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howdy all, my muse for corey is shit right now despite my love for him, but i will probably be making a handsome master leon kennedy from resident evil so if anyone wants the url when i am done just like/reply to this

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not me, wanting to add nero from devil may cry to my multi

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my god am i in a rut

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so, this is my obligatory, once in a while post explaining where i've been. i know i don't need to explain where i've been technically, but i still feel like i should.

the truth is, the past couple of months have kind of been shit, and by extension, my mental health has been shit. and guess what else has been shit? my creativity.

i've gone through some big changes in my life which were probably a long time coming, and even though i'm okay, i'm still dealing with the aftermath of it. i can really only muster up the muse to write with one other person right now, so in the interest of not burning myself out, i'm choosing to just take a break from tumblr even with the worry that all my friends will just forget about me.

don't worry, i'm not abandoning corey, and i'm not abandoning my other muse, will. i also have plans to maybe FINALLY finish my multi that's been like a year in the works when i come back. all i ask for is just patience, because even though i'm really okay, mentally i'm in a rut right now and can't really find any serotonin in anything besides playing video games.

thanks y'all for understanding.

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not me, wanting to add the netflix wednesday addams to my multi

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someone: i wonder what she's thinking about, she seems lost in thought

me, screaming aggressively in my head: x

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okay, so, in the interesting of cleaning up and making sure there's less spam/porn blogs following me, i think i will be moving corey i will also be working on a multimuse hub blog (like i've been saying for months) so when that's closer to actually done i will post the link

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if i ever start writing fanfiction again, my first order of business will be to rewrite all of the david gordon green trilogy how i would've written it

including michael actually being paranormal

including corey actually being a main character from the beginning and slowly progressing through the infection of evil

including allyson's character actually mattering

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i wonder if remaking would help me get away from all the porn bots following me lmao

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the absolutely x-rated shit shape corey fantasizes about on a daily basis

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there he is!!! there's my favorite white boy!!!

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highkey thinking of finally finishing my multi and adding ramattra from overwatch to it as a main muse because I fucking love anti-villains

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a reminder that i still love corey and will write when i feel up to it, mental health is just kinda important right now

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so happy to see bubba getting nuked from dead by daylight, the evil has been defeated

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the amount of porn bots following me, what the fuck

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sorry for my absence, life hasn't been the best right now in multiple ways as well as things being super busy the past couple of weeks, and I just need some time to process some major events in my life so bear with me

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i might try to be on later but anxiety might be too bad to write today