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sense. i'm making it.™️

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just a little vent art, sorry if anything is out of character kris gets misgendered by the community a lot, and when it happens so often, it starts to get overwhelming. but, once you remember that the only people that really matter are the family/friends that love and respect you for you, you realize it'll all be ok

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❤️

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Krerdly/Kerdly is always portrayed either as the Player wanting to piss off Kris or Kris wanting to piss off the Player and honestly I think thats beautiful

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(for context, my nickname is ap)

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with everybody now noticing the soul mode thing (me included), i thought of something interesting. rather than red, the default (most common) appearance for frisk's dark world outfit heart seems to be purple. is this some sort of allegory to how kris and frisk were trapped by the player and forced to go on set paths, or is it just a cool design choice?

Urpl work well wit yello n gren :)

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as the host, switching to me is a gradual thing that just happens over time whenever another headmate (usually cyrus, synthi usually never fronts) is fronting. sometimes the process is accelerated by things i like existing, though i try to stay out of it for as long as possible so the others can front

however, when it comes to switching to them, we have to sit down and concentrate for a bit to get it to work. i try to imagine myself as whoever wants to switch and they fade into front. there's never any accidents when it's from me to someone.

also, sometimes they try to center themselves with concentration when i'm clearly almost in front again. it's basically like they're pushing me out, but not in a negative way because at that point usually i don't want to be fronting, i want them to front

the reason i want them to front is very much illustrated by our simplyplural analytics

question for endos/non-dissociatives: what does switching feel like for y'all? I've heard "dissociative switching" used as a term but I don't...really know how else you would switch other than dissociating? but I'm not one to ignore other experiences, so lets hear the experience train

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Welcome to my blog! This is the second time I've done one of these posts, but I figured I'd start fresh.

This blog is run by the Apple Cider System, consisting of three headmates.

Aplle - The main one, and the host. They/he. Tag: #aplle rambling

Cyrus - Secondary host, but much less active. They/them. Tag: #cyrus rambling

Synthi - Not a host, and hasn't ever posted to date, but this is here just in case. She/her. Tag: #synthi rambling

(For the rest of this post, I'll be speaking in singular pronouns rather than plural for simplicity.)

I'm a furry, which means you'll see a lot of art reblogs about that stuff. Specifically pertaining to taurs cause those are Cool And Stuff, though also general furries can be on here too.

I also tend to draw stuff sometimes. Rare, but not impossible.

As for video games I like, I'm into rhythm games such as Rhythm Doctor and (as of recently) Friday Night Funkin, platformers like Celeste, and puzzle games such as Lingo. Additionally, I'm huge about Undertale and Deltarune. (deltarune tomorrow)

Here on Tumblr, I do run a few gimmick blogs. Go follow them if you wish! @bad-gimmick-thief is a gimmick thief blog dedicated to stealing gimmicks but doing them completely wrongly. @spamtonize-it is a rewriting blog where I write various posts in the speech of Spamton G. Spamton from Deltarune; submission asks are open!

My DNI list is rather simple:

If you're an asshole, don't show your face.

This includes sysmeds, trolls, homo/transphobes, and anything else associated with the sense of the word. I am strongly in support of groups like endogenic systems, LGBTQ+, and the like.

Also, please don't ask for donations. They stress me out and aren't the focus of my blog. You'll have much better results in other places.

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been thinking a lot about deltaswap concepts. so i present my take on deltaswap. keep in mind i dont follow other deltaswap concepts so this may just be exactly the same as another deltaswap concept

AP!Deltaswap

Kris 🔄 Susie

Kris is the only human in town, and as such they get a lot of stares from the monsters. This, their brother mysteriously going missing, and stress of a separate entity controlling them most of the time combines to make them lash out.

Kris is still under the player's control in this take, but is way better at breaking out during cutscenes and such to say their own part. They aren't very confident in their ability to be a hero as said by Ralsei, but they go along with it anyways because of the soul (and also because they like Ralsei's vibes).

Susie is very quiet and a bit shy, but says things occasionally out of necessity. She used to get bullied by Kris a lot for being so quiet. Her home life is a mystery, but whatever's happening there makes her scared to speak up in most scenarios.

When meeting Ralsei, she gets such bad vibes from him that she takes every opportunity she can to get away from Ralsei and Kris. This leads to her joining Lancer's side. She doesn't want to be in a team led by someone as reckless as Kris until Kris shows some compassion.

Ralsei 🔄 Lancer

Ralsei is rambunctious, loud, and a force of chaos, but gets worried easily. He's been waiting his whole life for Kris and Susie to get there, and is very disappointed at Susie for not wanting to be part of the team.

Lancer is a pure-hearted guy who wants everything to be in order (this appeals to Susie). However, his father's forcing him to try to be bad, while keeping things not in order. Being the bad guy just doesn't work for him, though.

Noelle 🔄 Berdly

Noelle is a deer who wants nothing but to be like her sister, who was able to go to college. She was never the best at school, however, and was rather insignificant aside from that. To get her grades up, she enlisted the help of Berdly, and the two studied together for a while. She was never able to surpass Berdly, but she was able to do well enough to pass and still have time to game and hang out with friends such as Kris. She still develops a mad crush on Susie because Susie is so nice to her.

Berdly is shy and friendly, but isn't friends with Kris despite Kris being friends with Noelle. The reason? Kris just gives him bad vibes. He's the top of class, and is fine being where he is, but his need to be helpful brings him to do evil deeds with Queen in pursuit of exterminating all the other Lightners. (Queen has plans to exterminate him when he's done being emotional bait, too.)

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inside of you there are two wolves. one is a moron. the other is also a moron. you are plural

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my favourite thing to do when im not feeling good about my art in the moment is to redraw something. and well i think its about time this got redrawn again :3 it was the first picture of them i posted on here

left is from december 2023 and right is from june 2024

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can't believe it's already been a year since my initial birthday post

i'm still celebrating neil banging out the tunes

i'm still half-celebrating rtgame

i'm still taking thomas jefferson as a cool fun fact

i still refuse to acknowledge homestuck more than this line of text

today (well, some of them were from earlier years) was the day I realized I share the same birthday with all of the following

- rtgame

- something about homestuck

- neil banging out the tunes

- thomas jefferson

not sure how exactly i feel about that

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Thanks for bettering ppls posts because you don't agree with them

Keep the account running, you're doing a great service 😎

Imagine stealing ppls posts just because you don’t agree with them

Delete ur account you fucking clown 🤡

Look everyone it's a bitter anti-endo, doing the exact thing they claim endogenic systems are doing to them.

I mean really you are the bigger clown here because you decided to sit there, typed out those few words like you're a damn genius or something, then sent them thinking you are going to make us cry or remove this account.

Just block the main account. Literally, block the main account if you're so hurt by this blog existing.

"You're stealing posts!"

Some of them have been edited so much they're entirely new posts but if you're taking this blog that seriously you are missing the damn point.

Please go outside and touch some grass.

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and while i'm here, just want to say my full stance on stuff

endogenic systems ARE real. systems formed by things other than trauma ARE real. evidence: i am one.

traumagenics are cool. endogenics are cool. i don't know much about the specifics of willogenics but they're cool too.

the ONLY uncool systems are those who fakeclaim other systems for not fitting what they believe is "right" for a system. and those are the ONLY systems that i will make fun of. the ONLY systems i will EVER block, unless another system genuinely make me uncomfortable.

if you don't want my presence, i won't give it to you. it's that simple. live your life, just don't come to me or you'll get clowned on and blocked

i love getting into anti endo fyp just to see how stupid and closedminded people can be. is this supposed to be satire? there's no way someone can actually say this stuff with a straight face lmfao

saw someone saying in their tags "all my homies hate endos" well fuck you then! i don't want to be near your "homies" <3

saw a post that was like "oh fuck help me i'm in endo land please antiendos interact" see, it's funny cause i saw the exact same post in the endogenic side of things with the roles flipped! how curious

saw an originclaim post that had the most hostile antiendo stuff for no reason saying endos apparently can't use simplyplural or anything like that? strange! then what's my simplyplural account doing? better go shut it down!

this stuff just doesn't even affect me anymore i just block any post that has "anti endo" in the tags. though it has gotten me slightly on edge when i look at the tags of a pro endo post and see "anti endo dni" (like on this post) cause my mind filters out "dni" for a second

anyways, if you're aggressively anti endo and you interact with this post, fuck you! endogenic systems can be systems without trauma! let people be who they be and i'll let you be you as well, but as long as you oppose me about it, you're going straight to my blocked list. and if this ends up on systemcringe, hiiiiiiiii! :3

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i love getting into anti endo fyp just to see how stupid and closedminded people can be. is this supposed to be satire? there's no way someone can actually say this stuff with a straight face lmfao

saw someone saying in their tags "all my homies hate endos" well fuck you then! i don't want to be near your "homies" <3

saw a post that was like "oh fuck help me i'm in endo land please antiendos interact" see, it's funny cause i saw the exact same post in the endogenic side of things with the roles flipped! how curious

saw an originclaim post that had the most hostile antiendo stuff for no reason saying endos apparently can't use simplyplural or anything like that? strange! then what's my simplyplural account doing? better go shut it down!

this stuff just doesn't even affect me anymore i just block any post that has "anti endo" in the tags. though it has gotten me slightly on edge when i look at the tags of a pro endo post and see "anti endo dni" (like on this post) cause my mind filters out "dni" for a second

anyways, if you're aggressively anti endo and you interact with this post, fuck you! endogenic systems can be systems without trauma! let people be who they be and i'll let you be you as well, but as long as you oppose me about it, you're going straight to my blocked list. and if this ends up on systemcringe, hiiiiiiiii! :3