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Nightmare.

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Small Part of Call Of The Sea Chapter 1

     I sit at the pier reviewing the files on the type of wildlife living in the coral reef. As I get through the files, I relax as no sirens have been seen in the area for over fifty years. I was lucky that the house on the island had been renovated last year, so I didn’t have to worry about it falling to pieces. I put the files back in my bag as I get up and head over to see if the boat to take me to the island is ready, “Captain Murray, is the ship ready to head to the island?”

          “We’re almost ready, just need to load the food for your first three months,” Captain Murray looks over at me as I let out a sigh. This causes the captain to laugh, “Don’t worry, it will only be a few more minutes, lass.” I nod before going to grab some food, then sit down to watch the men load the last of my food for the island. After a few minutes, Captain Murray would walk over to me, “Ready to go, lass?”

          “I am,” I quickly get up before following Captain Murray to his ship, getting on and sitting down on a seat.

          “If ya don’t mind me asking, lass, but why are you going to Grimland Island?” Murray looks over at me as we set out on the ocean towards the island.

          “I’m going to study Storm Key Reef and the wildlife that lives there,” I look over at Murray, “It is the last reef that has no sirens interference.” I look at my bag where all my files are, “That is extremely rare nowadays.”

          “Well, that is interesting,” Murray hums as his eyebrow raises, “Why have none moved into the reef?”

          “That is one of the mysteries that I hope to solve while I am studying the reef,” I answer with excitement in my voice as I continue to tell Captain Murray about the reef, “It’s the safest reef in the world.”

          “Don’t jinx yourself, lass,” Murray hums as he looks out over the water, “After all, the tides are always changing.” I look confused at Murray, who just laughs, “I’m messing with ya, lass.” I huff at this as I turn to look out over the water, the waves cascading over the water with some hitting the boat.

          After a while, I hear one of the deckhands call out, “Land in sight, we are almost at Grimland Island.”

          “Looks like you are almost home, lass,” Murray smiles at me as I get up with my bag. Murray hums as he leans back, “Is my company that bad, lass?”

          “N-No, I’m just excited to get back to get to work,” I stammer as embarrassment fills my face.

          “I’m teasing ya, again, lass,” Murray laughs loudly as I relax at this allowing a small smile to show. Murray guides the boat to the pier, “Slowly… Slowly… Ah, there we are, right in the perfect spot.”

          “Captain don’t tell me you got off on lining the boat up,” the first mate jokes with Murray, who huffs at the joke.

          “Well, lass, let’s get you all set up and unload everything,” Murray smiles at me before smirking at the first mate, “You get to unload all the diving equipment and the tech.”

          “Seriously! Cap, please, all that stuff is heavy,” the first mate whines as he looks at Murray, who just keeps smirking.

          I giggle at their interactions as I grab my bag, before getting off the boat, and heading up to the house following the sailors. “Wow,” I look over the house that looks like a mansion more than like a house, “I was told it was a normal house.”

          “Damn, lass, you’ll be living like a queen,” Murray whistles as he looks at the mansion.

          “Didn’t know it was a mansion,” I stare in awe, “Was just told there was a house on the island and close to the reef.”

          Murray nods at this as most of his men have finished unloading my stuff, “So, lass, do you have any siren protection?”

          “No, there are no sirens around the reef, so I will be safe without it,” I inform Murray, who frowns at my answers.

          “No, I will bring you some just to be on the safe side,” Murray would motion to one of his men to get some from the ship, “While there may not be any sirens right now, that can change in the moment.”

          “Um…Thank you,” I mutter as I look down not sure why Murray was so adamant that sirens will settle here.

          “No problem, lass,” Murray nods towards me with a kind smile, “Well now that everything has been unloaded, lass… We’ll be heading out, but don’t worry, lass, we will be back in three months.”

          “Okay, thank you, Captain Murray, I will see you in three months,” I smile at him before watching them leave. I let out a sigh before heading into the house, “Alright, let’s get the scuba gear before heading down to the beach to go to the reef.” I grab my gear before heading down to the beach, I look over the ocean, “The call is still the same.” For all my life, I have been drawn to the ocean and sea life, well except for sirens, but this has always worried my family since when we went to the beach, I disappeared only to be found with different sea life around me, none of them ever hurt me.

From all my resources during my studies, sirens damage the reefs and sea life by the destruction of ships and hunting of sea life. I get my gear on before getting into the water and heading to the reef to get a quick look at it. The reef is thriving, I move forward into the reef with all the wildlife moving around me, when I notice a burnt orange tail going into a cave. I decided it was best to leave the reef and get back to the beach, only to be stopped by something grabbing my leg. I turn to look back to see a skeleton with stars in its eyes, it moves up closer to me, allowing me to see a light blue tail.

          I quickly recognize the tail of a leopard seal as the creature swims happily around me. I try to move towards the beach, this makes the creature pout as it follows me. Once I reach the beach, the creature pops its head out of the water as I take my helmet off, “HI NEW FRIEND! WHEN DID YOU MOVE TO THE AREA?”

          “I just came here today…” I answered as I was frozen to my spot since there was a siren right in front of me, and where there was one, there were many.

          “DOES THAT MEAN WE WILL SEE EACH OTHER MORE?” The siren asks as it looks at me with anticipation of my answer.

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"How does that rat look'n boy keep bagging baddies?"

Smiling belongs to: @danoiseisdelicious

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https://discord.gg/hDCzz46h

come join the discord, and do shit like this

It's 7 in the morning

@thease2096

Context for this convo

I love yall so much XD

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I'm so normal about him

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Would It be weird if I made a Nsfw server on my discord (age restricted and a separate from the current one) since I'm technically a minor (15) the server will mainly consist of Nsfw drawing/writing but there will be a free chat to just talk an mess around in like the og server. I'm not abandoning the original server, but I do want to open up more/again since I have done nsfw writing in the past and kinda wanna dust off the old book.

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I never thought about Bob's mom until @radskull-69 's fic "Obsessive Much?"

I really liked the name Poppy, so I stuck with it lol

1. Poppy Velseb wasn't a bad mom (at least she didn't try to be) but she was by no means a good woman.

2. Poppy was a trad wife (traditional wife), so she was a big part of Bob's childhood.

3. Poppy and Bob's father only stayed together for Bob's sake (or so she told herself).

4. Poppy had no connection to the cult at the time, she was just batshit crazy.

5. Despite her fading love for her husband, she locked him away to keep him from filing for divorce/cheating so Bob could have a father in his life (even if he wasn't really there).

6. Poppy constantly fed Bob's rapidly growing obsession for MC, from stalking MC's family, to stealing small items for her precious little devil.

7. Poppy named Bob after her father, who died weeks before she went into labor.

8. Poppy ended up being murdered by her husband just a year after MC moved away (Bob then murdered his father the day he joined the cult)

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Uh Oh looks like we have a weirdo on our hands

So, if you're on my discord you will recognize this dweeb.

I actually happen to have a long history with this person, we used to date on and off for a while, having met on quotev long before the messages were removed (God bless qoutev messaging may it rest in peace)

Now this whole issue started because they said, and I quote to @danoiseisdelicious "are you guys furries or what." now while this commented wasn't directed to Mr. Sound in particular, it struck me as rude, so I privately let them know to cut it out. leading to this issue!

I wanted to let this go, I truly did but my mind forced my hand

Apparently, you don't like furries, you just like to rub your little happy place to them

This one isn't about furries but it is interesting

I did out of curiosity play the game when it was sent to me, I came out a traumatized little lady.

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I rigged the poll.

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Violets voice: Metal Beak

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AWWW what a cute picture!!!!

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I'll be doing voice claims for (No actual voice actors since I don't have the money, I'll mainly just put a characters voice lines/song under the sans's design)

Voilet: Swapfell/fellswap purple

Blue: Underswap sans

Classic/Pillow: Undertale sans

Red/Canine: Underfell sans

Axe/Teddy: Horrortale sans

(None of the characters belong to me! All belong to their respective creators!)

(The voices will set the scene for my new fic wink wonk, but you can imagine a different voice for them if you'd like!)

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He's so eepy. (click for better quality)

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"Yer not cringe! Ya hear me ya fucking bastard! Yer the hottest god damn skeleton this side of the multiverse!"

Just a WIP I won't finish

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My Blue design for a Yandere perfectly okay and happy fic! ;D

*Heavy breathing*