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I honestly find it strange that people look back on old phases they had when they were younger, I honestly just don’t get it. If it made you happy then, why should you look back and cringe now? I had a MHA phase that some may consider “cringe” when I was younger, but to be honest I still have the manga proudly in my room. My hero academia made me happy when I was 12 so who am I to judge 12 year old me for liking it? Who am I to judge 13 year old me for wearing black lipstick everyday? Who am I to judge myself for liking something in the past that made me happy? Hell, right now, at 14, im watching my little pony. I made a promise to myself to never look back and cringe at the phases I’ve had, because in the moment I was happy. Who am I to judge myself for doing something I love?

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Ok so I have ADHD and today I was hyper and like just kinda vibing. Anyway my friend asked me if I was off my meds or something, and I was like “um no?” And they were like “oh… you’re just… a lot this morning.” And I don’t know how to feel. On one hand I don’t think they meant anything bad by it, but on the other, now I kinda feel bad which is weird because it’s really not my fault I’ve got energy today instead of being really tired for no reason.

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The other day I put on a mushroom hat and was wearing it around my house. Anyway I made a joke to my parents that was something like “I’m on shrooms” and they gave me a whole ass lecture about not joking about very illegal drugs and how they’re worried that I’m saying this so casually. And I was like; I’m wearing a mushroom hat. It was a JOKE 😭 no need to give me a 30 minute lecture about not joking about illegal drugs-

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Ok so- I thought I’d start posting about some songs I like and lyrics from said songs that hit real hard for me. Anyway I thought we could start off strong with “Little Dark Age” by MGMT.

My favorite few lyrics are;

“Oh

I grieve in stereo

The stereo sounds strange

I know that if you hide

It doesn't go away

If you get out of bed

And find me standing all alone

Open-eyed

Burn the page

My little dark age”

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What do yall call this? Cuz I’ve been calling this a bubbler for my whole life and apparently most people don’t-

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Not me logging into tumblr and seeing jacksepticeye trending because he’s (back?) on here now- I don’t really watch much of his content, but he seems cool. So welcome (back?) to the weird piece of social media that is tumblr ✨✌️✨

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Hyper fixating on stardew valley to escape reality!! (This game brings out my bisexual panic in full force fr)

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I’d also recommend just reading through project 2025 because there’s a lot in there that could affect you. Stay safe <3

reminders for today:

if you or someone you know might need it in the next few years, purchase plan b. the shelf life of plan b is 4 years, and we might not be able to access it as easily as we can now in the days ahead.

if you are larger/plus size: go online and purchase ella instead of plan b. plan b is less effective if you aren’t under 160 pounds.

if you can, purchase books that project 2025 is looking to ban.

mass deportations are starting. if you see ice vehicles or agents, yell ice raid and la migra as loud as you can.

if someone asks who you voted for, keep your mouth shut. they’re fishing for traitors.

if anyone, anyone at all asks about your neighbors or their legal status in the us, you know nothing. don’t be the reason that their family is separated.

if anyone asks about your religion or lack thereof, keep it vague. this administration will look for any excuse to persecute you.

your friends are trans or queer? for the next four years they’re not. don’t expose anyone’s status as a trans or queer person to anyone else, even if you think you can trust them.

did someone you know get an abortion? no, they didn’t. they were never pregnant.

in short, don’t be a snitch, and keep to yourself these next four years. we’ll make it through this even if it seems hopeless at times.

we can survive this. we’ve survived before, and we’ll survive again.

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I know I keep posting stuff like this and re blogging shit like this but seriously. Please watch this. I’m genuinely afraid of the path America is going down right now.

Elon Musk's N*zi Salute at the Trump Inauguration Rally. The US government will attempt to censor this or shift your perception of it.

You Saw, What You Saw.

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Seriously, like WTH is going on with America rn? I’m genuinely afraid, as a queer woman, my rights are going to be slowly taken away through the next 4 years.

what do you mean elon musk did a nazi salute on live tv at the united states presidential inauguration twice and is now erasing the evidence off the internet by replacing the footage with the crowd cheering instead?

would be a shame if people reblogged this, wouldn’t it?

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If you live in the US, read George Orwells “Animal Farm.” I fear there are way too many parallels to that book and what trump and musk are doing. I feel like trump is Neapolian and musk is squealer and the US is their animal farm. I’m genuinely afraid my rights are going to be gone by the time I’m 18. I don’t want to live under a leader who is going to take away years of progress for equality. It’s too late to not have him in office, but I don’t think it’s too late to voice your opinions. That’s really all I have to say.

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I’m slowly chipping away at the tubbo stream where he talks with dream. I’m only an hour and 18 minutes in. Holy shit. I have had one of those moments where I just need to go outside and touch grass. If I have to hear “context!” Or “but the r word tho” or “I don’t recall that” or “that’s not what it sounded like to me” or anything similar come out of dream’s mouth I’m going to go insane. I’m like so mad to the point where I’m like “hold up. Why am I this mad at some dude online. I need to take a breath.” Which doesn’t happen often. Anyway ima go take a walk outside and not engage with this for like another 24 hours.

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Ok I lied, I’m making another post about the dream situation. Ok; as a woman something that just doesn’t sit right with me is dream calling his friend that are woman derogatory stuff even if it’s a joke. My opinion on that is dream is a guy. I feel, similar to the r word thing, I don’t think a guy can reclaim those words. I think woman can jokingly call other women that type of thing but because it directly degrades woman, I don’t think a man can. I might be being sensitive, but as someone who has been called those words even jokingly by men, I know it doesn’t feel good to be called a slut even if it’s a joke. I know I’m repeating myself a bunch but I just feel I need to drive my point home. I don’t think men can call woman sluts or whores because it’s not THEIR word to reclaim.

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I got a poorly painted little fairy door at the dollar tree and just re-painted it because I was stuck inside due to the dangerously cold weather over here. Anyway here’s my final product, I think it looks really cute and kinda reminds me of the fairy gardens me and my grandma used to build. :)

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Ok, as someone who used to be a dsmp/mcyt fan, I have come back from the dead cuz of the drama. Anyway I was like I might as well get all my feelings about mcyt in general out of the way, so if you wanna hear my rant please keep reading.

Ok first: the current situation. I’m in full support of Tubbo. Fuck dream. This whole situation makes me actually so pissed off. as someone with diagnosed ADHD, just because you are neurodivergent, doesn’t. Mean. You. Can. Call. People. The. R-slur. I’m not going to touch anything else he did, but what he did was fucked and everyone involved has a right to be pissed the hell off especially Tommy and Tubbo.

Before I bring up my next point, I think it’s important to note that Wilbur, Techno, and Dan TDM basically raised me. I was a huge love joy fan and it was like the thing that literally kept me alive through middle school. Ok now onto my point; what will did was fucked. I used to watch every single one of his streams, and it was so hard to let go of that when the news came out cuz no way in hell am I supporting an abuser. I feel like this post is also kinda closure for me cuz I’ve kinda just pushed this to the back of my head till now. Anyway, fuck you will. I hope this is the last time I waste my life thinking about you.

My last thing is simply; everyone involved the MCYT community was a piece of my life, especially in middle school, but I think it’s time I closed this chapter of my life for good. So this will probably be the last time I talk about that on the internet. Have a good day/night y’all. :)

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Ok, so I just read George Orwell’s Animal Farm and I’m gonna make it my whole personality for a sec so bear with me. Anyway, if you haven’t read it, you should. It’s really interesting and all of the different major themes tied to the book, I feel are still relevant today even if the original book was written a while ago. Anyway these are my overall thoughts on the book! (Sorry in advance about any spelling/grammar mistakes, I have dysgraphia and spell check doesn’t always catch me)

1: I think the fact that the book points out the ignorance of people using the animals on the farm. On that note, I also love how Benjamin supposedly knows everything but doesn’t say anything until it’s too late.

2: squealers whole character is just so interesting to me, I hate him but like I feel like squealer’s character reflects the corruption of the communist Russian government (which is what the whole book is technically based on)

3: that brings me to the fact this book is directly talking about the communist Russian government and its flaws without directly stating that.

Anyway I could go on for hours about this book and how much of a masterpiece it is and how it’s still relevant today, but I don’t want to spoil too much if you haven’t read it yet and I don’t have all that much time to write this. (If you haven’t read it yet, I highly recommend reading it, like seriously it’s a quick read and it’s a ligament masterpiece.)

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Ok, so my class just read animal farm by George Orwell and I was thinking, squealer’s personality is just “gaslighting gatekeep girlboss” and now I can’t stop thinking about it-

(Why do I kinda wanna draw squealer the way I picture him and than photoshop big lips and the nail polish emoji on him? Oh! And I could add “gaslighting gatekeep girlboss” in big pink glitter letters 😆)