cherrydollprincess

[cherrydollprincess]

me praying to the ana gods to let me shit

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this might be some weird £d shit but i’m OBSESSED with old music rn. frank sinatra just makes me wanna be skinny for some reason.

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so i was very excited to some new vitamins right, bc my hair is still falling out. anyway, doesn’t my mom get the kind that you have to take with a meal? like come on. and not even one a day, FUCKING THREE. TO TAKE THREE VITAMINS I NEED TO EAT 3 TIMES A DAY?? i’m not taking them with food idc

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GUYS i just got my period a week early AGAIN. like tf bae ur not supposed to be here at all. what does this mean?????

ps i am so bloated and i’m kinda happy it’s period weight but i always wanna kms because i don’t feel like a skinny corpse queen rn i feel like a body positivity influencer that hates on people who take ozempic

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do you guys log fruits? like pretend i am at my calorie limit but i want an apple, should i not eat it bc it’s extra cals? or should i just eat it bc it’s fruit? i’m very torn lol

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atp i’m starting to think that i wont even hit 120lbs by summer like WHAT is going on???

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i’m actually becoming crazy from this €d bc tell me why i am genuinely competing with my friend on who can €at less and who can drop more weight. i know she’s obviously got issues and shit but i just wanna beat her so badly. she’s always talking about working out and not being hungry but guess what? talking doesn’t make shit true you have to actually do it. that’s why i never tell anyone what i eat or that i track my cals or my exercising goals.

also she’s quite literally bodychecking all the time and saying they’re ‘fit checks’ like bae ur fat. sorry to break it u.

tf i’m so mean i read over this but low-key i don’t take any of it back.

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do you guys actually exercise? i used to, but lately it’s just so hard. i feel so tired and weak and i don’t want to push myself too much.

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if i had an irl @na buddy i’d be at my gw by now. i’m scared to even ask anybody but it’s low-key the dream.

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my fat ass binged on chips. like atp somebody kidnap me and only feed me diet soda

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my stats:

sw: 145 lbs / 66 kg

cw: 133.5 lbs / 60.5 kg

ugw: 110 lbs or below / 55 kg

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hii guys i made an alt acc @gorgeouscorpse in case i get t worded!! pls follow just in case!!

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i had a dream i got abs and i’ve never wanted them until now. i feel like now i HAVE to get them lol

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guys starbucks black iced coffee just saved my life. 3cals??? YES

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me when eating at 4pm means i’m gonna be hungry at 9 🙁🙁🙁 like wdym it’s not enough

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guys omg i’m so happy like 5 minutes ago i was about to eat something and it was literally in my hands but for once in my life i had the willpower to put it down and i grabbed a 0cal juice instead!! im basically bella hadid atp.

anyway use this as motivation bc if my fat ass can do it then so can u queen

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guys my parents are booking a vacation to an all inclusive somewhere and i am totally dreading when that time comes. i wanna gather up tips and advice for when that time comes so please lmk anything that might help!!!

any info that might be useful:

- it’s probably gonna be about 7 - 9 days

- i probably won’t be able to do much exercise

- i don’t purge or anything like that

- my family LOVES to eat