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𝒻𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓉

yamaguchi x reader

where a teenage boy sends letters to his flower

i. amaryllis

ii. daffodil

iii. hydrangea

iv. violet

v. blue salvia

vi. gardenia

vii. white chrysanthemum

viii. red rose

ix. honeysuckle

x. yarrow

status: completed

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forget me not - sugawara koushi

⋆༉‧₊˚ [3:51 pm]

the older you get, the more prone you are to forget something. it's been proven before countless of times.

it's less likely you'd remembered all of your friends birthday by the time you've reached the ripe old age of seventeen (and you often beat yourself up for it but you give yourself a pat on the back for when you just mix up the dates) but you could list the names of colours, planets and even dinosaurs when you were merely three.

you feel like if you're three year old self saw you now, you would be faced with a confused face staring back. questions about how could one ever forget what their email password could be (you're sure you've abused the 'forgot password' feature a bit too much) or how could someone ever forget about their meals or even how a simple task like brushing your teeth can slip someone's mind.

it's been the third week in a row that you've somehow forgotten to eat your meal. it only hit you when your boyfriend, sugawara, texted you at the break of dawn asking what you had for dinner. realisation struck you hard that you hadn't eaten anything since breakfast.

your long pause was enough for suga to text you that he was on the way with your favourite meal from one of the nearby restaurants. guilt shrouded your thoughts. the inability of even feeding yourself seemed like an embarrassing thought enough. now with your lover on the way, you couldn't help but feel like a burden.

the thought only worsened when you took a good look around your living space. clothes were thrown around carelessly in a sad attempt to organise them. desk covered with paper and stationeries didn't help in calming your thoughts.

it all came to a standstill when you heard the doorbell ring. opening the door you were greeted with your lover's beaming smile with his arm filled with the takeaway meal and even snacks from a nearby convenience store. your meek smile was the only thing you could muster to respond with.

letting him into your apartment, he placed the items on a nearby table. your living room was neat enough thanks to the help of your other roommates taking care of the place. you quickly thanked him for the food and quietly ate.

with no words being said, koushi knew well enough you were beating yourself up. he waited patiently for you to finish your meal to help throw away all the trash and tell you to meet him in your bedroom. begrudgingly you agreed.

too tired from everything, you crept into bed after changing into your sleepwear. after a moment, you heard sugawara place the bag of snacks next to your desk then walked towards your bed. you hadn't noticed before but now you saw the duffel bag he had with him, assuming it was for an overnight stay.

you smiled up at him and koushi gently caressed your face. soon after changing, he slipping into bed with you. koushi held you close to his heart, knowing well enough that the sound of his heartbeat was enough to put your mind at ease.

finally he broke the silence.

"angel, you know that i love you right?" he started. you looked up at him with eyes that held so much worry he wish he could simply kiss them away. koushi only held your face, wanting you to hear his next words very clearly.

"forgetting things is normal, love, even if it's a basic need," he continued. ignoring the look of doubt on your face, he said, "even if you forget, that's alright. the world isn't going to end,"

"but, kou, who would forget about eating?"

"people with the weight of the world on their shoulders," not giving you enough time to reply he continued, "i just want you to know, that i'm here for you. when there is a time you forget basic needs, just know i'll be there for you to cheer you on and remind you. i'm not leaving you behind," he said.

he brought your face close to his chest, "i will forever love you and all your flaws. big or small, you need to know you are deserving of love. and i'll be there to remind you every second i can,"

"forget me not, as i'll always be here with you every step of the way," koushi said, kissing the crown of your forehead.

posted on - 10th of june 2021

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Haikyuu HC’s Based on 1D’s Midnight Memories

Anyone else feel like they need to listen to music from middle school to feel the nostalgia of having no worries or cares in the world besides when your homework was due, how your team was going to play, etc.? No? Just me? Ok. WELL, have some short drabbles.

WC: ~2000

Genre: teensy bit of angst, mostly fluff

Characters: Akaashi x reader, Bokuto x reader, Kuroo x reader, Sakusa x reader

Better than Words - Akaashi

Y/N had been gone for six hours now, and although he didn’t think anything was wrong, Akaashi was getting worried about whether or not you’d be coming home. Pulling up your contact in his phone he texts you, “are you coming home?”

Pulling your phone out of the pocket of your jacket, seeing Akaashi’s name with the message, you frown slightly. It had been a while since you left, and although you were still frustrated with him. It was time to talk about it. 

Walking into the apartment you’re met with the smell of something savory. Shrugging your jacket off, you turn the corner to the small living and dining area of your apartment. Akaashi is sitting on one side of the table for two, a bowl of udon in front of him along with one for you sitting across from him. He motions for you to sit. After giving thanks, you begin to eat, although Akaashi does not. 

“Y/N, I-” he begins.

“Don’t,” you interrupt, “if you’re going to lecture me again I don’t want to hear it.”

Your eyes won’t meet his own. He knows he made you feel horrible, and he knows that he hates himself for doing so. 

“That’s not what I was going to say…” he sighs as he lets his head fall into his hands, staring at the bowl in front of him, “I don’t know how to say it.”

You look to him, a questioning eyebrow lifted as you slurp the noodles. He smiles gently at your little mannerisms, some of the things that made him fall in love with you. It clicks in his mind at the realization. His hand reaches out to grab your own gently, “I don’t know how to explain to you how I love you.”

The look you give him urges him forward “I love you for all that you are and all that you do. I love the way that you kiss my nose before getting out of bed for work. I love the way you dance around the kitchen when we cook together. I love the way that you put my mind at ease when I can’t seem to do so. I love you in ways words can’t describe.”

Taking the chance, he gets up and moves around the table to kneel beside you, “the way you love me is better than words,” his hands grab either side of your face as he places a soft kiss to your lips.

Half a Heart - Bokuto

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hello lovelies! ✧･ﾟ:*

how are all of you? i hope this week has been treating you well :D!! remember to take breaks alright? its okay to feel discouraged but know that i believe in you!! i know you can do it !! its okay to take breaks!!

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happy - kita shinsuke

⋆༉‧₊˚ [12:09 am]

heartache had never been one of the best feelings in the world. many may argue that there are greater pains, but right now under your circumstance, it felt like so. staring at kita, admiring all his glory. you pondered if he has ever looked at you the same way you do to him.

you also often forget he has eyes on someone else.

heart wrenching at the sight of your best friend happily texting away on his phone with another person, you tried to ignore the feeling by scolding yourself that you weren’t a good friend for cheering him on and helping his chase his crush. he didn’t have to hold accountability for your feelings.

but feelings are feelings, even if its fatal.

you questioned if the last few months meant anything to kita. the constant reminders throughout the day to eat your meals, the scolding he gave whenever you slept too little, the little smiles he gives you when you do something (though you would never want to admit that is) dumb, you hung onto each and every action of his.

people around could tell that you both shared something far more imaginable and unachievable yet it didn’t seem so to the grey headed captain. you can’t help the flurry of questions that shrouded your mind. did his actions mean anything to kita?

was the casual reminders that you looked beautiful today only a friendly gesture? did the hand holding meant nothing besides keeping you safe? him constantly telling you to wait for him after practice so he can walk you home, was nothing more than an act of service?

of course it didn’t mean anything more to kita. as a natural born leader, he of course made it his first priority to tend to the people around him. therefore leading him to constantly put others before himself. many may see it as a sign of weakness but others see it as trait impossible to obtain.

you are one of the few who believe in the latter.

his caring and patient attitude towards the people around him is what pulled you in when you stepped in to become their manager. you both were distant with one another, him busy rallying his rowdy teammates and you having to handle the paperwork of a powerhouse school. you've only ever interacted with one another when you had to discuss something about the team.

and through those small conversations bloomed a beautiful budding relationship.

kita sought you in the hallways after school to accompany you to the gym, his reason being he had to get to know the new manager at first transitioned to wanting to check on you.

now you spend almost your time with kita. with a new friendship came new unrequited feelings. you believed that maybe deep down, you two could've been a thing if something were to happen and yet, there was nothing.

“i'm glad you're happy, kita,” you said with a genuine smile on your face. seeing him so in love with another made your heart hurt but the way he giggled when talking to them, made you happy. you were happy that he was. there were of course unspoken words at the tip of your tongue.

you just wished kita would be happy with you.

posted on - 27th of march 2021

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BUBBAAA!! THANK YOU !! 🥺🥺🥺

top of the world - hinata shōyō

⋆༉‧₊˚ [5:54 pm]

giggles filled every corner of the room, creating an atmosphere full of love, warmth and happiness. it was always that way around your lover, your sunshine, your world. never was there a dull moment shared between the both of you. only pure memories filled with happiness that could wash away any sadness.

you remember the first time you met. you thought to yourself that no one in this world could have a smile that would outshine the sun and all the other stars yet there you stood with a living embodiment of such in all its glory, hinata.

now a few years later down the line, you both shared an apartment together. spending even more time you can with each other ever since you both began to quarantine. you grew old with him. being there for each other’s notable milestone, cheering on the other when another is down, and celebrating all the good that has happened in both of your lives.

you felt content with him.

having to take a pause in his volleyball career did put a damper on his mood but the thought of spending his time with you made it better.

so there you both sat in your shared living room, soft music playing in the background. a book in your lap and your other hand running through hinata’s orange hair, a thought crossed your mind.

“do you think you’ve achieved everything you wanted to do, shoyo?” you said, absentmindedly twirling his hair strands. he only hummed for a moment, seemingly in deep thought.

“i think the only thing i ever focused on was beating kageyama,” he said with a grin, showing of his teeth. giggles filtered through the room as you both reminisce on old times when the pair would constantly bicker with one another.

after a long streak of embarrassing stories from his end and chortling laughter from yours, quiet resumed back to its place. the sunlight beamed through the curtains shedding light into the otherwise bland apartment.

“what about you? do you think you’ve achieved everything you wanted to do, bubbles?” he said as he gazes into the ceiling. you giggled at the fond nickname he’s given you after a small inside joke you both shared before thinking of what to answer.

“i want to be on top of the world,” whispered your response as you looked at him.

hinata swore you had stars in your eyes, or mayhaps it had been the reflection of the sun. either way, he loved the look of your eyes as it gazes into his. a toothy grin painted his face, “that’s very ambitious of you bubbles, but i believe you can do it,”

“you can do anything,” he whispered.

with a smile on your lips you got up to get a glass of water, leaving hinata alone with his thoughts. recalling back your words, never one to think of miniscule things, he found it odd that was your response.

his thinking was cut short when hinata heard a giggle before feeling a pair of legs wrap around his thighs. looking from the ceiling, he was met with you on top of him giggling behind hands.

he tried to keep down a smile but alas it was futile. 

“and what are you doing, angel?” he said smiling up at you.

you giggled before bending down to hinata’s ears so he could hear your next words carefully, “being on top of the world,”

[sunshinenoya]

top of the world - hinata shōyō

⋆༉‧₊˚ [5:54 pm]

giggles filled every corner of the room, creating an atmosphere full of love, warmth and happiness. it was always that way around your lover, your sunshine, your world. never was there a dull moment shared between the both of you. only pure memories filled with happiness that could wash away any sadness.

you remember the first time you met. you thought to yourself that no one in this world could have a smile that would outshine the sun and all the other stars yet there you stood with a living embodiment of such in all its glory, hinata.

now a few years later down the line, you both shared an apartment together. spending even more time you can with each other ever since you both began to quarantine. you grew old with him. being there for each other’s notable milestone, cheering on the other when another is down, and celebrating all the good that has happened in both of your lives.

you felt content with him.

having to take a pause in his volleyball career did put a damper on his mood but the thought of spending his time with you made it better.

so there you both sat in your shared living room, soft music playing in the background. a book in your lap and your other hand running through hinata’s orange hair, a thought crossed your mind.

“do you think you’ve achieved everything you wanted to do, shoyo?” you said, absentmindedly twirling his hair strands. he only hummed for a moment, seemingly in deep thought.

“i think the only thing i ever focused on was beating kageyama,” he said with a grin, showing of his teeth. giggles filtered through the room as you both reminisce on old times when the pair would constantly bicker with one another.

after a long streak of embarrassing stories from his end and chortling laughter from yours, quiet resumed back to its place. the sunlight beamed through the curtains shedding light into the otherwise bland apartment.

“what about you? do you think you’ve achieved everything you wanted to do, bubbles?” he said as he gazes into the ceiling. you giggled at the fond nickname he’s given you after a small inside joke you both shared before thinking of what to answer.

“i want to be on top of the world,” whispered your response as you looked at him.

hinata swore you had stars in your eyes, or mayhaps it had been the reflection of the sun. either way, he loved the look of your eyes as it gazes into his. a toothy grin painted his face, “that’s very ambitious of you bubbles, but i believe you can do it,”

“you can do anything,” he whispered.

with a smile on your lips you got up to get a glass of water, leaving hinata alone with his thoughts. recalling back your words, never one to think of miniscule things, he found it odd that was your response.

his thinking was cut short when hinata heard a giggle before feeling a pair of legs wrap around his thighs. looking from the ceiling, he was met with you on top of him giggling behind hands.

he tried to keep down a smile but alas it was futile. 

“and what are you doing, angel?” he said smiling up at you.

you giggled before bending down to hinata’s ears so he could hear your next words carefully, “being on top of the world,”

posted on - 24th of march 2021

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lose your doubts - akaashi keiji 

⋆༉‧₊˚ [2:04 AM]

basking in the breeze of the winter night, you let your eyes wander around the streets of tokyo. the bustling noise of constant traffic flow and sudden shrieks of laughter gave you a sense of peace. the occasional drunken cheers heard filled up an empty void in you, half wishing you took up the offer to join your friends on a night out.

while enjoying the sounds of the night, your mind slipped once again. chaos stirred in your mind as you remembered the work that was due tomorrow that still needed to be edited. glancing back at your work desk near your balcony, you chastised yourself for not going back to work.

ignoring your internal scolding, you turned your back against your work. the need to relish in this serene atmosphere grew stronger than before. a part of you reminded yourself that you’ve worked hard and the results could be seen.

this past week passed by in a flurry. mountains of projects and forms needed to be filled out piled on your desk. all due on the same week but you never once complained. you took the job over with a smile on your face, bowing to your superior and did your best to finish it before the upcoming deadline.

this lead to many hours being spent overtime at the office rather than in the comforts of your own apartment with your lover, akaashi.

your boss, grateful for you and your unwavering work ethic, decided to reward you by letting you work from home for the next few weeks with less workload. they’re forever grateful for you after you took over the project and lead the company to a hopeful collaboration with a reputable company.

mind swirling with work, you looked up wanting to clear your head again. you admired the moon as it shined brightly. though as in a daze, you fail to hear the light footsteps from behind you.

“the moon looks beautiful tonight, doesn’t it?” uttered akaashi as he slipped his hands around your waist. turning your head to face him, you smiled at the hidden meaning in his words. with a small kiss against your temple, he looked up to the sky again. 

both of you stood there quietly, basking in each other’s presence. never needing to say something to fill in the silence that was there. even with the silence, your mind betrayed you by thinking of deadlines and high expectations to be met.

trying to untangle yourself from akaashi’s arms, you were met with futile attempts. eyes meeting his, he simply shook his head at you.

“i need to do my work, keiji, please let me go,” you said gently.

your lover only shook his head in response before resuming his position.

“you’ve worked hard, my love. you shouldn’t put too much pressure onto yourself,” he started. you wanted to intervene but he simply continued with his words, “can’t you see how hard your working, angel? look back at all your hard work. take time to appreciate and applaud yourself for doing so much,”

turning around to face him, you were greeted with a small smile painted on his lips. akaashi forgot what he wanted to say next. far too distracted by your beauty that he’s forgotten where he was going with his words.

“but i have deadlines to meet, kaashi, i can’t just-,” words cut off as he placed his finger on your lips. the gesture instantly shutting you up, awaiting for what he has to say next.

“my little dove, please. just rest for little while more with me?”

how could you ever deny him?

so you both stood there under the moonlight. the night life slowly simmering down as you held onto one another, making up for lost time. all your worries seem to wash away when you were in his arms.

the only thing akaashi was thinking was that he wished he could make it easier for you. he wished he could take all your pain and struggles away, but at the same time, he knew you were capable of doing so many things and wished you were aware of your admirable work ethic and unending talents. he held you tighter, hoping his hug could erase every troubles you had in mind. he held you closer, hoping his hug could convey how much he loved you.

you could always count on akaashi to help you lose your doubts.

posted on - 19th of march 2021

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lose your doubts - akaashi keiji 

⋆༉‧₊˚ [2:04 am]

basking in the breeze of the winter night, you let your eyes wander around the streets of tokyo. the bustling noise of constant traffic flow and sudden shrieks of laughter gave you a sense of peace. the occasional drunken cheers heard filled up an empty void in you, half wishing you took up the offer to join your friends on a night out.

while enjoying the sounds of the night, your mind slipped once again. chaos stirred in your mind as you remembered the work that was due tomorrow that still needed to be edited. glancing back at your work desk near your balcony, you chastised yourself for not going back to work.

ignoring your internal scolding, you turned your back against your work. the need to relish in this serene atmosphere grew stronger than before. a part of you reminded yourself that you've worked hard and the results could be seen.

this past week passed by in a flurry. mountains of projects and forms needed to be filled out piled on your desk. all due on the same week but you never once complained. you took the job over with a smile on your face, bowing to your superior and did your best to finish it before the upcoming deadline.

this lead to many hours being spent overtime at the office rather than in the comforts of your own apartment with your lover, akaashi.

your boss, grateful for you and your unwavering work ethic, decided to reward you by letting you work from home for the next few weeks with less workload. they're forever grateful for you after you took over the project and lead the company to a hopeful collaboration with a reputable company.

mind swirling with work, you looked up wanting to clear your head again. you admired the moon as it shined brightly. though as in a daze, you fail to hear the light footsteps from behind you.

“the moon looks beautiful tonight, doesn’t it?” uttered akaashi as he slipped his hands around your waist. turning your head to face him, you smiled at the hidden meaning in his words. with a small kiss against your temple, he looked up to the sky again. 

both of you stood there quietly, basking in each other’s presence. never needing to say something to fill in the silence that was there. even with the silence, your mind betrayed you by thinking of deadlines and high expectations to be met.

trying to untangle yourself from akaashi’s arms, you were met with futile attempts. eyes meeting his, he simply shook his head at you.

"i need to do my work, keiji, please let me go,” you said gently.

your lover only shook his head in response before resuming his position.

“you’ve worked hard, my love. you shouldn’t put too much pressure onto yourself,” he started. you wanted to intervene but he simply continued with his words, “can’t you see how hard your working, angel? look back at all your hard work. take time to appreciate and applaud yourself for doing so much,”

turning around to face him, you were greeted with a small smile painted on his lips. akaashi forgot what he wanted to say next. far too distracted by your beauty that he’s forgotten where he was going with his words.

“but i have deadlines to meet, kaashi, i can’t just-,” words cut off as he placed his finger on your lips. the gesture instantly shutting you up, awaiting for what he has to say next.

“my little dove, please. just rest for little while more with me?”

how could you ever deny him?

so you both stood there under the moonlight. the night life slowly simmering down as you held onto one another, making up for lost time. all your worries seem to wash away when you were in his arms.

the only thing akaashi was thinking was that he wished he could make it easier for you. he wished he could take all your pain and struggles away, but at the same time, he knew you were capable of doing so many things and wished you were aware of your admirable work ethic and unending talents. he held you tighter, hoping his hug could erase every troubles you had in mind. he held you closer, hoping his hug could convey how much he loved you.

you could always count on akaashi to help you lose your doubts.

posted on - 19th of march 2021

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hello lovelies! ✧･ﾟ:*

i'm back babiesss !!

expect many drabbles soon by me !! i hope you will look forward to them! i also have some tags lined up :DDD

sincerely,

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hello lovelies! ✧･ﾟ:*

announcement here!!

as of next week until perhaps the first week of february, i will be taking my pre-finals (its equivalent to checkpoint in IGCSE) which is important to me before taking my finals. though i have a few drabbles (maybe one or two) lined up, i won’t be active with writing until then. i hope you all can forgive me

please remember to take care of yourself before anything else. remember to take breaks if you’re studying or working and to drink water regularly!! be kind to yourself and others. if you’re tired, watch that show you wanted to watch!!

that's all i need to say. please stay safe in these hard times. i love you all <3

signing off (for now),

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tendo 🥺🥺🥺

you deserve more - tendō satori

[1:55 AM]

your phone made a thump sound as it connected with the floor. the screen showing a picture of your friends out together before it fading to black. you laid in bed, silence covering every inch of the room. trying to ignore the panging of your chest, you reached down to grab your phone. well, you attempted to.

it didn’t help that your vision was blurred. you scolded yourself internally for even feeling an ounce of sadness. hands fumbled around in the darkness before the bedroom door was swung open and your lover entered the room.

“hey, hey. everything alright, love?”

he picked up your phone from where it was lying on the ground and placed it gently on your bed side. you let your arms hang over the side of the bed, cheeks squished against your pillow. he squatted down to your eye level and tilted his head to the side.

“what’s up, angel?”

you didn’t feel the need to tell him what was wrong, thinking and believing that whatever sadness you felt now was irrational. it was easier for you to forget it as soon as you could rather than crying about it. you didn’t think it was worth crying over. 

nimble hands brushed the baby hairs away from your face, wanting to get a better look at you. tendō seeing your eyes filled with unshed tears painted a frown on his face. you gently placed your hand over his and brought it to your cheek, craving his warmth.

he smiled at you and stood up. without a warning, tendō wrestled you out of bed and carried you bridal style out of the comfort of your bedroom and into the kitchen. he placed you on the kitchen counter and strided to the speakers to play some songs you would like.

a smile painted your face when you heard the first few notes of your favourite song which led to tendō having a bigger smile etched on his face. he danced around the room, purposely singing the song out of tune to you so he could hear your giggles and claps, a habit you tend to do when you’re excited.

he smiled warmly as the next song played and your mirrored his smile. he walked slowly towards you and placed his forehead against yours. your lips met in a short kiss. even if it was for a short while, a warmth managed to spread its way across your body. your heart swelled in happiness.

“now, why was my little love sad?”

fingers fumbling and lips pouting, you gave nothing away to tendō but that made everything much clearer to him. he grabbed your hands and placed them on his hips, bringing himself closer to you.

“i’m all ears, baby,”

“it’s nothing, tori. it’s nothing big. it’s stupid,”

“if you’re sad, my angel, then you’re sad. no matter the reason, you shouldn’t push away your thoughts and feelings,”

you didn’t say anything back which made tendō’s suspicion clear. he saw the photo your friends posted. he knew that you often felt left out by them. thinking of this, the red headed boy began to frown, remembering how he had to grow accustomed to this growing up. he just couldn’t fathom the fact that you were faced with this problem as well.

“baby,” he said, grabbing your chin with his fingers to bring your gaze to his eye so he could have your full attention.

“stop trying to make everyone happy if it only leaves you hurting,”

a pout graced your lips, confused eyes straying away from him. you didn’t think that he’d be able to put all the pieces together.

you always wanted to leave your friend group though you feel like it wouldn’t change the dynamics at all. often left out and forgotten, you can’t help but feel like you deserve it. maybe you don’t deserve friends as nice as them.

“don’t, baby, look at me. you deserve happiness. stop telling yourself otherwise,”

and with those words, it felt like a dam was broken. unshed tears flowed through endlessly as you hiccupped. tendō cradled your head close to his neck while patting the back of your head. 

“baby, just remember that you deserve more, stop settling for less,”

- ✧ -

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you deserve more - tendō satori

⋆༉‧₊˚ [1:55 am]

your phone made a thump sound as it connected with the floor. the screen showing a picture of your friends out together before it fading to black. you laid in bed, silence covering every inch of the room. trying to ignore the panging of your chest, you reached down to grab your phone. well, you attempted to.

it didn’t help that your vision was blurred. you scolded yourself internally for even feeling an ounce of sadness. hands fumbled around in the darkness before the bedroom door was swung open and your lover entered the room.

“hey, hey. everything alright, love?”

he picked up your phone from where it was lying on the ground and placed it gently on your bed side. you let your arms hang over the side of the bed, cheeks squished against your pillow. he squatted down to your eye level and tilted his head to the side.

“what’s up, angel?”

you didn’t feel the need to tell him what was wrong, thinking and believing that whatever sadness you felt now was irrational. it was easier for you to forget it as soon as you could rather than crying about it. you didn’t think it was worth crying over. 

nimble hands brushed the baby hairs away from your face, wanting to get a better look at you. tendō seeing your eyes filled with unshed tears painted a frown on his face. you gently placed your hand over his and brought it to your cheek, craving his warmth.

he smiled at you and stood up. without a warning, tendō wrestled you out of bed and carried you bridal style out of the comfort of your bedroom and into the kitchen. he placed you on the kitchen counter and strided to the speakers to play some songs you would like.

a smile painted your face when you heard the first few notes of your favourite song which led to tendō having a bigger smile etched on his face. he danced around the room, purposely singing the song out of tune to you so he could hear your giggles and claps, a habit you tend to do when you’re excited.

he smiled warmly as the next song played and your mirrored his smile. he walked slowly towards you and placed his forehead against yours. your lips met in a short kiss. even if it was for a short while, a warmth managed to spread its way across your body. your heart swelled in happiness.

“now, why was my little love sad?”

fingers fumbling and lips pouting, you gave nothing away to tendō but that made everything much clearer to him. he grabbed your hands and placed them on his hips, bringing himself closer to you.

“i’m all ears, baby,”

“it’s nothing, tori. it's nothing big. it’s stupid,”

“if you’re sad, my angel, then you’re sad. no matter the reason, you shouldn’t push away your thoughts and feelings,”

you didn’t say anything back which made tendō’s suspicion clear. he saw the photo your friends posted. he knew that you often felt left out by them. thinking of this, the red headed boy began to frown, remembering how he had to grow accustomed to this growing up. he just couldn’t fathom the fact that you were faced with this problem as well.

“baby,” he said, grabbing your chin with his fingers to bring your gaze to his eye so he could have your full attention.

“stop trying to make everyone happy if it only leaves you hurting,”

a pout graced your lips, confused eyes straying away from him. you didn’t think that he’d be able to put all the pieces together.

you always wanted to leave your friend group though you feel like it wouldn’t change the dynamics at all. often left out and forgotten, you can’t help but feel like you deserve it. maybe you don’t deserve friends as nice as them.

“don’t, baby, look at me. you deserve happiness. stop telling yourself otherwise,”

and with those words, it felt like a dam was broken. unshed tears flowed through endlessly as you hiccupped. tendō cradled your head close to his neck while patting the back of your head. 

“baby, just remember that you deserve more, stop settling for less,”

- ✧ -

author’s note!

hello bubsies!! i have come back again with more tendō!! many of you seem to like therefore more tendō content for all!! i hope you are all okay in these hard times. please remember i love you and to be kind to yourself !! stay safe <3

appreciation!

thank you to @afishcalledfatin for proofreading and for the support!! ily ily ily !! and thank you all for the notes on my previous tendō drabble, it means so much to me!!

posted on - 12th of january 2021