sugabeaniee

[sugabeaniee]

you've been inactive for 122 days exact ( pls i was looking for someone in my following list and then noticed it sksksk ) anyway i'm doing good !! academics are a pain as always but i can manage so yeee :D gl w with that art you're looking for ^^

JAKSKAKSKAK I didn’t even know it had been that long 👁👄👁 and pls I might be going back to school in the fall so catch me on that pain train along with you 🤟😞

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JELLI I SEE YOU ON MY DASH HI HOW HAVE YOU BEEN

OMG HI BB IVE BEEN GOOD (working lots and figuring out life) BUT GOOD! how have you been?????? I feel like I’ve been offline for so long now 😭😭

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it's v homophobic that i don't have my own personal adam carlsen

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I'd give three lungs and four hearts to read the love hypothesis from Adam's point of view.

This little shit met a strange girl in his bathroom ONCE and decided to simp for her for literal years?

But can you imagine how much simping his POV would bring? How much angst, because he thought she loved another guy? Fuck I'd love his train of think when Olive kisses him in the hallway.

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whoever allowed tokyo revengers to be this sad has it coming for them

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You’re not wrong I used to be able to play a few songs on piano 😮‍💨 don’t ask me if I remember anything now tho

which instruments do you think your moots can play?

my moots are so talented, we can run a orchestra <3 ( adding only the ones im close with since i have no energy to type )

@sunshinetoshi + @luvbub : flute, both of them. if not a flute then a harp ( no bcz harp is one of the prettiest instruments and i think they can actually play it )

@childeluv + @keijee : no bcz i think only the two of them can pull of a viola ( and tina literally plays one so <33 )

@escapenightmare @uxavity @xybi @tobi-momo @maiixu @misora-msby @xnchxntmxnt : any of the percussion instruments. i think they'll look cool

@mysterystarz @setsunaia @lostinwildflowers @rae-main @maipxilia @crimsonchxins : cello :)

@ch0s0 @animated-moon @haikyuutothetop @sunkeiji @isenkus @sunalma @kohi-zeri @tesoromia @pockydays @elektrosonix : violin, it's the vibes™ you know

@citifilms @sumerag1 @cloudscda @cloudyevaa @milktyama @sunahearts @discountkiyoko @sugabeaniee : piano <3

@u-make-my-heart-tsumtsum @uncrytears @ahtsuwu @lilies-and-rosies @srkuv @smolmo @shirari @missmorosis @kitacharm : a clarinet

since we're at this, do tell me if you don't want to be tagged in these games / if you want to be tagged ( it doesn't matter how close or distant we are ) if you're a moot, pick an option and lmk <3

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jelli bestie hello, hope you're doing fine !!

Omg bestie hi!!! I’m sorry for the late response, I’m not active that much anymore cause I’m working full time now 😭😭 but I’m doing ok!! We’re ~surviving~ I hope you’re well too!! I miss you 😮‍💨😮‍💨

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I’m so bad at saving wishes 🥵 I should have kept my acc F2P cause now I spend way too much on genshin 😪

hiii jellliiiii <3 I realized I haven’t talked to u in FOREVER so HOW HAVE U BEEN? I hope you’ve been great and taking care of urself 😤 🫂 💗

I've been doing well! Lots of figuring life out (jobs?year of service? who knows at this point) and playing LOTS of genshin lately! how about you??? How are you feeling about the new banner haha

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Ahhhhhh congrats on 800 Amaya! Your writing is so lovely that I know you deserve the 800 and so much more!! I always love reading your work <3 Could I request a fate matchup for your milestone event please? My pronouns are she/they and I don't really have a preference as to gender! 3 random things about me are that I'm super clumsy (I've broken almost all my fingers and both my ankles), really bad at wearing my glasses (classic ADHD i forget to wear them until I remember I can't see), and I love to paint! My favorite season would have to be autumn, just cause I hate the heat with a passion and love layered looks. Thank you! <3

♡ FATE ♡

brought together by fate it was written in the stars for you and.. IWAIZUMI HAJIME

other contenders.. SAWAMURA DAICHI + AKAASHI KEIJI

a note from amaya: jelli you're going to make me cry you're so sweet 🤧🤧💞💞 thank you so much bb i love seeing you on here omg. OKAY YOUR FACTS i have something to admit when i read your first one and you said all you've broken, maybe bc it was a bit late when i saw it but, for a second i was like 'ALL AT ONCE??' KAHDJDDJA. i hope not!! anywayss.. i too am bad at wearing my glasses let's do better bb HAHA and i agree layered looks are where it's at!!

'eight is..' milestone event

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Honestly MOOD. Like do I want yoimiya just to have another bow user? Yes. Will I use her a lot? No 🥴 I honestly want Sayu more than anything (but the genshin gods seem to have cursed me ) also therapy isn’t horrible! I was actually in therapy most of my adolescence (10-17ish) and it helped me figure out a lot of stuff! I think it’s helpful if you have a good therapist that you can trust and speak freely with. If you ever need anything I’m here!! :)

hiii jellliiiii <3 I realized I haven’t talked to u in FOREVER so HOW HAVE U BEEN? I hope you’ve been great and taking care of urself 😤 🫂 💗

I've been doing well! Lots of figuring life out (jobs?year of service? who knows at this point) and playing LOTS of genshin lately! how about you??? How are you feeling about the new banner haha

[sugabeaniee]

hiii jellliiiii <3 I realized I haven’t talked to u in FOREVER so HOW HAVE U BEEN? I hope you’ve been great and taking care of urself 😤 🫂 💗

I've been doing well! Lots of figuring life out (jobs?year of service? who knows at this point) and playing LOTS of genshin lately! how about you??? How are you feeling about the new banner haha

[sugabeaniee]

congrats on your 21st bday hun! 21 is def fun~~ (also I didn't know we were the same age wwjwjwj) Could I RSVP with the color sage green, sugawara, and a picnic! My dream is to have a little cute cottagecore picnic with my friends for my bday, but alas I have a december birthday t.t

jelli!! thank you so so much <33

omg here’s my solution: celebrate your half birthday in june which is like perfect picnic weather heheh but tbh i love the idea of a winter birthday

"i don't want you to change, bridgette." sugawara continues to read from one of the many books he had brought on your picnic. your head rested in his lap, the book placed above your head, blocking the sun from your closed eyes. "im not in love with who you could be, or who you used to be, or who the world says you should be."

he pauses, sliding the bookmark he brought along into the book and laying it down onto the blanket, "why'd you stop?" you flutter your eyes open, readjusting to the sunlight. he smiles down at you, leaning down and pecking your nose, "i was hungry."

you smile, "there's some strawberries in the basket, i made sure to pack extra for you." he brings his hand and places it on your cheek, rubbing his thumb across it, "thank you."

he shuffles through the basket for quite a while, prompting you to sit up, "kou, can you not find the strawberries? im pretty sure they were at-" he pulls out a rectangular blue box, opening it and displaying the golden bracelet chain, adorned with a few charms.

the first being a small 's', the next a heart with two small people drawn onto it and the last charm being the first letter of your name.

you gasp, "happy birthday love! it was so hard to keep this a secret." he giggles and you join him, leaning forward to get a closer look at the gift. you tear your eyes away from the bracelet to pull him for a kiss, your hands on his cheeks and his free hand places itself on your thigh. you pull away only to plant another kiss on his lips, "its so beautiful kou, thank you! put it on for me!"

you beam at him as he pulls it out of the box and secures it nicely around your wrist, pulling your hand up to his lips to place a kiss against the bracelet.

once you finally settle your head back into his lap, he pulls the book back up. opening it, he skims the page, finding the sentence he last stopped on, "the world says you should be." he mumbles out before clearing his throat and reading, "im in love with you. right now. just like this."

and sugawara might not have written it, but as he looks at you, eyes closed, basking in the sunlight as the beautiful bracelet he just put on for you glimmers, he definitely understands it.

[sugabeaniee]

J E L L I 🤩 HELLO KDJHFJHDS IM SORRY IF I SOUND WEIRD I WOKE UP LIKE AN HOUR AGO AND I FEEL LIKE BOKUTO 😭

BAHAHAHAHAH I LOVE THAT FOR YOU 😩💗 I hope you had a good rest bb 😌

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reblog this if you’re a fanfic writer & your motivation to write actually increases when readers actually show interest & give you feedback. even just a reblog or a little comment here and there

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bruh i’ve been wondering for ages why suna seemed so familiar to me and then it hit me…

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You have to come to terms that you chose the worst guy to simp for from this anime. Sakusa is an asshole, the only thing about him is that he’s pretty.

Accept it.

Sakusa isn’t an easy person to love.

He’s difficult, stubborn, his walls are sky high, he’s picky down to every last detail, and he never admits he’s wrong.

No, he’s not easy to love, but he’s worth the effort.

His heart burns with passion that’s raw, that’s so pure and runs so deep, the dig to the core never ends. He loves so endlessly, with unfiltered promises of something that lasts beyond forever.

He pays attention to every last detail, reads in between the finest of prints, his mind is always filled with you, from the bottom to the top, up to the very brim. His eyes miss nothing, and his intuition has honed itself to map you out in every way.

His smile is so pretty, so bright, that it brings the sun to its knees, with two dimples that were made for your fingers to poke. It’s beautiful not because it makes him that much more handsome, but because it’s capable of healing your soul, of erasing your pain.

His laugh is a breath of fresh air, he is boyish and he is charming under this moment of vulnerability, under the split second he bares his heart to you, letting you feel his joy with him as his hand finds its way to yours, connecting the two in the way your souls already have.

Sakusa knows he’s capable of brewing storms in your eyes, he’s well aware he can hurt. He can hurt so badly, so brutally, the strings by which your heart is attached are frayed at the edges. But he, till the day he dies, promises to stitch every tear and every rip, even if it costs him the strings of his own heart.

And Sakusa, far from perfect, far from the man he knows you deserve, far from capable, far from likable, far from desirable, is so giving, he offers you the world, the one he’s carried on his back even when the weight makes his knees buckle.

Because you, you are his one love, the one thing he has to himself, the one thing that he knows that will remain his even if he is stripped of all that makes him who he is. Down to the very last fiber of his being, Sakusa Kiyoomi is yours.

His heart and mind and soul, his goals and dreams and aspirations, his past and present and future, they are all yours. They are carefully pressed to the palm of your hand, seeking shelter, searching for a place to call home so that he can take a moment and breathe.

He trusts you. He knows he’s not easy to love, but he trusts you so wholly, so blindly, it hurts. He trusts you to love him, to reach past the thorns so you can admire the petals.

Sakusa Kiyoomi’s love language is difficult to understand, but it is fluent in you, and the words are clear, defined, immeasurable.

Sakusa is an enigma, the only thing about him that’s promised is his love for you.

Accept it <3

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In search of some good enemies to lovers writing 🤔 pls send inquiries to my ask box