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julien baker @ thalia hall (9/23/24)

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Snail shell PNGs.

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“I went downstairs to Dad’s encyclopedia and looked up HOMOSEXUALITY, but that didn’t tell me much about any of the things I felt. What struck me most, though, was that, in that whole long article, the word “love” wasn’t used even once. That made me mad; it was as if whoever wrote the article didn’t know that gay people actually love each other. The encyclopedia writers ought to talk to me, I thought as I went back to bed; I could tell them something about love.”

— Nancy Garden, Annie On My Mind (1982)

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I think abt this all the time

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you're in her dms. i'm singing the song she wrote about me, never once checking the words. i hope that no one sings along. i hope that i'm not a regular. damn that makes me sad, it doesn't have to be like that. if she rewrites her life, you bet your ass i'm going to play a part in the next one. in the next one shes gonna find me. i'm gonna be the boy with the pink carnation pinned to my lapel. we are not the fucking same

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it’s weird to me when people are like “i need this song injected into my veins” like wdym that song is already in my veins. i have that song in my veins instead of blood.

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my bones? brittle

my breath? sour

my ankle? sprained

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I recently messaged my English teacher from junior and senior year bc he said I should let him know when I'm in town so we can catch up in person (I'm a college soph). So ummm long story short, we're meeting for coffee in a week or so, and I'm actually tweaking, but yeah, wish me luck. (It must be done for the plot).

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her little smile AHHHH I could cry

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MY BITCH POSE IS NASTYYYYYYYYY

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Okay soo I'm genuinely curious... if I started posting my writing on here would y'all be interested in reading it? I'm finally getting back into the flow of it after a long break and I feel like sharing it with people. HOWEVER, I must make it known that none of it is fanfiction (for now at least).

I've just always loved writing stories, like literally since I was 7 and I'm genuinely curious about what others might think of my work. I took a break because I was really slammed with other projects *cries in art school student* but yeah I kinda wanna try it out! All of the stories are fiction, but they are sometimes based on real experiences I've had/the experiences of people I know. The story I'm currently working on is about a high school senior with a need for academic validation and kinda documents all the struggles/experiences she has that come along with it. Anyway let me know.

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heyyy so ummm what the fuck

(12 year old me is losing her absolute shit rn)

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the pain of gay panicking in silence abt the Charli xcx + Billie collab is too much I need to scream but I can't bc I'm with people who wouldn't get it

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Having ur main emotional response be crying is so embarrassing like ill be trying to explain why im mad or ill try having a serious convo abt smthn that upsets me and ill start crying like a baby and i have to like turn around and go “i am not crying 4 pity or to emotionally manipulate u im crying cuz im a little bitch, give me a sec”

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Matt’s teeth and Im gonna leave it at that

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not to be dramatic or anything but...

I GOT TICKETS TO SEE CLAIRO AND THE SHOW IS THE DAY BEFORE MY 20TH BIRTHDAY! OMG OMG OMG I AM ACTUALLY LOSING MY MINDDDDDD