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I want a fucking girl who wants to DIE I'm so sick of scrolling through and only finding dudes or girls that want to fuck and dying is just a part of it

Shut the fuck up GIVE ME A GIRL THAT WANTS TO FUCKING DIE

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Sometimes when I can't sleep I walk down the trail near my house. It would be a nice place to die. Nobody ever goes past the trail further into the trees and there's a deep ditch that's hidden. If someone shoved me from the top they could keep me hidden down there for a long time

Took me long enough to see this.

I would love to give you that. Hunt you for a few days just to witness your patterns... Killing you in the woods or incapacitating you there to keep you for myself for a good while... It would be lovely for both of us surely. I'm sure your body will look pretty for the first time as it inflates with rigor mortis and maggots

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Honestly can't stomach 2000's nostalgia posts.

No, I've never fallen asleep safely on the couch. How could I remember suddenly waking up in my bed...?.. no. I don't remember that. I remember getting smacked awake and being told "git tah bed!"

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I don't give a fuck about your clit.

Show me the last time you cut and hit beans

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I want to hear about how much you want to die

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+18

Phone sex but it's just her sobbing over the phone about how much she wants to kill herself. She takes the pills like the stupid idiot she is thinking an overdose will kill her. She falls asleep in call just to wake up to being told off about how stupid she is and how not even death wants her

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Wake up, take melatonin and down it with vodka then back to the coma. I am already dead at this point

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+18

I belong absolutely fucking nowhere. I lie in bed rotting. The only thoughts that bring me joy or satisfaction is snvff. I want to feel the release of a soul leaving a girl's worthless body beneath me. I want to hold one on my lap as they bleed out. No hobby gives me joy anymore. I cannot connect to anyone.

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18+

The deep desire to hear a girl sobbing about how bad she wants to die and how much they hate their worthless life fills me.... I want to have a girlfriend for only a few days because she ends up fucking killing herself when finding love doesn't make her any happier.

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Waking up and instantly downing vodka

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she looks so sad and tired of life i want to fuck her to death

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The suicide fetish isn't easing up at all. I can't stop thinking about it... A suicidal girl beneath me sobbing about how much she wants to die. The nights of texting suicidal threats and coaxing her through her spiral.

I can't just scroll through shtwt or shtblr because I want the connection, I want the emotion...