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“The question is not how to survive, but how to thrive with passion, compassion, humor and style.”

—

Maya Angelou 

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So today, I decided to file my resignation letter to my boss and she signed it as an APPROVED. I can feel the real sadness of losing the job that you really love. *sighs* I decided to leave because I feel that I am not growing anymore and I am not happy anymore. I feel like whenever I wake up in the morning, I always say to myself this lines "argh- work again. Fvck". I've been working there for almost 2 years. Ofcourse I admit I learned a lot and I explored a lot. But when the time goes by, things are just the same day by same. No more challenging tasks but there's a lot of bullshit issues and annoying co-workers. I know that every company has that kind of employees. So, to make this short. I got an offer. ♥️ Higher than my salary plus higher position. To tell you honestly, I feel a little bit anxious about qhat is really happening. I'm afraid to take a risk about quitting my job but if I still stay I will not grow anymore and I will feel shit everyday. For me, leaving the job that you love is bittersweet because half of your heart and mind doesn't want you to leave at all. Damnnnn I hate this feeling. Did you guys get what I mean? HAHAHAHAHA para sa mga pinoy dyan! Relate ba kayo na marami ang naalis sa mga trabaho nila kapag toxic na yung mapapalakad sa kompanya at sinabayan mo pa ng toxic na co-workers? HAHAHAHA COMMENT BELOW IF YOU RELATE! 🤣🤣🤣

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gentle reminder

please try your best to learn to walk away from things and people that are bad for you

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gentle reminder

if you’re stressed about something, walk away from it for now; take a breather, come back later, it will still be there when you’re gone, and you can be a lot more productive when you feel better and have a clearer mind

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"you have to get up before life knocks you down because you won't be able to get up when it does. i know and believe you can stand back up."

— nathaniel, the man i met at walmart today

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Stop suppressing the pain you feel. stop running from it. pretending to be happy will never lead u to genuine happiness. faking a smile during the day will never stop the tears at night. it’s ok not to be ok. it’s ok to have weak moments and bad days.

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Share this with someone who might need some cheering up! Life IS hard, but there are ways to make it softer. 🐝🌸

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Dinner ❤️

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"New month, new chapter of your life. Cheer up and think positive."

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"Smile infront of someone who hates you."

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I know that this would happen. I just want to say that my day will never be the same because you're not here anymore.

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Nakakainggit yung mga taong nakakaramdam na meron taong handang makinig sa kanila at handang mag bigay ng time masamahan lang sila. Samantalang ako ito, nakahiga, nakikinig ng musikang nagsasabi ng mga nararamdaman ko. Bakit ganon? Bakit nalang akong naiiwan? Bakit kailangan palagi lang akong mag isa? Bakit palagi nalang akong nabbetrayed? Bakit palagi nalang silang nag papanggap? Tapos gagaguhin lang ako sa huli? Ang hirap naman. Bakit kailangan ko pang maranasan to. Kagabi sabi ng boyfriend ko masakit daw yung nararanasan niya sa tuwing maaaksidente siya. Sagot ko, Babe buti ka nga physically in pain lang pero ako? Mentally in pain everyday kong dala dala. Nandito nanaman ako sa punto na gusto ko ng tapusin ang lahat. Ayoko mawala dahil my maiiwan ako pero gusto ko lang mawala para mawala tong sakit na nararamdaman ko.

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Every pain gives a lesson, and every lesson changes a person.

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"All my friends are dead."

Lil Uzi Vert

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Hellyeah ❤️ so much true!

“in order to love who you are, you cannot hate the experiences that shaped you.”

— andréa dykstra, storyteller