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Side by side they are twin angels on a headstone,

cold and terrible and immutable.

They were boys once, he remembers,

but they aren't anymore.

~ M.L Rio, If We Were Villains

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01/30/22

I hate Sunday

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January 15 2022 | Happy Saturday! I'm mentally still in March 2020, but physically I've finished my first week of teaching training. Wild.

My to-do's for today:

continue reading the assigned pedagogy papers

take a walk

dye my hair

do laundry

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01/27/22

a lovely morning to have 4 classes

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01/24/22

first day of spring semester

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missing this view from my dorm room right now

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19072020 when everything goes wrong - pancakes Sunday is always there to save the day 🥞 how are you guys doing today? my weekend was extremely unproductive, but I haven’t felt this peaceful in forever. I feel like finally slowing down and getting in peace with my mind, which is something I’ve been struggling with for a loooong time. my sleeping schedule is getting better and better, my meditations are becoming more mindful and I feel like that first inhale when opening a window after a huge and gloomy storm. I hope y’all are having a great Sunday 🍂✨

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new year new bujo! unfortunately Muji India did not bring the A6 size for dated journals so I had to reluctantly go for the B6. Here’s to new bujo and making some progress this new year!

currently listening to Bitter by Summer Walker

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19:37 — new home office setup, new planner, new sheets, new lamp, new mug, new everything 🤍

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That moment when you study Sigmund Freud and you feel like a really real student of literature 📚🙉

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01/10/22

got my nails done today!

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mornings are so quiet and moody with the sun shining on the other side of the house—i slept in a little and it was delicious but now my toes are tucked up beneath me and my coffee is hot and i’m spending some quality time with eighteenth-century women publishers (reader, i am tracking down their books and cursing mildly between sips of coffee)

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hoping this coffee fixes my headache and my writing block

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01/09/22

had brunch with a friend today. t-13 days until I’m back on campus.

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Don’t become so obsessed with the result that you forget to appreciate the beauty of the process.

Nicole Addison @thepowerwithin

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there isn’t much happening atm but just me watching aesthetic study vlogs all day long. i’ve also managed to accomplish the following:

finished all my pending journal reviews

paid current month’s credit card bill

ordered new bed sheet with floral design

started reading another dostoyevsky story

i plan to save up enough money thru my part-time writing job so i can buy a new gadget that i’ve been eyeing on since i got addicted to watching study vlogs, haha!