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So I wrote another thing. . .

Just playing around with ideas that keep bouncing back and forth in my head. Take a look if it's your thing, I'd love to hear what you think.

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I just want to say that I just watched inception and apart from having a mental breakdown I have acquired a new ship.

look at them. . .

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I'm still getting over the embarrassment of thinking lmao was slang for lame. . .let's not talk about it, cause I'll probably cry. . .

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for some reason i've stumbled across a lot of icemav fics the past few days and all of them have this running theme of communication and consent and boundaries and as someone on the ace spec it makes me so happy that this is something in blatantly discussed in fics it just makes me so happy

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My professor. . .😤 love him dearly but that man cannot accept the complexity of literature. He's like some people say this but those people are idiots this is the real anwser.

LIKE SIR! Two things can be true! "Some people read this as a commentary on the dangers of colonization but really it's about EVIL." SIR?!?! I THINK THOSE CAN BOTH BE TRUE?

(Also I don't know how to spell anwser! I am so sorry!)

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When I say I'm into twilight. . .I'm not in it for canon content. I never read the books and I've watched like 1.5 of the movies. I'm into twilight for the rare gay fan content that's actually fire. Also Kristen Stewart. I'm a fake fan; I'm sorry.

Also that song from the baseball scene is very nice.

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i think I write the angstiest fics and then i remembers there's folks who write about maverick pulling rooster's papers, rooster and mav conflict, ice's death, mav dying on the uranium mission rooster dying on the uranium mission

i cried over a SUMMARY yesterday

massive kudos, mad respect, but please for the love of god are you okay do you need water, a snack bar??

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I'm just putting these here. They're related to T Swift's album midnights and I will not being taking criticism on that.

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I feel like mav would just come home after a bad day and sing the chorus to anti-hero because ya know ice I'm the problem, I'm everyone's problem 😭😭😭 and ice is just like shiiiiit not again.

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Iceman: I've done dumb stuff. . .

Goose: Really? I doubt that mr. ice cold no mistakes.

Maverick: No it's true he-

Hollywood: I witnessed him doing dumb stuff.

Wolfman: I recorder him doing dumb stuff.

Slider: I joined him in doing dumb stuff.

Maverick: WAIT, WAiT wtf are you guys talking about!

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Do I have a slide show detailing the various famous men I would be if I were a man. . .yes. Siri play the man by taylor swift I'm having a gender envy moment.

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Sometimes I forget that the same man who motivated me to invest in my high school biology class also showed me the beauty and pain of poetry. . .high school me was stealing this man's personality every day.

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I wanna watch gattaca so bad. . .

Like that movie was a part of my formative years! I crave that movie like its cocaine. It does so many things for me. . .

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Maybe I'm a gay with an agenda. Maybe I just recognize that daisy is bad for gatsby. Regardless, I will always honor the great gatsby as the tragic tale of Nick Carraway meeting his soulmate and promptly losing him.

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"Is there a reason you're staring at me?"

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Homework's like great but I'd rather learn about Alan Turing. . .

I'm taking Linguistics and we learned about the Turing test so this is basically homework in a way. . .yeah, it is.

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icemav thoughts. . .kinda

In my vast experience with all-nighters I've learned that they come in many different styles. There's the productive ones where you schedule everything out, accomplish all set goals, and then for some f cking reason go to the gym at the crack ass of dawn. These are the model all-nighters that all others strive to match, because they actually have purpose and productivity. Then there's the accidental all-nighters which have neither purpose nor productivity. You can't sleep, you lose track of time and BAM its 4 am and naturally you think to yourself, why sleep now? So you take a shower at 4 am and go watch the sunset while your hair dries. The last all-nighters are the little shits because they're the b*tches who screw you over. Usually, they have purpose but fail when it comes to productivity. You're not actually staying up to get things done, you're staying up to have a mental breakdown and self-sabotage. You're staying up to do item A but you never get to item A and instead work your way through the whole alphabet before even trying to start item A.

So why am I ranting about this? Well besides having pulled all three in the last month I'm ranting about all-nighters for the reason I rant about anything. Icemav. I just keep wondering what kind of all-nighters each would pull and why. Like you'd think Iceman would pull productive ones all the time, but maybe he's prone to the mental breakdown level ones as well. And I feel like Mav just pulls all-nighters for shits and giggles, but he's for sure been on the self-sabotage train too.

In conclusion I pull all-nighters for various reasons, my mental health is outta wack, but it's okay as long as I have icmav.