snowpoet123

[snowpoet123]

the nerd i reblogged this from has a quality blog & i recommend you all follow them.

[snowpoet123]

bridon arc ep1 makes me crash out cuz ughghhhhh lu guang is so.... so lonely.... so sad.... i cant imagine it, going back and resetting your bond, erasing everything youve loved, building it back up from scratch- you experience everything again, sure, take great care to build up your life exactly as how you remember it, but isnt it so lonely...? its not the same, itll never be the same again, you'll never be the same again, youre the only one who still holds the memories of the love you shared, and all youre doing is reenacting everything again, trying to artificially inject that same love into others so that you can recreate, manufacture again the life and home that you lost, that youve overwritten....

all this, and- the one you save isnt your cheng xiaoshi, get it? your first love, the one you shared your first experiences with, the one you first laughed together with, the one you left behind and failed to save- hes not here anymore.

its also so ironic how lu guang keeps pressing on with his "no matter the past, dont ask about the future" but hes literally mr living in the past and tormented/trapped by knowledge of the future. my favourite hypocrite. my favourite liar. hes all schedule, down to the second, the next move that should happen, how youre expected to act, how youre expected to feel. this is their first time, bonding with you, experiencing life with you, but you cant share in that with them. are your feelings even real anymore? everything you do and say is on a script. bored? you already know whats going to happen. you know how youre supposed to act.

[snowpoet123]

the comments on this banana bread recipe go crazy

[snowpoet123]

the first law of tragedies: the end is already written and inevitable. the second law of tragedies: your actions are all your own and you can choose to get off this ride whenever you want. the third law of tragedies: we both know that you are never going to do that.

[snowpoet123]

Hey i’m a fashion design student so i have tons and tons of pdfs and docs with basic sewing techniques, pattern how-tos, and resources for fabric and trims. I’ve compiled it all into a shareable folder for anyone who wants to look into sewing and making their own clothing. I’ll be adding to this folder whenever i come across new resources

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/16uhmMb8kE4P_vOSycr6XSa9zpmDijZSd?usp=sharing

[snowpoet123]

the good ending ☀️

[snowpoet123]

You're flattering me •///•

But yeah, I recommend it as well (y)

Anyone have any long link click fic recs?

[snowpoet123]

Last song: Conceited by Lola Young. She's my favorite artist right now.

Last book: The Golden Raven by Nora Sakavic - it's the second book of a trilogy which is a continuation of the trilogy All for the Game. Very intense, very rewarding. Sports, Mafia, romance. It's perfect. And seeing Jean slowly heal is my everything.

Last movie: The Penguins Lessons. I go to the cinema once a week for a surprise viewing, which means I don't know what's coming. Could be Romcom, could be horror. I love exposing myself to stories I would not have picked otherwise. It's always giving me a fresh perspective - and I go every week unless I'm sick or traveling.

Last game: In Stars and Time. (You're to blame!) Next weekend I'll go to a convention. I'm doing a Siffrin cosplay actually. I spent today sewing the cape.

Last TV show: A reality TV series about modelling. I'm thinking about dropping it for good. It's very repetitive and superficial.

Sweet/spicy/savoury: spicy

Relationship: I have a girlfriend

Favourite colour: neon green

Last internet search: gastric ulcers - research for a fanfiction I'm working on right now. Since I'm a vet, I always like to check how humans would show/ explain their symptoms, because my patients can't explain what's bothering them. If you look closely at my fanfiction you'll rarely see a character self diagnose or even putting their pain in words (if sick/ physically hurt). It'll always be another character noticing how differently they behave.

Don't feel like tagging anyone right now, but I'm happy to have been asked to participate <3

10 people I’d like to know better

Thanks for tagging me for this tag game, @twistthing!

Last Song: Get Louis Theroux it - Tom Cardy

Last Book: Carmilla by Sheridan Le Fanu

Last Movie: The Italian Job

Last Game: Super R-Type

Last TV Show: Star Trek: TNG

Sweet/Spicy/Savoury: Savoury

Relationship: Taken

Fav Colour: Purple

Last Internet Search: "how tall of Jared Leto" (spelling mistakes and all - I'm quite sleep deprived at the moment)

Tagging (with no pressure): @animentality @lordpudi @lady-yfrit @ancientsorcerer @holdiethemoldie @troyrepresentative8 @osbob-the-existent @fire-but-ashes-too @rhokisb @mylee-sketches and anyone who wants to join!

[snowpoet123]

Hey everyone, I know it's going to be a busy day for a lot of people, but Google enrolled everyone over 18 into their AI program automatically.

If you have a google account, first go to gemini.google.com/extensions and turn everything off.

Then you need to go to myactivity.google.com/product/gemini and turn off all Gemini activity tracking. You do have to do them in that order to make sure it works.

Honestly, I'm not sure how long this will last, but this should keep Gemini off your projects for a bit.

I saw this over on bluesky and figured it would be good to spread on here. It only takes a few minutes to do.

[snowpoet123]

When TTAC is done I'm doing a college sports AU that will have a lot of the elements you just described. I can @ you when I post the first chapter if you want :)

poor me who thought they would show us our trio's college life 🤡 at least dedicating 2-3 episodes... huh

more than lu guang's backstory i need their college life, vacation, lazy holidays, probably getting kicked out of a bar because they were underage, committing absolute dumb shits, shiguang getting into a silly trouble and qiao ling coming to rescue,

[snowpoet123]

People keep talking about Lu Guang having dived dozens, maybe even up to hundreds of times but–

Did anyone consider the idea he just dived…a couple times? Five times, maybe? Three times, even? I feel people are imagining Lu Guang in a day-long loop when they suggest he’s been stuck there for years, talking about him reliving everything for the thousandth time. And they forget he willingly puts himself through 2-3 year long dives.

Where’s the tragedy of reliving the past…four times. Of snapping after your third attempt, because you expected it to work on your second try, of killing a man out of sheer frustration because your first attempt at changing the death node didn’t pan out.

Where’s my impatient Lu Guang. Wheres my Lu Guang who is surprised his initial plan didn’t work, who doesn’t even have the foresight of something like a ‘last resort’. Wheres my Lu Guang who aged years, then forced himself back into a younger body. Where’s my Lu Guang who dived only a couple of times, but has spent ages stuck in time nonetheless.

[snowpoet123]

pro exy players jean and jeremy both in moreau jerseys and people/commentators/press referring to them as "the moreaus" or "jean and jeremy moreau" paps catching candid shots of them. jean with his lips to jeremy's temple, arm around his shoulders. jeremy laughing at something another teammate is saying. both in team jackets with "MOREAU" on the back and it's considerably bigger on jeremy than usual so you just know he's in jean's jacket but what does it matter they're basically interchangeable

[snowpoet123]

wikipedia // mariecurie.org // booboo on medium // judas-redeemed // judas-redeemed // c.c aurel // trista mateer // ocean vuong // liz newman // donna ashworth

[snowpoet123]

[snowpoet123]

I really like my eye colour - grey with green and amber towards the pupil. I like my clothes colourful and mismatching. I love doing things alone and often don't even think about inviting others, because I'm so used to being independent. I keep moving further away from my parents (1000 km as of now). Initially I moved to another country to study - six years later and I'm a veterinarian and I love my job and I love my life.

Life can be wondrous and beautiful.

it's so weird to me that everyone on this website is a human person outside of their weird internet niche so rb this with a random bit of your lore

[snowpoet123]

The author’s poorly disguised love and adoration for existence and humanity despite its flaws and hardships

[snowpoet123]

Then I'd say you're fucking right.

my favorite genre of fictional character is like "i am terrifying to almost everyone, i'm very good at killing, i can endure anything, i've become exceptionally good at playing into my reputation, and if you try to give me positive social interaction i will react with confusion and cower in a corner like an abused animal. and i may try to shoot you. but there is also a chance i may imprint on you like a feral dog receiving its first loving touch! good luck."