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From the math Tumblr discord server:

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You got any more wide angle shibes?

Somewhere on this blog probably! But it's not an image type I've been keeping track of with tags. But here is a consolation prize:

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A while back my pharmacist saw my deadname on my profile and accidentially called it out, he corrected and deleted my deadname from the system so only my preferred name shows up now. There was a crowd of people behind me, so as he hands over the pills he apologized, in equal tone and volume as when he called my deadname and lied saying it's been a long day and he didn't mean to call out -his own- name. I quietly told him it was fine and he didn't need to do that for my sake.

His response: "No, it's my name now."

I went to the pharmacist yesterday, his nametag is my deadname. He informed me he's immigrating and in the process he's changed his first name to my deadname to have an English sounding name. That's why he's now able to get a reprint of his nametag to be my deadname. And repeated, with the intense seriousness of someone who is going to die on this hill: "It's mine now. Not yours. I'm taking." His tone indicated that decision is final.

Bro literally deadnamed me once, and has committed to flat out stealing my deadname. It's his now. Legally. Officially. I over heard his co-workers call him by the name.

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what the fuck makes phone apps so cocky as to send me notifications telling me to use it. my grocery list app straight up went "you havent made a list in a while! 🙂" are you out of your fucking mind. you are a program. why are you speaking to me like youre my equal. i could replace you with a pen and the back of a receipt. idiot. i kill you now

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Pills.

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When the person you love gets sick, you look all over trying to find a place to put it. What God do I pray to now? I will become a house made of these answers.

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― Ali Smith, The Whole Story and Other Stories

[text ID: It was a Sunday in September. There would only be four.]

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‘bread is bad for you’ ‘rice is bad for you’ sorry im not subscribing to the idea that staple grains that have been integral to cultures for centuries are evil. i love you carbs

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elf yuri except one of them is high fantasy and the other is one of santa’s

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idk if someone made this already but i saw this text and immediately thought of them

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Depression meal 3926

Two slices of processed kraft singles

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Depression meal 3632

12 hours of sleep and a can of mango pepsi