sonicthehedgehoglover2

[sonicthehedgehoglover2]

an example of how down bad isabeau is

hi it's me the isat script wizard. please. look at this.

this is a snippet from interacting with isabeau during the second snack break. if you dont know how to interpret rpgmaker isat script because you're normal

act 2: Isabeau (happy1): "Yeah?"

act 3 + 4: Isabeau (blush3): "Y-Yes?"

for some incomprehensible reason. isabeau blushes when siffrin talks to him in act 3 onwards only. not in act 2.

well. you may ask yourself. i know he's in love with siffrin. what changes here.

well.

it's.

siffrin's expression.

In act 2 it's serious 1, in act 3 it's fake 1, and in act 4 it's scary 2.

the only thing that changes is that siffrin looks more intimidating when talking to isa.

and isa finds that hot.

[sonicthehedgehoglover2]

ISAT Angel AU Lore Dump #1 - The Forgotten Country

A long, long, long time ago, it was speculated that Forgotten Country (or FC) was once just a large island that was located outside Vaugarde. However, through a mysterious event - which is suspected to be the first ever use of Wish Craft (WC) - the FC began float in the air. (The reason for this has long been lost to time).

Also, yes, I may have based this idea off of Angel Island from Sonic. Which is kind of fitting since, you know, Angel AU, and everything. But instead of the FC floating from the power of the Master Emerald, the FC floats under the power of - allegedly - WC.

Eventually, hundreds of years go by, and, as a result of such a severe change in environment, the people of the FC start to change. For instance, their lungs start to get used to the high altitude. Or, not to mention, they begin to develop wings! It started with some generations of the FC people gaining feathers. Then, it eventually led to full on wings. (It's kind of like that Skypeia Arc in One Piece, kind of?) Along with wings, I was thinking the people of WC developed a new hand sign to allow them to fly maybe? Like this -

When the FC initially disappeared, Siffrin was flying around outside, hoping to play a prank on his parents. However, when the island disappeared, Siffrin forgot how to fly and ended up falling into the ocean below. Luckily, they washed up on the shores of Vaugarde.

Anyway, that's it for now!

[sonicthehedgehoglover2]

About to drop some lore on the ISAT Angel AU!

[sonicthehedgehoglover2]

Так?

Ok. So. I know this means "so" in Russian (?).

But I have no idea what you're asking about lovely anon.

[sonicthehedgehoglover2]

Anyone want to hear me give some lore on my Angel AU for ISAT?

[sonicthehedgehoglover2]

Hi don’t mind me, I am but a humble anon here to inquire about your Odile fic “with my head in my hands, I sit and cry”. Is it on hiatus? I am a little unwell about it and. Ok im obsessed with it. I was just wondering if it’s still being worked on, thank you for your wonderful writing making me feel things!!!!!

~ 💫

Omigosh! I'm glad you like it!!! So, yes, I'm still working on it. I've just took a step back from writing for mental health reasons. Another chapter will be out as soon I finish the draft. I'll post when I'm releasing the next chapter here on Tumblr. But yeah the story's still alive. Thank you so much for reading it!

[sonicthehedgehoglover2]

Guys guys! Look at this! This is important!!

THE PROPHECY IS TRUE

[sonicthehedgehoglover2]

Hoi!!! I find a post that bot into our player AU just perfectly!!! Look!!!

https://www.tumblr.com/chimerafeathers/775043594160586752/the-concept-of-intentional-boredomtedium-in-video?source=share

You guys need to read this!!! (Especially if you're a fan of the Player AU). It perfectly sums up the feeling of the Player and the way you play with Siffrin’s life. The feeling of doing the same thing over and over again. The anger and annoyance you feel fighting the same monsters.

This. Is. Good.

[sonicthehedgehoglover2]

I so glad that even now my ideas find something in you to resonate with! Yay!!!

I just hope that i would able to find more idea in future to this premice!!!

[sonicthehedgehoglover2]

Huh! I like this little qute sideway of this grand player AU that we unintentionally create! It qute! Good old game that was created as something small and good... and just left unfinich and now they need just deal with it as good as they could! It just so qute and nice and just so beautiful!!! ...We need to protect this one variation by all costs nessesery.

I agreed. We need to protect the Player AU.

[sonicthehedgehoglover2]

Isn't it crazy the first Sonic movie came out exactly five years ago? And that within 5 years, we got 3 Sonic movies?

[sonicthehedgehoglover2]

I'm thinking about a very specific moment in the journey of Loop and the player. The moment when Loop finally breaks that distant acceptance on the part of the player. I know it's a little funny but… Imagine a Loop that's used to the game letting them into REALLY sensitive areas of their soul and letting them stomp around there (a holdover from when this game was still more or less a normal game, and diluted with a huge amount of guilt for how much harm they're causing just by existing. And… It's a small and desperate piece of control that Loop has clawed out for himself. And isn't it nice to have something permanent in this damn world?)

Now imagine a Loop that's simply and imperceptibly blown up some kind of mental scar (And why would they notice? They didn't even say anything like that~ So what's the matter, guiding star?~) They look back at their companion and… whatever desperate piece of humanity they managed to hold on to gasps in horror at… The look of pure rage and… and PAIN that they see on the Player's face. (But even this sympathy hides behind a mask of delight. Well, player~ what will you do about this?~ Will you abandon me like my last player? Like you abandoned Stardust, TWICE? Will you scream? Will you tear off the ends? What will you do, oh dear guiding star?~)

…And the player opens his mouth. "You know… "Loop". Right now, you're on the edge. And I'll be honest with you. Most of what you're describing and how you feel about me is completely justified. Hell, I'm pretty sure that somewhere, sometime, I definitely did everything that you and Stardust tend to accuse me of. I accepted the fact that you'll hate me a long time ago. But… But even so, there are some lines that should never be crossed. That CANNOT be crossed. So now, I admit my guilt for not setting boundaries. But I'm doing it now. What you just said… It's not allowed. In any sense of the word. " - The player's body was shaking with barely contained anger and loop… For the first time, he was able to feel that the Player was COMPLETELY in the same world with them, in the same space, focusing ALL of his attention on them. (It was a strange feeling. It… was something incredible. As if they could finally pay back the universe for everything that happened to them. And… just at that moment, a small and gentle smile crossed their non-existent lips. Just for a moment, they felt alive again. That's why they love their dear guiding star.) "Oh, why, my dear player? Why am I not allowed to say what I think? And even if I continue to say what I think, are you going to abandon me like you abandoned Stardust? Like you abandoned that "Mira" of yours? Like you abandoned your friends because you couldn't stand it anymore? Like you abandoned your family? Because it was too much for you?! How you pretended to be okay, and in doing so, only further ruined the lives of those who dared to try to show you mercy?!" (Lup's eyes widened in manic happiness at the Player's flinch) Oh, and all these words that you accept that you are the villain here?! Oh, but you do not do that, oh, you stupid pulsar, you Desirable~ You justify yourself by saying that you are incapable of dreaming, but in fact you avoid all those whom you have harmed by your very existence~ you, oh naive liar. (they desperately, yearningly reached out to the dumbfounded player and grabbed their face with their hands, feeling every imperfection of their facade shatter into shards of pathetic glass, it felt so good to finally be seen) (they whisper in the player's ear what they knew would make them finally break and reveal the vile nature that Loop knew was hidden behind them) You were the one who should have died then, Star~ (they hear something like the sound of glass breaking (But does it matter? If they continue, they can believe that the look from the Player was worth it (just like they believed that they were the ones who should have taken Siffrin's place and killed him to get theirs back))

You know what your greatest sin was, ■■■■■■■■, don't you?~ ( …■■■■ looks at them… They look at them like they once looked at the King. And then… they pull away. They were still completely with them, but… A shiver ran up Lup's spine (fear or excitement?) and when they looked at Lup again…)

They… went limp a little. And at that moment, they… almost looked like… Like sadness.

And… they started talking. They talked about the stars. About space, about constellations and connections. They talked and talked, without stopping, until Lup himself was cowering in utter terror, as far away from them as he could, because with every word that hurt, they felt like a part of their home had been torn away, filled in, replaced by what the Player was saying. Just as other things had been taken away by the other cultures he had traveled through. Legends so alien to the point of impossibility filled his mind, and Siffrin could do nothing but scream desperately. It didn't stop

The Storyteller. They went on and on… Until the end came. The Traveler looked at their guide with a frenzy. They looked back at them coldly "I won't leave you alone. As much as you don't want to, you were right when you said I was running away. But… Not this time." They stepped aside, allowing Siffrin to catch his breath a little "Don't worry. I'm too cruel to let you simply replace what's stored in your head with what I told you." The player commented, and cruelly (And so desperately, so painfully damp and familiarly grinned that something in Siffrin's head clicked when he realized why their stupid parasite told them to stop. They… oh the stars, they…!!!) "Oh, I guess it's done something like this…" {You've gained the memory of the stars. You will always remember this} Lupe jerked from the feeling in his head and looked at the player desperately {When this memory is acquired, this character is able to interact with some new things. Damn you, Loop} (By comparing their missing memories and the stories the player had told them about the stars, they were now able to perceive information about the lost island much better. But they were unable to share this information in a way that would allow those who did not have their own special way of remembering these things to remember their stories. In essence, the Player had cursed Loop with the gift of REMEMBERING. Not all… But enough) And when the Player finally left the clearing in search of kindling, all Loop could do was lean back against a nearby tree with tears in his eyes… And mutter "I screwed up" (And please note that it is not a fact that the player experienced all the nightmares Loop had told them. But something there was close enough that… I just think that there are some limits. But even so… There are some limits that CANNOT be crossed. And Loop… Simply and perfectly trampled them beyond hope of recovery. Yes. They screwed up) (That can i say?~ i hope you like it!(by the way Loop not accedently stumble on this weakness. It thanks to this wierd dream tm!!! Wierd dream tm! Make your bad day even worse!!!)

Yes~ Let Loop be vulnerable. I really want Loop - this mysterious character who we know so little about - to reveal things to the Player.

Also the Player cursing Loop with the lovely gift of remembering is *chef's kiss*

Yes! Yes!

(Also, yes. I very very much like this. It's delicious).

[sonicthehedgehoglover2]

So, if i got it right in this DLC we have Player! - "Sif in development"/ They tried and tried and for now they deside that hell no its enoth from them they tierd to be the one who reaches. Still theyr mental stress didnt reach a point of tipping YET. But hey! They still have a company! Loop~ - the one who goes thrue theyr worst days on theyr life as always (Universe deside to put them back where they dont fit anymore, they dont know this eople anymore(And remember theyr trauma thanks to house and that theyr actors) Sif! - now he got a role of the audience and they gennually hate it as much as he can.

It's honestly hilarious to me that we're stuck with Loop, who's probably going through the best and worst time of his life.

[sonicthehedgehoglover2]

This monotony and endless battle almost manage to forse player to do something. Diffrent. ALMOST(maybe it really will. who knows?~)

Yeah, who knows ;)

[sonicthehedgehoglover2]

If wherer and was something that Player didnt miss, then it was excrusiating boredome of playing the same game other and other and other and over again in hope to got a better result. without any particular changes/ In some way it was even relaxing but most of the time? without interaction with Loop or then Siffrin dont try to interact with them, it was... Unpleasent. And now they here. In this DLC. With Loop in theyr loops. Involved SO MUCH DEEPER THEN THEY WOULD PREFER INTO IT! And... Outside with "talking with loop" now.. It was boring. Boring to death.

Imagine being done with the first game. Being done with playing the same thing over and over. Battling the same Sadnesses. Having the same conversations with your friends. Fighting the King again and again. Now, you're stuck with Loop, which is kind of new yeah. But you're stuck doing the same thing over and over again!!!

(Is it almost enough to push you to do something different?)

[sonicthehedgehoglover2]

The player tiredly tore themselves away from the computer they suspected they had been completely immersed in for the past few days. It had been another wonderful and horrible day of playing this DLC.

…Huh… this time this adventure was wearing them out much more than before. Apparently - a consequence of being WAY more involved in the world of their game. WAY more.

With the melody playing in the background, they tore themselves away with difficulty, reluctantly and almost painfully, and went to do their routine. Luckily, they still had THAT opportunity.

They looked in the mirror, unable to remember what had brought them to this point. Exhaustion, I guess. After all, there were reasons why some things were best left alone. Like walls. Yeah… They sighed, looking at their tired and shadow-covered reflection. Some walls were best left in place. But some (especially Loop) were never polite enough to stick to the rules.

"I wonder if I'll forget my name in the process~" The player couldn't help but joke, looking at himself with a pathetic smirk. Luckily, the Universe allowed them to take breaks from leading. Small ones, just to take care of themselves… but he'd already seen what could happen when he wasn't around. So… no. No more long breaks that could sever the connection on my end.

That's what's funny about tragedies. Sometimes they can be prevented. But your inner qualities don't allow you to do it. Sometimes, opening up to others feels worse than death itself. Sometimes loneliness is worse than pain. And so they go on and on, going through their own cycle of suffering.

And the player knew all of this. They understood genres. They knew what kind of story they found themselves trapped in like amber. And so… they let that story take them apart and use them as it wished. At this point, they were barely more than a function, and a role. It was better this way. They were almost happy, even. (how the hell did that dazzling idiot manage to find it in this cozy kaleidoscope of roles and expectations? …how did they manage to find it?)

The more they played this game, the more they felt themselves being unraveled. It was terrible. But alas, they would never give it up. They knew they were in a tragedy, and they didn't want any other ending for themselves. After all, they had already gotten their "happy ending." It wasn't so good.

…it was easy to blame the world for everything that went wrong. It was easier and safer. But… they could never hold on to their lies forever, and only now could they allow themselves to admit it. They were hurt. They wondered if there were other people who had experienced the same thing as them, with their own games? …was there someone else who had gotten burned in the same way, wanting more, and who would continue to want the same thing even more? He didn't know. He doesn't think he wants to know the answer

"You do it to yourself, you do And that's what really hurts"

... hah. They never was a poet like. Before. Another upgreat. Yay.

...back to the stage.

(I just deside to think about player mental state after our adventure that we planing to them and even now they seems pretty normal.)

This is a great take on the Player's mental state. Also, the little - "they were never a poet before" - nice .

[sonicthehedgehoglover2]

About two players interact with one more leaning towards Loop way of acting... It thanks to a pretty bizzard situation they got into, like, literally, they talking TO THE FUCKING ANOTHER WERSION OF YOURSELF! And it not a some fanfic to them both and it bizzard annd scary and how am i even suppose go act towards them?!?!?! And then one of them just remember... "hey! I know someone who talk with other self !!!" And they... accidently stuck with some mannerism of Loop. In the future it became an inner joke betvem them. They ofcause from yime yo time shifts betven roles, but mostly it just stuck to them from theyr first interaction. And it qute. (Now they TOGETHER afraid of multiplayer future. Such horrors...)

I can't even imagine talking to a version of yourself. Much less when it comes to multiplying.