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Rose

A Rose

Arose

Strange that a little bit of distances makes us buoyant and effervescent with all the possibilites

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Give me twenty minutes to pack my things.

Allow me to attempt to burn down this apartment again

Then I will follow you anywhere and everywhere

Maybe making a home in each other

I am ready, I am just killing time and resting

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I met God recently. Not the monolithic male God I accidently killed twice.

The real God, she flew down and kissed me on the mouth.

I am still trying to get the cherry chapstick and ruby lip gloss stains off

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Reblog if you want an Anon's honest opinion of you.

GO

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I miss you so much

I have been caught up with things and stuff today to not truly give the standards of love, attention, and utter adoration that I want to lay upon you every day.

But keep in mind everything I do is geared towards you and ensuring a happy future of love and experiential engineering for the best possible intersection of our two worlds and each other's inner private life.

Ps.

I am actually really good at ice skating, I learnt how to in about twelve minutes in a ice rink in Singapore. That, combined with my ballet classes, well I hope you sharpened the blades on your boots ^^

PPs

I haven't been in a relationship like this before and I don't promise, I will continue to find ways to make you smile, laugh, and be comfortable with both our time apart and together.

Making you laugh is honestly the only type of sustainance I need in this world.

I believe things will be okay

I love you

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You perceived me, more than myself

Yesterday, reclining in rest finally, ceasing peddling relentlessly in pace with the red queen,

Phosphates reacting to rays of solar graced my retinas. Turning my minds eye from black to white.

I think I perceived you then, not in you but in nature.

You didn't ruin me, I thrive on self destruction

You didn't ruin me, I was a part time God doing a job I didn't even want

The thing about absolute power is that it corrupts absolutely

Immorality and abusive used to spring to mind but my understanding of corruption has changed

You didn't ruin me, you suppressed the bad parts of my brain tenderly under a single layer of gauze

You didn't ruin me, I trust you completely and I have never been let down so far

You didn't ruin me, I was already ruined and we filled up the cracks with threads of gold

You didn't ruin me, I promise to make something wonderful out of the false guilt you might have

I am nothing but adaptable, determined, and resilient (to invoke inviticus).

This is the first time I have been "ruined" and been bequeathed so many new opportunities and ways to explore growth.

Admittedly I still have trust issues and a semi healthy degree of paranoia but you know this all to well.

Staying on my previous course would have ruined me

I almost finally accept how you feel about me, I am almost able to break through my hard headedness.

You are the one and only person I absolutely love, adore, and respect to the n-th degree and the concept that you might feel the same is overwhelming.

You were the only person who could have saved me from ruining myself

I don't think you realize it but you nudged me towards a far greater destiny for both of us

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@sfsolstice

I beseech you to remember me as I was

Flummoxed with damnation and revolution

Your psychic vitriol, be it seen to you

Is seen to me as sweet malosos

Sweet dripping honey that satiated my craving for chaos, conflict, and calamity.

To be the iterative series of selves becoming of our upmost. I do need your help.

My metal cage is the limits of my perspectiveness currently between brief glimpses between mimed bars.

Please, I just ask that you remember who I was and hopefully still are to you, even though I struggle to see it right now.

You are the best thing to ever happen,

Ever

The only other thing I to ask you is to guide me towards how I can support and love you more and more.

I am feeling so guilty I chose self care over going into the deep end

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🙃

“I think people spend too much time staring into screens and not enough time drinking wine, tongue kissing, and dancing und the moon.”

— Rachel Wolchin

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Late Late for a Very Important Date

Little bunny, I became the Red Queen For You

Run Run as fast as I can, Never Catch Up

I might not have my cake yet but I will go the distance

This is just the beginning

If you suspect a two way mirror, you poke it

If our fingers don't touch we know we are real