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Richard Ramirez : a self- identified satanist

A burglar, rapist and sadistic serial murderer who terrorized the Los Angeles area in the mid-eighties, he was captured by civilians on August 31, 1985. 

A self-identified Satanist, Ramirez had actually read The Satanic Bible.

His ‘calling card’ was the inverted pentagram traditionally associated with Satanism, which he left drawn on a wall, or, in one case, carved into the body of a victim. 

In 1983, he even made a special trip to San Francisco to meet LaVey personally. LaVey was later reported as commenting that, ‘I thought Richard was very nice - very shy. I liked him.’ “His trial was a media circus.

Ramirez would engage in such antics as flashing a pentagram he had drawn in the palm of his hand, shouting ‘Hail Satan!’ and holding up his fingers alongside his head in imitation of devil’s horns.

Parts of the statement he made during his sentencing even seemed to echo some of the themes of The Satanic Bible:

“I am beyond good and evil…. Lucifer dwells in all of us…. I don’t believe in the hypocritical, moralistic dogma of this so-called civilized society”

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honestly your whole blog is so gross and creepy :/

You’re entitled to your opinion. Some of us are fascinated with the things we are told not to look at. Not my fault you do whatever the world tells you. 

Look deeper at your monsters and you’ll see humanity.

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I may be a pretty new blog but I’m looking for some friends in the tcc.... anyone share my interests? Looking to join a discord or groupchat maybe

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Police officer: I am pulling you over because you were trying to fit three people on a motorcycle.

Eric, with Nate and Zach sitting behind him: Wait, three?!

Officer: Yes, you, and the two kids-

Eric: SHIT GUYS, DYLAN FUCKING FELL OFF!

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Albert Fish

Fish arrived in New York City in 1989, and he said at that point he became a prostitute and began raping young boys. In 1898, his mother arranged a marriage for him with Anna Mary Hoffman, who was nine years his junior. They had six children.

Throughout 1898, Fish worked as a house painter. He said he continued molesting children, mostly boys younger than age six. He later recounted an incident in which a male lover took him to a waxworks museum, where Fish was fascinated by a bisection of a penis. After that, he became obsessed with sexual mutilation. In 1903, he was arrested for grand larceny, convicted, and incarcerated in Sing Sing.

Around 1910, while he was working in Delaware, Fish met a 19-year-old man named Thomas Kedden. He took Kedden to where he was staying, and the two began a sadomasochistic relationship; it is unclear whether or not Fish forced Kedden to do these things, but in his confession he implies that the man was intellectually disabled. After ten days, Fish took Kedden to “an old farm house”, where he began to torture him. The torture took place over two weeks. Fish eventually tied Kedden up and cut off half of his penis. He originally intended to kill Kedden, cut up his body, and take it home, but he feared the hot weather would draw attention to him; instead, Fish poured peroxide over the wound, wrapped it in a Vaseline-covered handkerchief, left a $10 bill, kissed Kedden goodbye, and left. 

In January 1917, Fish’s wife left him for John Straube, a handyman who boarded with the Fish family. Fish then had to raise his children as a single parent. After his arrest, Fish told a newspaper that when his wife left him, she took nearly every possession the family owned.He began to have auditory hallucinations. He once wrapped himself in a carpet, saying that he was following the instructions of John the Apostle.

It was about this time that Fish began to indulge in self-harm. He would embed needles into his groin and abdomen. After his arrest, X-rays revealed that Fish had at least 29 needles lodged in his pelvic region. He also hit himself repeatedly with a nail-studded paddle and inserted wool doused with lighter fluid into his anus and set it alight. While Fish was never thought to have physically attacked or abused his children, he did encourage them and their friends to paddle his buttocks with the same nail-studded paddle he used to abuse himself. He soon developed a growing obsession with cannibalism, often preparing himself a dinner consisting solely of raw meat and sometimes serving it to his kids.

In about 1919, Fish stabbed an intellectually disabled boy in Washington, D.C.. He chose people who were either mentally handicapped or African-American as his victims, explaining that he assumed these people would not be missed when killed. Fish would later claim to have occasionally paid boys to procure other children for him. Fish tortured, mutilated, and murdered young children with his “implements of Hell”: a meat cleaver, a butcher knife, and a small handsaw.

On July 11, 1924, Fish found eight-year-old Beatrice Kiel playing alone on her parents’ farm on Staten Island, New York. He offered her money to come and help him look for rhubarb. She was about to leave the farm when her mother chased Fish away. During 1924, the 54-year-old Fish, suffering from psychosis, felt that God was commanding him to torture and sexually mutilate children.

Shortly before his abduction of Grace Budd, Fish attempted to test his “implements of Hell” on a child he had been molesting named Cyril Quinn. Quinn and his friend were playing box ball on a sidewalk when Fish asked them if they had eaten lunch. When they said that they had not, he invited them into his apartment for sandwiches. While the two boys were wrestling on Fish’s bed, they dislodged his mattress; underneath was a knife, a small handsaw, and a meat cleaver. They became frightened and ran out of the apartment.

On May 25, 1928, Fish saw a classified advertisement in the Sunday edition of the New York World that read, “Young man, 18, wishes position in country. Edward Budd, 406 West 15th Street.” On May 28, Fish, then 58 years old, visited the Budd family in Manhattan under the pretence of hiring Edward; he later confessed that he planned to tie Edward up, mutilate him, and leave him to bleed to death. He apparently changed his intended victim from Edward to his younger sister Grace Budd and quickly made up a story about having to attend his niece’s birthday party. He convinced the parents, Delia Flanagan and Albert Budd I, to let Grace accompany him to the party that evening. Grace left with Fish that day but never returned.  

In November 1934, an anonymous letter was sent to Grace’s parents which ultimately led the police to Fish.  Fish made no attempt to deny the murder of Grace Budd, saying that he meant to go to the house to kill Grace’s brother Edward Fish said it “never even entered [his] head” to rape the girl, but he later claimed to his attorney that, while kneeling on Grace’s chest and strangling her, he did have two involuntary ejaculations. This information was used at trial to make the claim the kidnapping was sexually motivated, thus avoiding any mention of cannibalism. During his arrest he was linked to two other murders,  Francis McDonnell and  Billy Gaffney. 

Albert Fish’s trial for the murder of Grace Budd began on March 11, 1935, in White Plains, New York. None of the jurors doubted that Fish was insane, but ultimately, as one later explained, they felt he should be executed anyway. They found him to be sane and guilty, and the judge ordered the death sentence. Fish arrived at prison in March 1935, and was executed on January 16, 1936 in the electric chair at Sing Sing.

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