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Some lore tabs that killed me dead and I'll never recover from them. Seasonal gauntlets are about Zavala realising and coming to terms with the fact that he is mortal and has mortal pains. Also, finally, the full confirmation that Guardians resume aging when they lose their Light:

He moved his chair back and considered his knee. What had he done to hurt it? He had not exercised yet, he had not gone on his usual patrol… he had done nothing. Why would a knee hurt from doing nothing? The riddle dissolved. He was starting to age.

But also:

He allows a hand to rest on his aching knee. To venerate it. He feels it solid under his palm. It is his, it is real, it is both portentous and precious. He is aging. He will age. An absurd and joyous thought warms in his chest: how fortunate, to have lived long enough to grow old. How invaluable, to make the space between himself and the horizon matter. How much time is left? And is it best spent with his knees under a desk?

Genuinely crying over this. How fortunate to live long enough to grow old. Man. Also at the end he asks for a break for one week and Ikora offers him two weeks.

The next one just... I have no words. It has to be read in full. It's about Saint going through it, having memories of his past and also dealing with the guilt with what's happening to Mithrax. Truly every sentence in this one is a gutpunch all the way to the end. Excerpts:

The hum of activity was overpowering yet reassuring to Saint-14 as he stopped to watch an older Eliksni expertly weave fabric on a well-worn loom. The woven symbols were unique and unfamiliar to the Exo, but he watched in awe as an iridescent glow emerged within the vibrant cerulean cloth. Fit for a Kell, Saint mused to himself— Breath caught in his throat; hands shook— Flashes of memory echoed in his mind. All he could feel in this moment… was shame.

Saint remembering his crimes against the Eliksni and feeling shame.

He hurried past the weaver and through the crowd, landing squarely in front of a tea stand, a sample placed in his hand before he could open his mouth to refuse. He looked down. The opaque liquid steamed in his cup, pungent and medicinal. Like distilled Darkness, Saint realized— Breath caught in his throat; hands shook— Flashes of memory filled his sight. All he could feel in this moment… was sadness.

Tea reminded him of all the stuff with Osiris and he is not processing it well. I say excerpts but I have to put the rest entirely because like. Okay.

Saint placed his favorite keepsake, a small stuffed bear, on the Kell's throne. Gently, he adjusted the lavender ribbon at its neck; the crisp satin sat in stark contrast to the bear's hazy black eyes, to its slightly worn ear and well-loved fur. A gift, once a comfort to a child of the City. A gift, once a comfort to Saint in the face of loss, in the face of— Breath caught in his throat; hands shook— Flashes of memory swelled in his heart. Osiris. His strong laugh. His deep, soulful eyes. The warmth of his smile. Of his touch. Memories of comfort, but all he could feel in this moment… was guilt. Intense and overwhelming, like daggers cutting through him, sharpness bleeding through sweetness. Saint breathed deeply and stared at the medical equipment around the empty throne before him. "The cost of my joy," Saint whispered, and he wept.

He has a teddy bear. He once gave it to a child, but someone returned it to him when he was grieving about Osiris, to comfort him, and he'd kept it. And he put it on Mithrax's throne because he feels guilt that Mithrax is suffering because he helped him and Osiris.

I'm ending it all.

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Meet the ES: kind of

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Hmmm

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saw an opinion i disagreed with and didn’t say anything about it. +350XP

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y'all I'm trying to get a new art tablet, anyone who donates will be getting art from that new tablet once I get it!! I can't offer much right now outside of traditional art, but if anyone is willing to wait then I'm happy to draw

At the moment my tablet screen is burning out, even in a cold room with cooling packs and elevated, there's no way to keep it cool and I'm desperate now because I have commissions I can't finish until I get a new one :(

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lord the peasants are so loud today

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Tangled

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Finally got a Commission sheet made!! Anything can be discussed, and prices are always flexible.

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Based on the lovely Twitter thing…myself!

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Hi!! I haven’t been active but I’m kinda drowning here so I’m throwing this all out. My bank account has been put in the negatives by my grandmother. She signed me out of it and won’t let me view it but just keeps demanding money. I’m terrified because I can’t do anything and I’m starving. I have no money, I can’t make a new account and I am constantly being pulled money from. So I’m opening commissions despite my fear.

Traditional, digital, stickers, sketches, anything. I’m open for them!! (Prices are just an estimate and can go down or up, I’m just desperate) please DM for inquiries!!!!

5$- stickers

10$- traditional sketches/stickers packs

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Your writing stands out to me because of how personal it is. It holds emotion that few can capture because you are pouring your everything into writing it. It’s striking. Emotional, even if it doesn’t seem it to everyone. <3

....what stands out to you about my writing..? Or what do you like the most about it..?

No poll... just DM me, comment, rb with answer?

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*tucker voice* out of the way ladies… I’ve got this. (fucks it up)

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This-

Okay i will say it...i said i wouldnt yesterday but i have to because it keeps bothering me.. we are all welcome to opinions anyway..

I wish to see more of the non binary of Electra? Nonbinary does not mean make them like a lady all the time...

I see Electra be made weak or womanlike and a bottom so much because they are nonbinary. They are usually like that and have a strong presenting male top. That is weird to me because it doesnt make Electra or the relationship nonbinary... It just makes it closer to a straight couple...and i feel that defeats what nonbinary, gender fluid or bisexual mean because it doesnt change.

I just want to see more equal representation to Electra's bothness. I want to see the more masculine Electras too. Not just ladylike ... he even says it themself...that is all.

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Yep! That's me, V! :D

Hello v

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My name is V akdhakdhajshak. Hello <3

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david [redacted] gets fucked up moments (or alternately, variations on a man.)

(the original man image is from squashfolded.)