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I just, I’m so tired of having to rely on others. The odd time that I do it all just goes to shit. All my plans, I express what I want to people, and blam what happens? The opposite. Everything just kind of goes to shit. Want to take time with going away for a concert, stay over night, use the next day to not feel rushed and maybe go do some shopping or fun things or see people I know there… but because I’m going with someone and their driving all the plans change. Everything I want is thrown out, it’s not like they even want to go to the concert but I have no one else to go with either. I have no one in my life that cares, or wants to do things with me. And now it’s 3:30 am and I’m sitting in the dark crying about everything falling apart. That I won’t have any fun or anything. That I’ll feel awkward and uncomfortable and not relax because I’m going to be worry that chronic pain is going to where me out. But oh well. It’s just whatcha get for being a useless unlovable loser that’s just a piece of shit like my ex always said.

(This all probably being made worse with reliving trauma having to write about intimate partner violence for a school assignment, and that opening up wounds. Made worse by more emotions freedom with HRT)

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Mmm absolutely love them both

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Now yes, it’s christmas.  yaaay

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Girlbot fucktoy for your pleasure <3

Use me however you like

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Ernie Suggs - Magik

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Another five page kinky comic I drew last year! This one’s about getting started with wax play. Be safe and have fun!

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(scary dom voice) call the restaurant, slut. im too shy

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You should kiss more transfems

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I’m depression spiraling. I can’t sleep. I’m overwhelmed with homework, and can’t focus on any of it cause been so sick lately. Finally figured out how to curb my sick tho, just stop eating. But I get so dizzy, & brain foggy. Oh well, better than constantly throwing up

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I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really don't want to go to work

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#never wanted to be part of a triple threat more in my life

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hey don’t cry, tgirl tummy, titty, & thighs on your dash ok?

(reblogs > likes)

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