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Every morning, every time I surface back from a book and everytime someone tries to talk to me, reality haunts me dragging me from the world I got shut out. The music stops and the colours drain and it's a grey quite world again.

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yesterday my german teacher said "being a poet must be so eye opening but so constraining at the same time. you want to really see the world, but as soon as you do, you've had enough of it." and then he stared into nothing for a moment before shaking his head and continuing with the lesson? someone protect this man

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yesterday my german teacher said "being a poet must be so eye opening but so constraining at the same time. you want to really see the world, but as soon as you do, you've had enough of it." and then he stared into nothing for a moment before shaking his head and continuing with the lesson? someone protect this man

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The common law of attraction mistakes

Clinging to your manifestation. You have to detach from your manifestation, you have to let go. Yes, you still can repeat your affirmations, or visualize, or look at your vision board, etc. You just have to let go of the outcome. You have to be in a state of possession, you have to believe that this manifestation is already a part of your reality. The Universe is like a mirror, it always reflects your inner world, so you must become the person who has this manifestation. You have to become love, you have to become abundance, you have to become happiness.

Your self-talk doesn’t match your new reality. Affirmations, yay. We all love them, don’t we? And you perhaps repeat them 3 times a day, or 5 times a day, or maybe 7 times a day. Great. But you know what? The day has 24 hours, so how do you use this time? Everything you think and everything you say to yourself, these are also affirmations. So you can repeat ‘I’m happy, I’m abundant, I’m loved’ in the morning, but how do you spend the rest of your day? Do you listen to your thoughts? Do you monitor the words you speak?  Are they empowering?  Or do you just criticize yourself and complain? Because you probably do this every day, these ‘affirmations’ are much more powerful than the ones you repeat intentionally.

You’re not working on your vibration. You can’t increase your vibration only when you’re manifesting a specific thing. Your entire life is a reflection of your frequency, of your state of being. And how you feel and how you think creates your state of being. Everything that surrounds you is an exquisite reflection of your thinking and feeling patterns. So you can’t be a high-vibe person for five minutes and then come back to a grumpy state. You definitely don’t have to be positive 24/7, especially that we also need to experience negative emotions, but you can be in a high vibrational state most of the time.

You don’t feel your manifestation. The feeling is the secret, I hope that you’re familiar with Neville Goddard and his teachings because he talked about this aspect of the law of attraction a lot. Since everything is energy, you have to become the energy you want to attract. You have to embody the vibration of your new reality. And what creates your vibration? Your feelings. So you have to feel your affirmations, you have to feel your scripting sessions, you have to feel your visualization. Emotion is energy in motion, emotion is the beginning of the creation process. Again, your entire life is a reflection of your dominant emotional state.

Thinking that your manifestation is a future reality. There is no past or future in the Universe. The only moment that exists is now. Quantum physics proves that there is an infinite number of parallel realities that are happening simultaneously, right now, at this very moment. We move between these realities through our vibrational frequency. So what does that mean?  Everything you could ever possibly imagine already exists in an alternate reality. You just have to embody the energy of the desired reality. So you have to act as if you already have it. You have to embody the qualities of a person you want to become.

You don’t express gratitude. If you’re not grateful for what you already have, you can’t receive more. If you’re not grateful, you emphasize the state of lack. Gratitude creates abundance, gratitude always magnifies your blessings. You have to be grateful for everything, even the smallest things. Never take anything for granted. There are so many little miracles surrounding you.

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I have stared at girls more than guys. I have no other explanation but y'all are beautiful.

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I keep falling for people. The black haired boy in the books, the stranger who smiled at me in the queue, the authors and poets, the painters, singers, architects, the person who plays flute on the floor above. Even the one who was behind me in a photo and the one who sat next to me in the train. Everyone with different expressions.

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My sleep paralysis demon looks like me. Damn it.

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south asian dark academia

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Dark academia schedule:

1. Read

2. Despair

3. Write letters and on old crinkled papers

4. Scribble notes on the pages of favourite book

5. Shop for turtleneck sweaters and trousers

6. Watch dramas in old theatres

7. Go on dates in libraries

8. Visit museums and art galleries

9. Musicals

10. Study a foreign language

11. Typing on typewriters

12. Watch the Dead Poets Society for 89th time

13. Go to that one paragraph in the picture of Dorian Gray where they talk about beauty and youth

14. Stare at the sky at night

15. Getting another cup of tea or coffee

16. Yearning to be the person living alone in a castle in the woods

17. Kind of hating technology for taking romance away

18. Dreaming of getting a family sword

19. Meeting people with whom you can start a cult

20. Sleeping for few hours or not sleeping at all for the under eye dark circles

21. Reciting Keats

22. Learning a foreign language or one which has ceased to exist, ideally Latin or Greek

23. Staring at the statues

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listening to hozier , reading oscar wilde and drinking tea from a dark red mug while wearing a 19th century bloodstained shirt with an oversized coat is basically my whole personality summed up.

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At this moment I would love to spend the night translating a poem from one language to another, sitting with many dictionaries around me, with a sheet of the poem, a pen and a book with scribblings here and there.

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(Gods in the Percy Jackson series)

Normal people trying to live a normal human life

Greek gods: can't keep my hands to myself

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The sleeping princess. But she wakes up by the kiss of another rebel princess and they both ride out on horses along with many others to establish another kingdom where love has no boundaries.