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I went to a rodeo for the first time in a while and remembered how much I love bronc riders. So now I’m writing a fic where Nick is a bronc rider. Oops?

…is this someone anyone would be interested in?

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Whyyyyyy did I decide to go to college this is gonna kick my ass

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Does anyone have suggestions for a destiel fic where Sam walks in on them? I don’t care what they’re doing I just need Sam’s reaction 😭🙏🏻

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Okay I’m writing this while holding a baby so don’t judge the grammar. Prompts pulled from a random website.

Write a story that includes the line, "I didn't see that one coming."

Write a story that includes the line, "Is nobody going to say it?".

“Alright, well, thanks Cas. Call us if you find anything out.”

Cas nodded, then disappeared with a flutter of wings.

Sam sighed, closing the journal he’d been pouring over. “Is nobody going to say it?”

Dean raised his beer to his lips, gesturing to Sam as if to say ‘go on.’

Sam threw his hands up in exasperation. “He’s clearly in love with you.”

Dean sputtered, choking on his beer. Bobby raised his eyebrows, turning to pour more whiskey in his glass. Sam barreled on.

“Think about it! The signs are all there. He’s in your personal space all the time, he’s always staring at you, he only answers your prayers, and he remembered your favorite song, for fucks sake.”

“It’s a tie between Zep's ‘Ramble On’ and ‘Traveling Riverside Blues,’” Dean mutters. “And none of that means anything. He’s just…not used to having a human body.”

“Really, Dean?” Sam huffs. “Don’t think we don’t notice the way you look at him like he hung the moon.”

“Sam, wait,” Dean interjected.

“Hell, maybe he did! He’s been around long enough. You two just need to get a room and figure it out. Somewhere far, far away from me, preferably.”

Dean fisted his hands on the table, handing his head. “Sam, stop,” he hesitated. “You’re…right. I think…I think I am in love with him.”

It was Sam’s turn to stop abruptly. “What?”

Bobby snorted. “Didn’t see that one coming.”

“Castiel…there’s just something special about him, okay? I don’t know. He sees everything in me and finds me…worthy, still. I don’t know.” Dean buried his face in his hands. “Sam, I love him. And I don’t know what to do.”

Sam was silent. Dean looked up. Sam was staring behind him, looking vaguely nervous. “Um…Dean?”

Bobby threw back the rest of his whiskey, slamming the glass down. “Hey Sam, I think I have another journal downstairs that might help us. C’mon.”

“We’ll uh, we’ll see you later.” Sam gathered his journals and exited the kitchen behind Bobby.

“What are you-“ Dean trailed off, realization dawning on him. He turned around.

Cas stood in the doorway, hands uncharacteristically fisted in his trench coat. “Hello Dean. I heard your prayer.”

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Fam, I do believe that my cat Castiel has been possessed

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“Do you think you’ve attached to Dean so much because your father also was abusive, forced you to grow up too fast and take on a parent role, and taught you how to hunt at a young age?”

Do you think you’re not attached to your face because I’m going to smash it in if you keep asking me shit like that

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This blog is starting to get some traction again, so here’s a little list of fandoms/ships that I’m into:

-Supernatural (Destiel Dean/Cas)

-Shameless (Gallavich Ian/Mickey)

-Red, White, and Royal Blue (FirstPrince Alex/Henry)

-Heartstopper (Nick/Charlie)

-Marvel (Stucky Steve/Bucky)

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I’ve been too busy just surviving to have much time for anything else, but I’ve finally moved away from my father and I’m just now getting around to watching supernatural.

Anyway my favorite scene so far was (I think) in season five where Dean decided to say yes to Michael and Castiel just beats the shit out of him while yelling about how he rebelled for Dean. Good shit.

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I love writing bc why have I spent the last 45 minutes researching the meanings of names instead of actually writing

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Something else about my little Castiel cat is that he likes to comfort me while I sleep. I have nightmares often, and even when I don’t, I thrash around a lot in my sleep. Several times I’ve woken up after a nightmare and my cat is curled up on the bed next to me with his head resting on my arm, or my chest, or even my head. His eyes are always open and watching me though.

Also-this isn’t the best picture, but he has a little wing marking on his back. It’s more clear when he’s laying down, but he doesn’t do that often.

Thinking about naming my cat Castiel the way that mfucker sits on the chair beside my bed and watches me sleep.

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I’m working on yet another story bc I can’t only stick with one (or two…) and this one is based on the Destiel ship bc I’m OBSESSED with the idea of an angel loving a human so much that he rebels against heaven just to be with that human.

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Thinking about naming my cat Castiel the way that mfucker sits on the chair beside my bed and watches me sleep.

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Do y’all ever just want to shake your tomato plants violently because they WON’T FUCKING TURN

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Y’all wanna see some of the aesthetic pictures from my Pinterest board for my new original story I’m working on? Too bad, I’m showing you anyway.

Character 1:

Character 2:

Them together:

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I just walked 20 minutes out of my way in the rain to help this guy find his bus stop and made sure he got on the correct bus and knew where to get off. I also got his phone number in case he needed help or ever wanted to grab lunch.

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It’s raining outside my window, I’m working on some Heartstopper sketches, and I have Young Royals playing in the background. Good days ❤️