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when ur like 90% sure ur bi but you have imposter syndrome and ur also avoidant
#mental illness#mitski#childhood trauma#female hysteria#girlhood#inner child#lana del rey#girlblogger#girlblogging#female rage#bisexual#bi girls#bisexual girls
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So embarrassing to thirst for a man but here i am
this is actually making me go insane i am SOAKED
(not my video 馃槆)
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Listening to the smiths crying in dorm while roommate is asleep
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when you talk to a man and you can tell he has never had to develop sensing how others perceive you as a skill to survive and it pisses you off because you wish you could be that stupid
#mental illness#mitski#childhood trauma#female hysteria#girlhood#inner child#lana del rey#girlblogger#girlblogging#female rage#weyes blood#mommy issues
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when you disappoint ur mom and it's simultaneously freeing and destroying ur inner child
#mitski#mental illness#childhood trauma#female hysteria#girlhood#inner child#lana del rey#girlblogger#girlblogging#female rage#fiona apple#weyes blood
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I miss watching anime man. I was simply happier. (No i wasnt)
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Got back with ex on pre period hormones what do i do now (my period is completely irregular so I couldn鈥檛 recognize them)
#period#hysteria#mental illness#mitski#female hysteria#girlhood#lana del rey#girlblogger#girlblogging#female rage
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When ur the oldest daughter who has mommy issues and has avoidant attachment style trying to date a man who also has mommy issues but is only child. The contempt in his emotional dependence on you but the dynamic is also practically asking you to be a female manipulator.
#lana del rey#oldest daughter#childhood trauma#mental illness#mitski#female hysteria#girlhood#inner child#girlblogger#girlblogging#female rage#female manipulator#i bet on losing dogs#mommy issues#i am my mother's daughter#but he'll never escape his mother's blood#weyes blood#phoebe bridgers#boy genius
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1 month into college, so far: got a concussion, threw up, wisdom tooth inflammation
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Me 24/7 after turning 17
recognising your parent's mannerisms in yourself and physically feeling psychic damage occur
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Limerence
Behind the layers of walls guarding my heart, you planted a seed of limerence.
I knew the consequences of letting it sprout, but my excitement was unparalled.
"It's just something to look forward to," I say, lying to my friends, lying to myself.
With sunlight and rain, it is now a weed that has overtaken my walls.
I struggle to hide it from the outside, but in all honesty I hope you notice its blossoms.
I will unearth it myself, because one day it will rot anyway.
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This was a thing I wrote a long long time ago. Never again will I yearn for a man like this. (I'm lying) (I'm a clown)
Maybe I can keep using this idea and try rhyming?? idk
Constructive criticism is appreciated! This is probably my first legit piece of creative writing.
#poem#creative writing#limerence#sad thoughts#sad girl#sad poetry#sad poem#poetry#mitski#girlhood#heartbreak
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People who are emotionally dependent on their parents piss me off, but Ik that鈥檚 just me being bitter because of my experiences with my parents.
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Watching old zane hijazi and carly and erin vlogs just brings me to my happy place, I don鈥檛 want to know what they are up to today at all
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What is this emotion of I want to be stronger than your bf
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It鈥檚 hard to keep trying when it鈥檚 never enough.
Seeing how much of a failure I am and wondering why, who can I blame? Is it really all my fault? But I think I tried.
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