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my 15yo cat died today and i feel like.. each year I'm getting older losing things people animals and with each loss the part of me goes in the past, and here's the thing: people I'll meet in the future won't know me whole. That's neither good nor bad, just an observation, my friend for almost 27 years knows me in the great number of things, ones not present anymore, and my potential future friend won't know those things, won't perceive me as the one I was just yesterday. rest in fluffy heaven, my friend. it won't hurt anymore.

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i bet it was the Oskar's letter?

& they say romance is dead

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"You can’t separate us, not unless we’re willing to do so."

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The Lord of the Rings The Fellowship of the Ring (2001) dir. Peter Jackson

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you won't believe the scream i was screaming listening to invictus

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not all of it is bad i think….…. we are going to be okay i think.

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them in the last episodes?? gay

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you will never get away from the sound of the woman who loves you

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hear me out this is the most malevolent song i ever heard, can someone write something on it because i can't

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follow your dreams at a sustainable pace

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See No Evil

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i wish we had that 40 mins recording of the rain

It's about gordon sitting in his car in the asda parking lot in the rain and recording. It's about Oscar not showing. It's about how Warren did show. It's about Oscar going back to red valley and never being heard from again. It's about gordon going back and being killed . It's about warren's "I can wait". can anyone hear me or .

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Got the feeling that i love my friend so much i want to give her everything and protect her from everything AND that's despite her being my first love the most platonic and friendly feeling now! There's so much in rediscovering emotions and people and overcome past and accept and love in another way--- i can't

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This is just malevolent

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Sketched a lil Connor as a free man, he is just so so adorable I can’t…

More is coming 💙

Also if there is a dbh community I can be part of, please let me know 🥺

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girl typing a very specific question into google search bar, scrunching her face as she takes time to make sure she hasn't made any spelling errors, hitting enter, shaking her head as google only presents her with unhelpful websites that don't answer her query at all, moving her cursor back to the search bar and clicking on it so she can carefully write 'reddit' at the end, hitting enter again, sighing with relief as she finds a link to a reddit post asking the exact question she needed answered posted in a subreddit for a very niche topic, finally moving her cursor to click on the link, wondering why she didn't go straight to the subreddit earlier, only to be met with a deleted comment with a reply from the OP stating 'that was very helpful, thanks', sighing with frustration as she moves her cursor back to the search bar so she can copy the link and paste it into the wayback machine,

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Not gonna lie, my morale is at the lowest point it's been since the beginning of the invasion. Russians are successfully occupying more and more territories and shell frontline regions every day. People are dying, our culture and herritage is destroyed. International aid dwindled significantly because of american bullshit. Mobilization law has been signed and there is a chance that my family members get conscripted soon. Don't even get me started on internal political problems. A bunch of articles in foreign media talking about our defeat and "peace talks" (what a joke).

It feels like there were no at least moderately good news in a while. On top of that, the feeling that we are screaming into the void is stronger than ever. I'm happy when I see a foreigner online supporting us and spreading the word, because it gets rarer. Ukrainians feel like none of what's happening gets outside our info bubble. Most likely no one but Ukrainians will see this post either. Honestly don't know what to make of all of this.