she does her best stuff when she’s able to interact with the audience. So, she has a weekly livestream show she does on the gaming channel. She usually has some of the other cast on but a good amount of the livestreams are just her in front of the camera and her riffing off with Spencer and Alex behind the camera.
“As most of you know, I am called the scream fanatic, because everytime I play a horror game for y’all, I scream like a baby and do it many many times. So, I don’t think that will change today, but maybe I can get upgraded to scream princess. What do y’all think?” She asks, a teasing smile on her face. The chat agrees that she might just get the upgrade based on how she has been in the past.
Taking a deep breath, she sends a nervous smile to the people watching then to Alex and Spencer. “Let’s get this party started, ponies.” She says before putting on her headphones then opening up the game. Her heart starts to beat faster immediately when the first game opens up.
“So, we are playing the games in release order. Not timeline order, we’re not doing a Marvel thing here.” She jokes before starting the first night. The first couple of nights go smoothly, nothing too crazy and she can sense most of the jumpscares so no screaming.
That is until she gets to night four. “Okay, chat, we are on night four! So far, I have been doing amazing.” She says, checking the cameras and waiting. Everything is going smoothly until she hears foxy running. “Shit, shit, shit.” She mutters as her brain pauses for a second before moving to close the doors but, it’s too late.
Foxy screams as he pops himself into the room and Y/N screams bloody murder as she throws the headphones off. She curles herself into a ball as some tears start to fall out of her eyes, “That was way worse than I thought it would be.” She says, her voice shaky.
Soon she feels familiar warm arms wrapping around her as Spencer moves his chair to be by her. “It’s okay, love. You’re okay.” He assures her, gently caressing her hair as he holds her. “I feel like such a baby.” She whines, forgetting they aren’t at home and are broadcasting to thousands of people.
“You’re not a baby. You just got scared is all. It’s natural.” He assures her, resting his chin on the top of her head as she leans into him.
Alex is smiling to himself as he watches the chat go crazy with seeing the two being so sweet together.
“Hey, guys. Hate to break up the love fest but we are still streaming.” He says, looking at the couple in front of him. “Do you wanna keep going?” Spencer asks as Y/N moves to sit up straight. “Yeah, just stay here?” She asks, grabbing his hand. “Of course.” He kisses the back of her hand before they both turn their attention back to the game.
“Okay, Foxy, you’re ass is mine!”
#smosh#smosh cast#smosh games#smosh mouth#spencer agnew#smosh pit#spencer agnew x reader#smosh imagine#smosh x reader#fanfiction#fluff#spencer agnew fluff#romance#imagine#request#fnaf#smosh fnaf
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spill the wine // lance stroll
summary: honeymooning with the hutchence-strolls. capri will always hold a special place in y/n's heart.
pairing: lance stroll x hutchence!reader
part two of the welcome to wherever you are verse
author's note: i'm so glad that you guys loved the first part of the welcome to wherever you are verse! i was so excited to make this into a series, combining two of my current hyperfixations. i hope that the first part was enough to make some of you curious about the life and times of my favourite aussie rock band. for people who are looking to learn more, i recommend watching the channel seven drama 'never tear us apart', starring luke arnold as micheal hutchence. it's two episodes, each of them an hour and a half that takes a look into the rise and fall of inxs. arnold's protrayal of micheal was beautifully done (and i love alex williams as kirk).
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island of capri, italy.
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y/n.hutchence as my father once said, 'spill the wine, kiss that girl."
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jonfarriss first of all those aren't the real words, and your father didn't actually write spill the wine
-> y/n.hutchence jon why do you have to be right all the time huh?
-> jonfarriss you also know that song is about being on five different kinds of illegal drugs?
-> andrewfarriss he's being annoying because he cares. make smart choices, kiddo!
-> y/n.hutchence andrew have you ever known me not to make the smart choice? i'm living the sober girlie lifestyle here
yourbestie looking good sunshine!!!remember to send me pics, I need to pretend I don’t work a nine to five!
lancestroll wow I can’t decide what’s more beautiful: the scenery or my wife (jokes on you guys, it’s my wife)
-> y/n.hutchence 🥺🥺
kirkpengilly nice to see alcatraz hasn’t changed
-> y/n.hutchence of course you hated it...you hate the beach, the sand, the water, the sun
-> kirkpengilly i do not
-> laynebeachley sweetie she is right.
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lancestroll honeymooning with the hutchence-strolls
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astonmartinf1 are lemons supposed to be that big?
-> y/n.hutchence arent they awesome?
estebanocon why do you have to add 'with the hutchence-strolls' to everything?? 'easter with the hutchence-strolls' 'cook chicken gyros with the hutchence strolls' its EXHAUSTING. watch you guys make a sex tape and call it 'making babies with the hutchence-strolls'
-> kirkpengilly they'd better not! y/n i will resurrect your father and have him talk some sense into you
-> y/n.hutchence kirky calm down!! there is NO sex tape!
user y/n is so stunning! europe looks good on her
yourbestie i held my tongue at the wedding but she has been so fucking happy since you guys got married and if you hurt her i will give you HELL to PAY
-> lancestroll don't worry, she's in good hands. she's my reason to get up every morning, my reason to smile. i have never felt more alive than i do when she is next to me
garrygarybeers huh i actually think capri has gotten nicer since 1993
mickschumacher why do your legs look so long in the first picture
-> lancestroll thanks mick, now that you've pointed it out i can never unsee it smh
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y/n.hutchence take my breath away
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lancestroll it was an honor to experience the grotto with you, my wife
-> y/n.hutchence the view was pretty, but you were prettier, my husband
yourbestie consider my mind BLOWN. things like these just exist in nature???
timfarriss now why didn't we go here when we were recording the album again? this place would have inspired the crap out of us. your dad would have loved it.
fernandoalonso ah yes, the grotto. fond memories of skinny dipping there
-> lancestroll ew why did you think i needed to know that
-> y/n.hutchence i second that
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@magnummagnussen @libraryofloveletters @clemswrld @httpiastri @cartierre @lorarri @thatsdemko @sidcrosbyspuck
#lance stroll x reader#formula one x reader#lance stroll smau#f1 x reader#f1 imagine#ig aus#formula 1 x reader#formula one x you#f1 pov#f1 smau#Spotify#wtwya verse
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If We Love Again
Summary: Whatever problems we had back then don’t exist anymore. It’s why we have this second chance, and we can’t throw it away. -Michelle Maddow
Pairing: Dean Winchester x Y/N (Reader)
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Reader
WC: 1942
Warnings: Angst with a happy ending. Post-canon where DEAN IS ALIVE, kinda sappy, body-shaming (not by the boys), hugs and kisses
Square Filled: Your hands are tough, but they are where mine belong ( @taylorswiftbingo )
A/N: Alright. Alright. Hello you people! Jfc, how long has it been? A lot of things happened (personal matters and fandom problems too) so I took a break. Kind of gave up writing for a bit. Then two boys - Alex and Henry (RWRB fandom, I'm looking at you) got me back to writing! And of course I had to write for my baby, Dean Winchester!
And I've also lost my taglist. So sorry for not tagging anyone in this.
Completely unbeta'd. All mistakes are mine.
“What’re you doing here?” The usual routine of the bunker had been thrown off-kilter when Y/N had appeared, looking…frazzled. Maybe a tad smile but her eyes shone with unshed tears. And she was drenched to the bones and panting like she had run a mile to get to the bunker. The man welcomed her inside, saying, “Come in first, you are fucking wet.”
The words slipped and the man’s eyes widened, expecting a snobbish remark from her about the word and its placement in the sentence but soon enough, he frowned because Y/N didn't comment on the…apparent opportunity of turning the entire conversation inappropriate. Like she always did. But today, she wordlessly accepted the man’s gratuitous welcome and headed inside the old establishment.
Once at the end of the stairs, she said, rather whispered, “Hey Dean. Can you do me a favour? I need a hug.” If Dean didn't know what heaven looked like, he would have guessed he had ascended to heaven at Y/N’s request.
Dean, who had sprinted down the steps, looked at her and nodded, opening his arms. Y/N stepped into the hug and wrapped her arms around his torso, hands finding the nape of his neck. Dean’s hands had also instantly found their shelter around her body. They stayed in the position for a while. Y/N inhaled deeply quite a few times. The unforgettable scent of cinnamon and gunpowder hitting her and she let the tears fall as she let her guard down for the first time that night and Dean’s hold around her tightened. The sobs that left her, wrecked his heart. Each wail was like a dagger to his chest. He hated seeing her sad. He rested his chin on the top of her head, the familiar smell of her shampoo gave him whiplash as the memories of…everything queued up inside his head. But he still didn't know what had prompted her to show up at her place. “Y/N, sweetheart, can you look at me? I need you to look at me,” Dean murmured, “please.”
His voice washed over her and the sobbing turned into sniffles. She sniffled against the now wet, snot-covered spot on Dean’s tshirt before her red-rimmed, puffy eyes found his worried green ones. “‘M sorry,” she whimpered.
“Hey, shh, what're you sorry for? For ruining my shirt? Oh, I'll just bribe Sammy to do the laundry,” Dean grinned but the worry never left his eyes.
“I just—Dean, I'm sorry for…s-showing up tonight unannounced…I shouldn't have…what was I even thinkin’? Dean, I’ll—uh…see myself out.” Y/N said, and fidgeted in Dean’s grip but he was reluctant to let go. Not when she had just shown up a few minutes ago and broke down in his arms.
Dean said, “Stop, Y/N. Stop. It's alright. That's what best friends are for.” Nope, not letting you go this time.
“But…” Did you forget the part where we dated and broke up and vowed to never see each other again because it would break our hearts even more?
“No buts,” Dean said, as if he could read the thoughts in her head, “Whatever happened…happened. You were my best friend and you still are. If you need me, in a heartbeat, I'll be there for you. Do you understand that?” He glanced up, Jack if this is your doin’ because I pretty much dreamed about second chances last night then thanks, buddy.
Y/N nodded.
“Now let's go sit down. I'm gonna go find Sam and let him know you're here. And then we can go and kick some asses.” Dean gently guided her to his room in the bunker and sat her down on his bed, asking if she needed anything to drink, water or beer or anything to eat, knowing all they had was pie and a greasy two-days old burger in the freezer. They really needed to stock up their fridge more now they have started to live normal lives.
Y/N, though just asked for water.
Dean winked and said he would be back in a minute. And he was, with Sam in tow who had scooped her up in a giant hug. Oh, she had missed them.
“Hi, Sam. You look…different.” Y/N giggled at Sam in his formal clothes instead of the layers of plaid she was used to seeing on him. She had heard that the Winchesters had retired from hunting but seeing them bask in their post-retirement glory was astonishing.
“Yeah, had a makeover sorta, got myself a job and everything—”
“And a girlfriend,” Dean wiggled his brows and his brother blushed furiously. In between the conversation, Dean had handed Y/N a glass of water and sat down beside her on the bed.
She sipped on the water and hummed thoughtfully, “Who would have thought? Our little Sammy, all grown up!”
And for the first since her alarmingly sudden visit to the bunker, Y/N smiled.
“Oh shut up. Enough about me. Dean said something to me about kicking someone's asses. Do we have to bring out our hunting gear?” Y/N’s eyes widened at the question.
“No! Jesus, no guns. And no violence.” She warned the Winchesters.
“Can’t promise on the violence part, sweetheart!” Dean smirked. “So what happened?”
“Honestly. I think I'm good. It was a moment of…sadness but I'm oka—”
Dean cut her off, saying, “Y/N you were wailing. That was not nothing. Come on, tell us, we swear we'll be good.”
Y/N hesitated and Sam decided to put her out of her misery, “Whatever Dean says, if you don't feel comfortable in telling us. Don't tell.”
“Oh…” Dean sighed, “Yeah, I…I didn't want to make you uncomfortable. You seriously don't have to tell us, if you're not up for it.”
“It's just not that,” she swallowed hard. It should be easy to tell them, right? They were her best friends. She took a deep breath and said, “The guy, I am…or rather was dating—” She felt Dean tense up beside her and Sam side-eyed his brother but she continued “-well, he was an asshole. A dickhead. A fucking son of a bitch.”
Sam chuckled. “That's quite a description.”
“Yeah. So I applied for this job in NYC and well…I got it—” her heart soared in her chest as she watched the brothers’ faces split into a huge grin “-but this moron of my ex-boyfriend decided to throw my insecurities to my face because he didn't want me to go to NYC.”
Now looking back, Y/N didn't know why she was sad. She was angry. No, she was pissed because how dare a pathetic little man order her around about whether or not she should work in New York. “He was worried that I wasn't too pretty for the NYC girls, that I was too soft to survive in a big city like New York—”
This time Dean chuckled. Because Y/N wasn't soft, she was a hunter. Born into a hunter family only to give it all up because she wanted a quieter life. But she knew how to fight, how to wield a gun. And she was pretty. Too pretty and even after four years of breaking up, Dean’s heart still skipped a beat when she called his name, looked at his face and he was still enamoured by her very existence.
“So I told him that I would leave his sorry ass,” Y/N’s lips trembled, “and he said it was going to be the best thing because I wasn't worth enough for him to fight for because I…I am ‘too much’ and I…I don't put an effort into being the woman a man wants, no…needs. And in that moment, I got so sad, I needed to see you. Because I missed you guys so much. I missed this where no one judged me or at least didn't use to until…well, I…yeah. So, this is how I showed up here.”
“You're always welcome here, Y/N. And I'm sorry, things haven't been…good for a few years but don't think for a second we will judge you or not let you back into our lives,” Dean’s hands had snaked back around her waist, pulling her closer while she continued, “Well, he was kinda right. Don't you think? I talk too much. Sometimes I go on a ramble. I don't watch my diet—”
“That son of a bitch body-shamed you?” Dean was seething.
“Yeah. And he said, I was too much of a work to stay with. I have always been told that I'm too much of a work but it still hurts—”
Dean said, “Well the guy is an idiot. You aren't too much of a work, sweetheart.”
Y/N, this ain't gonna work. You want me. I want you but you don't want this hunting life while THIS hunting is my life. This relationship is going to be so much of a work and with Cain on the loose, I don't think I can put that much effort in this. Y/N gave Dean a soft smile, “I don't want to bring up old memories but you also said that, pretty much four years back.”
Sam’s mouth fell open. “What the hell, Dean?”
“W-I? I was under the influence of the mark, Y/N and you knew it. I pushed away so many people. Letting you go was my biggest mistake. And I regret it because I still fucking love yo—” Dean’s mouth snapped shut.
And for the second time, Sam exclaimed, “What the hell, Dean?”
“Yo–love…what?” Y/N whispered.
Dean turned towards his brother, “Sammy.”
“Yeah.” Sam quickly stepped out of the room.
“Y/N. Letting you go was my biggest mistake and never calling you up was my biggest regret. I should have called because I still need you. And now I have this life. You know I start a new job next week? It's a construction but yeah. And it got me thinkin’ about you. Yeah. I was thinking how I fucked us over and never got to tell you the truth. I never got over us, you. I…I never wanted you to go—”
“I remember very clearly you throwing me out of the bunker and telling me never to contact you again. You know what, showing up tonight was my bigges—”
“Son of a bitch, I can't believe I'm fucking doin’ this,” Dean murmured.
“Wha–” The rest of the question turned into a squeak and Dean’s lips crashed into her. And then the thoughts crashed into him. Fuck.
Dean immediately jumped back from her. “I'm so sor—”
“If you dare to say sorry for this, I am telling Sammy to shoot you in your dick, asshole,” Y/N panted, “Fucking come, kiss me, you moron!”
“You sure? You just had a breakup and…”
Y/N looked at Dean, “I know. But Dean, I had kept loving you all along and maybe by some, heaven’s grace—”
“Jack’s grace.”
“Who’s Jack?”
“God. Well, new God. Jack had been living with us…its a long story for another time.”
“Yeah so, by Jack’s grace, maybe it's my second chance at being with you. Loving you.” Dean’s breath hitched at her words, “Your hands are tough, but they are where mine belong.”
So he walked up to her, and pulled her into a loving kiss. It was soft, eager and…just like old times.
They separated but their foreheads touched as they panted for air. “Second chance?” Dean asked
Y/N nodded, “Second chance.”
He smiled, “This time I'll leave no stones unturned to make this work. Because Y/N, sweetheart, you are worth everything.”
Oh boy, I'm kinda rusty XD
Let me know your thoughts! Comments are highly appreciated!
#supernatural#dean winchester#dean x reader#dean winchester x reader#dean winchester x y/n#dean x y/n#sam winchester
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Here With You
Pairing: Alex Claremont-Diaz x Henry Fox
Summary: Henry will never leave him...
A/N: You already know I had to do my favorite trope for my babies 😂
Dialogue in bold is quoted from the novel by Casey McQuiston, I take no credit for those lines
It’s dark, it’s pouring, Alex is soaked and freezing, but he doesn’t care. All he cares about Henry, seeing Henry, talking to Henry, maybe yelling at Henry for fucking ghosting him. Shaan’s in front of him, blocking the door. “Move.” “You’re aware it’s quite late, and it’s well within my power to have security remove you. No member of the royal family has invited you into the Palace.” “Bullshit, I need to see Henry.” Irritation was bubbling in him, and Shaan was only making it worse.
“Goddammit, Henry! Henry, you motherfucker!” Shaan was trying to shut him up, but Alex didn’t care. “For Christ’s sake, Alex, what are you doing?” There he was, the newfound love of his life, in all his sleep-mussed, stupidly handsome glory. “It’s fine, he can come in.” Shaan stepped aside, and Alex followed Henry inside, his heart in his throat. Once they were inside Henry’s bedroom, Alex was ready to pour his heart out, to finally tell Henry he loved him, to–
“What the bloody hell are you doing here?” Henry was looking at Alex with something that bordered on hatred, anger in his eyes. “W-what? What am I doing here? Henry, you ghosted me, you ran out on me! I…” “Maybe I did that for a reason,” Henry whispered, and Alex wanted to be sick. “Henry, I…I love you! There, I said it. I love you, I stupidly, completely love you! And I don’t care if it’s hard, I want you! I want you, Henry, and I’m willing to fight for you.”
“Maybe I don’t want you.” Alex blinked. He had to have misheard him, He had to. “What?” Henry turned to face him, and Alex saw tears in his eyes. “Maybe I don’t want you! Do you have any idea how hard it’s been for me? To pretend to be something I’m not? The amount of damage control my grandmother is already running? I can’t do this, not to my family…” Alex took a step forward, and to his horror, Henry took a step back. “I have a duty,” he said. “To my family and to my nation. And I cannot carry out that duty if you’re here.”
“Hen, please,” Alex said, feeling tears pricking at his eyes. “Please, don’t do this!” Henry sighed, his hands trembling. “Get out.” “H, pl–” “Get out! Go home! I don’t want you here! Go home, Alex!” After a moment’s hesitation, Alex turned and ran, his vision blurred by tears. Zahra watched as Alex practically dove into the car, worriedly climbing in after him. “Alex…?” “Just drive.”
Alex opened his eyes, his cheeks wet with tears. He took a shaking breath, extending his hand towards the left side of the bed. His heart cracked when he found the bed empty, the sheets cool. Alex curled in on himself and cried, wanting Henry, needing Henry. But Henry didn’t want him, Henry had sent him away. His already fractured heart could hardly bear the thought.
Downstairs, unheard by Alex over his cries, the front door opened and shut. David barked, his tags jingling together as he jumped and pawed at Henry. “Yes, you menace, I’ll get you a treat. Just be quiet, you’ll wake Alex.” Henry hated to leave the warmth of his bed and the comfort of his boyfriend’s arms, but David had woken him with a paw to the face and his incessant whimpering, so he’d been all but forced to take him outside. After the beagle had been placated with a treat, Henry sleepily climbed the stairs and returned to the bedroom, eager to slip back into Alex’s arms and fall back asleep.
What he didn’t expect was to find his boyfriend curled in on himself, soft sobs wracking his body. “Alex?” He didn’t seem to hear him, and Henry rushed to his side, kneeling on the mattress. “Alex, love, can you hear me?” Alex’s breath hitched, and he slowly uncurled, lifting his head to look at Henry. “H-Henry?” “Yes, love, it’s me. What’s the matter, my darling, what’s got you so upset?”
Alex didn’t speak, rather, he reached desperately for Henry, who was absolutely powerless to resist him. Henry gathered him into his arms, leaning against the headboard, his arms tight around Alex; head buried in Henry’s chest, hands clutching his borrowed (stolen) Claremont-Holleran 2020 hoodie. “Alex, my love, my heart,” Henry whispered, smoothing his hair back, pressing his lips to his forehead. “I’m here, my darling. Can you breathe with me, love?”
Alex tried, he really tried, to match his breaths to Henry’s, but sobs overtook him. The dream–he knew now it had been a dream–had rattled him, digging up old fears that he thought he’d put to rest. “Tell me you love me,” Alex gasped. “Tell me you’re not leaving. Tell me you’re staying. Please, Hen.” Henry furrowed a brow, but nodded, kissing his boyfriend’s forehead again.
“I love you, my Alex,” he said, now trailing a hand up and down his spine. “I am not leaving you, my heart, and I am staying right here. Right here with you, my love.” His words seemed to release something in Alex, who shuddered and burrowed his face deeper into Henry’s chest. “Can you tell me what has you so upset, my love?” Alex nodded, taking a moment to attempt to compose himself before speaking.
“It was the night I came to you at Kensington,” he began. “After you ghosted me.” Henry smiled softly, squeezing Alex’s shoulder. “Something I deeply regret, my love.” Alex continued: “But instead of what happened…you told me to get out. That…that you had a duty, and you couldn’t carry out your duty if I was around. You kicked me out, H, and when I woke up, you weren’t here.” Recounting his nightmare had brought on a fresh wave of tears, which Henry wiped away after coaxing Alex’s head out of his chest to look at him.
“I’m so sorry, Alex,” he said, and Alex’s heart almost cracked again with how damn gentle Henry was, how sweet, how considerate, how…perfect. Fuck, he was so in love. “But it was just a dream. A horrible, awful dream, but a dream nonetheless. And I’m so, so sorry I wasn’t here when you woke up. David needed to go out, and he couldn’t find a spot to do his business.”
Alex laughed, and Henry smiled, pressing his lips to his, one hand cupping Alex’s cheek, the other staying on his back. “I love you, Alexander, and I will always love you. Duties be damned, you are the most important thing.” He kissed him again, and Alex nearly sobbed again. “H, you’re gonna make me cry again.” “Well, we can’t have that, now can we?” Henry then pressed a kiss to Alex’s forehead, then his nose, then each cheek, then finally, his lips.
“Fuck, I love you, Henry,” Alex said, and Henry smiled, kissing him yet again. “Not nearly as much as I love you.” “Oh yeah? Wanna bet on that, Your Majesty?” “It’s Your Royal Highness, you menace. Now, let’s say we get some more sleep. God knows David will be whining to go out again in a few hours, and it’s your turn this time.” Henry laid down, keeping Alex in his lap, pulling the covers over the two of them. With Henry’s arms around him, Alex nodded off quickly, and when he woke next, it was indeed to David whimpering at the side of the bed.
#firstprince#alex claremont diaz x henry fox#firstprince fluff#red white and royal blue#rwrb fanfiction#rwrb
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a (not) mini n extensively angsty callum playlist 🪽🧣🌊💙🐍🌬️📚
iris (goo goo dolls) "and i don't want the world to see me // 'cause i don't think that they'd understand // when everything's made to be broken // i just want you to know who i am"
the cut that always bleeds (conan gray) "'cause you know what you're doing // when you're coming back // and i don't want to have // another heart attack"
francis forever (mitski)
my heart is buried in venice (ricky montgomery) "say, say what you mean // tell me the truth or tell me you're through // oh, oh, oh, don't leave me to breathe // don't leave me to bleed // for someone who chose to leave me be"
nightmare (boywithuke)
little dark age (mgmt) "if you get out of bed and find me standing all alone // open-eyed, burn the page, my little dark age"
stockholmsvy (hannes x waterbaby) "i don't wanna say i'm not okay // you say you wanna go i wanna stay // baby it's okay // yeah, i'm okay by myself // you and me // made a lover of an enemy (yeah)"
memories (conan gray)
something in the orange (zac bryan) "but i miss you in the mornings when i see the sun // something in the orange tells me we're not done"
bad blood (boywithuke)
prey (the neighborhood)
be nice to me (the front bottoms) "but you're a killer and i'm your best friend // think it's unfair, your situation // you say i'm changing // sorry i didn't know i had to stay the same // can we talk about this later? // your voice is driving me, driving me insane"
out of tune (boywithuke)
daylight (david kushner) "oh, i love it and i hate it at the same time // you and i drink the poison from the same vine"
i wait for you (alex g)
comfort crowd (conan gray) "my breath's gettin' short and i'm unsteady // wellin' up in tears as i lay upon your belly // telling you, 'i'm fine i don't really need nobody' // but you say through a sigh // that i said that lie already"
stress relief (late night drive home) "i never thought you'd end up with me for long, baby // running in quicksand to keep you here with me // i had you in my head, baby, every day // towards the end, i just couldn't hear your name // it's stress relief from everything ... in love with a ghost, please don't (won't you) come back"
wisdom (mother mother)
reflections (the neighborhood) "where have you been? // do you know if you're coming back? // we were too close to the stars // i never knew somebody like you, somebody // falling just as hard // i'd rather lose somebody than use somebody // maybe it's a blessing in disguise (i sold my soul for you) // i see my reflection in your eyes"
idtwcbf (friends) (boywithuke)
one more hour (tame impala) "wasn't brave enough to tell you // but there ain't gonna be another chance // it's not long until // all that i have // and everything's still // the minutes are racin' // whatever i've done // i did it for love"
in the aeroplane over the sea (neutral milk hotel)
new person, same old mistakes (tame impala) "or see it from this way 'round // feeling it overtake // all that i used to hate // one by one, every trait // i tried, but it's way too late // all the signs i don't read // two sides of me can't agree // will i be in too deep? // going with what i always longed for // feel like a brand-new person // but you'll make the same old mistakes"
#im normal#i love him a normal amount#full playlist of my spotify 🫶#please check that one out bc this was hard to narrow down#and i clearly couldn't very well#callum#callum tdp#tdp callum#tdp#the dragon prince#music#playlists#character playlists#non lotd
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snow angel - track three
series masterlist // previous // next
BAHRAIN 2022
charles leclerc so, will you be showing up the bahrain grand prix?
rhea reynolds which one will piss him off more? red bull or ferrari?
lily muni he daniel's side of the garage at mclaren.
rhea reynolds i don't want to be in the mclaren garage.
daniel ricciardo what about silverstone? you should totally be in my garage then.
george russell or you know, the garage of the other two british drivers? me? or lewis?
lily muni he honestly, lando was always jealous of your friendship with charles. go with him. really rub salt in the wound.
charles leclerc someone remind him i have a girlfriend.
rhea reynolds besides he only dates the friends of his ex-girlfriends charles leclerc RHEA! rhea reynolds just the facts lobster leclerc
pierre gasly the funniest thing you could do is go to every single garage including mclaren, but on daniel's side.
max verstappen see, for once pierre has a decent idea.
pierre gasly oh shut up sid the sloth.
alex albon i call dibs on the next race!
charles leclerc great! i'll tell carlos so he can tell lando.
lily muni he i wish i could see the color drain from his face.
yuki tsunoda no one hates n*rris more than lily and ryan. rhea reynolds even i'm below them on that list and i'm the one who dated him.
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rheareynolds thank you for having me scuderiaferrari! it was an honor to be in the race winners' garage! congrats to charlie on his race win! in the words of the wise sebastian vettel, "everybody's a ferrari fan"
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user1 THE SHADE! YOU GO GIRL!
charles_leclerc thank you for being my good luck charm rhea!
↳ rheareynolds anytime lobster leclerc!
↳ user2 this is my favorite duo after lily and rhea.
alex_albon my garage next?
↳ rheareynolds of course! anything to spend more time with my wife lily
user3 this is to 100% terrorize n*rris and i am here for it!
scuderiaferrari tickets for your next show?
↳ rheareynolds anything for my favorite admin!
↳ mclaren heart been broke so many times 😢
sabrinacarpenter baby girl you're glowing!
↳ rheareynolds thanks, it's the tears i've cried. they're very moisturizing!
vancityreynolds no invite?
↳ rheareynolds they said no old men allowed. sorry
↳ vancityreynolds i'm telling blake!
user4 a win for the tifosi!
user5 once again proving everyone right on why she's regina george
lily muni he i'm fighting a bitch.
daniel ricciardo ooh my money's on lily!
max verstappen against who?
lily muni he n*rris, not his girlfriend, it's not her fault she's dating a whore.
rhea reynolds i've made the choice to delete instagram off my phone after today.
yuki tsunoda i will bite his ankles for you
pierre gasly i will hold him down as yuki bites his ankles
charles leclerc rhea, are you okay?
rhea reynolds yeah, i need a social media cleanse. you feel me? no social media for the rest of the year.
esteban ocon but how will **** fall more in love with you?
lance stroll i am once again begging you to shut up! max verstappen WAIT! I FIGURED IT OUT! IS IT WHO I THINK IT IS? lance stroll SHUT UP MAX EMILIAN!
rhea reynolds anyways, i don't really want to see n*rris posting his girlfriend and i don't want people tagging me in their posts and shit like that ,so no social media for me.
lily muni he that's a good idea. i will still fight him for you.
rhea reynolds save it for the ep release
lance stroll are you reading his ass to filth?
rhea reynolds no, i'm just trying to hype you guys up. most of it was written when we were still together.
esteban ocon WE WILL STILL STREAM IT! max verstappen he doesn't need to know that. rhea reynolds no, he knows. his time still hasn't come. he still has time to breathe freely.
AUGUST 2022
can i set you up on a blind date?
it's been less than a year since i broke up with lando. i'm not ready to date
but he's a sweetheart! and i know you'll like him.
he's had a crush on you for ages.
no lily
please! i'll never ask for anything from you ever again. i pinky promise
what if he's a creep?
this is not me saying yes by the way!
when have i ever been wrong?
"go on a date with lando rhea. what's the worst that could happen?"
okay, other than that, when have i ever been wrong?
can i know who it is?
no! that's the whole point of a blind date! also, if it helps, max likes him. and i'm sure your other bestie, charles, will like him.
hell, i'm 99.9% sure blake will like him. that's how confident i am.
one date and if it goes horribly wrong i don't want to hear another word from you about this. ever again.
yes! i'll take it! you won't regret this rhea! i promise
i better not or i'll cut off your carrot privileges
he is my godson you can't tear us apart!
i also cannot believe you named your cat carrot.
rey_rhea posted new stories
first date, kinda nervous, in case you couldn't tell. oh he's- i regret nothing.
max verstappen what happened to staying off of instagram?
rhea reynolds i have so many f1 gossip pages blocked and lando fan pages. max verstappen you're still a fucking liar. rhea reynolds it's my private max! let me fucking live!
pierre gasly rhea reynolds! when did you go on a date and with who?
charles leclerc why were we not informed of this?
alex albon did you sleep with him? your story implies you did.
rhea reynolds no alex, i did not sleep with him.
max verstappen she probably kissed him.
rhea reynolds i meant i don't regret going on the date. no kissing involved.
esteban ocon **** is currently crying in his hotel room
lance stroll you never know when to shut up.
charles leclerc WHO ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?!
max verstappen haha! i know something you don't! charles leclerc you're literally my biggest fan maximilian. max verstappen THAT'S NOT MY NAME!
soo?? how'd it go? was he a proper gentleman like my source told me he would be?
who's your source and you were right. he's a sweetheart.
why couldn't i have fallen in love with him instead of lando?
oh honey, it wasn't meant to be then
and i will never tell you who my source is!
fine but do you think i talk too much? like could that scare him off?
rhea, honey, this boy has had a crush on you since last year when you first stepped onto the paddock.
trust me, you're not going to scare him off.
i don't like him.
sure you don't.
i don't.
rhea, you would've complained about him by now if you didn't at least feel something towards him.
i think he's cute. that's it.
i don't have time to date. i start filming for mean girls in march.
honey, i hate to be the one to remind you of what haas did to him but he doesn't have a seat for next year. he's mercedes' reserve driver.
lily stop encouraging this! i don't have time to date.
not everyone is norris give this boy a chance.
i have shows in december
if he shows up to one show will you give him a chance?
i know he'd be good for you. he's a schumacher!
maybe but i don't have time to date right now.
BULLSHIT RHEA AND YOU KNOW IT!
are you going to brazil?
i don't know yet.
oh.
sounds like someone really wants me to be in brazil
well, if you go to brazil do you want to grab lunch? or something
or something?
like coffee or something
do i make you nervous schumacher?
yes.
oh.
not in a bad way i swear! in like a good way!
how about breakfast?
sure!
how does friday morning sound?
works for me.
great. looking forward to making you blush in person again.
oh my god.
NOVEMBER 2022
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rheareynolds over a year in the making. my debut ep everything to everyone is out 11/11 on all streaming platforms. and no, this is not about who you all think it's about.
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vancityreynolds proud of you lobster
↳ rheareynolds thank you crab!
charles_leclerc as the children say, she ate with this one y'all
lilymhe SHE WROTE A SONG ABOUT ME!!
mickschumacher can't wait to hear it rhea!
↳ rheareynolds thanks mick!
blakelively you go baby!
↳ rheareynolds please dump my brother and marry me instead.
alex_albon it's about time you read his ass to filth. what's the hold up?
↳ rheareynolds i'm giving him a false sense of security.
danielricciardo biggest power move on your side is releasing this so close to his birthday.
↳ rheareynolds they'll be talking about me on his birthday. cuntiest move i could pull on him.
maxverstappen1 i'll still be blasting this. i don't care who it's about.
yukitsunoda0511 i have never been more grateful to have a race on someone's birthday.
pierregasly reminder, you still haven't visited our garage and the season is almost over.
↳ rheareynolds send me the passes pear gasly!
↳ yukitsunoda0511 I'M ON IT! HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND!
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Clara brought a hand to her mouth to try to keep the sob that threatened to tear out at seeing her son be eaten away by guilt. She never wanted this for her precious boy. He had to endure so much; he deserved a happy life where he could feel love and comfort.
Her eyes glistened but she had refused to let any tears fall. Too long she had let her precious joy be strong for the both of them. It was why she had hoped being in her parents care, he would have that stable family life that could help him. She sees it has but that does not overwrite the past nor does it erase it.
“Alex…my baby…” She cleared her throat from the croaking sound it had been tinged with and she spoke more clearly- even if there was a brief tremble in it.
“It’s not your fault. It never was. You have nothing to apologize for mijo. You were never the problem. You were never what HE made you believe yourself to be.” HIM. No. No more. She needed to focus on what mattered now: her son.
“My little one….you never should have to feel any guilt for not being able to do anything…you shouldn’t feel bad for feeling scared…my baby…my sweet baby….” Her throat constricted and there was a slight break in her voice showing that she was on the cusp of breaking down. “I’m sorry that you had to be the strongest of us two…” Again. “I should have….”
She needed to be strong now. She needed to let her son get the chance to grieve. To be…her little boy once more. Her boy. Her man. Her….
“Mijo. My little macho man…It brings me great joy to see that his venom did not taint your sweet kind heart,” she smiled softly. Her eyes glistened in affection and moisture at seeing the man he had become. Still, she had to continue, “but I hate how you have such guilt for something that I should have been strong for you. For us.”
“You were strong and remain strong even now. Alex….my son. My precious gift. You are loved. You are surrounded by everyone who loves and supports you even when you are at your best and at your lowest.” A job, friends, and Dusty is still around showing her that Alex has been spoiling and taking care of that old dog well. His heart pure and loving, always open to embracing and helping the ones who need it.
“I love you, Alex. Words can not express how proud and happy I am to see the man you have grown into. I missed a lot but I won’t lament it. But….”
“But, could you be my little boy once more and give your mother a hug?”
Alex..... I am so glad to see you have grown into the kind young man I knew you always were. Or, well, are. It brings me so much joy to see you so well loved.
Tell me. Are you happy dear? < @claramullner >
M-MOM!? MAMA!?
Wah- How!? How is this- How are you talking right now? You were-
You-...
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.
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Mom. Mama. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I was such a- I was such a brat! I was just- I was so scared. And I hated him so much! What he did to you, I just- I couldn't- I didn't know what to- I couldn't do anything! And-...
And I'm sorry...
I'm trying to be better. I'm not a little brat anymore! I promise! I'm trying so hard! I- I'm-
*Hic*
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I... I am happy... At least, I think I am. Sometimes I'm not. B- But I have a lot of friends. And I have a job that I work in the summer. And I take really good care of Dusty. He-... He misses you so much.
...
I... miss you so much.
#sdv clara#sdv ask blog#sdv alex#reblog#<syn here>#<Oh would you look at that#<I wrote a novel#<Sorry in advance for all the reading#<and angst#<as well as the format change#ASDFJKGHDHLLIHBLSBS#<MOTHER AND SON ANGST#<Glad I caused a stir!
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late night snaps (quackity x reader)
a/n : before we get into the story, i wanted to thank you all for such support on my first post - i only posted it yesterday, and got a hell lot of likes and reblogs and even gained 23 followers, which is insane for me (or maybe i just don’t know how tumblr works, haha)! anyhow, i’m really happy you guys enjoyed it <3
it was 02:37 and you were editing your newest video. you had no idea it would take so long, though! even if you were used to staying up very late, you knew you have to put away your laptop and go get some sleep.
saving the video as a draft and shutting your computer off, you started to blindly search for your phone, since your eyes didn’t get used to the darkness yet. finally finding it, you turned it on to set an alarm for the next morning when you suddenly saw a snapchat notification from ten minutes ago. it was from Alex. you curiously unlocked your phone and tapped the little notification to be led straight to snapchat.
idiota : hello mamacita
your face instantly lit up in a childish smile. you started to type your response eagerly like it wasn’t 2 am and you didn’t have online classes tomorrow.
you : why hello there, el señor
you saw Alex’s silly bitmoji pop up as he started to type.
idiota : what is my chica bella doing up so late?
you giggled, getting comfortable in your bed - this meant a long chatting session on its way.
you : YOUR chica bella? when did that happen?
idiota : ANSWER THE QUESTION!!!! >:((((
you : fine you big baby, i was finishing editing a new video
idiota : hmm i see, i see
you : what about you though? u should get some sleep!!! :(((
Alex’s bitmoji started typing, then stopped for some reason. you lifted your eyebrow at that. then he continued, but it took a while for him to finish.
idiota : why, i just couldn’t fall asleep when you were on my mind all the time, mi amor
your cheeks grew red in an instant. you knew you could handle jokes pretty well, but this was quite too much. Alex never got so far as to actually flirt with you.
you : eh??? what drugs are u on
idiota : the only drug for me is you mamacita
you snorted. you had no idea if he was being serious or not, even if the second option was more likely.
you : literally go to sleep wtf
idiota : i’d sleep better if you were by my side ;)
this was enough for you - you felt as if you got one more message like this from him, you’d die from the hotness in your cheeks. setting your phone down, you made your way to the bathroom before bed.
you came back five minutes later, only to see your phone full of notifications from Alex. your heart was thumping really hard, you weren’t used to this, but you opened snapchat anyway.
idiota : mamacita?
idiota : ....
idiota : mamacita, don’t joke w me like that
idiota : did you really just leave me on read wtf
idiota : i’m sad come back :(((
and at last, there was a snap from him. you were quite scared at this point. with a shaking hand, you opened it.
you laughed so hard that you seriously thought you’ll have a seizure. still laughing, you snapped a selfie with a cute filter on (you really thought you looked horrible at the moment), captioned it with “your chica bella had to take a piss u simp” and sent it to Alex.
he opened the snap almost imediatelly and started typing afterwards :
idiota : mamacita!!!! you look hermosa!!!!
you : that’s because i have a filter on lmaoo
idiota : mamacita don’t let yourself down, you are so beautiful :((
you started to text a sarcastic reply, but stopped. for some reason, Alex seemed like he was being truthful. he wasn’t joking around when he called you beautiful, that was too affectionate.
you : ...really?
idiota : si, si! <3
you tugged at your lip in a thinking manner. true, you had feelings for Alex, but you never thought he had something similar to you. or maybe... maybe he was just supporting you as a friend. figuring that was probably it, you texted :
you : thank you quacker B]] ur also v handsome
idiota : mamacita likes me!!!!!😍😍😍
you smiled sadly. Alex was definitely playing around. you got lost in thought for a few moments, thinking about how would he act if he was actually in love with someone. would he, perhaps, be more mature? that would be very weird to look at.
finally coming back to planet Earth, you looked at your phone only to see that Alex has written a shit ton of messages again :
idiota : i want to see you, mamacita
idiota : it’s fine if u don’t want to, you’re probably going to sleep anyway...
idiota : but maybe let’s meet tomorrow?
idiota : mamacita?
idiota : ....
idiota : i’m coming over <3
your heart gave a leap of embarassment and surprise. why would he even say that?
you : wait what
you : wdym “i’m coming over”
you : no tf ur not
you : go to sleep
idiota : doesn’t mamacita want to see muah???
you : no, that would be awesome, but you should go to sleep, really :(
idiota : y/n, i already told you, i can’t sleep when you’re on my mind
you froze in spot, staring at your screen for what felt like an eternity. did he just call you by your name? you knew he only says it in serious situations. deciding to change your tactic, you started texting seriously :
you : are you like... for real now?
you : because i know you call me by my name in serious situations, but maybe it’s only a prank, so just answer me truthfully, okay?
Alex started typing, it took even longer that before, but at last you saw his message, this time without caps, spammed question/exclamation marks, nothing silly at all :
idiota : i am serious, y/n. believe me, this is not a prank. i just really wanna see you.
your heart skipped a beat or two, your face renewed its redness. you felt as if you were dreaming.
you : okay... i’m really glad. come over, please
idiota : thank you so much
you started pondering in your head - how did this happen? how did this silly conversation turn out like this?
but what if Alex texted you because he wanted to come over in the first place? after all, he knew how shitty your sleep schedule was. that would be awesome, you thought, a small smile dancing on your lips.
you checked the snap map only to see Alex about 100 meters from you. wait... what? 100 METERS??? was Alex near your place the moment he texted you for the first time?
you jumped up, starting to tidy up your messy room up, only to remember you look like poop at the moment - hair messy, face tired, clothes scrunched.
exhaling heavily, you tried to change your appearance quickly - you ran into the bathroom, brushing your hair panickily. then you wrenched the makeup bag open and started to rummage through it trying to find some mascara or something...
ding ding!
you froze, your eyes widened. he was already here, what the hell?!
you quickly put on some mascara, ran into the hallway while brushing your face with your hands from stress (completely forgetting you have mascara on, somehow) and unlocked the door.
Alex’s figure was dark, since the lightbulb in the corridor wasn’t working, and it almost gave you a fright. but as soon as he engulfed you in a warm hug, the tension in the pit of your stomach vanished. you hugged him back almost unsurely, but smiling.
“hello, mamacita”
you giggled. for some reason, you got the strongest urge to cry. probably from happiness, but it still was confusing to you. nevertheless, tears started running down your cheeks, mixing with mascara, probably making you look like you were going to a halloween dress up party.
“hey, why are you crying?” Alex asked, brushing a strand of hair from your face.
“i look horrible.” you laughed, wiping your tears away.
“nooo, why won’t you listen to me? i already told you you’re beautiful.” he said with a cute pout.
“alright, alright, i’m very beautiful, let me down now.” you said, noticing that he was still holding you in his arms tightly.
“whatever the chica bella says.”
he put you down.
“aren’t you going to turn on some light? i feel like i’ve gone blind!” Alex exclaimed jokingly and you giggled.
“i’m like a bat, i hate much light, sorry. buuuut i could turn on this little lamp.” you said, making your way to your desk and turning on a cute little lamp the shade of warm pink.
“perfect.” Alex said, eyeing you in light now. you thought he’ll make a comment about your awful mascara-stained face, but he said nothing, just smiling and looking at you in awe, like you were some princess in a ball dress instead of a tired college student in messy shorts, an oversized t-shirt and two different socks, because you couldn’t find a pair of the same ones.
“perfect.” he repeated, shrugging with a smile on his face, like seeing you was everything he needed.
you laughed and hugged him, muttering a “thanks for coming”. Alex didn’t hesitate and also hugged you, holding you as close as possible, as if he let go of you, he’d drown and would never come back to be by your side again.
little did you know, he felt the exact same way.
#quackity#quackity x reader#quackity imagines#quackity imagine#dream smp imagines#dream smp x reader#mcyt x reader#mcyt imagine#mcyt imagines
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cravings/mood swings (pregnancy series)
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George:
The hormones from pregnancy have made me an entirely different person at times which was a huge shock to both me and George when they first started to hit because I've always been pretty good with my emotions and hormones even when on my period. To me it isn't as bad because I only notice after my mood swings but poor George has to deal with me during.
George came down the stairs after filming a video and came to join me sat on the sofa. I was eating salty crisps (chips) some of which George stole as he sat down, this really set off my hormones for whatever reason and I looked at him with just pure anger that he would even dare to steal my food that I had been craving.
"George what the fuck I wanted those" I almost shouted
"I'm sorry love I didn't mean to I can get you more if you want them" he said panicked slightly
I gave no reaction to what George said as I came down from my rage because I realised I was being way too over the top. I always feel awful when I yell at George because he doesn't deserve it at all but he just happens to be around all the time so he's the one who bares the brunt of all my emotions. I apologised to George and gave him some of my crisps to make up for it and we cuddled on the sofa for a bit.
Later in the evening George was showing me cute videos he has of cat from when he was in his office which were just so adorable and made me so incredibly happy but then the sadness came over and tears started to fall down my face.
"Hey what's wrong?" George asked
"It's just so cute like how can one small animal be so cute" I sobbed
He comforted me and we spent the rest of the evening doing things that didn't provoke any emotions in me.
Dream:
My cravings have been very strong though my pregnancy so far which is a combination of normal things and weird concoctions just whatever I was feeling in that exact moment and I mean that exact moment. My cravings are things that have to be satisfied within the hour or else it's too late and I get over it.
It's about 10pm and I'm just chilling waiting for Clay to get out the shower so we can watch the office together. At that exact moment a craving for pickles came over me, its not a craving I've had before but its one that I know is kind of common. I checked all the cupboards and fridge to see if we had any but we didn't which made me quite sad.
Clay came down the stairs to see me staring at the empty cupboard with a few tears in my eyes. He came over to me looking at what I was before becoming very confused at what exactly was going through my mind clearly wondering if I was going a bit insane.
"Is everything alright?" He asked
"We don't have any pickles" I whined
"Do you want me to go and get you some?" He asked
I nodded my head and we went to the car to drive to the store to go buy pickles mainly because I didn't want to be left alone. Clay actually went into the store while I stayed in the car because he didn't want me getting cold but he soon came back with two jars of pickles just incase I wanted more another day.
Back at home I ate half the pickles in the jar and very much enjoyed it and so did baby which was the whole point of going to get them. I imagine just like every other craving I will get over it and move on to a new one.
Sapnap:
My mood swings have been insane so far during pregnancy like way morse than they would be before my period is due to arrive. I feel so awful that Sapnap has to deal with me because he used to hate it when I got so very emotional before my period and now its constant and like x1000.
I have been slightly more emotional than usual today which has just been ruining my day because I can't seem to get anything done without crying or raging at myself but I've yet to spend much time with Sapnap so he has been spared from my disastrous day so far. This soon changed when he came downstairs and sat with me on the sofa.
He attempted to cuddle with me but something in my brain told me that I didn't want that and I should be mad at him for even trying to be affectionate even though I love him so very much.
"No get off me" I said a bit too harshly
"Oh I'm sorry baby is there anything you want?" He asked trying to be accommodating
I shrugged him off still slightly angry but getting over it very quickly and feeling bad for half yelling at him. My anger soon completely dissolved and was replaced by sadness at the fact that I had yelled and now wanted to cuddle but he wasn't going to want to now right, I mean I've just yelled at him so why would he want to cuddle.
A few tears started to form in my eyes and soon spilled out onto my face wetting my cheeks which I tired to hide by facing away from Sapnap but of course he knows me and tried to see what I was hiding. As soon as he saw I was crying he put his hands on my face to wipe the tears and gave me a kiss.
"What's wrong babe? How can I fix it?" He asked
"I feel bad for yelling and I want cuddles but you don't want to give them to me because I was mean" I explained
"You are so silly of course I'll still give you cuddles if you want them" he said
He pulled me into a big bear hug where we stayed for the rest of the day and night.
Quackity:
I have been having a lot of odd cravings over the past few weeks most of which are completely unnatural and Alex thinks are gross but they actually taste really good. To me at least.
Tonight I was really feeling like eating chicken nuggets with honey, I really wanted to eat it but I was scared to ask Alex to come to the store with me because he would think it was weird and judge me which my fragile little heart couldn't take.
"Alex will you go to the store with me please?" I asked
"Of course love what do you want this time?" He asked
"Chicken nuggets and honey" I whispered
"What was that" he questioned
"Chicken nuggets and honey" I said a bit louder
"That sounds interesting lets go" he said
He grabbed my hand and pulled me up and to the car where we went to McDonald's for the chicken nuggets and then target for the honey before going back home. Alex was interested to try this combination too so the both of us sat down to try it. At first the flavour was really weird but once you got used to it it was really good actually and now I think I'm obsessed and by the looks of things so is Alex because his face looked like he had just had the best thing ever.
Karl:
Oh my has it been a rollercoaster so far, I've been so over emotional and have been craving so many different things it is so hard to keep up with for me let alone Karl.
This morning I was trying to make breakfast and I couldn't open the milk which upset me but then the bowls were up too high so I couldn't reach which made me even more upset but the last straw for this morning was when I had just sat down after struggling with everything and someone rang the doorbell just as I was about to eat the cereal I had really been wanting. I answered the door to collect the parcel the man had before going back to the living room with tears starting to slip down my face.
I'm not sure why I was so upset but I was which stopped me eating my cereal because I was crying which made me cry more because I really wanted the cereal, it was just an awful cycle. Karl walked in as I was staring at my full bowl of cereal sobbing which caused him to run over to see what was wrong.
"Hey hey whats wrong?" He asked
"Nothing is going right and all I want to do is eat my cereal but I can't because I'm crying which is making me more upset" I ranted
"Oh honey I'm sorry how about you follow my breathing to calm down and then eat your cereal ok?" He suggested
He helped me calm down enough to be able to eat my cereal which was kind of soggy by now but I still very much enjoyed it and soon got back to my normal self.
Wilbur:
My hormones are all over the place which normally I can handle but every now and then I get too overly emotional and just cry over random things, this usually happens when I'm alone so I just deal with it myself.
Today Wilbur took the day off from working so he's here to see the rollercoaster that is my day and believe me it can be a rollercoaster. I had a breakdown this morning when doing chores I was unloading the dishwasher and I kept almost dropping everything I touched which made me so mad at myself and really sad at the same time. I just left the room and sat down for a minute talking to myself to sort my brain out then went back to doing chores.
Later in the afternoon we were watching a nature documentary which we do a lot and there was this lizard and her babies that were being hunted by a large bird, I was willing them to get away but the bird caught the babies and the mother got away. This made me so sad that the lizard lost her babies while I was sat there carrying my baby. I started crying thinking about the fact that anything could happen to little bean once their here.
"It's ok love its just natures way" Wilbur said
"But what if bad things happen to bean when their here obviously not like that but anything could happen" I sniffled
"We will protect bean as best we can to stop anything bad happening but for now their safe where they are" Wilbur said
This made me feel better and luckily the rest of the documentary wasn't sad at all and there was some cute moments which made me forget about all my worries.
#george x reader#george#georgenotfound#georgenotfound x reader#gnf#dreamwastaken#dream#dream x reader#dreamwastaken x reader#dream team#dreamteam#sapnap#sapnap x reader#quackityhq x reader#quackityhq#quackity#quackity x reader#karl x reader#karl#karl jacobs#karl jacobs x reader#wilbur x reader#wilbur#wilbur soot#wilbur soot x reader#mcyt#dsmp
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Get the door, it’s depression.
Supercorp, Kara Danvers x Daughter!Reader, Lena Luthor x Daughter!Reader, Alex Danvers x Niece!Reader.
Word Count: 2850.
Warning: Yep, it’s depression. May cause some triggers, please do not read this if it could cause you any discomfort or pain.
You hear the knock on your door. Kara’s wake up call. You open your eyes, only for them to be filled with tears immediately. You can’t. Can’t get up from bed, can’t go to school, can’t face the world right now.
The knock comes with a weird tug in the stomach. You feel like throwing up. Your heart is racing, your palms are sweating, yet your mouth is completely dry.
Not another panic attack, not another panic attack.
You shut your eyes hard and pray to Rao they forget about your existence. You pray Lena doesn’t open your bedroom’s door with the same old wake up call. You can practically hear her saying, ‘come on, baby. School. Let’s go.’ The sentence makes your stomach twist and turn inside you.
“Babygirl.” You hear Lena’s voice and oh no, here it comes. You turn to the side of your bed. There’s no time to move her out of the way and run to the bathroom, so you vomit right there. “Baby!”
Lena rushes to your side, holding your hair out of the way, while you keep throwing up something that cannot be described as food. You haven’t eaten in more than 18 hours. This yellow thing coming out of you, is not food.
“KARA! Help, please!” Lena yells, stroking your back lightly, trying to calm you down.
“What’s wrong? What’s-?” Kara's face appears in the bedroom. By the time she walks in, you’re basically done leaving everything you had on your stomach on the floor. “Oh no.” She swopes you in, in bridal style, getting you out of your vomited bedroom and into theirs. “You’re ok. Mommy is here. It’s ok, little one.” She says while laying you down in their bed.
“What are you feeling, babygirl?” Lena asks and you think about it. What are you feeling?
You’re feeling sick, but you’re not sick. You’re feeling tired, but you can’t get physically tired so it’s obviously not it. There’s nothing left in your stomach still the tug is right there.There are no words to explain what you’re feeling. There’s no illness you can blame it on.
What if they tell you to go to school? What if they tell you that you must get out of bed? You can’t get up. Your body is not responding to movement.
“Just-” You think about it. Just what? What is this? Why can’t you find the words to describe it? “Sick.” You can’t believe you’re doing this, but you fake cough. Like Kara usually fakes cough. And it’s so obvious, it’s so ridiculously over the top, that you’re sure they’re going to yell at you about it.
They don’t yell. Instead, they share a look. They have one of their telepathic conversations that you are usually not a part of. But this time you can tell what they’re thinking. They know you’re lying. Maybe the fake cough was a little too much. But they also know you don’t lie. Well, almost never, anyways. And you did throw up, and you also skipped meals, and Lena is looking at you like that. So, she knows something is up, she just doesn’t know exactly what.
“Ok.” Lena lets it out, like a sigh. “So you’re sick.” She goes to the bed, sitting next to you and investigating you further. “That means you won’t go to school.”
“Thanks.” You’re immediately relieved about it. Maybe it shows because they look at each other again, no more puzzlement in their faces.
“Do you want to stay in bed today?” Kara asks, and you agree with your head weakly. Not because you’re faking being sick. What you wanted, right now, was to vividly agree with your head because staying in bed is all you want. But weak is all you can do, for some reason. “Do you want mommy to stay with you?”
“Ummm.” No. You don’t want Kara around. You can’t even fathom the thought of her trying to cheer you up or shoving food at your face like all of this can be solved with food. “It’s ok, you should go to work. Is nothing serious.”
“Ok.” She looks disappointed at your answer. “How about if Lena stays?”
No. You also don’t want Lena around. Just the thought of having Lena pressing you to tell her what’s wrong, or that she can look at your face and see all that you’re hiding, sends shivers down your spine.
“Guys, it’s ok. It’s just some stupid cold or something like that.” You can’t get a cold, moron. How is this a cold?
“I’ll bring something for you to eat.” Kara makes her way downstairs and you look at Lena, still looking too knowing next to you.
“I’m ok. I just need to sleep a little more.” You pat her leg to comfort her. Feels weird comforting her when you know you’re the one who needs it so bad. “Go to work, mom. There’s a lot to do before L Corp launches the new device.”
Lena’s hand goes to your cheek. Usually, you would try giving her a little smile, but there’s nothing inside you that would be able to fake a believable smile right now, and you don’t have to give her more reasons to worry.
“Go.” You pat her leg again.
She gives you the longest forehead kiss you’ve ever gotten in your life. “I love you.”
“I’m not dying, you know.” You complain a little, but Lena doesn’t move. Green eyes pleading you to say the same. “I love you too.”
“Rest, baby.” Another forehead kiss. “I’ll ask Kara to check in on you later.”
“Thanks mom.”
When Lena leaves the bedroom, you let out a relieved sigh. It’s ok. They don’t know. You don’t have to explain yourself; you don’t need to find words, you don’t even know, to describe how you’re feeling. You can try and find as many words as you would like but there’s only one that will do. You’re feeling empty.
There is this crushing feeling of worthlessness and hopelessness. There is a war inside your mind, and at the same time you feel like you’re underwater. And you don’t even know how this is possible. You keep hearing ‘you should die’, you keep thinking you hate the Luthor name, you keep wondering why you had to be born with super powers. But at the same time that’s all hard to understand, because your mind feels drowned in muffled noises. You are exhausted.
You hear when Kara walks back into the room with food. You pretend you’re asleep. She knows you’re faking. You know she knows. Yet, you don’t open your eyes, nor does she call you on your lie.
You feel Kara’s big warm hand stroking your arm. You hear a worried sigh. You hear her saying she loves you. And you fall asleep.
When you wake up, it’s because you hear Kara again. You don’t know how long it has been since she left, but you hear her on the phone, and still, you don’t open your eyes.
“Still asleep, love.” She says, right outside the bedroom door. If you wanted, you could use your super hearing and listen to what Lena is saying too, but it’s too much effort and you’re exhausted. “No, she hasn't eaten anything yet. I know, Lena! I’m worried too! Ok, fine. I’ll wake her up. Call you later.”
You bite the inside of your mouth, hold your breath, and wait for it. But Kara doesn’t come in, instead you hear a whoosh of air, and she flies out. You breathe out again. Great, you can go back to sleep.
“Little one. Hey.” You feel Kara’s hand on your hair. “Wake up baby, I brought you donuts.”
“No, thanks. I just want to sleep some more.” You shuffle in bed, turning to the other side and ignoring Kara’s loud sighs.
“You’ve been sleeping for eight hours straight. You’ve skipped dinner last night, breakfast and lunch today. I’m sorry, my heart, but you have to wake up and eat something.” She tries again, even more soft than she was talking before.
“I don’t want to.”
“Please baby, just eat a little bit. There’s donuts, pizza, and your mom sent your favorite pasta from that place you like so much.” Kara’s hand is stroking your back, and it feels nice. But her voice is annoying you. And you’re oh, so, so tired. Her hands move to your face, and she strokes your cheek. “There’s so much stuff you like, sweet girl.”
“Please leave.”
“Little one…”
“Momma, just leave.”
She does, you reckon. You can’t really tell. Your mind is foggy, and you think you’re asleep again. Or maybe you’re awake. Maybe this is a dream. Maybe it’s reality. Maybe-
“Hey kiddo. Can you hear me?” You can. You wish the world would just stop talking to you, though. You wish your phone would stop ringing. You wish there wasn’t a hot yellow sun lamp on top of your body right now. There’s really no reason for it. “It’s aunt Alex. Can you tell me what you’re feeling?”
“I’m tired. Let me sleep.”
“Your body functions are normal. Heartbeat, oxygen, temperature. The yellow sun light is on. You’re not supposed to be tired.” She says again, touching the pulse point on your neck.
“Leave, please.” You beg, weakly. There’s no strength, there is no will power inside you.
You pray the world would just stop. The world doesn’t.
“Listen-” The mattress dips next to you when she sits. Alex easily turns your face to her. “Open your eyes and look at me. Please.”
“Why won’t you leave?” You whine, incapable of doing what she’s asking.
“Because I’m worried, your moms are worried, your cousin is worried, and we need to figure this out.” You feel her hands cupping your face, her two thumbs getting under your eyes and pulling the skin down. Your eyes unwittingly open. “Keep them open, please.” Reluctantly, you do. “Follow my finger.” She starts moving her finger in front of your face from one side to the other. “Good. Besides feeling tired, what else do you feel?”
“Annoyed at your presence.” It’s out of your mouth before you can think about it. It’s not a lie, but also not something you would just come out and say it like that. But you have no strength to take it back.
She sighs, loudly. “Just tell me what happened, kiddo. I’m sure I can help you.”
“You can’t.” Your jaw hardens at its own accord. The thought of ‘what happened’ keeps pulling the string around your neck tighter and tighter. The pit on your stomach feels infinite. “No one can, so just leave me the fuck alone.”
“Would you be willing to talk to anyone about this?” Alex doesn’t leave. You wish you were angry about it. You wish you could just tell her to go to hell. But tears find their way into your eyes and down your cheeks without your control. You hate not feeling in control of your own body. She cleans the tears with her thumb, softly. “If you don’t want to talk to me. Maybe to one of your moms?”
“No. Please, no.”
“Jamie?” You think about it. You think about anyone you would like to talk to right now. Not a single name comes to mind.
“Can I just sleep and talk to someone tomorrow?” You beg again. All that you’ve been doing is begging and whining and praying, still not a single soul responds to it. “Please, I’m-I’m exhausted. I can’t do any more talking today.”
“Ok.” Alex agrees. “You can talk tomorrow, but you have to eat today and that is non-negotiable.”
“Ok. I’ll eat.” But you close your eyes again, and before you know it, you’re drifting back to sleep.
It’s night, it’s day. Maybe night again.
Time passes, but it doesn’t.
You twist and turn, and sleep, and sleep-
Kara doesn’t let go of you. Lena sighs and whispers. They worry, but there’s nothing you can do about it. You have no strength to do anything about it.
They sigh, you feel bad. Then worse. Then you don’t feel anything at all.
They cry, you feel shitty. Instead of making them stop crying, you cry too. Then it’s like you’ve never even knew tears in your life.
It’s a full circle.
And then maybe it’s day again.
“Please, little one, wake up.” You blink your eyes at the request. Kara is holding food, and Lena is holding water in front of your face. “It’s been two days, you have to eat or Alex will use the red sun lamp to do an IV rehydration, and it’s going to be so much worse.”
“Mommy.” You whine, closing your eyes again.
“I’m sorry, baby. But you need food.” She sets the food on the side of the bed and sits you up. “Come on, you eat a little and we’ll let you go back to sleep, how about that?”
“How about I just sleep?”
“Hey. No, no.” She holds you up, before you try to lay down again. You hear Kara whispering in your ear. “Remember that you are my heart, and I need my heart to be strong. So please.”
You whine one more time, like a hurt puppy, but you still eat. Anything they put in your mouth, really, you don’t even care what it is. You eat and drink, then sleep and sleep-
“Babygirl. Hey, mom is here with you, ok?” You feel Lena’s hand on your hair, scraping your scalp so softly; you want nothing but that for the rest of your life.
“Don’t stop.” You wail. You must be begging again. It’s all you do.
“Playing with your hair?” She asks and you hum in agreement. “Ok, I won’t. Can I hold you?”
“Yes. But no talking.”
Lena gets comfortable next to you. One arm is around your ribcage, the other one on your hair, scrapping, playing, stroking it.
Your heart is empty, your stomach is empty, now your mind feels the same. It’s almost nice to feel nothing at all.
“Your phone doesn’t stop buzzing.” Lena says a while later and again your words leave your mouth before you can even process them.
“Ignore it. It’s them.”
“Who’s them?”
“The bullies.” Lena’s hand stops moving on your hair, her body stiffens close to yours. But your mind is foggy. The string around your neck tightens harder. Your stomach is an endless void. “Don’t stop, please.”
Jamie comes, she leaves unnoticed.
Maya comes, she leaves unanswered.
You haven’t left your moms’ bed in so long. It’s day, it’s night. Is it day again?
Your therapist comes.
She is in a depressive episode, he says.
Your moms yell, our baby is depressed?
No. She is having a depressive episode. Those are different things, he answers.
You want to scoff. There’s no strength.
You’re not depressed, you’re tired. The world is an infinite pit of misery. He wouldn’t say that you’re depressed if he knew what you’ve been through. Oh, wait. He does.
You’re an infinite pit of despair. You wish people would just go on with their lives, everyone but you. You wish your life would just stopped until you’re not tired anymore and can deal with things.
Every time you’re awake, you hear a voice in your ear saying, ‘You should die. Your family will be better off without you’. And you’re so beaten down, you believe it. So you close your eyes, and sleep and sleep-
“Here, my love.” Lena holds a little pill in front of your face, with a bottle of water.
“What’s that?”
“This will help. I promise.” She asks, or is she begging? You don’t take it. “Please baby, you have to take it.”
“Here, little one.” Kara has to physically open your mouth and put the pill on your tongue. Water washes over it soon after. “You’re going to be fine, my heart. We promise.”
“What was that?” You try again. Their answers weren’t satisfactory.
They look at each other. Must be telepathic talking. You lay your head down on your pillow again. You’re exhausted. So, so fucking tired.
Why the fuck is the world still spinning? Why is the world still standing?
It’s night, it’s day. Is it night again?
“Are you reading this?” You hear far away. Like a dream. Like you might be imagining, projecting, or even hallucinating.
“I-I can’t read any more of that, Lena. Look at the things they are telling her.”
“All because of my stupid last name.”
“For how long? How long did we let this happen for? We should’ve-We-My God, Lena! How did we not notice this before?”
“Too long. But that’s enough. That’s it, Kara. I mean it.”
Is this really happening? Are you dreaming? You feel so disconnected from reality. But it matters not, if it’s real or hallucination. The pull tights around your neck, heart and stomach. There is no hope, no help. Anything they do, will make things worse. But your mind is foggy. By now, you’re just a shell of a person. So instead of screaming for them to stop, you sleep and sleep and sleep-
Notes:
@lilyduranhanna prompted me this and as painful as it was to write, I hope is still enjoyable somehow?
#supergirl#kara danvers#supercorp#supercorpfamily#lena luthor#supercorp daughter#kara x lena#kara x reader#supercorp fanfic#lena x reader#reader insert
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200 pages ✨
Like, he’s pretty sure he’s straight. Sure babes 🫶 Straight people, he thinks, probably don’t spend this much time convincing themselves they’re straight. Lmao 💀 No cause Alex falling face first because he was having horny thoughts about Henry is top tier 🫡 "Prince Henry is a biscuit,” Nora says, “let him sop you up." NORA OH MY GOD ☠️ "He likes you. He’s freaking out." I wanna cry myself to sleep 🙂 Jealous Alex is so hot pls 😮💨 Amy my beloved 🫶 His suit is black, smooth, elegant. Perfect. Alex wants to rip it off. Honestly, same 😌 His footsteps stutter, as if he’s thinking of making a run for it. Alex is not above a flying tackle. I would pay real money to witness this 💀 Henry, the prince. Henry, the boy in the garden. Henry, the boy in his bed. Poetry ✍️ There’s something about the two of them, the way they ignite at different temperatures, Alex’s frenetic energy and Henry’s aching sureness. Idk why i love this sentence so much 👏 Alex is living for it, watching Henry come undone, letting him be whatever he needs to be while alone with Alex behind a locked door. No cause the "be whatever he needs to be" got me crying 😀 Henry rolls over onto his back. Alex’s body wants to follow and tuck into his side, but he stays where he is. DUMB BITCH 🤺 His eyes flicker down to Alex’s hip, where it’s bared above the sheet, and he says as much to himself as to Alex, “I am very, very gay.” HORNY JAIL 🚨 he throws his head back and laughs, and it’s only him, the nerdy, neurotic, sweet, insomniac rich guy who constantly sends Alex photos of his dog, and something slots into place. Y'all i feel tears coming 🙂 "people are writing fan fiction about y’all" so real 💯 I absolutely loved how panicked Alex was during and after the polo match 🤭 OH WE GOT BUTTERCREAM INVOLVED ALRIGHT 🧁 Alex’s heart goes so fucking weird that he has to put his head in his hands for a full minute. Just like me reading this book 🤝 Henry my baby 🥺 All on board the Remus is gay train 🚂 Aw Alex being proud of his sexuality 🥹 binds Henry’s wrists to a hotel bedpost with his own necktie OH DAMN ALRIGHT 👔 "I did get both of the gay kings,” Henry points out. “There’s a prophecy for you.” Another iconic line 🙇♀️ BABY 😭 I'm literally gonna protect Henry and Bea for the rest of my life 🫂 also Alex and June 🫂 and Alex wants so badly to see the shadows of expressions moving across his face, to be able to touch them with his fingertips STFU 🤧 June really said "babes u really thought u were hiding it well?" 🫵 You have so much in you, it’s almost impossible to match it. But he’s your match, dumbass. 🥹 it’s not my fault he’s a mysterious and retiring young royal and you’re the tempestuous ingénue that caught his eye Speaking nothing but the truth 🫡 Shaan sweetheart 🫶 "Say good morning to your strumpet, Henry.” “Good morning, strumpet,” Henry says, glancing away from the road to wink at the camera. That's a powerful bottom right here 🫵 Alex feels calmer knowing somewhere in Wales, Henry got a decent night’s sleep. Crying and screaming 👹 I'm sorry what happened to Rafael 20 years ago??? 🤨 Hoe Dameron 💀 Cash 🥹 Come back to me when you’re done being flung through the firmament, you lost Pleiad. STFU??🤧 I’ve already been in the royal box ALEX PLS 💀 Philip is such a dickhead, i hate it sm 🤬 I'M SORRY WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK???? RAFAEL???
THE RED ROOM SCENE AND THE ONE RIGHT AFTER Y'ALL OH MY GOD I'M HYPERVENTILATING
“I’m going to die,” Henry says helplessly. “I’m going to kill you,” Alex tells him. “Yes, you are,” Henry agrees. I just love them so much 🫡
Reading the emails giggling and kicking my feet and then remembering they get leaked and i find myself crying and sobbing 💃
Henry sinks to his knees on the white marble and looks up at Alex with big, blue, bottomless eyes, and Alex doesn’t know a word in any language to describe it. He forgets they don’t spend the night. So, they do. He discovers Henry sleeps curled up on his side, his spine poking out in little sharp points that are actually soft if you reach out and touch them, very carefully so as not to wake him because he’s actually sleeping for once. In the morning, room service brings up a copy of Le Monde that Alex makes Henry translate out loud. They're keeping it casual guys!! No feelings involved!!
But Perfect Stoic Prince Charming laughs when he comes, and texts Alex at weird hours of the night: You’re a mad, spiteful, unmitigated demon, and I’m going to kiss you until you forget how to talk. And Alex is kind of obsessed with it. Keeping it so casual!!!!
GUYS THE PHASE "NO FEELINGS INVOLVED" IS OVER, I REPEAT, THE FEELINGS ARE VERY MUCH INVOLVED 🗣️
Was the phone call where they talk about Bea and Henry's dad and Henry and Alex's childhoods written specifically to shatter my heart in millions of tiny little pieces or what?? No cause it worked.
He looks down at the magazine and feels the corner of his mouth tug upward. “He looks so different,” he says after a long minute, gazing down at the baby Henry on the page and his easy, unfledged sureness. “I mean, like, obviously. But the way he carries himself.” His fingertips brush the page in the same place they did when he was young, over the sun-gold hair, except now he knows its exact texture. It’s the first time he’s seen it since he learned where this version of Henry went. “It pisses me off sometimes, thinking about everything he’s been through. He’s a good person. He really cares, and he tries. He never deserved any of it.” I really don't have anymore tears you guys please :D
THE KARAOKE SCENE AND WHAT HAPPENS RIGHT AFTER??? AND THE SLEEPY CUDDLES??? AND THE MORNING AFTER???? Y'ALL 😭😭😭
The moment you first called me a prick, my fate was sealed. O, fathers of my bloodline! O, ye kings of olde! Take this crown from me, bury me in my ancestral soil. If only you had known the mighty work of thine loins would be undone by a gay heir who likes it when American boys with chin dimples are mean to him. HENRY OH MY GOD 💀
Reading Red White and Royal Blue and reacting every 100 pages ❤️💙
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Bucky meeting r's ex and they fight, but when r defends her ex, buck accuses her of still having feelings for them and an argument or smn idkk.
Oh boy. Angsty... Let's go! Hope you like it!!!
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Defend To The End
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You were nervous for Bucky to come to your office party for multiple reasons. 1. He hates crowds and you don't want him to be overwhelmed, 2. some people you work with are assholes, and 3. your ex works there.
You were with your ex for over 2 years. You thought he was the love of your life, but he surprised you when he suddenly broke up with you. You were devastated to say the least. It was difficult to see him at work, but you managed to make it through. Meeting Bucky definitely helped, because he was able to tear down your walls again and show you love.
Yes, you loved Bucky, though you knew you would always have love for Alex, your ex. You hoped that as time went on, the love that you felt for Alex would continue to dissipate, so you wouldn’t feel so nervous to be around him. You noticed that he still stares at you when you are in board meetings together, giving small smiles when your eyes meet. How could you fully get over him if he still made your heart flutter.
You finish getting ready as Bucky rang your doorbell. You opened the door and see Bucky in a very well fitting black suit with a black shirt and tie. His metal arm covered by a black glove. Your heart pounds as you take in the site of him.
“Evening baby. You look gorgeous,” Bucky says looking you up and down.
You flush at his compliment and peck his lips. “Don’t look too bad yourself handsome,” you say back.
You grab your coat and purse and head out. You hold Bucky’s hand while he drives to the banquet hall. As you get ready to exit the car to head in you look at Bucky and give him an encouraging smile.
“If it gets to be too much, let me know and we will leave, ok?” you say softly.
He leans in a pecks your lips and gives you a soft smile. You both head in to the massive party. You feel Bucky squeeze your hand as you walk further into the room. You look around and see some of your co-workers you are friendly with, your boss, and finally your ex.
He meets your eyes but doesn’t give you the small smile he usually does. You see him look from you to Bucky and scoff before turning away. You found it odd that he would act like that, but shook it off and pulled Bucky to your co-workers.
You were all in a conversation when Bucky leaned in and asked if you wanted a drink from the bar. You nodded and kissed his cheek before he walked over. You continued your conversation but looked over at the bar to make sure Bucky was ok. What you saw made you gasp and you excised yourself from the group.
Alex and Bucky were in each others faces, looking like a fight was about to break out. As you reached them, Bucky swung and hit Alex in the jaw, making him fall to the ground.
“Oh my god, Bucky! What the hell is the matter with you!” you yelled, kneeling down next to Alex to check on him.
“You didn’t hear what he just said, Y/N. He was talking shit about you!,” Bucky said looking at Alex with daggers in his eyes.
“Bucky, Alex would never talk ill of me. Our break up was cordial,” you say as you wipe some hair out of Alex’s eyes.
“Y/N, he is lying. He told me to stop looking at you. I told him I still loved you and he punched me,” Alex said with pleading eyes.
“Bullshit! You called her a whore!” Bucky said stepping closer to Alex.
You shot up and pushed Bucky back. “Bucky enough! What is wrong with you! We are at my work event and you start a fight with my ex! All because he still has feelings for me?” you snap.
Bucky looks at you for a moment. “Are you fucking serious? You believe this asshole over me? You think I would just punch him out because I was jealous? Do you know me at all?!” Bucky yells.
“Bucky, Alex is a good man, and would not say such terrible things about me,” you say.
Bucky’s eyes widen, “Fuck this,” he says before turning and leaving.
You turn back to Alex and notice a slight smirk on his face, which he didn’t drop in time. “Alex, he was telling the truth? Why would you say such a thing?” you yell, tears coming to your eyes.
You don’t wait to hear his reply. You smack his face, turn, and run after Bucky. What had you done? Will Bucky forgive you? You make it outside in time to see Bucky peeling away from the hall. You cry as you watch him speed away.
What had you done?
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Part 2
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𝑠𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑜𝑙𝑑 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 - 𝑀𝑎𝑟𝑘 𝐿𝑒𝑒
pairing: Mark Lee x reader
summary: Dating Mark Lee was wonderful- until it wasn’t. You were fighting all the time and he hurt you with his words, but this time you had enough. You couldn’t let him hurt you and accept him back whenever he said that he was sorry. You were so sick of letting him hurt you, so sick of him talking about your relationship with others behind your back. He changed so much, you probably did too, but he wasn’t the person you fell in love with anymore.
song: same old love - Selena Gomez
genre: angst, a dash of fluff
warnings: swearing, mention of sex
word count: 2,7k
A/N: this one’s a little short and I hope you enjoy it anyway! 💖 a little spoiler for the last story in my series: back to you won’t be a short fic, it’s going to be a full fic with (currently) over 7k words and I’m not finished yet! If you want to be added to the taglist send me an ask! 🥰
taglist: @alex-chann, @aesthetichrj
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Take away your things and go You can't take back what you said, I know I've heard it all before, at least a million times I'm not one to forget, you know
“Leave. Take all of your things and go.”
“No, baby, fuck. I didn’t mean-“ Mark stepped forward and you stepped backwards. It broke his heart. “What? You didn’t mean it? It’s not your first time saying that Mark. I’ve had enough. We’re going in circles, it needs to stop!”
It wasn’t the first time that Mark told you that he’s sick of you and that he wished that he never dated you in the first place.
“I love you, baby. Believe me, I was just angry and-“
“frustrated- I know, it’s always the same excuse Mark. I know that you don’t love me, so please, just leave. Find someone you love and who treats you better, apparently I’m not enough.”
“I do! I do love you! Just hear me out, please!” Mark was crying, you weren’t even crying.
“Why are you crying? I’m letting you go Mark, you don’t have to force yourself to stay with me anymore.” Your heart clenched, your hands formed to fists, nails dug into your soft skin.
“I love you…” he whispered, “I love you so much, please give me one last chance.” He begged. “Did you love me when you told Johnny that I was so annoying? Did you love me when you told Jaehyun that you’re sick of having sex with me, sick of me calling you and texting you? Sick of me asking you about your day and worrying about you? Did you love me when you told Mina, that we aren’t serious? How can you love me when we aren’t even serious?”
Mark looked defeated, “H-how did you-“
“Is that important? You talked to them every time I was with you, you wanted me to hear that. You want me to break up with you because you are a fucking coward.”
“I-I never wanted you to hear that- I just, I don’t know what to say, I’m so sorry, please. I’m begging you, give me one last chance. I love you. I really love you so much, I can’t do it without you. I need you in my life.” Mark wiped away his tears with his hands, but the tears were still rolling down his cheeks.
“I’ll never forget how you treated me, how much you hate me. You made me think it was my fault- that I was the one who destroyed this relationship, but it wasn’t me. It was you, and now, take your things and go. We’re done.” You didn’t allow the tears to fall until you entered the bathroom, closed the door, and locked it.
I don't believe, I don't believe it You left in peace, left me in pieces Too hard to breathe, I'm on my knees Right now
You fell on your knees, your hand was on your mouth, covering your whimpers and sobs. It hurt, you loved him so much it broke you apart. You felt your chest tighten, the pain filled your body and there was nothing you could do to stop the pain.
“I-I love you. So much.” Mark was on the other side of the door, his hand was on the doorknob, he couldn’t hold you anymore, it was over now. Mark was still crying as he held his bag tightly and hoped that you’d open the door and jump in his arms, for one last time.
He could hear you, your sobs were loud, you were never good in hiding your emotions. Your eyes filled with tears and pain. “I’m sorry.” And with that, he walked out of your apartment and left.
You couldn’t breathe, the hand that covered your mouth before, was now holding your chest tightly. Your eyes were wide, were you having a panic attack? The bathroom suffocated you, the walls came closer and closer and you were having a hard time controlling your breathing.
Your curled up and closed your eyes, you tried to think of happy memories. Yeah, you had happy memories with Mark, not just bad memories. The first time you had met him was your favorite memory of him.
I'm so sick of that same old love, that shit, it tears me up I'm so sick of that same old love, my body's had enough I'm so sick of that same old love, feels like I've blown apart I'm so sick of that same old love, the kind that breaks your heart
You’ve met Mark on a blind date your friend had arranged for you almost two and a half years ago. She told you that you were a perfect match and after two weeks of begging you to meet him, you said yes. It wouldn’t hurt right?
“He’s a little bit shy, okay maybe not a little bit, but like, you know, he’s cute you’ll love him.” Your friend said as she helped you with your make up. “I’m shy too! What If we just sit there and don’t talk?” you said worriedly.
“No, he will talk. Maybe even a little too much.”
You looked through the restaurant and looked for the man in blue. The two of you decided to wear a matching color since you still didn’t know what he looked like, and he told you to wear blue because it was his favorite color.
Your gaze met his, and your brain stopped working because he looked so handsome and cute at the same time. Mark’s smile widened as he watched you walk over to him. His palms were sweaty, and he was absolutely nervous.
“Hey, Mark?” you said nervously.
“Yeah, hi. I’m Mark. Wow you’re way prettier than I imagined.” He rambled and you smiled at him shyly. “Oh yeah right.” He got up and helped you with your chair like a gentleman. “Thank you.”
“Uhm, I ordered red wine, but like, if you want to drink something else, like, champagne or something tell me.” He was talking so fast and you could see how nervous he was, just like you.
“No, no. Red wine is totally fine.”
“Yeah, uhm, Minsoo told me that you like red wine, but I thought maybe you’d like to drink something else.” He rambled again. “Am I talking too much? I feel like I’m talking too much.”
“No,” you giggled, “You’re not talking too much don’t worry.”
“That’s good, my friends told me to shut up, but I feel like I can’t stop talking. Did I tell you that you’re really pretty?” Mark didn’t even notice the waiter looking at him with his mouth wide open, “Thank you, Mark. You are very handsome.”
The waiter looked to you and then back to Mark as you and Mark just looked at each other without saying anything. The waiter cleared his throat, “Sir, would you like to order now?”
And after ordering, your night was filled with smiles, giggles, and loud laughs. Mark was so funny and cute the whole time, and when you held his hand, which was resting on top of the table, his cheeks started burning and you just wanted to squish his cheeks.
“You’re so adorable.” You smiled at him shyly. “And you’re so gorgeous.”
You were in front of your apartment, even though you didn’t want the night to end, but it was almost 1 am and you had classes the next day. “I had so much fun tonight, Mark. Thank you so much.”
“Me too. And uhm, I really would love to do it again.” He blushed a little. “Me too. You have my number?”
He nodded and you couldn’t resist, so you tiptoed and kissed his cheek before you entered your apartment, “Good night, Mark.”
I'm not spending any time, wasting tonight on you I know, I've heard it all So don't you try and change your mind 'Cause I won't be changing too, you know
You woke up on the bathroom floor. After crying for hours and trying to calm yourself down, you fell asleep. You fell asleep with a smile on your face, the memories you shared with Mark were beautiful, almost too good to be true. But after everything you’ve been through, you didn’t want to wallow in memories. Even it’s just for one night, you wanted to stop feeling sad and down, you just wanted to be happy and think about yourself first. No more thoughts on Mark’s wellbeing, no more going through pictures of him on your phone and no more texting him that you missed him.
You were determined, your relationship with Mark was over, and he wouldn’t change your mind this time, like he always did. This time, you had enough.
You can't believe, still can't believe it You left in peace, left me in pieces Too hard to breathe, I'm on my knees Right now
“H-Hyung, I just- fuck.” Mark cried into his palms. Johnny knew that your relationship with Mark was about to end, after everything Mark had told him, he didn’t think he’d see his friend crying like this after you broke up with him. “I just can’t believe it, I-I thought that we’d be together forever, no matter w-what.”
“Mark, isn’t this what you wanted?” Johnny asked carefully.
Mark shook his head, “I-I don’t know what I wanted, I only know that I want her b-but she’ll never want me back.”
“You said it yourself though, that you were sick-“
“I know what I said!” he shouted at his friend, “I’m sorry- I didn’t mean to shout at you, but like, I know what I said and If I could take it back I would. I just feel so… so empty without her. I think… I think I was scared that she’d stop loving me first and that’s why I pushed her away.”
“That’s literally the dumbest thing you could’ve done.” Johnny sighed.
“She didn’t even cry. S-She looked so, so done. Done with me and done with everything, like she fell apart and it’s all because of me.”
Mark couldn’t breathe, his heart clenched, and he gripped his shirt, everything suffocated him. He remembered your emotionless face and the emptiness in your eyes, and this time it was Mark who was on his knees, having a panic attack.
I'm so sick of that same old love, that shit, it tears me up I'm so sick of that same old love, my body's had enough
I'm so sick of that same old love, feels like I've blown apart I'm so sick of that same old love, the kind that breaks your heart
A couple weeks after your fight with Mark, you found yourself alone at home, an empty bottle of wine next to your empty bed.
He didn’t try to contact you. The only information you had about him was that he stayed with Johnny. Johnny sent a simple text, telling you that he was sorry and that Mark was in safe hands, since he knew, that you after everything still cared for him.
You didn’t cry after the last time you cried. It’s going to be a long journey until you close the big chapter labeled ‘Mark’ and you hoped that it’s going to be a peaceful journey, but after tonight, you weren’t sure if there was a possible future without Mark in it.
Suddenly you heard sounds coming from your door. Didn’t you lock it? Who is trying to get into your apartment? It was past midnight and with a pan in your one hand, you slowly walked to the door.
Of course, it was him. Mark still had your spare key and he forgot to ask for your permission before he entered.
You let out the breath you were holding. “What are you doing here? Did you forget anything?”
Mark looked at you and then at he pan in your hand. “Are you going to hit me with it? I’ll let you do it If you listen to me for just a minute.”
“N-No I’m not going to hit you with. I thought you were a thief.”
You put the pan on top of the little shelf next to your door. “A-Are you scared alone?” he asked you.
The truth is, yes you were. You were scared of being alone, scared of darkness.
“N-No?”
“You don’t have to lie to me, I know that you’re scared. I’m sorry.”
“What are you doing here? I don’t think you came just to ask me If I’m scared.”
“I needed to talk to you, I know it’s late and stuff, but like, yeah I just- I couldn’t sleep nor eat and yeah, I, uhm-“
“Mark you’re rambling.” He reminded you of the time your first started dating, how nervous he was and how he couldn’t stop talking because he hated awkward silence.
“Yeah, I am. Sorry, I just want to talk.”
“I don’t think there is anything to talk about, Mark.” You sighed. “There is. I can’t survive another week without telling you how much you actually mean to me.” He whispered.
“Mark I really don’t want to do this-“
“Please, just one minute. Just one minute.” He held your hand, and you didn’t push away. You missed his touch. “Fine. Just one minute.”
“First of all, I love you. I really do. Since the second I saw you enter that restaurant, I knew that I loved you and I can remember how much of an idiot I was, like, the entire night, but you still kissed me goodbye on the cheek and my heart was about to explode. I thanked Minsoo so much and I still thank her for introducing you to me. I was like, a blind date? How’s that going to work? And it was the best thing that ever happened to me. I know I pushed you away, I was an asshole and I hurt you so much, but I’m an insecure, stupid pussy and I can’t believe I had you, but then I let you slip through my fingers. I didn’t know how to hold your hand and I didn’t know how to make clear, that I need you. The things I told the others, I don’t think that I was actually complaining because If I think about it now, my heart flutters and I can feel the butterflies in my belly jumping around. You cared about me like no one else did and I missed you so much, I just can’t lose you. Your my first and only love, I don’t want anyone but you.”
You were crying, he was crying, Johnny was probably at home crying too.
“M-Mark…” you whimpered, you didn’t know what to say.
“P-Please just give me a chance to gain your love and t-trust back.” He wiped your tears away with his soft hand.
“I’m… I’m so sick of being hurt, I’m so sick of it, Mark. I can’t take anymore pain, I’m so sick of suffering and not being loved, I-I just want to be loved. You h-hurt me so much the past months, I don’t think my body and soul can handle it I-If I go through that again…” you sobbed.
“You won’t need to- Baby, I promise you, I’ll never ever treat you like that again. I won’t let you suffer, not again. I love you I love you so much. I love you please believe me, I love you.”
Mark wrapped his arms around you as you cried into the crook of his neck. He repeated over and over again that he loved you as you both cried together, arms wrapped around each other and hearts connected again.
“One last chance, and if you fuck up again, you’ll never get to see my face again.” You whispered.
“I won’t fuck up, I promise you. The days without you were torture. Being without you is torture.”
“C-Can we take it slow, Mark? I feel like… I feel like if we rush things you’ll get sick of me again…” you were scared that giving him another chance was a mistake.
“No, no baby. Don’t ever think that again, okay? We can take it slow if you want that, but I don’t want you think that I’ll get sick of you, I could never. Being away from you was so hard, I don’t want that to happen ever again.” Mark pressed his lips on your temple.
“Okay…”
“Do you want to go on a date with me? Are you free on Friday?” he asked you and you chuckled.
“I’m not sure, I have to check my schedule.” You teased him.
“Babe…” Mark whined.
“I’m just joking.”
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breaking point
pairing: karl jacobs x reader
pronouns: gender neutral
description: karl can’t get over your death.
warnings: pure angst. readers death, description of illness, description of a breakdown.
note: sorry about this fluff lovers. honestly i feel like if karl was getting over somebodys death he would just have breakdowns :/
-> also this is literally just a way to improve my angst writing.
one month.
a month without waking up every morning and seeing your face. a month without hearing your voice.
of course he knew, he knew you were sick. it would be selfish of him to tell himself that you weren’t. that you weren’t in pain every single day. he watched you get up from bed in the middle of the night, rushing to the bathroom and empty out last nights dinner into the toilet. he sat beside you, rubbing your back and telling you everything was going to be okay. you tried your best to believe it, so desperately did you want to believe him
but even karl himself couldn’t believe it.
day by day he watched you get worse, the hope that glistened in your eyes slowly started to fade away. you became pale, the bags under your eyes were becoming more prominent. you were just so tired
you were tired of everyone telling you were going to be fine, because you obviously weren’t. you knew that eventually you’d have to say goodbye to everyone, and leave everybody you loved.
it got to a point that you couldn’t even open up a jam jar. your frail arms couldn’t twist the lid no matter how hard you tried.
you felt like a burden to everyone, you weren’t that cheerful person you were once before. you felt more like a villain. someone who was ruining everybody’s day by just being present.
you weren’t scared of dying anymore, you were scared of living and continuing to suffer the way you were.
so, when you laid in the hospital bed, surrounded by all your loved ones. you felt tranquility. it made you happy that you knew none of these people would have to worry about you anymore.
your vision was becoming blurry, you could barely recognise anybody’s faces anymore. you didn’t want to cry, you didn’t want everybody’s last memory of you to be an image of your tear stained face. instead you smiled at them, karl held your left hand and your mother held your right, you squeezed their hands as tightly as you could, telling them how much you loved them.
your grip eventually loosed, as you took your last breath. you were unresponsive, and everybody was looking at nothing but the whites of your eyes.
-
your funeral hit him even harder.
karl felt so empty inside. all the happiness was drained out of him. he kept trying to tell himself this wasn’t real, and you weren’t gone. but how could he when he was standing right in front of your grave?
he watched your coffin lower down. all attention turned to your mother. as the coffin sunk deeper into the ground, she collapsed onto the floor, an agonising scream erupting from her. people ran to pull her away, but she refused to let them bury you.
karl walked away. he didn’t want to watch this. this isn’t what you would’ve wanted. you wanted nothing but everybody to be happy
but he couldn’t be, not when he was constantly reminded of you every single. those memories were now making him sad. he would drive past target just to be reminded of your late night trips. when he would see your favourite candy he would be reminded of your awful sweet tooth you constantly complained about, and how he would scold you for eating too many.
“but they taste so good!” you would defend yourself. your voice rang in his ears.
-
in the first two weeks he would cry himself to sleep every day. his pillow was always soaking from the waterfall of tears. he would grab another pillow from the living room, and spray it in your favourite perfume, and would cuddle it, pretending he was cuddling you, all while taking in your scent.
one night, he jolted awake with a gasp. his forehead was covered in beads of sweat and his breath was shaky and uneven. it was a nightmare. they had become much more frequent since your death.
karl reached his arm out to the pillow beside him, looking for some comfort and warmth.
but he forgot you weren’t there anymore.
he wished that you would just materialise from beneath his fingers and hold his hand. he wished to have you here and have you run your hands through his hair and shush him back to sleep.
karl swallowed the lump in his throat, forcing himself to close his eyes and fall back asleep.
-
he didn’t like socialising with others now.
yes, he loved his friends, he wouldn’t give them up for the world. he felt so helpless when they saw him. they all gave him this identical look filled with pity. whenever they saw him and they’d always ask him ‘how are you feeling today?’
he was so sick of that question.
when he logged on discord with the boys, they treated him differently, like he was glass, and was about to shatter any moment.
he hated feeling so weak.
in the third week, his family suggested talking to your family. maybe they both could slowly heal by talking about the positive aspects of your life.
he despised the idea at first, but after coming round to your old house, sitting down and talking to your parents. he found himself smiling for the first time in ages, as he ran his fingers over a baby picture of you.
visits to your parents became much more regular, they were much closer. karl felt a sense of pride, because he knew it’s what you would’ve wanted.
-
four weeks. one month. time was passing by slowly but thankfully it was giving him time to grieve, and time to reflect. he felt like the hole in his heart was very slowly starting to repair itself
music was playing from his phone on spotify, karl was boiling a pot of water for his pasta. when it was hot enough, he threw in his pasta and let it cook. karl sat down and started scrolling through instagram, the music still playing.
he lightly chuckled at a funny meme he read. he went to send it to alex.
the grin on his face disappeared when he realised his finger was hovering over your username.
he wished he could send it to you. his mind started drifting to you all over again.
when the pasta was finally done. karl felt his stomach rumble and he was glad he would finally get some food in his system. he prepared the table, and poured a glass of juice for himself too.
the music changed to one of his favourite songs, he started singing along to it, his body swaying slightly as he turned around with the pot to pour it onto the plate, ready to eat it. only then did he realise his mistake.
he set out two plates.
two forks.
two glasses.
one for him.
and for you
karl gnawed at his lip. he stared at the second set of cutlery like it was an intruder. his lips started to tremble, and without realising, he dropped the pot.
the loud clash against the tile floor brought him back to reality. immediately, he bent down to pick up his mess, but it was all pushing him over the edge.
this was his breaking point
he angrily threw the pot back onto the floor, while the most gut-wrenching scream left his body.
he rested against the door of the oven, his head leaned uncomfortably against the handle. sobs ripped from his throat. his voice was starting to feel scratchy. karl rocked back and forth, his head banging the handle each time, causing his head to get dizzier and dizzier until he almost felt nauseous.
his hands were tugging at his hair as he buried his face into his knees. he knew he had lost control of himself. another wave of tears emerged.
he tried to calm himself, he tried to steady himself. karl was mumbling out loud as his body was quaking, but every few seconds it would be interrupted by a few guttural sounds. sounds of pain and anguish melded together.
“why would you leave me?” he cried, his voice breaking.
karl wasn’t healing like he thought.
you were the other half that made him whole.
and you were mercilessly ripped away from him
he just didn’t know how he could go on living without you.
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#mcyt#mcyt x reader#karl jacobs#karl jacobs imagine#karl jacobs x reader#mcyt imagine#mcyt imagines#karl jacobs imagines#angst#karl jacobs angst
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Masterpost of Song Comics Part I (A-K)
*Unfortunately, due to a peculiarity of tumblr, a post containing too many links will not have any of them function. Thus, the masterpost has been broken into two parts.*
Organized by musician alphabetically
Last updated on 07/18/2021
See Part II here: Masterpost of Homestuck Song Comics Part II (L-Z)
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Kryptonite - 3 Doors Down by absinthianlyunheroic
This is War - 30 Seconds to Mars by caffieneandcarpaltunnel
I’m Not Your Boyfriend Baby - 3HO!3 by awildcale
A:
Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy by irlmako
New Tomorrow - A Friend In London by maria-artz
Hand Over Mouth, Over and Over - A Lot Like Birds by binart
Skyfall - Adele by stormfather
Song of Healing - Adriana Figueroa by talkshitnojutsu
Everything Stays - Adventure Time by starchip-one
Kiss my Eyes and Lay Me to Sleep - AFI by 413art
Prelude 12/21 - AFI by toastyhat
Another Day - Air by chubsintubs
A Whole New World - Aladdin by copper-fish
Mercy Me - Alkaline Trio by brainbent
Hothouse - Aly & AJ by dristr
Evelyn, Evelyn - Amanda Palmer by p-pamda
Luck - The American Authors by timehwimeh
21 Guns - American Idiot Cast by jankyweeaboo
Pittsburgh - The Amity Affliction by anafigreen
Inevitable - Anberlin by suchirolle
Ready to Die - Andrew W. K. by askherroyalcondesce
The Age of Not Believing - Angela Lansbury by toastyhat
Director - The Antlers by gin-and-djinn
Kettering - The Antlers by cloudymew
My Mamma Said - Aqua by xamag-homestuck
Suburbs - Arcade Fire by porrim-maryam and collaborators
Wake Up - Arcade Fire by catprinx
We Used to Wait - Arcade Fire by drawingspecibus
R U Mine? - Arctic Monkeys by dacadaca
The Ballad Of Love And Hate - The Avett Brothers by umjulikins
Hey Brother - Avicii by esmeblaise
Wake Me Up - Avicii by a-vodka-mutini
Sail - AWOLNATION by theamazingzombiegirl
B:
If I Die Young - The Band Perry by japhers
Memory - Barbra Strisand by toastyhat
Glitter and Gold - Barns Courtney by chibigaia-art
Daniel in the Den - Bastille by tomato-bird
Pompeii - Bastille by maria-artz Broken
Pompeii - Bastille by toastyhat and oskarna
Above the Clouds of Pompeii - Bear’s Den by groveofsketches
Let it Be - Beatles by toastyhat
The Fool on the Hill - The Beatles by robotoucan
All the Pretty Little Horses - Becky Jean Williams by purplecalamity
Pieces of Sky - Beth Orton by awildcale
Sweet Dreams - Beyoncé by dacadaca
River Below - Billy Talent by kamdensl
Rusted from the Rain - Billy Talent by crispychocolate
Just a Game - Birdy by redwordsoncavewalls
Kill the Lights - The Birthday Massacre by xamag-homestuck
Red Stars - The Birthday Massacre by lord-caliborn and tricotee
These Days - The Black Keys by digitallyimpaired
In the End - Black Veil Brides by rinasart
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The taming of the shrew (8)
Summary: The babies are on their way. Will Dean survive seeing you give birth? Will the babies are cute and even more important – will your alphas breeding kink awake?
Pairing: Alpha!Dean x Omega!Reader
Characters: Mary Winchester, John Winchester, Sam Winchester, Alex Jones; John Y/F/N Dean Winchester (baby boy), Y/M/N Mary Y/N Winchester (baby girl)
Warnings: pregnant reader, nesting, scenting, cuddling & snuggling, overprotective Dean, general cuteness, giving birth (nothing graphic), nervous Dean (let’s be honest, he’s a wreck), daddy Dean
A/N: Y/F/N = Your father’s name; Y/M/N = Your mother’s name
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“Breathe in and out, Y/N,” Alex instructs, looking at you while she moves one hand to your mound. “I will check how far you are, okay. You are safe, your babies are alright. My husband is just down the street and waits for my call if we need more help.”
“O-okay,” you pant, looking at Dean who, as expected, paces around the room. He’s a wreck for half an hour. “Dean, I need you alpha.”
“I’m here,” stumbling toward the bed, reaching out for you Dean tries to find a way to take the pain away. “What can I do, omega? How can I help you?”
“You could sit behind Y/N and let her rest her back against your chest. Put your hands on her belly, rub it gently and breathe with her,” holding back a smirk Alex watches your alpha clumsily move behind you to replace the pillows he stuffed behind your back.
“Okay, hands on your belly,” Dean pants heavily but he follows Alex’s instructions. “Slow and gentle. Now breathe with me, sweetheart. Like we trained with Alex.”
“I-I’m trying, but-“ you cry out, scream in pain when another contraction ripples through your body. “I want my mommy,” you whine, watching your mother usher inside your room. “Please.”
“I’m here, Y/N,” your mother stands next to the bed to hold your hand. “Just breathe with your alpha, he’ll guide you through birth. I know you can do it. Your bond will help you ease the pain, okay. Soon you will see your babies and all the pain is forgotten.”
“Omega,” Dean purrs against you, lets the vibrations run through his chest to make you feel safe. “I know you can do this. We are all here. I can already see our babies in your arms.” you fist the sheets underneath you, snarl in all directions before you finally concentrate on Dean’s words.
“Babies,” you sniffle, looking down your body. “I can’t let them out already, can I? I need to protect my pups. What happens if anyone wants to hurt them?” panicked you look at Alex when she tells you to push again.
“Push, Y/N. I can already see the head,” whining you squeeze your mother’s hand. “One more time, sweetie. You can do it. The first baby is almost there…”
“Aw, look at his tiny hands,” you coo, looking at your baby boy in your arms. Your little bundle of joy sleeps peacefully, doesn’t even flinch when you gently nuzzle him. “I will never not hold him.”
“If he grows like Sammy and me, you’ll not be able to lift him,” Dean gently rocks your baby girl, looking at her with big wet eyes. “She’s so pretty. Look at her tiny nose. I bet she will scrunch it up as you do anytime you don’t like my food.”
“I love your food, just not the burger monstrosity you bought,” pecking your son’s head you sigh deeply. He feels so small and vulnerable in your arms and you hope Dean and you can protect him from any harm. “They are perfect, and we made them, Dean.”
“And it was fun making them,” purring low in his throat Dean looks at you on the bed he built. I can fill you again soon. I want a house filled with kids one day.” proudly puffing his chest your alpha looks at you, a smirk on his lips.
“Dean,” you would like to protest by all you get out is a soft purr. You never expected to fall in love with your babies the moment you lay eyes on them but now, you are addicted. “Not now. We got our hands full of our pups.”
“She smells so good,” sniffing at your daughter’s head Dean smiles. “Like a mixture of you and me and cuteness. Aw, she just cooed.”
“Dean, stop making me cry,” sniffling you watch your alpha sit on the bed to show you your baby girl in his arms. “I can’t cry or they will wake up. Let them sleep a bit longer.”
“I can’t wait to hear them call me daddy,” nuzzling your daughter Dean purrs, wanting his children to get used to his voice. “Could eat her alive. Just look at my cute baby girl.”
“Is said – don’t make me cry,” you whimper, hating you are an emotional wreck at the moment. “I need to hold back to not cuddle our baby boy too much. He’s just too cute.”
“He’s mine, how could he not be cute?” Dean grins, giving you a wink. “Every pup I’ll put in your belly will be cute and handsome.” cockily looking at you Dean waits for your confirmation. “Right?”
“Handsome?” humming you look at Dean, knowing he wants you to compliment him. “I don’t know, Winchester. Maybe you are cute but handsome-“ you shrug, laughing as Dean grumbles under his breath.
“Don’t make me cuddle you, omega. I will put our baby girl in her cradle and cuddle you like never before,” giggling you look at Dean, give him your brightest smile as he tries to give you a stern look.
“I want to see my grandchildren,” Mary paces outside your house. “Did they let you have a look?” shaking her head your mother places one hand onto Mary’s shoulder.
“I was there when Y/N gave birth but had to leave the moment the first pup arrived. Dean was too dangerous. If I stayed inside the bedroom, he could’ve attacked and killed me.”
“Newborn pups and his vulnerable omega around turn every alpha into an overprotective beast. You should know that Mary. Do you remember the day Dean was born?” furrowing his brows John tries to not smirk. “I almost killed your father.”
“You bite him, John,” sighing deeply Mary looks at the house again. “Are they okay? What if anything happened? God, what if they need our help?”
“The babies are healthy and safe,” Sam grins, showing his father the pictures Dean took of you and his pups. “Aw, he took a selfie with his baby girl.”
“Names, seize, weight,” Mary pants, snatching the phone out of Sam’s hands. “They are perfect. Oh, god my Dean is a father,” feeling her legs give in Mary grasps for John’s hand. “Did I tell him everything about parenting? What if I forgot something?”
“Mary,” John laughs. “Calm down. Dean is an adult, a man, and an alpha. He knows how to take care of his omega, apparently.” Now the elder alpha grins, looking at the phone. “Or Y/N wouldn’t have his kids.”
“JOHN!” scolding her husband for his indecency Mary sighs deeply. “Do you think they’ll show the pups to us today? Maybe if we ask nicely?”
“Ask or demand?” John snickers, nodding at your father. “I mean, Y/N lied about her parents, told Dean they are dead as she didn’t want anyone to know about her family. She even hid things from her alpha. Do you think she will show you the kids right after she gave birth?”
“I-I hope so,” nibbling at her lower lip Mary looks at the phone again. “He’s a good father, a good alpha. Dean will be so-“ starting to cry Mary hides her face in her husband’s chest. “My son is an adult now, John. He’s not my little Dean anymore.”
“Mom, I hate to say it, but Dean ain’t a kid for the longest time,” smirking Sam watches his father roll his eyes.
“Can you just not, Sammy? I can barely tame your mother. She wants to tear down the door to get to her son. Jesus, you need to learn a thing or two about omegas before you have pups.”
“LOOK!” your father says, pointing toward the door when you and Dean slowly step outside. “Y/N, sweetie!”
“Five minutes,” Dean growls, stepping in front of you. “You all got five minutes to look at the babies and then you’ll leave us alone.”
“Five minutes?” Mary almost trips over her feet when she rushes toward Dean to look at the little boy in his arms. “He’s so pretty, Dean.”
“John Y/F/N Dean Winchester is his father’s son. Of course, he’s handsome as hell,” Dean exclaims, nodding at his father.
“Aw, the little girl, look Y/M/N!” Mary sniffs, looking at the little girl in your arms, but she dares not to touch her. “What’s her name?”
“Y/M/N Mary Y/N Winchester,” you laugh when Mary starts to cry. “Dean insisted she needs my name too so, she has three names now, just like her brother.”
“Well done, Dean,” Sam purrs, looking at your babies. “Luckily, both look like your mate.” he grins but his heart swells watching his brother hold his baby boy in his arms. “He’s cute, I give him that.”
“Son, good job,” John smirks, watching your father silently cry. “You made everyone cry. I am proud of you and your mate. Never thought you can make such cute babies. On the other hand, Winchester men are attractive as hell.”
“Cockiness runs in the family, I see,” giggling you lean your head against Dean’s shoulder. “If you all excuse us now, we are tired and the babies need sleep. We booked a room for all of you at the lodge nearby. If you behave like good grandparents, you can see the pups tomorrow morning after we fed them.”
“Tomorrow,” nodding eagerly Mary bits her goodbye is the first one to step aside. “I’m glad everything worked out. You are so-“ she sniffs.
“We see us tomorrow,” John leads his wife toward his car, wiping a single tear off his cheek before anyone can see he shed a tear too.
“I hope you know that we are sorry, Mary and me. I’m proud of you and Dean, Y/N,” your mother pecks your cheek.
“What your mother said,” your father whispers, kissing your hair. “You’re going to be a great mom.”
“Don’t kill the babies,” Sam laughs before he runs after his parents. “And don’t make more overnight. I don’t think our parents will survive more cuteness, Dean…”
“Finally, alone,” snuggling closer to his pups Dean looks them all over. You placed the babies between you and your mate to keep an eye on them on their first night in this world. “Look, they are already asleep. Little angels.”
“Little angels,” swooning you watch your alpha peck the babies’ heads, purring for them to assure safety and warmth. “And a devil.”
“I’m no devil,” he grins, giving you a dirty look. “Maybe when you feel better and recovered I’ll give you a hell of a ride, omega…”
“Fed, clean and cute,” Dean hums, watching you rock both babies in your arms. “See, we didn’t kill them. Now calm down and watch your grandchildren.” laughing at Dean’s words you look around the living room.
Everyone gathered in the room this morning to check on their newest family members. Now they watch you with the babies in your arms, sighing and purring now and then.
“Dean changed his first diaper this morning and succeed,” they don’t have to know your baby boy peed onto his father’s shirt before he could stop him. “He wants to learn how to breastfeed too.” You blur out to break the tension.
Sam is the first one to laugh at your bad joke, followed by your father and John.
“I would,” grumbling Dean sits next to you to runs his hand over your baby boy’s head. “Just don’t have enough milk.”
“But he’s warm and the babies like to sleep on his naked chest,” you say, grinning as Dean nods eagerly. “Especially our baby girl prefers to sleep on her daddy. She cries anytime I tried to put her in her cradle.”
“In conclusion, we are doing fine. Now we have something to announce,” Dean gets up, clears his throat before he looks at you and his babies again. “Y/N and I are going to marry-“ he raises his hand, stops his mother before she can freak out. “Not a word, mom. Yes, you can help us but no, you’ll not decide anything.”
“We want to wait till spring,” you jump in, nodding at Dean. “There is enough time to plan things and to make sure we will get the wedding we want.”
“Last but not least, Sammy, you will be my best man,” hiding the choked-out sob poorly Sam nods, giving his brother a soft smile. “Good, now let’s eat cause I’m hungry as hell. I prepared breakfast.”
>> Epilogue
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