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Baba

Your soul is finally free,

Oh how dadi is full of glee,

You meant the world to me,

Why did you flee,

You are not gone,

For you always shone,

Your spirit will forever loom,

You lit every room,

Your presence eternally eastend,

You were always everyones friend,

Generous beyond compare,

I will forever remember you in prayer,

From Jalandhar to London,

Until you were done,

Born to Ammar,

God was your planner,

Beginnings in the dhaliwal bet,

You thought life was all set,

Named a leader Sardar,

You decided you go far,

You were meant to return in 2 years,

Leaving your mum Malan in tears,

But your heart was here,

You were full of cheer,

Painstakingly grafting in the factories,

I will forever miss your stories,

Your suit forever dazzles,

Reading those urdu gazzles,

Your crown your pug,

Always giving us a hug,

Proud to be a jutt,

Kirpan ready to cut,

Proud to be sikh,

You reached your peak,

Thank you for nurturing me,

Fufiling everyones plea,

You gave us love,

Now fly free as a dove,

Smile from above,

As you passed life’s test,

Thank you for giving us the best,

Now you can rest❤️

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Nikkah

You came into my emptiness,

I didnt love you I confess,

Meeting after meeting,

My heart was sadly beating,

Trapped in a dark past,

Feeling this will never last,

Forbidden love my desire,

All passion and fire,

You were there,

But I did not care,

My heart and mind elsewhere,

To you I wasnt fair,

With time my heart fell,

All under your spell,

obsession and craze,

You have become my gaze,

My mind and heart eternally bound,

For in you I was found,

My existence sound,

My love profound,

Ghosts of my heartache,

Where never my fate,

False lust and ache,

All they did was take,

But you have given me the world,

With you I want to be curled,

I ignored and took you for granted,

As ghosts lured me in and chanted,

But Allah showed me the way,

You are my night and day,

For in your arms I will forever stay,

With you I completed half my deen,

All the sins of the past wiped clean💚

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The cradle of civilisation 🇮🇶 whilst the UK was a dormant landscape the middle east was a thriving hub of education literature and innovation. Sadly the roles reverse and the tales swap as today mesopotamia has been destroyed .Ravaged by war and instability at the hands of the West in pursuit of black gold ⛽️

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Must avoid🙈

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Kent the garden of England

In this vast emptiness admiring God’s canvas you truly feel complete 🍁

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Teach the mind to forget and let go....In some ways forgetfulness is an asset and remembrance a curse💯

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And the mountains called! My motherland is far due to lockdown and currently in a state of unrest but the mountains of scotland 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 emulate the abundant greenery of my land. You realise how insignificant we are when you see what God created. A dramatic scenery removes all the turmoil going on internally Thank God (Alhamdulillah). I forever want to be lost in these mountains ⛰ 💕

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From the Bookseller of Kabul

May God bestow peace upon the people and the nation of Afghanistan 🇦🇫 ameen

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Fingals cave Scotland🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

Let mother nature wash away your thoughts cleanse your soul and release you from all wordly attachment 🤲🏼💖 You realise how insignificant you are when you see the magnificence of nature Subhanallah...Something so beautiful and dramatic can be so deadly what a sinister paradox

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Life sometimes can get you like this but remember we all have a great role to play in this life it is but a test💖💖💖🤲🏼

To any suicidal followers I may have: This is a sign to not kill yourself. You are loved and the world is special because you are in it. Keep holding on.

Reblog this when it’s on your dash. You will save someone’s life.

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Life is but a test only attach your heart to God🤲🏼

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We live in a generation of opportunists...Some in this world are radiators exuding light others sewers they just take take and take🤐

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The commute a time for reflection and longing

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Well where to begin its a very long story as a child my father was not well he was an alcoholic. I faced a lot of hardship as a child physical and emotional abuse; in this my heart was always seeking God and trying to find God. I would cry unto God always in hardship.....I always had an inclination to islam....Alhamdulillah as a child I travelled a lot when we went to muslim countries id hear the azan and cry and would wake up when it was fajr and just listen to azan....I started reading holy texts and none opened my heart except the Quran ....I ignored this inclination as i was scared but everytime i turned my back away from islam my heart kept going back eventually i started doing dhikr and listening to quran....I taught myself to pray....I kept this secret...I did all this without officially taking shahada...In 2014 we went to palestine and it was at al aqsa masjid i took my shahada in front of the sheikhs and did my first namaz ( salah) as a muslim at al aqsa masjid .....Im not perfect just striving and with every hardship i become closer to Allah 🤲🏼💕