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HIII (dija right..) HOW HAVE U BEEN 🥹 sorry for not answering your ask on lqf but i wonder how you’ve been and how your new year has been going ^^ HOPE YOUVE BEEN TAKING CAAREEE <3

(yes its dija) omggg no man trust me its okay im barely active here 💔💔💔💔💔 i spawn at like 4am thinking im gonna get cute shit and i hust get lockwood and co 😭😭😭 my new years was meh and the whole of January has been shit as fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkk, but i hope ur new years and first month of the year has been good ur such a cutie for thinking about me 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘 this feel saurrrrr public for no reason

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I finished Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D

Fuck it hurts

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riize as punjabi songs!

warnings! some of the lyrics are mashed together like for sohee and kangna it kept talking about the bracelet (punjabi word for bracelet is kangna) so i had to fix it so it didnt seem out of place!

(creds to all the creators who made the gifs)

shotaro as …

forever by tegi pannu!

“i love to welcome you with open arms and a warm heart. my doors are always open for you! we’re meant to be together! without you, this life would be a punishment”

eunseok as …

mi amor by sharn

“oh my, tell me honestly my love, how can i break your tantrums? you made me into a lover, what more do you want from me? your mischief and laughter, dear, it drives me crazy”

sungchan as …

ni nachleh by imran khan!

“beautiful girl tell me one thing, why are you shy when I am in front of you? leave all your worries and sadness, become my sweetheart, forget everything and dance with me”

wonbin as …

with you by ap dhillon!

“It was my first love, and this is my first love tale I couldn’t alter it even if I wanted to. I saw myself as your king, so why didn’t you become my queen?”

seunghan as …

dilawara by the prophec!

“my heart doesn't understand what's happening, it cant be tamed by anyone. my wandering heart is scared to let you in, its afraid of losing you someday”

sohee as …

kangna by dr zeus!

“you have seven diamonds on your wrist, and it asks for every lovers heart, but i’m hoping you will come to me soon, as i can’t live without you anymore”

anton as …

wo noor by ap dhillon!

“your beauty is as pure as gold, and has destroyed me. the glow on your face illuminated in my eyes, and my eyes brightened when i noticed the light from your face”

a/n : this was such a random thought, it happened when i was listening to ni nachleh by imran khan and had a thought about how lit an edit of sungchan would be to the song and then it kept happening when dilawara came on and i thought of seunghan, then i just made my mind up and created this thread.

yk while making it i didnt realise how depressing half of these songs are 😭 like i understand punjabi ofc but in songs it just goes in one ear out the other and the vibe is so cutsey like with you i thought it was about a guy treating his girl right wdYM its unrequited love :(( i wont force you guys to listen to the songs listed but pls do give it a try! they’re all quite enjoyable and certainly some of my favourites! i might be doing this w bollywood songs as well so stay tuned <3

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i really live by these

riize as bollywood songs!

warnings! lyrics are messed around with so it makes sense

shotaro as ...

tu jaane na from ajab prem ki ghazab kahani

“how should i tell you that i want you? i’m not able to say that, my friend. of what my heart misses to tell you, my eyes will, but you just dont get it..”

eunseok as …

ilahi from yeh jawaani hai deewaani!

"the evenings are in frenzy, and the nights are like a tunnel, no one knows what will happen tomorrow. living life is about now.”

sungchan as ...

maahi ve from kal ho naa ho!

"on your wrist, the bangles jingle, on your ankle the anklet chimes. my sweetheart, you speak with your eyes and you dance in my heart. you are beloved, my sweetheart"

wonbin as ...

chaleya from jawan!

"love is what forms the heart, and this heart has fallen in love. i've left everything behind to become yours, i don't want to love you with restrictions”

seunghan as …

tum jo aaye from once upon a time in mumbai!

"we are divinely connected. i've decorated you on my lips, and sung you like a story. i've attained you, and hidden you from the world"

sohee as ...

piya o re piya from tere naal love ho gaya!

"my world exists wherever i find you, all my brightness is only there due to you, my beloved, oh my dear, i'll sacrifice myself for you"

anton as ...

o maahi from dunki!

"my beloved, you have the right on my loyal love, i'll be yours till the end of the world, my beloved."

a/n : i finally got around to doing this 🙏😪 i was initially gonna post this after riize as punjabi songs! but it got deleted off my drafts so i had to do it again 😭 hope u guys enjoy <3333

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becoming friends w nct writers was genuinely the best thing ive ever done, not a day goes by without me 1) giggling kicking my feet 2) laughing my head off

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doimg GREAT mentally preparing myself for college tomorrow and the weather because the UK is just dramatic as hell when it comes to that stuff.. WBU THOOOO

gl for colly man, fucking hated that place, caused literally all of my trauma 😭😭 thank god for not having uni on mondays tho 🙈🙈 and tell me about itttt i hate this uk weather. tell me why its blowing wind so fast i can hear the whistles and then its pouring piss rain, then everything stops for three seconds then it happens all over again 😭😭😭 fuck ass storm

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hi aegipie what’s up over here…

- lqfiles-nim.

omg hey…. 👀 how u doing 🙈

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I be like "fuck men" then cry over hong seunghan

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missing bae 😭💔

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kiss it better

seunghan x fem!reader

warnings: insinuation of a toxic relationship. starts of in a fight. lowkey gets physical (mc slaps sh). cheating accusations. cussing. toxic behaviour but always going back to each other. fluff at the end. mentions of aespa giselle (aeri) and riize eunseok. idk if anyone noticed but this is based off of/inspired by rihanna’s kiss it better but idk if i interpreted it correctly sorry if i didn’t 💀 um i cant write a fight scene for shit but i really just wanted to put this out 😣 i lowkey hate this guys. okay bye enjoy!!!

“i didn’t realise you were an expert on everything, enlighten me on how that wasn’t flirting!” seunghan spits his snarky comments.

“it was a crowded room you dipshit! we couldn’t control how much space there would be!” tears threaten to fall down your face as you and seunghan continue to argue over something that was out of anyones control.

“he was literally three millimetres away from u! he may as well have had his dick up your arse!” you could tell he was getting angry, the tips of his ears burning into a deep red while his eyebrows furrowed.

“you always do this! how many times do i have to tell you that it was out of our control” you were losing patience at this point, frustrated that your boyfriend won’t even try to understand you. “you’re acting like i did take him up my arse! you absolute monstrosity” you’re sure you’re on the verge of pulling your hair out right now.

“i don’t know why you’re talking as if you bring soooo much joy to the conversation” i swear if he utters another word.. you clench your fist and try to keep you peace, so angry out of your mind you start huffing and puffing.

“you talk so highly about yourself but you cant even stay loyal to your own boyfriend” seunghan scoffs

“don’t you dare roll ur eyes at me, i did nothing wrong, you’re the one blowing things out of proportion” you exclaim as you furrow your eyebrows and dig ur pointer finger into his chest.

“you’re so out-“ SLAP

god that felt so good

“what the fuck!? what was that for!”

“you’re acting like a fucking cunt!” you scream before turning on your heel and locking yourself in the shared bedroom.

*knock* *knock*

“baby, please open up”

“fuck off”

“baby, you’re starting to piss me off now open up”

you give no response as you try to suppress your small sobs

“fucking hell” seunghan whispers under his breath, rolling his eyes as he grabs his car keys and jacket from the couch.

you hear the front door shut while you dig under the covers to find your phone.

“aeri you dont understand, he’s so infuriating! i cant stand him all he does is cause problems” you sob while recounting the events that occurred earlier in the day

“y/n, im telling you as a friend but also as a sister, you should consider breaking up with him, everyone has noticed that you’ve been so down, and seems like its been taking a toll on you, this isn’t healthy”

“you don’t understand at all oh my god” you hiccup “i love him too much to leave and i know he feels the same way”

“but he doesn’t act like it at all”

seunghan had left the shared home, trying clear his mind rant to his friend.

he tried to wrap his head around why he would act like that. but now that he thinks about it, he’s always acted like this, over exaggerating the seriousness of everything.

he recollects what he had said before, insisting that the forced close proximity was comparable to cheating. even things that have happened before, such as the incident where he mistook your kindness towards a waiter as flirting.

seunghan realises that it was never a two way toxicity, rather only coming from him. the immense guilt he currently feels is nothing compared to the sadness he has caused you.

“hyung i messed up so bad” seunghan is currently sobbing, with head his hands while his phone plays on loudspeaker “like really bad, im pretty sure shes crying right now”

“seunghan, im sure she is, you literally insinuated that she cheated on you ‘cuz she was next to a guy?” eunseok’s sure that his friend has never acted irrationally before, but seeing how he reacted to such a small thing, he thinks he needs to reevaluate his friend.

“hani, im telling you as an older brother, fix it while you can, you won’t know how much this may have effected her until you talk to her, the more you put it off, the worse it will get”

you leave the room you’ve locked yourself in for the past three hours, throat burning in thirst, you head to the kitchen to fetch a drink. while you finish your cup of water, you hear the gears turn in the door, indicating seunghan had returned from whatever, wherever. you don’t care right now.

now you two are standing opposite each other, both avoiding any sort of eye contact.

seunghan takes steps forward towards the sink to wash his hands, conveniently you’re standing right next to it, so you take your chance to swerve away from him. seunghan swears his heart breaks even more than before.

you take three big leaps and now you are in your living area of the apartment. your emotions are all over the place, one second you were upset, the next emotionless, and now your angry. angry that he still hasn’t said anything (mainly apologised) despite him being the one who had the worser choice of words.

you turn to face him with a disgusted look on your face. “why cant you just let go of that pride of yours?” you dont shout, you dont want another argument, no matter how angry you were currently.

seunghans lost for words, he wasn’t expecting a confrontation this early on into coming home.

“you know i love you, and i know you love me.” you sigh, relaxing all your facial muscles so rather than seeming annoyed, you seem approachable now. “but you cant make everything into a problem because you didnt like it” seunghans head falls to face the bottom of the sink as you relay your feelings

“we’re in a relationship, if you don’t like something, tell me and ill do my best to fix it. im hoping you’d do the same for me” you continue as you stare at the side of his face.

seunghan sighs while he dries his hands on a tea-towel and walks over towards you. both of his hands are now placed on the sides of your face

“i do love you. i love you so much it hurts.” his eyes sparkle with love and adoration. “i’ll be honest i dont know why i acted like that, but i’m so sorry that i did. i’ll try harder to never act like that again, i dont want my pretty girl crying sad tears because of me” he says while wiping his thumbs over your dried tears.

you let out a small smile, this is just what you wanted, seunghan to take accountability. you lean up to place a peck on his lips before pulling him into an embrace.

“i love you” you both say at the same time, leading you to pull away from each other and fall into a pit of giggles and pressing kisses against each others faces.

seunghan moves a strand of hair behind your ear and leans towards it, whispering a small “i love you so so so so much”placing small kisses to the top of your ear after every “so”, and he finally presses a long smiley kiss onto your lips, exerting enough force to bring out another giggle from you and reciprocating the kiss.

no matter how much you fight, you can always kiss it better.

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they made this for me 😭😭😭😭😭😭

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the fact that ot6 stans donated 80 jackets from riize's nat geo collection to a women's shelter using money they collected for other projects to torture seunghan, with financial support from nat geo themselves makes me so fucking sick I can't even speak. im so fucking done with this whole world because it seems like the more evil you are the more you get your way. im so sorry seunghan you don't deserve any of this and i don't know why the world is so harsh to you. and im so sorry to the other 6 members that you have to play boyfriend to these demons for the rest of your lives.

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someone said "imagine looking at the crowd and those are all just people who ruined your friends life" or something along the lines of that and since then I could not stop thinking about that

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i so selfishly want seunghan back. i want him to fight back. i want him to scream to everyone whos hurt him. i dont want him to debut as a soloist. i dont care if “it is was his decision.” i want to see him with riize again. i dont want him to waste the months of practice he prepared. i want to hear him in the songs he was meant to be in in the first place. i want him and riize to prove that their bond is so strong that no one can tear them apart. i dont just want justice for him, i want him to he part of his dream again. and as fucked up as it sounds i want everyone who couldve driven him to worse outcomes to face the worst consequences possible. i dont want them to roam around thinking they won with their threats.

i want riize to be seven forever and always.

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seeing people start to give up on the boycott when it hasn’t even been that long. please please pleek why can’t you just put two feet on the ground and stand up how hard is it to unfollow their platforms and stop streaming their music people post their stuff on google drive and reupload it to spotify and youtube and why are you still subscribed to their weverse and posting new content of them and interacting with their posts why are you giving up but saying you still care about seunghan you are lying through your teeth nobody said this was going to be easy it’s hard it’s not fun it sucks it will take a while to see results but why can’t you just try and help you have a chance to help and do something why don’t you want to do it like what are you not understanding about the fact that’s he’s kicked out of the group he’s not on hiatus he’s kicked out this is our only chance you say you care but your actions aren’t lining up with your words you value your own comfort over the greater good that boycotting itself is and what it could bring you don’t want to be uncomfortable and your excuse is that it makes the boys upset and it’s not supporting them how many times do people have to explain to you that it is helping them this is for them too this is for seunghan and better treatment for riize they want this just as much as we do and they’ve shown it countless times but you’re sitting here streaming their music and watching their content and buying their merch congratulations you are showing sm it doesn’t matter how awful they treat their artists people will still tune in and the numbers will be steady or keep going up and that’s all that matters to them it’s kind of extremely embarrassing for you i’m not gonna lie if you say you’re gonna do something do it for fucks sake

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this is not a safe space for ot6 briize btw

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i hope theyre fighting through this 😭