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i don’t wanna look skinny i wanna look malnourished why is thAT SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND

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Another day, another game of “did i gain weight or am i just full of shit again?”

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opening ed tumblr in public is another level of brave yall. (i’m guilty of this)

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I HATE CALORIES I HATE CALORIES I HATE CALORIES!

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i need the people in my life to stop 😁 commenting 😁 on 😁 my 😁 body 😁 !!!!1!!

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Fat lasts much longer than flavor

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“damn i’m kinda hungry”

*scrolls through edblr*

“nevermind-“

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MY WEIGHT FINALLY DROPPED AFTER 4 MISERABLE DAYS GUYSSSSS TIME TO BE BEST ANA (my bmi is still fatass)

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nothing feels better than seeing your weight go down

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realizing that to be morning skinny, you have to actually be skinny.

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I’m gonna be so thin so cute so thin so pretty so thin so skinny so beautiful thin thin thin

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It shouldnt be like this, i just relapsed and usually my weight drops like crazy everyday when im a higher weight, but for some reason this time i just cant seem to lose anything

And whats worse is i keep seeing people who are way more skinny than me, eat more calories in a day than me and still lose weight

Im done im done im done

First thing i did in the morning was crying because my weight still didnt drop a bit after 2 days of high restriction after an overeat im just done im done im done im done im done

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First thing i did in the morning was crying because my weight still didnt drop a bit after 2 days of high restriction after an overeat im just done im done im done im done im done

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I feel to fat to eat today and gonna eat around 300 kcal even though I have work today

Pray for me cause I walk and run a ton at my job

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I want people to look at me and know I have a problem.