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[sslow-dancer]

the vampires got it right. life is about being bisexual and a little bit pathetic. and going through different levels of depressive episodes

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The Reason for my Absence

Please Note: I am not complaining! I really do miss writing for you all. But I must express my honest thoughts before continuing (even if it comes off harsh).

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Hello, my name is Slow Dancer and I’m a dedicated writer with a love for Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure. Though if you’re reading this, you most likely already know that as you’ve been an amazing follower and I appreciate you so much.

Anyway, I wanted to come on here and explain the reasons why I haven’t posted content in over a year and why I haven’t published the requests I’ve already completed:

First things first, it’s easy to understand that though as fun writing is and making a person’s fantasies a reality through written fiction is great in general.. it can be a very time-consuming hobby and easily burn one out when there’s so much going on personally.

I was suddenly hit with many responsibilities these past few months and haven’t had the time or brains at that, to write. My brain tricks me into thinking there’s no ideas when you beautiful readers are right in my inbox!! It’s saddening and I understand if you’re upset that I promised you a piece a few months back.

I hope to release them and may even start up commissions to give me even more motivation- I won’t price them too high if I do, just for a quick buck especially since it’s hard to find a solid job these days.

And so, if you have any questions or comments, do so under this post or shoot me a message. I’m always open to meeting new people :)

For now, I’ll leave it at that. I hope to greet you all back with a piece. Thank you.

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THIS WAS SO FUN! ANYONE WHO HATES ON CINDY ARE SO OBSESSED LMAO.

1 ~ My darkest kinks consist of blood play, gun play, knife play, incest rp, and rape rp.

2 ~ My most problematic ships are Pucci x Jolyne, Mountain Tim x Lucy and Valentine x Lucy.

3 ~ For a dom, sir and daddy are so hot. And if I’m the dom, mommy always has me shaking at the knees 100%.

4 ~ I would most liked to be non conned by Dio, Kars, Josuke and Okuyasu as a duo, Rohan, Aya, Mista, all of La Squadra, Pucci, Valentine, Kaato and Joshu <3

5 ~ I want to non con the fuck out of part 3 Jotaro. He’s just so fucking annoying and so stupidly arrogant that what he really needs is a pussy shoved into his face.

6 ~ For fantasy incest, Jotaro fucking me if he were my dad or older brother is so freaking hot. And Josuke as my twin is the cutest ever. Jolyne as my younger sister is to die for. And Kaato or Tomoko fucking me even though I’m their daughter is so pure.

7 ~ My girl, love, baby, softie, slut, whore, bitch, fuckdoll!!

8 ~ BOTH <333

9 ~ I think it’s just fine! As long as the writer writes in warning tags and always mentions that they do not condone their content unless it is safely rped is valid! Plus, most dark content is about fictional characters so no one is getting hurt :)

10 ~ Oooo, I have many favorites but I’ll post a few:

- Josuke is an absolute sucker for anal play and anything involving lots of cum- stains, creampies, facials. Whatever!

- Corruption is Aya’s #1 technique into getting anyone in bed- especially young, vulnerable girls looking to feel the most beautiful!

- Kars and Dio are OBSESSED with size!! If you’re tinier than them, they love to see you squirm above and beneath them as you try to take their size and huge amounts of weight! Hand on abdomen while they penetrate you and hand on throat while you blow them to feel the indent of their cock inside you.

- Kaato gapes herself and she loves to gape others too! No matter what hole she inserts a dildo in, she wants to see it spread and wet by the time she’s finished. She’s in love with the idea of how much one can take!!

HATE PAGE CELEBRATION QUESTIONS GAME!

In celebration of the new tiktok hate page on me, its time for us dark content creators+dark content luvrs to have a fun lil question game! Tag 3 friends. My first tags: @princeofpassione @jonathanstigbitties @crypticspacecat @rabbitsnroses

CONTENT WARNINGS: NON CON/RAPE, INCEST

1~ What's your darkest kink?

2~ What are your most problematic ships?

3~ What's your favourite title for a dom?

4~ Who would you most like to be non conned by?

5~ Who would you most like to non con?

6~ What's your go-to family member for fantasy incest? E.g. your fav character as your dad, uncle, sister, mother, etc

7~ What's your favourite pet name to be called?

8~ Humiliation or praise?

9~ What's your opinion on dark content?

10~ Who are your fav characters, and what kink do you associate with them?

ANYBODY ELSE WHO WANTS TO ANSWER- PLEASE FEEL FREE! <3

[sslow-dancer]

Hi lovelies! I should’ve updated y’all around a week ago or something but I was logged out and for the life of me could not remember my password! Luckily it’s all fixed now and I am here. I’ve gotten your requests, they’re getting done. Content will be coming shortly 💓

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Me energetically waiting for each time u post

Haha! They’re open for a bit babe. Go on and ask 💕💕

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Hey babes! Requests for both one-shots and bullet points are temporarily open for now. I’m yet to be finished with the number in my bio but I desperately need inspiration and I think new ideas can help. So go on and fill up my box lovelies 🦋🦋✨

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I forgot to post! I have created a Twitter! The user is: @sslowdancer

I will be putting my user in my bio as well.

Warning: You may receive nsfw content on your timeline if you follow 💕x

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For Writers:

Reblog if it’s okay for your followers to leave you an ask telling you what the one thing is they remember you for as a writer.  Is it a scene or a detail or a specific line? Is it something like style or characterization?  Is it that one weird kink they never thought they’d be into, but oh my god wow self-discovery time?

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Oh!! I just got this notification 💓💓

I think we should..... https://bdsmtest.org/submit

@cashcows @piss--anon @massacremonday @- everyone who wants to

🦭

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Omg babe- I get you! And an engineer?? That’s so cool! I know you can do it! I plan to have a lengthy school life, the career I want takes years and years. I do NOT want to get kicked out of opportunities simply for my content. I’m proud of my work but do not want it to be related to my personal life as well.

Us 18+ writers must stay safe even if we decide to show our faces.

I just got asked in pms if I were to ever to do a face reveal! 😳

I don’t wanna and don’t really want to lmao. Have you or plan to? - SD 🐎

ive never done a face reveal n i never will! ur valid for not wanting to SD bae

i just feel as though its better all round if i stay relatively anonymous bc: (cutting for length)

1. im planning on doing my masters degree at either Cambridge or MIT (fingers crossed) and becoming an engineer, so having a horny ass digital footprint of porn might fugg all that up

2. i dont want anybody who knows me to know its me bc im weird as fuck with my kinks

3. its probably better for you guys to not have a real person linked to all this! obvi im here and behind a screen, and i honestly never expected so many inboxes just asking about me and wanting to be friends with me- i just thought ppl would be here for the porn and then dash! but anyway it might overall impact ur enjoyment of my gross stuff if you're able to visualise the freak writing it all (me)

4. that being said i have actually shown my face to some pals ive made over here (@thisbloghasnoaesthetic even likes my tiktoks thanks mo ur real for that x)

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No bc I disappeared again. Gosh, I am SO sorry. I’ve been taking a lot breaks as of lately as I can’t seem to just sit down and write like I usually do. I will get on my current requests later this month and July, I promise.

I really wanna open up my box again for you guys so please continue being the beautiful, patient individuals you are 😭💙

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My god… I could cry. I can’t believe you guys have gotten me to ONE HUNDRED followers in under FIVE MONTHS!! I love and appreciate you all so so much.

I created this blog back in December but did not start posting up until February of this year. It’s insane to know how much support I’ve gotten since.

I’d love to do an event for you all once I’m done with the requests I have now but just so I know- what would you guys like to see? A kinktober-like event? Max. words for a scenario event? (say the first 10 people to ask for something in my requests box is guaranteed 1K words). Idk! Leave some suggestions in the comments, requests box and pms :) 💙

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heyy may I request a family fluff modren au oneshots with jonathan joestar? ty!

A/N: Since you said family... I thought I’d add the rest of Jonathan’s (and Dio’s bleh) kids with George II AND Danny! :)

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“Thank You For This.” (Jonathan Joestar x Reader)

Warnings: none!

Description: On the Saturday after the last day of school for your eldest boys, you invite the entire family to a picnic at the local park. Though you face some challenges before getting to that first…

NOTE: P/P/T stands for “preferred parent title.” This one-shot is gender-neutral, I want all to be comfortable! 💙

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“Boyyys! Shoes. We’re leaving soon. We need to get a good spot to eat at the park so get ‘em on.” you call out from the kitchen.

It’s a Saturday afternoon, the sun is extra bright out in your beloved city of New York and summer is the season many students have waited for. Your sons just as excited.

George has just finished up his 8th year in middle school, Giorno’s 3rd in elementary and Donatello’s 2nd in elementary. Rikiel and Ungalo are yet to start. They’ll be going once the breezy fall/autumn season is back.

It takes a lot to take care of 5 boys in one household. Though luckily your job becomes a bit easier when your archaeologist husband, Jonathan Joestar, gets a few days off. And thus, you plan out family hang outs here and there. This time, spending a day at the park to celebrate your boys’ achievements.

You use a rolling pin to knead at the cookie dough on the counter. You had already baked up some double chocolate chip cookies but decided to make some sugar cookies as well as George, Girono and Donatello prefer them. The two youngest of the 5 having a sweeter tooth. And your husband of course not caring, the large man will eat everything his sons leave over.

You sigh as you don’t hear any noise from the top floor. You stop your kneading and go to wash your hands under the faucet. You dry them off on your apron and walk up the steps. Your ears are filled with loud noise and your eyes widen. You just walked into a chaotic scene.

There in the room in full view from the stairs lays a sleeping Donatello under a large pile of blankets. Giorno is in the bathroom brushing his teeth while Jonathan attempts to fix his messy hair. George’s door is closed and loud with the sound of video games inside. And the sight that has confused you the most- a naked Ungalo getting chased around by a Rikiel in pull ups with a towel. Danny barks behind the toddlers, Ungalo giggles as Danny reaches his side.

“Hey, what-“

You’re cut off when George exits his room and brushes past you with his face glued to his phone. You question your oldest as he approaches the stairs, texting god knows who.

“George, what the hell happened-“

“Don’t ask me. Dad only told me to get ready and I did that.” George replies in a blunt tone. He puts his phone in his pocket and pats the side of his leg, he mouthes a “come on” to Danny. The dog runs over and heaves happily as George pats his head. They both rush down to the first floor.

You place your hands on your hips and huff in disbelief. The youngest run past you, your face scrunching up as you grumble lowly. You manage to catch Ungalo by grabbing him by the shoulders and picking him up by the waist. You grab the towel from a dazed Rikiel and wrap it around your naked son. Ungalo wraps his little legs and arms around you as you direct Rikiel to go to his room and wait for you. The 3 year old pouts as he pads his way down. You sigh shaking your head as you approach Donatello’s room and knock on his opened door multiple times.

“Come on! Wake up, wake up. I told you to get enough sleep last night. And get those blankets off of you, you’ll overheat.” you exclaim aggressively. Your middle child groans, his arm reaches out as if there’s an alarm clock next to him. Ungalo giggles as he pulls at your apron and points over at a now ready Giorno walking down to join his older brother. ‘At least 2 of the 5 are ready’ you think ‘and the dog…” you add on humorously.

Half of your husband’s stature appears from outside the bathroom. He dries his hands with a small towel and walks out. He closes the door and looks at you. You lift an eyebrow.

“Jonathan…” you mutter frustratedly. A clueless Jonathan looks up.

“Yes, my love?”

You point at the naked boy in your arms, the boy sleeping under piles of blankets and the half-naked boy sitting on the bed carelessly swinging his feet. You place a hand on your hip.

“What is the meaning behind all this? Our youngest are practically naked-“ you lock eyes with Ungalo, you sigh “well…one is naked. And one is still asleep. Only 2 are ready! What’s going on? I thought you were good at controlling them while I’m busy…”

Jonathan laughs soundlessly, taking Ungalo from your arms and placing a kiss on your forehead. You groan.

“It’s no time to be lovey dovey here… I’m yet to prepare the sandwiches for everyone.”

“And I’m not trying to be, it’s just who I am. I want you to be calm. Let me explain.” he says with a sweet voice. You frown as you cross your arms and look down at your feet.

He walks over to Ungalo’s and Rikiel’s shared bedroom. He places Ungalo on the bed as he goes into their closet and picks out outfits for them. You stand at the doorway and watch him get your sons dressed.

“I was going to dress these boys first but Giorno told me he wanted to try a new hairstyle as he’s grown it out and plans to dye it blonde. So I helped him out with that. Donatello had already gotten up-“ he laughs a little, your mind wondering how he’s able to keep so positive as you’re worried that you won’t get the best spot at the park. “But he somehow fell asleep again after he played with Ungalo and Rikiel. He actually helped me shower them too so he must’ve fallen asleep before he dressed them fully.”

Ungalo happily runs out with his shoes in hand, telling his father that he can tie them himself. Jonathan nods in response and finishes tying Rikiel’s shoes. Rikiel giggles following after Ungalo. He smiles lovingly, you blink, a blank expression on your face. Your gaze going from Donatello finally standing up to get ready and back to him innocently smiling. You exhale through your nose.

“Okay, I believe you. Your story sounds- fine. But I’m still confused as to why you didn’t do anything about the boys and Danny chasing each other.” you ask with genuine uncertainty. Jonathan shakes his head.

“Well, that one’s on me. Which I apologize for. Even though I asked Donatello to dress them, I don’t blame him. All I did was tell them to go to their room while I helped Giorno. In truth, I feel Girono could’ve done everything himself but I wanted to bond with each of our sons before I go to work again. George and I even spoke before you were awake. I come home late often and don’t get to see all unless one or more of them are awake.” he places a hand over his heart “I swear an event like this will never happen again. Please do not stress, you know I don’t like seeing you that way.”

You hum, uncrossing your arms as you think. Well he only is one person, what do you expect? Your boys just got done with school too, they must be tired and desiring to sleep in most days.

Jonathan nears you and wraps his arms around your waist, he pecks the side of your mouth. You hum again, embarrassed at how angry you got. He knows you well, so he goes on to say,

“Don’t be embarrassed. You deal with them more than me. So it’s understandable that you got upset. Go downstairs and finish up. I’ll deal with Donatello, okay?” he caresses your cheek, his touch always soothes you. You hesitantly remove his hand and nod. You go down and become content when all your boys offer to help.

~Time Skip~

An hour later, you all arrive at the park. Lucky for you, a grassy area near a playground is open.

Jonathan lays out a large blanket for you all to sit on. You set down the two baskets of food and goodies and let your family get comfortable in their own seats.

“I call the PBJ!” Giorno calls out. Ungalo pouts and crosses his arm, he nudges at your sleeve.

“But I want that…” he says sadly. You laugh, searching through one of the baskets.

“Oh honey, don’t worry. I’m sure we have one more…”

You give him one and smile when he hugs your side. All the others ask of you and Jonathan for things and activities as the day goes on.

“Dad, can I go for a quick walk around the park?” George asks.

“P/P/T, may I have a cookie?” Rikiel asks shyly.

“Can I go play fetch with Danny? I’ll stay near, I promise.” Donatello asks.

“I want to look at the garden- can we go after they’re done playing?” Giorno asks as he points at Ungalo and Rikiel playing tag with the other kids at the playground.

You and Jonathan never said no to their questions. You love and trust them with all your being- them going against you is low in chances.

You collect your belongings and go to the garden Giorno asked to go to. You hold a basket in front of you as you watch Giorno educate his brothers about the different plants and insects. Your heart melts as George picks up Rikiel and Donatello pick ups Ungalo to help them inspect the taller plants.

Jonathan removes the basket from your hands and places them in front of you both. You look at him confused. He smiles as he takes your hand and kisses the back of it.

“Thank you for this.” he whispers. You rolls your eyes playfully as you mindlessly ask,

“For what?”

“For giving me a family… I wouldn’t ask for anything in this world aside from pure happiness for you and our boys. You all keep me going and I appreciate you the most for that.”

You’re a blushing mess as he leans in and kisses you. You kiss back, true love can be seen by outsiders. You locks arms with him and place your head on his shoulder.

You and your husband resume to watching your sons bond and blossom.

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Whoops!! Sorry I didnt see requests closed!! Never mind my request then!!!

Hi love! No worries, I got your request and will take it anyway. It’s just gonna take a bit for me to get to it 🤍🤍x

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um hi hey! your writing is rlly nice and neat and is it alright if I request either kakyoin or polnareff hc's about comforting a reader who suffers from dissociative episodes caused by cptsd? like figuring out grounding techniques and coping mechanisms if you're not comfortable writing about such topics thats okay thank u 👍👍

A/N: Thank you for the kind words! And nope, you’re completely fine. I’m fairly open to writing most topics and this one wasn’t harsh. I’ve actually had experience with individuals with mental illnesses that are similar. I only focused on their skills and did not add in any specific triggers as I want everyone to read this peacefully :) x

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Comforting Reader Who Suffers From PTSD Head-Cannons (Kakyoin Noriaki and Jean Pierre Polnareff)

Warnings: none!

tags: kakyoin noriaki, jean pierre polnareff, ptsd, support, comfort, fluff, sfw

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Kakyoin:

He’s quickly understanding of his partner when they first tell him that they suffer from PTSD

He’s sure to let them know that he’ll watch for triggers and protect them if some take place

He respects privacy- he’s not the kind to tell everyone and anyone that his partner has this illness

When a trigger occurs, if there’s people around that are not aware of his partner’s episodes he will verbally (or non) tell them not to disturb his partner

Having dealt with severe anxiety in the past himself, he knows that many people require different treatments

He researches up on PTSD and similar illnesses in his free time

He asks his partner what they like and don’t like for others to do if they have an episode

Do they prefer to be left alone? Be told to calm down? Receive affection?

Even if his partner says they don’t like affection, he will sometimes give it to them anyway as he’s aware that touching objects or looking at anything else isn’t always available

He soon figures out what he likes to do best after much studying

He’s the type to comfort verbally with soft nothings

“Deep breathes, okay? Close you eyes, focus on the present. It’ll be okay.”

If his partner desires touch when suddenly panicked, he will gladly give them that

His touch full of soft kisses and strokes to their hair, his arms wrapped around their torso

He offers them water and food if they desire any

He likes to distract his partner with humorous anecdotes, specifically ones that have happened between them

He asks them simple questions as well (even if he already knows the answer to most of them)

“What’s your favorite color?” “Favorite game?” “What’s the nicest thing anyone has ever told you?”

His mood with them is constantly calm and never gets annoyed

All in all, he loves his partner dearly and no illness is a big deal to him

Polnareff:

He doesn’t know much about mental illness but once his partner admits that they have a rather severe one, he’s worried but quick to support

Much like Kakyoin, he’s sure to promise them that he’ll watch for triggers and prevent them from happening

He’d probably slip up once or twice of telling someone else that his partner has PTSD but lucky for him, his partner loves him too much to get mad

If a trigger occurs, he does his best to take his partner out of that setting as fast as possible

Whether it is inside or outside, it does not matter

He’s patient and more than okay with missing out an event if an episode takes a while to subside

He will ask his partner to inform him more about their illness as he doesn’t want to perceive it wrong

He has his own ways of taking care of his partner during an episode

He most likely forgot to ask how they want to be taken care of despite (lol)!

He praises his partner with love and pride

“Hey no, it’s alright. You’re an amazing and strong individual. Remember that. This panic will all go away soon...”

He likes to hold his partner close to his chest so they can listen to his heartbeat

He kisses them on the head, cheeks and hands so they don’t tremble as much

He continuously reminds them about the bravest things they’ve done so they forget about the trigger that alarmed them

He will have them explore their senses- what do they see? what do they smell? etc.

If they don’t have anything to answer, he will offer them something like his earring so they can feel the sense of touch

He learns to put his worry aside and only focus on taking care of his partner

He’s calm and somewhat stern so they don’t get panicked even further

He loves his partner and lives on with them freely

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Ok oh my god that one shot u wrote of my request- it was perfect just want I wanted asffdgsg ^*^ I can’t wait till ur requests are open again!

Ahh yes! I’m so happy you loved it and I can’t wait too. I’m finally free to write!!

Know that you guys are allowed to ask me multiple requests even if I’ve already wrote you one (anon or not)! I love serial requesters. Requests will soon be open for that 💚💚