secondarysefikura

[secondarysefikura]

Something I talked about the other day with @sapphirothcrescent was the idea of Cloud growing weaker as Sephiroth begins to return due to their connection. As Sephiroth begins to reform, Cloud begins to get ill and struggle with day to day life. As Sephiroth draws more and more on his link with Cloud to bring him back to life, Cloud grows more bedbound due to the strain it causes on his body.

Sorta like geostigma but it's only Cloud who is affected and it's directly caused by Sephiroth reforming. Once Sephiroth reforms and is no longer using Cloud as a way to resurrect himself, Cloud would recover and be able to go back to his normal, healthy (...okay, that's debatable) self.

[secondarysefikura]

Another one I forgot to post yayyy

Ngl Sephiroth bringing a wing out of Cloud as a sign of his slow corruption is something I would like to see in ff7 R3, like a mushroom emerging from a host eaten from the inside out by the mycelium 🍄‍🟫✨

[secondarysefikura]

Back when he was still with Shinra Sephiroth used to secretly write fanfiction about himself. All of it was basically him having a normal life with his friends Angeal and Genesis, and of course his mother Jenova. It was pretty well received by those who read them, but even if they weren’t Sephiroth just enjoyed writing them. Years later after returning from the lifestream yet again Sephiroth decides for old time’s sake to write again. And while people are happy that NormalHuman7777 had returned they’re all also very confused because their stories have now drastically changed. Their new stories are no longer about the late general in a normal and domestic setting, but now their about him becoming a god? And Sephiroth’s mother is also now an alien? Where’s Angeal and Genesis, they used to have huge roles in the stories, but they’re not even so much as mentioned. Also who’s this Cloud person the author keeps shipping with Sephiroth? Every new story now has Cloud in it and the author spends paragraphs detailing everything involving Cloud, talking about how beautiful he is, and how much Sephiroth wants him, and they always get together at the end if not sooner. Is he a self insert? Also the author really hates their OCs Tifa and Aerith, always having the two die in the most horrific ways.

You know what would make this all so much funnier? If young Cloud was a fan of NormalHuman7777's works. Perhaps he even had a bit of a friendship with NormalHuman7777, with the two messaging from time to time and bouncing ideas off each other.

When Sephiroth starts writing again, Cloud gets a little notification about the new fic. He decides that even though he has no interest in reading Sephiroth fanfiction anymore, he may as well comment on the fic for old time's sake. Except when he goes to the comments, people are asking about this new Cloud character and this whole "God" plotline.

Sephiroth's fanfic: Cloud leaned his head back, exposing his neck to his god in a sign of submission. He looked even more beautiful than normal as his mouth parted just enough for his tongue to dart across his chapped lips. As Sephiroth reached out and touched Cloud's neck, the blonde's throat bobbed in nervous anticipation. A rather feminine looking man, it was nearly impossible to see or notice Cloud's adam's apple. Still, the faint bulge of Cloud's adam's apple felt devine under Sephiroth's thumb, and Sephiroth pushed harder to feel the cartilage better.

"Beautiful," Sephiroth praised.

Cloud's eyes fluttered shut with content pride as his god praised him. He felt stupid for ever opposing the great god and for trying to hide from Jenova's warm embrace.

"I know," Sephiroth said, sensing the distress that washed over precious doll as memories of those horrid women came back to him, "but now you are exactly where you belong, and you will never leave me again. We will be together forever--a god and his most cherished possession--and there is nothing those fools can ever do to change that."

"Sephiroth, please," Cloud begged, leaning further into Sephiroth's touch, "please fuck me. I want to be one with you in everyway. I need you inside of me!"

Cloud: What the actual fuck.

[secondarysefikura]

Tifa: I think somethings wrong with Cloud.

Yuffie: He seems fine to me. Hey Cloud! Let us know your ok by saying something.

Cloud: Reunion.

Tifa, to the rest of the group: Guys, I swear something is wrong with Cloud! He was never like this when we were kids!

Barret: I'm with Yuffie on this one. He seems fine.

Tifa: He's not! He's clearly having some sort of mental breakdown!

Vincent: I have seen my share of mental breakdowns, and Cloud seems perfectly fine to me.

Cloud, running in and looking scared: Please help! Sephiroth has been controlling me and telling me to do things, but I've managed to break free for a moment! But I don't have long! Please, he wants me to do horrible awful things! I need you guys to kill me or lock me up before I do something awful, please!!!!

Yuffie: Oh Cloud, you're so funny.

Tifa: Yuffie, he's not joking! I was right, something is wrong and we have to help him!

Barret: Don't be silly, Cloud's just a kidder, right Cloud?

Cloud, who now has green cat-slit eyes: Yes. Cloud is--I mean I am very silly.

[secondarysefikura]

I'm baaaaccckkkk

[secondarysefikura]

I have a confession-

I'm the anon who security thinks is dating their friend. I'd like to share something that I think makes this all 100x funnier.

My friend had a massive mental breakdown last year. Shortly after her mental breakdown, I showed her the one-winged angel trombone champ mod level. This ended up sticking with her and she developed a major obsession with this version Sephiroth. We used to have daily visits in the evening, where she always asked me to show her the video again. I actually gave her a drawing of Sephiroth playing the trombone as a gift once, which she hung on her wall.

Oh yeah, and she knows nothing about Final Fantasy.

The jump from "I'd like to share something that I think makes this all 100x funnier." to "My friend had a massive mental breakdown last year." is peak comedy. You guys are now Zack and Cloud in my mind, which means that at some point in their friendship, Cloud's mental breakdown was cured by Zack showing him an animation of Sephiroth playing the trombone. Zack has also gifted Cloud a drawing of Sephiroth playing the trombone as a gift. Cloud carries it around for good luck.

[secondarysefikura]

Excuse you mister! Those are not for you!

[secondarysefikura]

....how do I tell them they aren't coming with me?

[secondarysefikura]

Kind of wanted to bring up that in a scenario where Sephiroth wins, that Cloud would no doubt be dealing with the most severe case of survivor’s guilt imaginable. Since not only would he have feel that he failed to protect his friends, but also every other living being on the plant. Like he could be sitting in a corner rocking, questioning to himself why Sephiroth chose to spare him and no one else. Is it a part of Sephiroth’s revenge for Cloud killing him? Let everyone but Cloud parish, and keep Cloud around as his toy?

This is actually one of the main reasons for why Cloud is acting so "strange" in the sefikura fic I'm working on! The guilt has broken his mind and he's coping with it by...well, he isn't. He's completely lost himself both to grief and to being forced into subservience by Sephiroth.

I bet Sephiroth has so much fun "comforting" Cloud about surviving where everyone died. He gets all uncharacteristically soft and gentle as he soothes Cloud since he knows that makes Cloud feel so much worse. Cloud wants Sephiroth to taunt him or mock him for being so torn up over living, but Sephiroth refuses to give him that satisfaction. Instead he tells Cloud that he should not be ashamed of his strength and that his survival is a precious thing. He holds Cloud's hand and puts a blanket over his shoulders, enjoying the way Cloud sinks further into despair with every "comforting" word.

[secondarysefikura]

You'd think they've never been fed.

Also yes, that is an ikea children's dishes set, haha. My tourettes used to be rather unkind to me and I ended up throwing several forks and cups during a particularly bad flare up once.

[secondarysefikura]

[secondarysefikura]

Sephiroth making biscuits on his partner gently and slowly.

Post Nibelheim Sephiroth still gently makes biscuits but he might be covered in blood or the mutilated body might be a few feet away.

[secondarysefikura]

lowkey funniest part of rebirth is when cloud dissociates BIG time while the costa del amor girls are making their pitch

[secondarysefikura]

There isn't enough cannibalism in the sefikura fandom. Which is weird because cannibalism is the most pure way to tell someone you love them.

[secondarysefikura]

Sephiroth was originally aroace, but that changed after the Nibelheim incident.

Now he is Cloudsexual.

Sephiroth's sexuality is battle and violence, and Cloud just happened to trigger that, lol.

[secondarysefikura]

Pre-Planned Hiatus

Hello folks! Just wanted to let everybody know that I will be out of the country from December 11-20. During this time, I will not be checking tumblr as I won't have my laptop with me.

Upon returning, I will do my best to respond to any asks within a day or two, but last minute Christmas preparations may make responding take longer.

In the meantime, I'll have to get all my tumbling out of my system before it's time to go!

[secondarysefikura]

polycule where one guy has an “i can fix him” mindset and another guy has an “i can make him worse” mindset about the same third guy. net zero moral change