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god i hate it when i can remember the entire plot of a fic but not the title or the author or the tags or when it was written or literally anything that would help me narrow down the search for it

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steve falling asleep in public once he’s more comfortable, but always touching bucky, like a reassurance. head on shoulders, hand twisted in t-shirts, gentle hold on an ankle. bucky pretending not to notice and secretly basking in all the touch. the other avengers quietly realizing that two of the most powerful soldiers are really just kids who’ve been alone too long

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strong boyfriend buck <3

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I don’t really go here anymore but I just found this in my notes and thought stucky enjoyers would, y’know. enjoy it.

Bucky’s take on Steve’s post-Project Rebirth hangups—

“This, how you look now — it’s not any better than how you were before. It’s not,” Bucky snaps, cutting off the sharp retort he can see Steve’s itching to make, shoulders drawn up tight near his ears, jaw clenched. Like he’s ready for a fight. And ain’t that always the case with Steve Rogers? Perpetually primed to go at it with anyone who Steve thinks is wrong, no matter if that person’s his best friend or not. “It’s different, I’ll grant you that. But you’re not. You’re you, Steve. Ninety pounds or two hundred. You’re you. And you’ve always been enough.”

“Am I grateful you aren’t gonna keel over from a common cold any time soon? Am I happy you breathe so much easier, that your heart ain’t tripping all over itself trying to keep you alive? Hell yeah I am. I’m happy for you, that you’re gonna live a long life, that you’re gonna be able to do everything you’ve ever wanted. But don’t think for one second that I thought any less of you when you were barely more than skin and bones. I never once looked down on you, Steve, because there wasn’t a fucking reason to. You have always been enough. You’re not better, than you were before, and anyone who says different — including you, you goddamn asshole — is dead fucking wrong.”

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Steve in Cap PSAs: Take it from a guy who was frozen in ice for 65 years. If there’s one way to be cool, it’s to follow the rules

Bucky hopping out of cryo in Wakanda: StEvE RoGeRS has never followed a GOD DAMN RULE in his life.

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there was this one stucky fic i read and i think it might have gotten deleted bc every time i have ever gone back to look for it I haven’t found it and it makes me kind of sad bc it was kinda angsty and i love some good angst

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"hey stevie.....yeah, the mission went fine- a few hiccups but everyone's in one piece- mhmm yeah- i'll see you soon- love you"

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CHRIS EVANS as STEVE ROGERS AVENGERS: INFINITY WAR (2018) dir. The Russo Brothers

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I was tired while I was doing it. 🥹

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Steve rogers in cap trilogy

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Sebastian Stan for Los Angeles Times

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episode one of m’s bedtime stories but actually this is a new one i thought up on my drive home from school today

featuring: robin hood-esque mafia boss steve rogers and down on his luck bucky barnes… or something like that

anyways, my thought was that steve, while trying to eat the rich (and somehow becoming rich himself), ended up taking so many children under the care of his… business… because the people that should have been caring for them simply were not, for whatever reason that was, that he had to invest in childcare. so he did some careful research and hired some people that may or may not have known that they were working for a mafia boss to take care of said children and make sure that they could get the care and education they need.

so in comes bucky barnes a few years later, unable to get a job in his preferred field for whatever reason that is. his sister (who has two children) suggested he go into childcare bc he’s really good at being an uncle. so he does, but for some reason the only place that will hire him is… you guessed it, the mafia run childcare “business.”

despite bucky’s suspicions about how good of a childcare place they are and why the pay is so good, he finds that it’s actually a really good place. apparently their background checks are incredibly rigorous and then he did have to go through several trainings in the course of a week (paid for by the company, of course), but they really do seem to care about the wellbeing of the kids there. and he enjoys working there, the kids and his coworkers are great (the excellent paycheck definitely helps too).

and then he finds out that not only is it a mafia run business, the mafia that runs it is headed by steve rogers……………… except, he can’t really seem to connect all of the horrific things that he’s heard to the man that all of the children seem to love, the man that sits at the tiny tables with some of the younger ones and colors pictures while asking about their day, the man that, when one of the four year olds pulled him over and excitedly introduced him to “mr bonky,” winked and said, “it’s a pleasure to meet you, Mr. Bonky.”

and it doesn’t help that steve comes in at least once a week to check on the kids and make sure they’re all doing alright, because with every passing week of watching those adorable interactions, bucky just wants to pull steve away and kiss him senseless… and maybe steve would like to do that, too.

anyways if that’s a story that anyone actually would like to write… i would like to read it so very much

i don’t have time to write (nor can my mind put logical creative sentences in writing anymore) but i have had so many stucky fic ideas and it simply makes me so sad so this might become somewhere i just create run on sentences describing the bedtime stucky stories i tell myself

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For way, way too long after he's thawed, Steve uses the quip "put me back" at every minor inconvenience he experiences.

His toast burns in the morning? Put me back. His pencil breaks when he's sketching and marks the page up? Put me back. He hits his hip on the corner of a table? Put me back.

Back where? Anyone around him asks.

Back on ice, is Steve's answer.

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bucky, sitting cross legged eating take out, two coffees between him and a gravestone: ms rogers to be very honest your son has been a real pain in the ass lately

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omg don’t look at me

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The how to draw bucky’s metal arm tutorial that nobody asked for