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Forgot this site existed for a few years..... hey guys.

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Reblog if you're determined to be the skinny girl you've always wanted to be within the next six months.

This time will work

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*looks in a mirror* you again

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Oh boy another food log

- TW: This is, as said in the title, a food log. I will not include my calories this time as I dont wish to trigger myself or anyone else with issues related to food and eating.

Im proud of myself, I ate a pretty good but still very healthy amount while trying to keep an eye on my nutrition! Even though this is only my second day I feel satisfied and like I could sustain this for many more to come :)

Alright so

Breakfast/Lunch: Homemade smoothie (1/4 low fat Greek yogurt, half a cup raspberries, half a cup strawberries, one whole small banana, half a cup of 2% milk and a bit of ice) i woke up super late today so I actually ate "breakfast"

Snack: 1/2 cup blackberries and havarti cheese

Dinner: Panchero's burrito bowl w/ 1 scoop chicken and extra black beans to get some ~protein~

Snack Pt. 2 electric Boogaloo: Soes frozen vegan udon noodles. (I dont remember what brand but they smacked!)

All in all I still think I definitely ate under 2000 calories and wayyyy under what I usually ate so a pretty good day. I also only ate one small portion of meat today, which is way different from my usual three or four so heck yeah! I'm gonna go take a shower and journal this in the brand new weightloss journal I made last night!

Peace everyone, stay safe, wear a mask, and sleep tight.

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Im sorry if my calorie counting in my last post triggered anybody. Its hard getting out of that mindset :'(

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FOOD LOG BABYYYY

- TW: I am in recovery for an ED. This has a lot of food mentions please do not read if triggered. I am still working on how I eat, how I feel about what I eat, and how much I eat. I know I didn't eat quite enough today but im proud of myself nonetheless. You should never eat below 1200 calories on purpose. Im fairly certain 1200 calories is the daily reccomended amount for a toddler. Which I need to remind myself of constantly. As long as food and stuff doesn't bother you read on!!!

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Breakfast: I never eat breakfast it makes me nauseous.

Lunch: Homemade Berry smoothie (Low fat chobani Greek yogurt, raspberries, blackberries, frozen acai, 2% milk, a lil bit of stevia) - around 250 calories

Dinner: Vegan pad Thai with extra peanut sauce + Sriracha - 405 calories

Snack: four gardein chicken tenders w/ ketchup - about 200 calories

Dessert: one dark chocolate bar - 160 calories

Total: 1009 calories

Exercise: none :(

Im honestly super proud of myself? I feel full and satisfied. This is also my first day of no meat after eating it probably twice a day my entire life. It was difficult but im gonna stick to it. Im also saving for a gym membership. New years resolutions here I come!

Follow for more, and DM me with any advice you have! I really want to stick to this and succeed.

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Back up to my highest weight ever.... Definitely gonna do something about that bs

Send advice if you have any please. Dms are open.

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New Years resolutions baybeeeeeeee

Okay, okay. Had a bit of a mental breakdown in December so we gonna hit the easy ones first.

Wash face/moisturize every day.

Brush teeth at least once a day (u forgetful b)

Save for a gym membership

Get all missing school work done (its only 20 assignments you got this!)

Eat cleaner/try to eat less processed food.

Workout once a week, even if its just yoga.

Eventually, try to lose weight. Start small with twenty pounds.

Buildup to working out three times a week.

A lot of weight based stuff as you can see lol. I've struggled in the past but im turning eighteen this year I am DETERMINED to become a legal adult looking nice.

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Nothing like SIX YEARS CLEAN down the drain over some asshole who doesn't even care.

I hate myself. I hate him. I hate fucking everybody on this planet.

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I thought somebody finally fucking wanted me

Guess I thought wrong

Fuck you, fuck you for making me feel something for the first time in years fuck you for pulling me out of the apathy I was in only to throw me straight into anger and sadness fuck you and fuck your not ready bullshit fuck you fuck you fuck you I hope you find this and I hope you burn in hell you stupid mother fucked.

Get fucked, I hope you get fucking fucked like you fucked me I hope you fucking. Burn.

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RECIPES I KEEP IN MY KITCHEN WITCH JOURNAL

My Original Content:

Soft Buttery Rolls

Healing Tea

Sweet Cream Buns

Baklava

Witchy Tomato Basil Soup

Birds Of Prey Inspired Spicy Avocado Breakfast Sandwich on Ciabatta Bread

Witchy Thumbprint Cookies

Magick Chocolate Chip Cookies

Imbolc Rosemary Jerk Baked Chicken

Witchy Pot Roast

Sweet Earl Grey Lavender Ice Cream with a Blackberry swirl

To heal a heartbreak cookies: Raspberry dark chocolate chunk cookies

PUERTO RICAN STYLE AVENA OATMEAL WITH A WITCHY TWIST

Other of my favorite recipes:

French Silk Pie

Rosemary, pepper, lavender skillet bread

Creamy summer vegetable soup

Salted Honey Pie 🍯

Love Thyself Brownies

Orange cake recipe

🌿Lavender Tea Infusion🌿

Fresh Apple Autumn Cake with Honey-Cinnamon Glaze

Pretzel buns

Foodie Friday: Acorn Bread!

Cold Season Soup–Vegetable Soup with White Beans, Cauliflower, and Quinoa

Moon Spell Cookies

Perfect lemon meringues

Chocolate muffins 🌙

Foodie Friday: Tiramisu!

100 year old gingerbread recipe

Strawberry juice 🍓

Witches’ Honey Bread

Warming Autumn Soup

Magickal snickerdoodles ☀️💘

Moon Cookies

Earl Grey Shortbread

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I lost seven???? Pounds????? Overnight???????

Like I know its not seven pounds of pure fat but.... wow I feel good today.

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Does it ever get any easier? Does the pain I feel when I look in the mirror ever go away? The shame when I sit and know I'm too big, that I take up to much space? Does existing like this ever stop hurting.

I wish to literally never be perceived.

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Officially 13 pounds down today 😊

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This is the Lucky Ace. Reblog to recieve a wad of cash that is oddly specific to your current needs.

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Reblogging so I don't lose it :D

Restaurants Safe Foods Masterpost

Food from my master post, this is just so you don’t have to scroll through the whole thing if you didn’t want to on my masterpost

A&W

Applebees

Arbys

Bojangles

Burger King

Bj’s

Carrabas

Cheddars

Chick-Fil-A

Chilis

Chipotle

Chuck E Cheese

Cici’s

Cracker Barrel

Culivers

Dairy Queen/Orange Julius

Denny’s

Dominos

Dunkin Donuts

Fire House Subs

Five Guys

Fuddruckers

Golden Coral

Hard Rock

In and Out Burger

IHOP

Jasons Deli

KFC

Krispy Kreme

Little Caesers

Krystals

Logans Road House

Long Horn Steak House

McAlisters Deli

McDonalds

Movie Theaters

Olive Garden

Outback Steak House

Panda Express

Panera Bread Co.

Papa Johns

Papa Murphys

Pizza Hut

Popeyes

PF Changs

Red Robins (yuUUMMM)

Ruby Tuesday

Sonic

Steak and Shake

Subway

Taco Bell

Texas Road House

Tim Hortons

Waffle House

Wendy’s

White Castle

Zaxbys