sanjtril
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sanjtril · 2 days ago
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I see your scars and I see your flaws and I accept them as mine. I see your eyes and suddenly I believe in God. I see your beauty and suddenly the sun feels warm and the wind is cold and the stars shine brighter. I see you and I see everything beautiful in it's purest form.
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sanjtril · 6 days ago
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I romantized my pain. I gave it meaning. I forgave people who hurt me...convinced myself that it's their first time being alive. I painted through the pain and sang through the heartbreak. i danced through the fights and laughed during the loneliness. I picked up the broken pieces and took shelter under them.
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sanjtril · 6 days ago
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what if I'm too rotten for my soulmate
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sanjtril · 6 days ago
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always wondered if all this pain was my own doing, my karma. but I was just a child. was all this pain my karma for being born?
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sanjtril · 8 days ago
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diagnosed with excruciating longing for love
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sanjtril · 8 days ago
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I'm not made for hookup culture. I'm made for complete devotion.
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sanjtril · 8 days ago
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happiest in chaos.
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sanjtril · 15 days ago
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I have shared my demons with him and he still calls me an angel.
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sanjtril · 16 days ago
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love is a burden that we must choose to bear.
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sanjtril · 1 month ago
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sanjtril · 1 month ago
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Your smile is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen in my entire life.
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sanjtril · 1 month ago
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We are in the kitchen and I am cooking for you. I love you. We are walking together and you're holding my hand. I love you. We are eating together and you give me a bite. I love you. We are watching a movie and my head is on your shoulder. I love you. We are listening to music and I am dancing with you. I love you. We are working together and I look at you being all serious with your eyebrows furrowed. I love you.
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sanjtril · 4 months ago
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If I could, I'd write symphonies for you. I'd dance around like a joker if it meant I could see you smile. I'd take away all your pain even if it ruins me.
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sanjtril · 4 months ago
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forever a hopeless romantic.
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sanjtril · 4 months ago
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home is when you are tired and their smile takes away all the pain. home is learning something new just so you could talk to them about it. home is when you see something beautiful and think of them. home is when you love someone despite everything. home is when you think of God and you think of them. home is where your mind rests and your heart thrives.
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sanjtril · 4 months ago
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I want to love someone so endlessly that I could drown from the feelings. I want to hold their face in my hands and kiss their nose. I want to lose my mind watching their eyes and dream of them. I want a love so deep so pure that every time I think of them I shiver. I want to lose myself in their beauty and call them "jaan". I want a love so familiar that talking to them feels like I'm talking to myself. I want love in it's rawest form and I want it to consume me fucking completely.
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