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Yes i hope so

2018

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Aning lagi apa?

lagi main gitarrr 

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i like you and i wish you liked me too

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Mengapa sendirian?

teman: kenapa sekarang kau sendiri begini terus?

diriku: hm? adakah yang aneh?

teman: iya oke sih tapi bahaya gila kalau kau pergi sejauh itu sendiri

diriku: entahlah, aku sedang mencari kawan dalam diriku saja dan aku merasa nyaman dengan hal itu. Bukan berarti aku tak ingin ditemani atau aku tak suka dirimu. Hanya saja, aku ingin pergi menikmati ciptaan tuhan dengan tenang tanpa mengubah apapun, termasuk kamu.

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Remember, if you down..

I need to learn about myself first I have to know what i want and need And doesn't bothered by it Doesn't feel disgusted by it Doesn't blame myself for it Why do i have to hate myself When others don't even hate me.

It's okay, Everyone must have done wrong It's okay, If you'll be rejected by the loved ones It's okay, If your expectation are not granted It's okay,

Because someone told me If that's how it supposed to be, then it is If you don't have anything, You still have god

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😂😂😂

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Friend: why don’t you start writing again? What makes you stop?

Me: it’s not that I won’t. It’s just me doesn’t wanna open up those hurting pages.

Friend: if that’s the case, try writing either happy or fun stories!

Me: but..

Friend: life’s not just about tears and hurts, come on!

Me: fine!

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Lucy: If you bite it and you die; it's poisonous. If it bites you and you die; it's venomous.

Natsu: What if it bites me and it dies?

Gray: That means you're poisonous, jesus christ, Natsu, learn to fucking listen.

Erza: What if it bites itself and I die?

Happy: It's voodoo.

Wendy: What if it bites me and someone else dies?

Lucy: That's correlation, not causation.

Gray: What if we bite each other and neither of us die?

Cana: That's kinky.

Gray: Oh my god...

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If you're ever bored, here's a list of Studio Ghibli films you can watch for free.

Castle In The Sky (1986) Grave of the Fireflies (1988) My Neighbor Totoro (1988) Kiki’s Delivery Service (1989) Only Yesterday (1991) Porco Rosso (1992) Pom Poko (1994) Whisper of the Heart (1995) Princess Mononoke (1997) My Neighbors the Yamadas (1999) Spirited Away (2001) The Cat Returns (2002) Howl’s Moving Castle (2004) Tales from Earthsea (2006) Ponyo On A Cliff From The Sea (2008) The Secret World of Arrietty/The Borrower Arrietty (2010) From Up on Poppy Hill (2011)

If any of the links stop working, please let me know so I can fix it.

For Castle In The Sky, wait for the free user button to be clickable and it will send you to the video.

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You'll know it when you're truly sincere.

Sadly i never thought of this thing too far, but it’s still budging me like someone put a feather behind my ears. Really irritating yet tolerable.

I know everything needs process. But thinking about not far from now you’ll be celebrating your day… And I accidentally click on that video clip which I usually don’t watch something like sports thingy. Your face pop up in my mind right away and left me hanging…

After all those things you’ve done, yet you never clarified or even make any effort to face me and told me about what I was thinking about you were wrong. Instead you gone mad. You rather sharing it on other social media, not to me. Excuse me, I don’t get it.

Why you’re mad when I finally completely be honest with you? I usually keep it to myself. I can’t help it. I just exploded. I was really mad at you.

You know what was in my head? I want to do something like celebrating or do what makes you happy (i dunno what specifically) for you on your 20th annual 365 day. Just because i wanna see your smile and happiness.

But what a waste, isn’t it? When you get something what you need From someone you don’t want.

It’ll only left you the feeling of unwillingness.

How my feelings truly are sincere…

Let the time do its magic.

#nowplaying Coldplay - Fix You

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Akad - Payung Teduh Ukulele Cover

Hey there!

This is my first video on youtube. Biasanya aku cover lagu sebatas post di instagram doang itupun sering banget di hapus lagi karena ga pede hehe. Lagu ini dedikasikan untuk salah satu teman baik ku, Luciana Maorine. Semoga sehat selalu dan bahagia Mao!

Ohiya buat teman baik ku yang satu lagi, dia lagi keranjingan nyetel lagu ini terus. Happy Birthday Nindya Zahara alias embul!

Hope you like it, Enjoy!

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Ning itu umur di bio lu belum terupdate

Wkwkwk biarin sieh biar muda 😂

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Just go on. The future awaits. There must be a way, many ways ahead.

The whisper of my deepest heart

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A letter: to a long gone

*it could be ur lost friend or ex or family

This title is still unknown but it’s written as “Miss You” by the musician herself. Sukaaa walau ini original song yg belum di publish sama grace👸🏼

Some people said that it’s all for the better if you off with em. And the ache you feel is a part of getting older. Yet i don’t think that’s true. You truly really care and love em so you still missing them. Shooo much, till you don’t really understand what you should do.

Credits: Ukulele Cover by Masning Maunah