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Well Hai Suzie Q

Hi

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So for those of you that kind of have not guessed. I also write alot, a friend asked me to do a guest spot on his blog please go over and give it a read

https://ackadia.com/general-interest/guest-guesting-in-2024-2025/

I am just getting myself in the door and this would be amazing

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I feel beaten with my health. I will put this in perspective

8th October I get diagnosed with Freiberg's disease fine I thought can work with this.

31st October my referral to see rheumatology came through fine I thought even though I knew I would be tired as fuck! Turns out I've been living with chronic fatigue syndrome.

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When you overhear something you wasn't ment too oops

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Yay for intrusive thoughts coming back FFS I just wanted a month away from them

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Ever felt completely done and you can't do shit about it yep that's me right y

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New Sunday morning tradition?

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I actually feel alone I can't talk to my partner as he shuts me down can't talk to a friend as he isn't picking up his phone I am alone

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New personal best on leg press. Not bad for someone with two arthritic knees

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Just some of today's training a month back in the gym

And the personal best on legs I feel proud

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Fuck paranoia

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Despite feeling like crap I pulled this off