sunnshineyelllo

[sunnshineyelllo]

Trying to be better with my littlest. I still get too triggered sometimes and have to step away 😔

Wild how some people’s parents didn’t punish them for showing emotions growing up like wdym your mom comforted you instead of screaming at you and forcing you to sit alone facing a wall until you no longer made any noises

[sunnshineyelllo]

It's the little intamacies and comforts like this that I long for the most in quiet moments.

🧸

[sunnshineyelllo]

"I wanna punch your ex" ... cool, I guess, but are you willing to constantly reassure me and make me feel safe? Are you ready to help me heal and regulate my nervous system? Be patient with me? Work towards common goals as a life partner? I'm no longer waiting for a knight to rescue me from my tower or slay my dragons, I would much rather be true partners in building a life that we don't need to escape from.

[sunnshineyelllo]

Attn: conservative men

[sunnshineyelllo]

save a turkey, there's a weird girl with unmentionable kinks begging to be stuffed instead.

[sunnshineyelllo]

😆😅😂😭

You're not depressed, you just need some sun...or somebody's son

[sunnshineyelllo]

It's the well rounded, full spectrum experience that I am really craving but have never found.

i want to have sex, disgusting sex. but i also want to hug someone and feel loved.

[sunnshineyelllo]

I want nasty, intimate baby making sex rn

[sunnshineyelllo]

Seriously, though? Who wants to help me realize my little farm girl cottagecore dreams?

do u wanna run away w me and have a little garden and some chickens and make each other coffee every morning

[sunnshineyelllo]

Whew! Boy is this difficult. Still a work in progress, this is definitely my climb rn.

[sunnshineyelllo]

Actively fighting my anxious attachment style and upregulated nervous system constantly 😬 😅 😫

Warsan Shire, from "For Women Who Are Difficult to Love"

[sunnshineyelllo]

bingewatching will never come close to bingereading. there is nothing like blocking out the entire Earth for ten hours to read a book in one sitting no food no water no shower no bra and emerging at the end with no idea what time it is or where you are, a dried-up prune that's sensitive to light and loud noises because you've been in your room in the dark reading by the glow of a single LED. it's like coming back after a three-month vacation in another dimension and now you have to go downstairs and make dinner. absolutely transcendental

[sunnshineyelllo]

Begging myself, really. Taking another, longer break instead of searching for outward validation from mediocre, low effort dudes.

Begging all you women to date men who actually like you and don’t just want to fuck you.

[sunnshineyelllo]

[sunnshineyelllo]

Completely unrealistic. I don't believe it, I'll need inscrutable proof.

me? being someone’s type? unrealistic

[sunnshineyelllo]

[sunnshineyelllo]

Hello pretty, I'm sorry I bumped into your d.m so rudely, but it happened that you got suggested on my timeline, so I decided to hit your d.m with an inbox to know if you would be interested in being my sugar babe♥️, weekly allowance worth $700, give me a feedback back if you're interested

Here’s my Snapchat: bowen_derek

Here’s my telegram: bowen_derek

Is this a scam? 😆😅🫣 I'm flattered.