cherrydollprincess

[cherrydollprincess]

omg i forgot to blog yesterday but i only had 300cal of cevaps and a piece of bread. i was actually satisfied bc i needed the protein.

today i burned 220 on the treadmill and 550 walking 15k. i ate a snack wrap (260) and a cheeseburger (290) at mcdonald’s since my family went there. thats 550cal. i also ate a quarter of a big mac since my mom said i didn’t eat enough (does that even make a difference???). anyway i’m prob at like 600 or 700 which normally i’d be freaking out but saturdays are days i normally get like over 1000cals.

tmr i want to fast all day. i know my mom wants to make sunday lunch and i’m not sure if i can get out of that. worst case, i’ll fast monday and tuesday but i’d prefer to do just do it tmr bc sunday’s are my usual fasting day. maybe i’ll say my stomach is off tmrw.

[cherrydollprincess]

UGGHHH I GAINED BACK A POUBD KILLLLLL ME!! NAD NOW I HAVE TO EAT AT MY GRANDPARENTS HOUSEEEEEE I HOPE I DIE!! 😁😁

i ate some orzo pasta which had to be like 200cal and i ate an apple today.

gonna go burn 220 on the treadmill bc i cabt get 10k bc i have friday night dinner 💔💔

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got 12k steps and burned 500. tmr sucks bc i have dinner at my grandparents. gonna fast until then and eat an apple to surpress hunger.

[cherrydollprincess]

today i had a poppi soda (25cal) and i was gonna eat an apple but here’s what happened. my friend asked if she can eat my pizza and i said yes ofc but she said i had to eat her lunch instead so i wasn’t hungry. it was a sandwich on whole grain bread, lettuce, salami, and mortadella. the whole thing was probably like 350cals so it wasn’t bad. i ate half of it and threw the other half away when she went to the bathroom. so probably around 150. i also had a bit of dark chocolate do thats probably another 50. thats 225 for today. and gonna get 10k later

[cherrydollprincess]

i burned 220 on the treadmill and 500 on a 13.7k walk.

tmr i’m having 25cal poppi soda and an apple. i’m so disappointed in myself for eating and i’m not letting it happen again next week. tmrw i’m not eating.

[cherrydollprincess]

bro i was doing so good 🙁🙁

i ate pasta. 500cals!!!! now i’m gonna kms. tmr i am doing under 100cal and i am NOT ruining my progress

[cherrydollprincess]

i had my coffee (70cal) and two tarallies (30cal) today. i did 12k steps again and burned 470cal.

i lost another pound. two pounds in two days. i’m gonna try to keep it up tmr.

i’m gonna have an apple (70ish) and this soda called poppi. it’s 25cal and 4g of sugar. i have pasta and it’s gonna be so hard, but i’m gonna skip it.

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i did good today finally. 70cal coffee and around 40cals for 6 medium strawberries. i burned 470cals on a walk.

tmrw i’m gonna do something similar. i also have a yogurt which is 90cals but i don’t want to have it if i don’t need to. my cals for the day would be 200 then. i’ll probably just throw it away.

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today i woke up at 8am which is so early for me so fasting was so freakin annoying. i burned 440 on the treadmill, and 500 on a 12k walk. i had to eat in front of my mom so i ate a tiny piece of pizza slowly and said i ate 2 since she wasn’t paying attention. it was probably like 100 it was so small. i had a tall mocha frap which was 250. i’m around 400 for the day and i was supposed to be fasting but i did burn almost 1000.

tmrw i’m gonna drink my coffee and eat some strawberries for lunch (like 50cal). when i get home i’ll eat something under 100cals or i’ll eat an apple. then i’ll get 10k steps.

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it’s not even that i want to eat it’s just that foods look so cute and fun. like i want to try the new christmas drinks at starbucks but that would be my meal for two days 😬

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bye i ate 1600cals. this combined with halloween is basically a binge bc wtf? i’m supposed to be eating under 500cals as usual. tmr is a fast day again.

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did not fast all day but i ate 280cal. i burned 220 on the treadmill and 420 on a walk. i have family coming over tmr and a birthday during the day. i will eat a foccicia sandwich to make my family happy and it’ll be my omad. i’m also gonna burn some cal bc i’m going to a trampoline park during the day.

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i ate 1400cals according to my net diary… what the fuck. so much for controlling on halloween. i got 12k steps which is around 350 more cals. gonna do an all day fast tmr since i’m not going to school. i’ll get 10k in and also get 220 burned on the treadmill.

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i’m starting to log my food on my net diary. i’m at 363cals. i burned 350 from walking and treadmill. will update later

[cherrydollprincess]

i got 17k steps and burned 650cal. tmrw is halloween and i’m hanging out with my friends which means i’m in gonna eat 💔

i came up with a new plan on my notes for ‘my diet’ but i feel like i should start it fresh on monday. but then i also feel like i might keep saying “i’ll start” but then i wont.

anyway, tmrw i’m not gonna have my coffee bc it’s just 70cal and i don’t need it tmrw. i have a square of pizza for lunch which is 300cal and i’m not sure what i’ll do with it. i can see if any of my friends want it. i’m worried i’m gonna eat it, but i packed an apple so i eat that instead. if i bring home the pizza my mom will know that i didn’t eat it and i’ll get in even more serious trouble abt eating than i already am. i’ll just have to get rid of it somehow. the apple will be the only thing i eat and it’s 50cal but people say it’s reverse cals since it help break down more calories or something idk.

i’ll go home get 220cals burned on the treadmill, get ready to go with my friends and then i just have to be careful wjat i eat. we are just hanging out and eating halloween candy. i searched up a whole bunch of chocolates and their calories yesterday and it’s in my notes. i’m gonna try to just eat aeros bc they are 40cals each. i’ll allow myself 4 or 5 chocolates and a bag of chips under 150cals. i can also check whatever steps my phone picks up if i end up walking around.

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good news: got 7k and burned 250cal

bad news: i ate a texas toast and half a cheese slice: 165cal

i need to come up with a new more affective plan bc how did i only lose 4lbs in a month? if anyone has suggestions pleaseeee lmk

[cherrydollprincess]

coffee: 70cals

pasta: 400ish cals

my friends disnt want my pasta so i ate half for lunch and the other half for dinner. i also ate strawberries but they are so low i’m not gonna calculate. tmrw is halloween which means i’m gonna be eating so much junk ughhhh. i have to meal plan tonight.