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[sonanana]

I woke up today and it was horrible. I was having a bad bad day and it was one of those days where I knew it was going to be hard and I felt so heavy and dead and I just wanted to give up and cry and scream and be alone. I was so distracted that I forgot myself.

It’s so hard to remember this, so I’ll post it here so I remember and maybe whoever needs this who comes across this post remembers:

You fought to be here where you are, maybe it isn’t much, but the fact that you are living and breathing and reading this is a goddamn miracle. Throughout your life you bled and cried and just lived through all this pain and horror and suffering and bullshit. You went through all of this and maybe that’s enough. You are fantastic and you should never forget that. Maybe you will have a bad day and maybe you will give up, but dammit you survived. It’s hard work to survive and if you’re here that means you did it. Good job!!! You won’t remember me, you don’t know me, but I’m here rooting for you wherever you are in this goddamn fucking huge universe.

You are here and you matter.

Congratulations.

[sonanana]

Depression isn't being lazy.

Self harm isn't attention seeking.

Eating Disorders aren't trends.

Being gay isn't wrong.

Suicide isn't cowardly.

Stop acting like you know everything!!

[sonanana]

Letting go of you feels like I'm letting go of me!!! :'(

I fuckin miss you babe!!💔🖤

[sonanana]

Like this post if you think you're smarter than your best friend!!!

[sonanana]

Cause letting go of you feels like I'm letting go of me,

Without you here i won't know who I'm or who to be.

[sonanana]

You're doing your best

Just keep going dear!!! 💜

[sonanana]

[sonanana]

Scared is what you're feeling,

Brave is what you're doing. 💜

[sonanana]

You don't have to look beautiful to be beautiful.

You are just born beautiful.

[sonanana]

[sonanana]

it would work i guess☺💜

[sonanana]

I want this quarantine to end asap...but then i think what am i even gonna do after it ends...it's gonna be the same dumbass social mental torture

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