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alcohol diet where my only calories can come from vodka

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These all have this specific gloomy touch, my fav

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Skinniness is always worth all of the pain

The cravings will pass. The hunger will pass. Getting to your goal weight will make it ALL worth it. Don't let the hunger control your life. You are stronger then it and you will be skinny. Once you see that magic number on the scale then you wont remember the times you wanted to binge SO bad. The times you were so hungry. It'll mean nothing because you did it. You have everything you wanted. Don't let a moment in time, a craving, a feeling, stop you from getting to where you want. I know how bad you want it, so do right by yourself and ignore, ignore, ignore.

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a month from now you can be 10lbs lighter or 10 times more miserable

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⛧ piercings / tatts / dermals $pø !!! ⛧

gaaahhhhh i luv this so much .......

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i can’t wait for sweater weather so i can get 1ns4n3ly sk1nny and no one will ever know until it warms up again and i’ve gone through this crazy transformation beneath my oversized clothes right in front of them and they never had a clue #shapeshifter lol

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i feel like such an ungrateful asshole.

i know my friends care about me, but it really confuses me. i just dont understand Why they care about me. i have two wonderful partners and a decent handful of friends. plus a parent and older roommate who care about me. they show care all sorts of different ways, so im confident in my belief it really IS a genuine fondness they have

i just dont understand why. im unpleasant to be around, selfish and insecure, irritable, with no ambitions or passions. im essentially a blackhole or bottomless pit for friendship. i only ever consume it and apparently wont ever be satisfied.

its horrible to say but sometimes it feels like itd be easier if theyd just let me burn the bridge. at least then i wouldnt be letting so many people down.

i feel so bad for feeling bad. i feels so shitty and ungrateful for not being a better friend. im just so tired

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Some music I associate with my particular flavor of issue.

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not new just new blog. 23y/o.

You can call me Proxy.

He/Him

EDNOS(?). Diagnosed MDD, OCD

GW: 100Ibs

I like horror movies, rock/punk/alternative music, booze and sleeping.